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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Saturday, May 16, 2026

Behavior Modification Through Stress: Gang Stalking Programs Aren't Just Harassment (especially for Survivors of Programming)

 Psychological factors in exceptional, extreme and torturous environments

 https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4890253/

 Google AI:

https://share.google/aimode/Yo6Hw0Ou21cAMjCUc 

"Behavior modification through stress and torture is a widely condemned practice that relies on extreme psychological and physical duress to break an individual's will, alter their behavior, or extract compliance. This approach is classified as torture or cruel, inhuman, and degrading treatment under international law. 
The scientific consensus and human rights documentation surrounding these techniques highlight several core aspects: 
1. Mechanisms of Breakdown 
Captors and abusive regimes have historically employed behavioral and sensory manipulation to induce compliance. These methods include: 

• Sensory Deprivation and Overload: Isolating detainees or bombarding them with extreme light and noise to disorient the mind and disrupt normal perception. 
• Stress Positions: Forcing individuals into agonizing, unnatural physical postures to induce muscle fatigue, pain, and systemic exhaustion without leaving lasting visible marks. 
• Learned Helplessness: Controlling every aspect of a subject's environment to create profound unpredictability, destroying their sense of agency. 
• Psychological Degradation: Utilizing threats, humiliation, and mock executions to psychologically dismantle a person's identity and resistance. 

2. Ineffectiveness in Behavioral Control 
While the goal is often to manipulate behavior or extract actionable information, research and neuroscience show that these methods fail to achieve reliable or predictable results: 

• Cognitive Impairment: Extreme stress and torture impair the brain’s signal-to-noise ratio, disrupting a person's ability to accurately process, remember, and articulate information. 
• Unreliability: Coerced compliance or false confessions are common byproducts, as victims will say or do anything to escape the unbearable suffering. 

3. Long-Term Health Consequences 
The use of stress and torture causes severe, enduring trauma. Survivors frequently suffer from profound psychological and neurological damage, including: 

• Neurological and Structural Brain Changes: Studies have shown that extreme stress alters brain networks, often leading to unremitting psychiatric symptoms. 
• Severe Mental Health Conditions: Survivors commonly experience complex post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), severe anxiety, chronic depression, hallucinations, and loss of self-identity. 

Resources and Support 
If you or someone you know is dealing with trauma or the effects of abuse, specialized care is available. 

• Center for Victims of Torture: Provides healing services to survivors and works globally to end torture. 
• Freedom from Torture: Offers direct clinical care and support for survivors of torture and severe trauma. 
• 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Offers free, confidential support for anyone in emotional distress. 

AI responses may include mistakes." 

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

Lone Shooter Cambridge -After Years of Trying To Make Me Appear 'Dangerous', Crazy and Accusations of Plotting Mass Violence My Hometown Gets a Lesson in Cold Hard FACTS and the Science of Cause and Effect Humans Can't Control

 So while a lot or people are down on me in this area and have been trying to make people believe I'm potentially dangerous for years with lies, frame ups, made up stories and rumors or twisting my words around or misrepresenting my work now you have had actual dangerous people with a history of violence commit a crime where people were hurt.

All because you were not following laws or because you were focusing on the wrong people playing games.

This is the definition of brain washing the public. To have a justice system thats allowed to become Woke instead of doing its job and villifying someone who's just trying to help people by write nf a simple blog and having the public accept that when obviously it's wrong. 

Well now there's consequences. 

I posted here last summer about a man in a park with a crowd of people walking their dogs.  I stopped to interact with the dogs and one dog came to me and leaned right into me a big golden retriever. One man had just commented on how his dog didn't like me being dressed in all black. As the golden retriever came over to me and leaned into me to be petted, the same man said "oh she doesn't seem like someone plotting a mass murder" or something to that effect. It was definitely an obvious comment. 

So now after playing games with someone's life because you don't like their ideas that society isn't ready for that they write about and they have to be discredited for other reasons now you have real problems arising from genuinely dangerous people because of allowing ideologies and politics to interfere with laws. 

I've been experiencing progressive policing in Cambridge for  a few years now and it's ridiculous. I'm sure progressive policing would have worked with the guy shooting people on Memorial Drive. Give me a break. 

If things were set up the way they were years ago it may not even have happened but I understand in a globalist world that having things work that way now may not work very well. 

Still it was a bit of a revenge for me to see a guy who was obviously a product of go woke go broke policy changes doing something that I had been accused of being capable of both officially and forcing the public to go along with an ongoing character assassination by being afraid of me or taking part in that to be accepted or to just get off on destroying someone's life. 

Well now reality sets in concerning who is actually dangerous. NOT the traveling blogger whos ideas threaten you but a guy who's actually capable of violence. 

I hope this is a lesson to everyone in this area about pushing agendas and people too far. 

For all we know this guy was dogged to death and decided to freak out with a gun because he didn't care anymore and couldnt take or anymore. We don't know.  

I will be so disappointed in people if they actually try to make this incident make me look more dangerous or capable of violence. How can you possibly pull that off? Believe me this area is determined, smart and hell bent on their agendas and bottom lines. unfortunately they have lost the wisdom in the northeast that you have to do as much good as you do bad to preserve balance and power must be able to be questioned and dissident voices tolerated.