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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Sunday, August 30, 2026

https://www.omnilert.com/blog/transit-security-grant-program

(And this isn't a bait and wait program here okay my lawyers in the last frame up told me not to say anything about anybody especially name and names so I take the risk here I've actually being framed again cuz some clown can send themselves a fucking email like in 2016  i better not see that again.)

these guys have been on my ass ever since they got this grant and I was wondering why and of course all I had to do is look up funding new program and of course there it is so either you cut the shit or I'm going to take a lot of that money in a lawsuit I'm not playing around this time this isn't 2016 and whenever you knew Grant did everybody gets don't fucking look at me to be your bogeyman this is supposed to stop in 2016 if I get out of it when I was younger don't you think now especially in menopause when I'm very calm and I've had all these years to think and practice and go through all this training and go through all this rigorous like getting framed and stuff don't you think that it's a really stupid idea to try this over and over again I am not your fucking stepping stone back off or I'm going to make sure I take a chunk of that fucking money

 

You better find somebody else to play with motherfuckers 

 

And by the way in the future you can damn well bet that we're going to bring up this whole thing on the tea especially the green line where people are falling on me and they did it to my partner when he was with me as well the people come on the train every single mother fucking day multiple times a day they don't hang on they fall on me they mob me where I'm sitting people say shit to me they fuck with me they rub up against me they mob me on the train do you notice there's no old people on the train not really do you notice there's no handicap people on the train except for a few wheelchair people do you know this is nobody on the train that doesn't look like everybody else this clean cut condo type person or this type of tourist type person or this fucking student type person? There's reasons for that and I'll take you to court for that too I'll get a motherfucking hidden camera system and shit and film all this shit and make entertainment out of iit. 

Don't even think about it. Don't like the way I look too bad this is some fucking did this to me I didn't do this to me I'm supposed to be in a rich house drawing pictures and Peyton pictures and selling them by now and being a ccounselor this is the state's greeting nonsense after 9/11 and not only am I going to write a book about it I'm going to go after everybody I can with lawyers but right now I got shit I need to do to stay the fuck out of the way. 

 Imagine if they actually catch the real criminals like the money laundering and the drug cartels and the people bringing in all these drugs how is all these drugs getting in here when they keep getting funded for anti-terrorism and security? 

Your day is going to come everyone's day is going to come cuz books are going to be written and lawyers are going to be hired but until then why don't you just sit on your hands and go find someone else to fuck with. Just don't worry when I'm 100 years old if I still haven't written this book I'll force myself to stay alive until I'm 110 so I can get it published cuz it's going to definitely be the last thing I do before I die even with my last dying breath I'm going to tell everybody what's been going on for the last 20 years until then... I have some other things to do right now 

If you want to make me richer with a lawsuit then that's fine with me. 

Saturday, August 29, 2026

This Changes Everything: Interstellar Travel Is Impossible

Why Interstellar Travel Is Physically Impossible: The Barriers The Universe Built

GREAT video..alot of ads. you gotta keep pressing skip. This was ultimately freeing. I wasnt depressed as he said i was comforted. so enough woth wasting time on things like this. Maybe someday thousands of years we could understand how to do this. Now however it would be more useful to focus on what we can. so this solar system is our little neighborhood. We need to become more satisfied with what we have here and focus on being better tenders of the garden thats been provided to us. its sad to think we may not be able to get out of here before the sun burns up earth. perhaps enough time will have gone by then.