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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Monday, July 20, 2026

Commentary On The Vids in Last Post

Yes, lately this is what they are trying to make us out to be or so it seems. I don't know about other people but I get that distinct impression. So watching an actual dangerous person should give you some perspective on it. 

The bottom line is this: it's war now. 

They want to play games? Good then we can play games. 

Observe the person being interviewed in the first video. 
Notice his necklaces. He hides them, then makes sure they can be seen for the interview. However you can't see them due to the camera just giving you a headshot. Then for one part of the he's filmed from an angle where you can clearly see the necklaces. As the interview finishes, he makes sure he puts them away under his shirt. 

I'm wondering if the producers wanted this as part of the video. 

Regardless I don't think that should be the focus for the purposes of this blog and the reader. 

Notice how different the attitudes are between American and Canadian handling of a person with a mental illness that results in murder or violence. 

In the first video everyone is berating the psychopath. Being critical of him, blaming him and constantly making him seem as if he could be doing better somehow. It almost seems from the beginning of the video that everyone involved is jealous almost. Maybe of his intelligence levels. We know Morgan is a journalist and he can be difficult but ive always found him fair. All TV people seem ratings or whatever it is nowadays, I'm writing more about the doctors involved and his family members also.  If you notice the next video the patients we fear the Canadian nurses involved are much more down to earth and realistic about who they're dealing with. Even the family says that there's two victims in The situation where the sun was schizophrenic and killed his mother there's the mother who lost her life says one of the brothers and then there's their brother who was a victim of his mental illness. 

These are two completely different ways of looking at somebody who is sick and does some kind of violent action. 

And what's most disgusting is the way that the doctors are behaving in the first video. 

From the way the kid is talking I would safely say that we're dealing with another case of people involved in psychiatry that will do anything possible to not admit that there's a such thing as programming satanic ritual abuse and most of all in this case split personality disorder or at least dissociative disorder. 

The fact that a person who claims to be a medical professional actually comes out with the sentence saying about how the psychopath can fake some tears that's extremely critical and it's very unprofessional. 

But the public have to perceive these people as monsters not part of mother nature's plan or some process that made them that way. 

I wonder about this family the little girl is just a little too attractive and cute and pretty for a girl of her age and the brother is a little bit too 'evil'. It follows  the standards for alot of what we've seen in SRA families or at least programming or experimentation

The mom if you take a good look at her she's narcissistic her damn self. If he was lonely as a child because he's psychopathic and feels alone and whatever else is going on in his head but look at the way she talks about him and herself and her parenting. I'd like to see who the father is and if he's the one that was carrying the gene but it could be her for Christ's sake and the Father's DNA just made a really bad combination and they lost out on that particular gamble. 

 Every time you have a child it's like a DNA crap shoot. That's why some children look like an uncle and some other children look like a grandfather and some other children look like the parents. I've seen people that have like three children and then they have grandchildren and they look like all kinds of family members not just the parents. sometimes with certain circumstances these DNA combinations just don't come out right two parents have a gene that just comes out a certain way and with the wrong conditions or the wrong parenting or the wrong situation or the wrong time period in history whatever the factors are it turns out like this and it can't be helped. 

At least she's humane and says he's a human being and she is sticking with him and being in his life it is a weird situation when you're a caregiver of someone you can't just let them ggo and I think they're being a little bit ridiculous about the safety of her second child. 

What's interesting to me is that they never really revealed why he was so angry and what exactly was his motive with her. that was never revealed and I find that to be a key that's missing that we really need to find out. 

Like with every loan shooter and every murderer and every person that's like this from Ted Bundy onward and outward and upwards all over the place in America whenever these people pop up we never get a correct assessment of why they did what they did.  Especially specifically with loan shooters we never even get a psychological rundown we never get a brain mapping we never get anything of why these people did what they did. oftentimes they die through 'death by cop' so that we never find out (they purposely give authorities no choice but to shoot them other than be captured).

The attitude of the American psychiatrists in contrast to the Canadian psychiatric staff in the second video is shocking and it should be extremely telling they are hiding something and they know it. 

Why else would you be so nasty and mean to someone who has a mental disorder which is why they're in a jail? Let the public use moral judgements-these educated people are supposed to know better. 

If you can't help the way he is then why  is everybody blaming him and being nasty towards him? Interestingly in the second video the model of that hospital is what I remember about the way the medical field used to behave in the '70s and '80s and very early '90s when America and Boston was normal and reality was well real and things were as they were supposed to be in fields designed to help people. 

Now things are not the way they're supposed to be and people and the system are playing a lot of games in order to get away with a lot of stuff. 

So not only do I want you to see how bad our system has gotten with medical care, shelters, home care etc but use these examples on a personal level as a citizen.

Then anyone working with the TI and GS theories needs to look especially at the second video and be extremely grateful you didn't end up like them. This could be your future if you aren't careful and make just the right courses of action. One mistep and this could be your life. 

The cities are so clean and neat and tidy and perfect now with everybody looking as if they know they're on camera constantly that they perceive anything that isn't conformist to be mental illness or something wrong with it I hope this video opens up a whole new world of reality for people that it's really obvious the difference bbetween mental illness and people fighting political oppression or something else more sinister. 

And even though Canadians seem to have a much better more compassionate and old-fashioned sensible model of dealing with medical issues I don't want to hear about how socialized medicine is better because actually they're legalizing euthanasia up there and people are euthanizing themselves instead of getting medical care because the medical care is either bad quality or really hard to get because you have to wait so there are some positive things about our medical system and I think the doctors here not the people in the pseudoscience of psychiatry but the actual medical doctors are wise enough to understand that process that if you start getting socialized medicine then people are going to have to euthanize themselves because there's no quality medicine. I think that's why they won't legalize euthanasia here because it gives the medical system and excuse to get worse and to provide bad quality it's probably just the way humans start to fall into something that's not so great.

By the way who the f*ck are those psychiatrists to sit there and dis the psychopath doesn't like stupid people they're The ones treating someone with a disorder they can't help like crap and talking shit about him.  

It's sad that he ran to Satanism however that might just be a home for him and contrary to what other people might understand or think that might be a place where he can find safety a group of people that understand him and think like him and he might find a home there and it might actually make him better not worse in society because he has some kind of thing to give his life meaning now and he doesn't feel like he's alone. 

So I'm going to watch these videos a couple of times over and as far as I'm concerned these gave me a lot of incentive to look at the way I'm being treated and perceived or the way people are trying to make me out to be and to really take a hard look and what's going on around me right now because I found myself becoming very sheepish and very much a doormat because I feel bad about the way that I'm being treated and perceived as dangerous. 

So the minute I saw the first video I'm just not doing that anymore. You know Satan is nothing but Lucifer and Lucifer is a messenger he is an angel or was. And sometimes when you deal with Satanism more lucifer in that form he delivers information to you that you don't want to hear I think that's what Anton lavay's daughter had said and it makes more sense coming from a woman everything makes more sense to me coming from a woman and sso it's true that the information you might receive from this dark Angel might be the truth in a way that you don't want to see it or hear it. 

But we must take all information from every angle in order to get a correct aassessment of what our reality is because certainly the people and places around us do not reflect that. 

Interestingly what is most chilling to me personally was not the  person who committed murder in the first video but the second one. it's the smile and the look he gives to the camera in this end of the second video about the patients we fear. It makes you wonder what really is going to happen when he's on the outside because there is a little bit of a devious and devilishness. 

And he's such a nice person but it really makes you wonder if psychiatry is correct and saying that there's no such thing as the existence of genuine evil in humanity I think looking at these two videos we can say that there is I think science and medicine is simply trying to dissect something and put it into their own terms. It's still the existence of evil. and who knows why it comes up in certain people. 

But it does exist. 

A side note here. How is religion coexisting with psychiatry? You know why? Because they don't want to look at religion using their criteria for delusion because they don't want to step on the toes of worldly institutions which totally makes any other judgments they have completely null and void. 

So it's subjective? This is what I mean you got to get around all this nonsense. This is just worldly power games of money land and human greed that's all it is. And my hats go off to the nurses and the people working in the institution I don't know if they're good people or bad people I don't know if they take advantage of people if they know that some of these people might be targeted or satanic ritual abuse or experimented on and they're just helping the system I don't know but they seem very strong and solid and very compassionate towards their patients and America she relearn those things. 

 

Vids: Interview with Child Psychopath and Doc on Canadian Mental Patients: See If This Changes Your Perception

Just simply watch these two videos. Then see if they make you perceive your own situation any differently. It depends on where you are at right now. 

I watched the Piers Morgan interview first but partway as the new YT is too many bells and whistles and I touched something and it skipped to the mental institution video, so I watched that in full. Then I returned later to finish the interview video which let me absorb the rest of the content after the two vids. That specific order of absorbing these vids had a certain effect. I hope it works for you also with the way things are this summer. 

Piers Morgan Meets America's Most Notorious Child Psychopath  
 
 

The Patients We Fear
 
I will do the next post with comments. Make sure you just take these in and then read my next post afterwards. 
 
I hope you 'get it' and it helps you.