TRANSLATOR

Indigo Awareness Ribbon

Indigo Awareness Ribbon

Blog DISCLAIMERS

2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Bad Co

I don't trust the people I am with now. Thought I saw them setting.up a dramatic scene with a security guard today then there was drama.
Shes on probation. I think the point is to wear me down as well as waste my time and wear my nerves.
And especially to make me feel bad.
Might just be where shes at right now.
by clock

4 comments:

  1. Anonymous4/16/12, 12:14 AM

    An easy way of not letting it make you feel bad is to just to reassure yourself you've seen it all before. Most of these tactics are like watching re-runs over and over again with very few original episodes.

    Probably saves them mental energy of thinking of something new and original.

    ReplyDelete
  2. Anonymous4/16/12, 12:21 AM

    I'm sick of operatives. Don't real people exist anymore?

    ReplyDelete
  3. Anonymous4/16/12, 1:28 AM

    Sorry to hear that being bk in area agn is not much of a plus. maybe it's the vibe there and/or the tech, but pleez don't sweat the elexn stuff. the chips will fall where they may. don't let your worst expected turn of events influence how you feel now. it is a possibility, not a certainty. disconnect from the whole poltcl scene if you have to for awhile. it's like a soap opera, you won't miss much if you take a break. in the meantime, write what you feel like saying but can't. then burn it. get rid of as much as you can. you may be able to talk to a legal clinic. then again, at this moment in time, there's not much point in the exercise. you know that already. it's unfair. but things are upside down now. some ships will never go to port. make an alternative plan about what to do with it. all we have left is satire someone once said. make a comedy in your mind about the players. or make an design of leaves on the ground or whatever you can do w/ your art/creative stuff. it's going to be a long 7 months until the silly season is over. Take care of you. Take it all with a grain of salt. They are very serious persons who want us to take them very seriously. Hope your Sun. nite has been ok. peace ~zm

    ReplyDelete
  4. Mike4/16/12, 5:37 AM

    This is so strange, I don't even feel like a member of the human race after years of being stalked. It's kind of scary, like everything and almost everyone wants me hurt and destroyed. It's so sad I can cry, living alone like this, I feel abandoned by everyone accept my immediate family. My future appears to be so empty.

    ReplyDelete

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)