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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Tuesday, August 4, 2026

Were We Safer Under The Italian-Jewish-Irish Syndicates

 Where is meth coming from in New England? 

"who is behind bringing in meth to boston    +11                    The supply and trafficking of methamphetamine into Boston is primarily driven by Mexican drug cartels working in coordination with transnational gangs, localized street networks, and independent drug trafficking organizations (DTOs).Federal and state law enforcement agencies—including the FBI Boston Division and the New England DEA—identify the following entities as the main forces behind Boston's meth supply:1. The Sinaloa Cartel (The Primary Source)The Role: The Sinaloa Cartel is recognized by the DEA as the most dominant criminal organization supplying methamphetamine to Boston and the broader New England region.The Pipeline: The cartel mass-produces highly pure crystal meth in clandestine labs in Mexico using precursor chemicals sourced from China. The drugs are then smuggled across the U.S. southern border and transported to Massachusetts via commercial vehicles, hidden traps, and mail delivery services.2. Transnational and Local Street GangsOnce the cartel's supply reaches New England, regional distribution hubs (primarily in cities near Boston like Lawrence, Lynn, and Lowell) take over to push the product into Metro Boston. Key players include:The Asian Boyz (ABZ) Gang: Law enforcement dismantled a massive ABZ network operating out of Lowell and Boston. Gang leaders and lieutenants were convicted of running large-scale pill-pressing operations, flooding Boston with tens of thousands of counterfeit "Adderall" pills laced with bulk methamphetamine.The Trinitarios: This Dominican transnational gang has a heavy presence in Lawrence and Lynn. They operate as localized wholesale distributors for cartel-supplied fentanyl and methamphetamine, protecting their drug pipelines through violent street operations.3. Interstate Mail-Trafficking RingsA massive portion of Boston’s meth supply bypasses traditional highway smuggling and relies directly on the United States Postal Service and commercial couriers.The Setup: Drug networks base operations in states like California, Puerto Rico, or southwestern border states to ship multi-kilogram packages of crystal meth directly to stash houses in Boston.Concealment: Traffickers mask shipments using everyday items (such as hiding thousands of meth pills inside children's toy boxes or disguising chemicals in commercial packaging) and coordinate deliveries via encrypted messaging apps.4. Independent Kingpins and WholesalersHigh-level independent distributors form vital links between national cartel supplies and Boston dealers. A prominent example is Reshat Alkayisi, a Turkish national who led one of the largest methamphetamine rings in New England history. Before his federal conviction, Alkayisi’s ring was responsible for trafficking and distributing hundreds of pounds of pure crystal meth throughout the Boston metro area."

You know I have thought some supermarkets were suspect because of the unique way they do things, how cozy they are with local authorities and the people they predominantly hire. You just look at the trucks and wonder.

Also there had been a decline in the quality of people employed by the US Post Office in metro Boston within past 7 years or so (recently this has improved as everything around here does with a Republican administration in the presidency or dominance in Senate/Congress). Some of them seemed like they were just infiltrators and they were mostly diversity hires (black females). Instead of the atypical communist rhetoric where they gain power in such a system these particular employees always in wealthy neighborhoods nearby Boston would inform people that their packages were going to be late due to "we are the government so we suck, if it was corporate like fed ex it would be faster".  My grandfather came home from two wars and became a mailman in a wealthy suburb west of Boston. Seeing unqualified people being employed in a trusted federal agency we grew up depending on which defines our country was very hard to deal with. All I kept thinking is that this woman enjoys the protections of being a federal employee yet she's disrespecting herself and the privilege and authority it brings. 

It's interesting that certain people want equality yet when they are entrusted in a position of power they simply become abusive and moreso than the former oppressor. What is most concerning is that such people don't seem to be operating out of  a simple urge to protect their neighborhood or preserve civilized society or even personal or cultural/group grievances-they usually seem to be working as actors or pawns or operators in espionage or agendas in a much bigger capacity. 

It's not a revolution as it's being portrayed-its international crime and corporate greed plain and simple.

I doubt if Mexico would have had to operate out of violent cartels if our countries had merged naturally over time through normal means and ways. It's no doubt that cartels like terrorist groups are a result of shadow operators fiddling with foreign operations and causing alot of the horrors as now live with in our modern world.

I spoke with Mexican people in my travels for years. Drugs was a gentleman's business. They had relatives that used to transport bails of marijuana by riding a horse peacefully over the national border. There were no fences and certainly no walls. 

Ive spoken to Isrealis who have told me that the peoples in the area used to get along and even babysit each other's children decades ago.

I've been taken into the center of Baltimores bad neighborhoods where it became clear that it was all by design-that it didn't have to be that way, that it could be fixed if something constructive were to be done. 

It's like a cloudy day where you have to realize the sun is indeed back there. It's when you look up at the moon and you need to remain logical that the sun is out on the other side of the earth. That tomorrow is happening now and it will come to you in a few hours. Provided to you is a beautiful illusion of a silver sliver in the black sky like everything else our earth has to offer for us to enjoy while we are alive.

These things are just random. These problems begin because forces at work with the intent of creating them succeed in doing so. I don't believe average everyday people would or could be capable of creating the intense power noises of violence hate greed and extremism that now exists especially with all the things available to humans nowadays that connect us and make communication and experiencing other places and people so easy now. 

I hate when the general public speak with me about such things and repeat the parroted lines they've been given such as "there's an opiate epidemic out there now". I've been listening to this for 40 yyears. Just like I've been seeing wars go off and on incompetence and people not solving problems for 40 years. You can include the other 15 that I've been alive we're probably I wasn't paying attention to much of the outside world before the age of 16. 

The unique thing about Gen x is that we have more communication skills from a younger age but  we also saw this stuff before these things became available. We have the unique eexperience oh knowing that these things can be solved and that we have the means and seeing what it was like before nobody had the means to do so. We also have the burden of seeing wars and terrorism and drug problems in a never-ending cycles since the day we were born and hearing the stories from our grandparents about our grandparents would be the Victorian era and world war I but they had excuses and they were called a lack of communication and modern technology. 

Now there are no excuses. But people still repeat them because they ensure that the financial terrorism going on where you have to pay so much money for everything and struggle so you can't pay attention to anything social or anything political and really change anything because you're wrapped up in heavier chains than my great grandparents or grandparents were. But as long as you keep buying things you think you have freedom. 

That's why it's so important for the babysitters as I call them and all of this social change crap to make sure that it looks like problems are ssolved all it is is the same problems and they're actually worse we're just supporting international crime is all we're doing. We're enabling and we're all so putting people through probably were suffering than years ago. 

When it comes to drugs I also see a definite pulling away from things like 12-step programs in lower psychiatry and other kinds of things. This is because they don't want you to truly recover but they don't want you to truly reflect they want you involved in a system they want you indoctrinated into an agenda instead of having a horrible experience perhaps in your youth and then finding yourself and getting some solid healing that May last a llifetime. 

The amount of crap that the public put up with is absolutely amazing to me I just can't believe it most of the time but that's because history is being erased and people don't actually sit down and talk to other human beings about their experiences. Ethnic backgrounds history people's culture even their genetics has been all sort of homogenized into tthis diversity culture of don't ask don't tell about cultural experiences and that's on purpose so you tolerate each other in kind of a cold war or like you're in a prison where each of you lives in a different cell block but you have to coexist together instead of actually understanding each other because what's most important is the grand huge machine not individual people or even the people. 

And in this way nothing has changed. It's the same old thing that it used to be. The big huge machine matters more than people whose blood runs through it. And it takes the people's energy to run iitself. 

And if you don't give to the machine you'll be crushed or eexiled. 

That is why law and order is now being disposed of and displaced because the Constitution was created to prevent this stuff from a Christian government over in Europe from a CCatholic world of order where the Catholic Church owned all of Europe at one time and there still is Christian government over there which is why it's not a socialist Paradise that you'd want to go live in. And the Constitution is being subverted in order to create yet another kingdom with the same exact thing that goes on between the power structure and the people. 

And the public just are not getting it at all. Then there's reasons for that which is why this blog exists. 

But I don't deal with excuses. Especially because number one I don't make any for myself I work myself to death and I don't make excuses I just get things done eventually and I try not to fail because failure is not acceptable. Also I'm someone who's constantly misunderstood on ppurpose and misrepresented so that the system can put more obstacles in my way more easily using a gullible public therefore on a daily basis I appear is if I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing and I appear is if I'm making excuses for myself or actually there's legitimate reasons or certain things being a certain way. But I don't argue and inform the public because there's no point in it. 

So if the public can be governed righteously through deception then then I'm sure the power can be abused on that same public through the same kinds of deception. 

this blog isn't for everybody and unfortunately a lot of people read it that misconstrue it or don't understand it because it's not for them it's for those of you that see beyond what other people see. 

This is also why people working with the targeted individual theory need to not get misdirected. Because at the end of the path you may find that it isn't so much that you're targeted as you've been recruited into the never ending chess game between let's say good and evil to put it ssimply. Even though all those terms are relative and in the end there is no differentiation. 

Finding out why you're targeted working with these theories figuring out how to survive it and how to counter it are simply just the beginning steps it's kind of like University in the beginning you have to find out what's going oon you have to build and learn and then at a much later after many years you're going to have to find higher purpose because being targeted can drive you into other lands where most people don't find it necessary to go but you have found it necessary to climb these mountains because you had to flee lower ground. 

What upsets me most about what I copied and pasted from the the AI Google summarization which appears pretty correct is that China is behind this what they're not getting enough out of doing all of our manufacturing? And with so much American influence over there you have to wonder who's actually behind having China ship this crap over to Mexico. 

The problem with the public is that nowadays they seem to have abandoned any kind of interest in being civic minded being involved in ggovernment their own governance and even knowing their rights and the laws. The public also accept these easy excuses and rationales for the world falling apart around them but they don't even know how these things work for what really goes on behind the scenes or how these structures are set up. 

It doesn't surprise me that we have to fund the police and all this anti-police stuff because they don't want you talking to police or listening to them or even starting to figure out how your world is set up so that criminals can tear your world apart around you so that it now seeps into your daily life and affects you. At least under the old guys in the old days you could have some kind of normal llife. Even though it's true if you stepped on the wrong toes you too would be affected but the lions were much more clear. And people were willing to admit the open secrets. 

If anything people are more in denial now than they ever were. I think my grandmother was more realistic about the world around her for Christ's sake. Because that's because she could afford to bbe they may have terrorized her generation with the horrors of the depression and world war II but at least she didn't experience this kind of terrorism in her own homeland. 

The public have been so terrorized over the past 20 years they're willing to accept any excuses that they're given for everything and nowadays after covid the way it was handled so badly and greed was catered to instead of prevented people cannot even afford to think about the world around tthem. 

And unnecessary desire is created in the public to to consume and waste at a much higher rate than bbefore. If you really think about it and reflect on it if you even have time to do so your phone and all the gadgets you have in themselves is forced labor. It forces you to work constantly by managing these devices managing the electricity that's needed for them to function managing the apps managing the systems managing the bills and whistles constantly looking at the phone constantly looking at the emails constantly looking at the social media if you think about it you're being forced to work constantly you never have any rest or any time off. And that on top of caring for normal daily life like family and real work that you're actually doing to earn a wage that's going to make you want to relax and spend and eat. 

This is all by design. And the chaos being created in the streets is by design. .

 

 

 Btw theres ways of messing with people where you can be polite and pleasant. Being aggressive  smug or rude or physically intimidating (walking in front of someone loaded down etc) isn't necessary. letting people know you don't want them around or you dislike them or just messing wirj them can be done in a civil manner. That's BUSINESS and that is understandable. Making things personal or all about your ego or cultural narcissism is not acceptable in any business activity or venture. By the very nature of business you are going to lose the game entirely if you keep on insisting on having no composure in a childish effort to make someone else lose theirs. Such is a culture and a people more accustomed to fast money and aggressive quick ways of aquiring TEMPORARY wealth.