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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Wednesday, August 26, 2026

Update on Big box store result: 

Wonderful result very nice supervisor. 

In their culture they refer to him as simply manager which which is nice actually because in America or in the west generally I don't know but they keep changing the names for managers and district managers to make them sound oh so soft and cuddly aand for these kids that fill the workforce now that were raised in this bizarre coddling environment where collectivism conformity in the hive mind rule. It's nice to see people from an older culture influence unfortunately by colonialism and imperialism but however that seems to actually give them an edge where they have good old fashioned customer service and values when you get to someone who is doing their job. There's no team or leaders there's just managers which is really really comforting and nice for a person of my age to hear. 

Because the manager will get the job done. 

So he did and I appreciate it and one thing you have to remember is you have got to stay polite but firm when you talk to a manager or supervisor or team leader LLOL at that point you have to remain calm because that's where you're going to get your results and you should be very grateful for any kind of good result because usually you're being treated like a second-class citizen. 

The other thing is that I've never dealt with this before except for once and I think I just gave up and called the company corporate or something like that but it's now hard to do that now corporations are not listing their numbers because it seems like they know that customer service is bad if you get a bad supervisor or manager or team leader I don't know what to do from there. 

Because usually the people in upper management are more responsible and they're thankful that you're pointing out problems was most people think the opposite. If your mind is very negative or you raise somewhere llike I am in the Northeast where people are taught to get around a system that doesn't work for them with criminality or have a short fuse because that's the way they were raised well now that I've traveled the country I realize all you have to do is make sure that people do their jobs because that's the way the company is supposed to be laid out. 

Just think of it this way the company supposed to function and anyone that isn't doing their job is a faulty wheel in a machine or rogue people playing ggames. 

So if you have trouble with the next person up I guess you'd have to take another step beyond that some companies do have that other step and with a big box store I don't know what the hell you would do from there. Actually going to the store itself in a nice location with a very responsible store manager would probably give you an agent there in from within the company itself and they can help you get to decent people because if they try that crap on an employee of the company itself that you're dealing with in the store who's a manager of a store then it's going to look pretty stupid. 

With companies that have no customer service or with companies that don't have a phone number I have no idea what to do you just have to find your way in and you're going to have to play Gen x and basically become like a hacker and find your way around all the doorways they want you to use until other doorways. .

At a certain point you might even have to go to a lawyer or a consumer advocate or some kind of computer person or hacker and ask them how the hell to get through to a company. At certain points in certain companies that might be the only way to do it but you do need representation in a way it's almost like going to court and not having a lawyer you have a fool for a client so you can't do things things on your own sometimes if they get really complicated so make sure they're not complicated try to solve them in the beginning even though that person's being ridiculous simply report them and tell the supervisor or the person you're dealing with exactly what they did wrong to you as a customer not as a targeted individual with the theory that you're working with remember it's just a theory and it's a very small exclusive little group that we're in. In other words people don't need to know this stuff and they're not going to deal with it anyway and it's just going to make you a life wworse. It doesn't really matter what their motive is there is a 25-30% chance that they don't even know who you are and they're just fucking lazy and don't want to do their job and then when you ask for a super and demand if they hang up on you cuz they don't want to get caught. 

They're hoping if they hang up that you won't call back and Chase it or they're hoping that when you call back and you don't report them or if you do the person who you're talking to won't bother with it. So you definitely have to report it and keep doggedly going until you get what you need. 

But just stay calm and mention that they didn't do their job make it realistic and make it put it on them because you might be used to being treated this way on a daily basis but if other people that aren't involved or know who you are or in on this theoretically with the gang stalking theory people that see this stuff that don't understand that you're targeted they're jaw drops when they see the way that TI's are actually treated by companies by authorities and daily basis by people in stores by random people I've seen it before where somebody actually sees me having to deal with this stuff on the phone and they're just like they can't believe that I get treated this way. 

But you don't want to involve those people because you don't want them to get targeted theoretically and you also have to remember that they probably can't mentally deal with the idea that there's something like workplace mobbing that is worldwide in theory. 

Your job is to try to help people who are in trouble and to try to keep people alive there's no need to bring innocent people into this. You're kind of like a canine ddog you're supposed to preserve the innocent and help save humans but you're supposed to go after the bad guys which is really hard tightrope walk sometimes. Not telling people about your theory that you're working with and the way you're treated sometimes is the best way to protect them. 

But it is fun to see normal people see this stuff because you really get a sense of your own power being able to deal with this everyday. 

But then it's back to the daily grinds. 

So they did write and let's hope the shenanigans stops for me at least but that doesn't mean that somebody else isn't going to get the same horrible treatment theoretically for the causes that are in this blog. 

Once again I want to make sure that people understand that none of the things I mentioned in this are going to end up with any kind of threats by email or any other kind of threats or violence etc. once again I want to reiterate I am a public blogger and a public figure with a public blog anyone has access to this information and can you use my name unfortunately to frame me as in 2016 when it was done three ttimes. 

So if anyone sending anybody any nasty letters or threats or somebody does something crazy don't look at me it's not me I got the resolution I wanted and it will be really stupid if something happened that was dumb like that to fucking frame me again because I just got a resolution. 

But we know from 2016 that they'll just make up their own reality let's hope that the way the world is today that it's harder and harder for them to do that. 

Best of luck and stay strong and resistant 

A Warning About Big Box Store Customer. Service Agents (2026)

There's a big box store with a blue and yellow logo that we all know. As of last winter (2025) and this year (2026) the customer service is now routing people who are working with the targeted individual theory to bulls*t customer service reps. 

This may not be the company itself it may be the outsourced companies. I recall just a few years ago that people answering the phones on their 800 number did not have strong foreign accents and were basically American. 

It took days with multiple screw ups to renew my rewards program last year and I was not in a position to handle it as well as now. 

Also a delivery service with brown trucks has been holding my package in Watertown MA warehouse for 2 weeks delaying the delivery. If this is not resolved today by the big box store I'm simply going to go down to the warehouse and get the package myself. I've done it before.  

The way to deal with this particular big box store is to deal with the first person you get and expect assh*ole behavior but hope for the best. Every time I call as of last winter I get nonsense. They mumble, they make their accent so you can't understand them so older people appear racist or 'Karen's (tell me the Dirty Tricks Dept people didn't purposely create that for Gen Z in order to manage perceptions about bad quality of life due to poor customer service by unqualified people.. so that we will be intimidated into accepting yet even more low quality on top of things costing more. The system has been and always will be deathly afraid of artists and middle aged women because those people actually change things).

After you try to get whatever it is done with the dumbass you're dealing with and they perform tactics like bad communications, time wasting, jamming or blocking by way of arguing or denying service (arguing about getting a supervisor or claiming they can't fix or perform something when the AI or other company like the delivery company or the Internet says they do have the ability to.fix the issue).

When you calmly demand a supervisor and they deny you, hang up and call back or expect to be HUNG UP ON. 

Anither red flag is they keep asking the same questions repeatedly. 

I have always wondered if the call centers from the Philippines get paid by the  time instead of by the hour or by the call resolution rate because when they speak English its akin to having to sit through a Shakespearean play for hours. EVERY sentence is looonng and drawn out. They speak unnecessarily repeatedly (" I am so sorry for this once again miss smith."  Like ten times they will repeat this or they will attempt to chat socially instead of work like demanding you tell them how you are doing and they drag it on and on and on). It could be that there's some psychological warfare contracts/Black ops etc going on with entities other than a store or business wherin at that point, that business is nothing but a front in order to commit war crimes. 

These are definitely methods of CONTROL and theoretically the end result is brainwashing. 

In the early days during late Bush/early Obama if I was in Massachusetts some years I noticed that if I called a store my call was answered by someone who seemed to know who I was or would give me false information on purpose. As if the calls were re-routed or routed to a specific person who was involved in these games not a random person. When I would call back due to being suspicious that the info I got was bogus a random person would answer and inform me that they did indeed have the product and that it was in stock and they have NO IDEA who would tell me otherwise or misinform me. Right exactly. 

One company  that was notorious for bogus customer service was Virgin Mobile prepaid cell phone service. I was younger and didn't understand how to calmly avoid these interactions but at least I was informed enough to know they were indeed suspect. Also at that time it seemed I was getting the same exact person repeatedly with the same.exact accent, voice tone and meter/rhythm to their voice. Almost as if the company had a handler for certain people who called  repeatedly.

Now if you don't know about the shenanigans of Branson the company's owner look it up. He just scraped by with the skin of his teeth getting out of a situation where he was involved in a weird group that was human trafficking and using cult mind control tactics. 

So if this happens to you STAY CALM, stick to business and be diplomatic but firm. If necessary put your interactions on video and release them online (speaker phone and a computer camera or other video device recording you on speaker phone and the interaction, etc). The way today's culture is it will probably become popular as entertainment for people to watch how ridiculous this gets. 

Always get away from the bad rep or agent and go to someone else and get a supervisor. Have them fix the issue and also report the person who didn't do their job. They wasted your time, attempted to stress you out or invalidate your existence. That along with everything else on a daily basis would cause someone to die sooner than necessary of stress related illness which is the purpose probably as well as continuing social isolation and being ostracized and feeling bullied. 

You cannot afford to have this in your life. That person is just USING YOU to get where they want to go in life like everyone else that does it in daily life

.you've got to start percieving yourself as a very rich person that has a lot of people who want to take from them and get what you have. Unfortunately just living daily life can give predators access to you and it can't be helped.

Awareness is key. learning to deal with these things in a way that  gets YOU to safety and gets the theoretical predator away from you with no access and no opportunity to take from you is what you need to develop.