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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Monday, September 14, 2026

Looks Like We Are Now Dealing With the Slow Burn Method

 So I complained on the internet here that ever since certain public transit got a certain Grant from a certain big security organization in this country I have felt like I was getting undue attention like it bust offs or just generally. And a lot of aggressive nonsense on the training especially. 

People crowding me and people trying to fall on me all the time people not holding on there's absolutely no way that there's the odds that would work out to be normal or somebody sitting in a sseat especially I make sure now that I didn't see where I'm protected but they're going to get somebody either crowding them in when there's room on the rest of the train or people not holding on playing gymnastics with the bars and stuff there's no way that there's but that's normal that one person is going to get that behavior against them constantly. 

Now this was very aggressive. 

The other day I reported something happening at the train station that was very dangerous and I tried to take care of it myself because there was nobody around and obviously there's no cameras so I think the red shirt involved told me there's no cameras. Which makes no sense because that pparticular set of train tracks has had multiple people jump in front of the trains. 

In fact I was thinking about that before the incident occurred where somebody was starting to play around and have a ffight in and around the tracks with the third rail is. It's strange but this is how my life goes I was actually getting off the train in that particular station on that side right where multiple people have walked in front of or gotten hit by a train in this particular station. And I get off the train thinking about that and how strange it was and I started to wander over to the left hand side of the platform looking for any sort of perhaps electromagnetic causes with a strange behavior. If an electromagnetic source is either doing it on purpose which is horrible but if possible if something isn't grounded right it could be an electrical problem that affects the human brain in a negative way and I'll tell you something there is a strange thing going on with some of these train stations with human signatures left over from the people that built them. 

I go to a gym underground and it used to be an old train station the tunnel there's a picture of it on the wall in the gym and leave at night it can be very strange in there not negative but you feel like people are trying to warn you about things and stuff like that that there's people that died making these train tunnels. And they're still very protective of the people in the city as well as the tunnels tthemselves. 

So being into all that kind of stuff as you know that I am the paranormal as well as its counterpart the new electromagnetic environment if you will the way it is progressing and forming nowadays which most people will call conspiracy theory but pretty soon it's not going to be it's going to be just plain old theory and then rreality. 

Just remember something paranormal uses electromagnetic signatures from living things to measure stuff and electromagnetic pollution is the stuff that mankind has ccreated.. but they're all electromagnetic signatures and energies and frequencies. 

So I was wondering over to see if there's anything around that look like it might influence human behavior or if it was like something wasn't grounded right or something was there and that's when I turned around and saw this woman jumping into the train tracks and these people drinking do drugs in this area and I was definitely afraid and then someone talked about suicide that she wanted this woman kick her down and she tries to beat me up I immediately called the ppolice. I looked over in a panic and saw we had 9 minutes but that doesn't mean 9 minutes isn't going to turn into 3 minutes if you are arguing and fighting and that doesn't mean that the train is going to be on time just because something says 9 minutes doesn't mean that there isn't a chance to go through earlier. And one misstep and the person is going to die on the third rail and if somebody's suicidal and aggressive and trying to fight with everybody they can throw everybody down into the tracks and all it takes is one person to hit that third rail and if you make it connection to the ground with four bodies that means all four people are going to die. 

I usually don't call the police but in this particular instance or someone's aggressive they're fighting with people and they're trying to kick someone back down into the tracks when they try to get out and then push me around they're definitely going to get the cops called on them because it's dangerous for everybody involved that person can flip out in a second and anybody could die. 

I didn't call the police simply because somebody was on the tracks I would have called the person that works in the sstation. I called because the person that was being aggressive kicking the person back down into the tracks as well as trying to come after me was claiming they wanted her self and the woman down in the tracks that she wouldn't allow to get up out of the tracks to both die on the tracks and that was the end of it for me 

 And I kept screaming the whole time while on the phone with the police to get off the tracks and when I called the attitude that I got from 911 was not all that friendly and it was like very cynical as if I was going to call about something stupid so the minute they heard me screaming get off the tracks the immediately started doing their damn job and the immediately called Transit. 

And I felt like nobody was bothering me for like this whole entire time now because I think the point is is that number one if my conspiracy theories are correct it's a little foolish to go after someone that looks like they're actually going to fight back I think a lot of my fighting has been done on the road and these people in this area haven't seen it. The other thing is that it's a little stupid to try to frame somebody up as a bogeyman as if they need to be watched or dangerous and they're going to be starting some kind of dangerous massacre let alone shooting or bombing or something stupid like that whatever the hell they're coming up with this time with me trying to make me out to be able to save people's lives at my own risk and I'm dealing with the situation that the person working in the station should have been dealing with but no one's paying aattention. 

So it makes everybody look a little stupid that they're focusing on little old me all the time as if I'm going to be doing something crazy yet there's people running around doing crazy shit and no one's paying attention and there's no cameras down there? 

So I think they realize that it looks a little stupid it is great the way the universe works in my favor so many times when I have to deal with these issues. 

However now I realize that what I'm possibly going to be dealing with from now on because it kind of looks a little silly to go after me that was a bogeyman if I'm playing hero I'm going to be dealing with a slow burn now.

Which is like today when I was simply trying to help someone and the driver is well as people on board looks like it's like this big conspiracy to make me look like I was doing something wrong they know I'm going to try to help a woman in a wheelchair that I know from the library and there's going to try to make it look like it's a big deal by of course the driver coming after me and being nasty to me for no reason trying to make it look like bigger than it is and then a woman on the bus calls the public transit police saying that I'm screaming at the driver when nothing is going on like that because they're absolutely desperate at this point.  

Now I'm going to have to deal with these ridiculous little setups in theory of course and I'm going to have to deal with potentially compromised people on the damn buses are going to make this ridiculous fucking situation this big drama when there's nothing going on all you have to do is have the driver treat me like an asshole when I'm not doing anything wrong and the reaction they want from that is hopefully that I'll flip out and then they can definitely complain about me doing something wrong and of course I don't flip out because I don't flip out on purpose right then they have to make it look like I'm doing something so of course they have to make it look like I'm doing something by the person who's compromised who called in the complaint trying to piss me off also by confronting me and telling me that I need to leave the driver alone in my attitude sucks and all these people are picking on me basically all they're doing is bullying me and mobbing me on the bus and then complaining about me when I didn't do anything to react to it. 

And of course when that police come they're going to act like you're fine and everything's fine but probably in the background there's this whole list with my name on it why I've had this many contacts and this many complaints and when it comes down to it all the complaints that I file so I did find myself in this state knowing with how corrupt they are and with how they decide someone's face based on deception based on lies based on falsehoods and based on making something into something when something isn't really there probably it doesn't matter what I do it doesn't matter if I'm right it doesn't matter if I'm innocent and it doesn't matter if I file all the counts or complaints in the world and you can look at the ccameras.  They're just going to keep on making these complaints making it look like I'm doing something when I'm not and I'm not going to stop writing public transit because they are super aggressive or now it looks stupid for them to be aggressive so now they can try to slow burn crap. 

Fine I'll just treat Transit is if it's a goddamn war zone and I'll get a fucking hidden camera and I'll fucking film everything all the time. Including audio which I don't give a fuck if it's illegal or nnot. And I'll get a lawyer and I'll make it really clear that for whatever reason the transit people seem extremely desperate to make me into some kind of problem. 

Why didn't you take a good look at all of the infrastructure here that's falling down can you imagine how much money it would take to fix these aging uunderground Subway stations? 

And another thing I lost something on the MBT ever recently and I'm going to find it this time because I'm sick and tired of never finding any of my stuff on the TV do you know I have not once had anything returned in my entire lifetime to me on the train it can be something really big that nobody in their right mind could not miss but I never get anything back. Probably someone in the bus stealed it immediately oh I'm going to find out this time. It's going to be treated as a theft and it's going to be iinvestigated. 

And the hidden camera thing write me on the comment section if you haven't suggestions because it's going to happen.  

mostly new drivers on the buses at public transit in this area

 Yet another cranky driver today. And I reported it immediately just to make sure that he got retrained and it got fixed and some woman on the bus actually had the audacity to make a false report. 

So I heard from a long time transit driver on the bus the other day that 62% of the bus fleet is all new. 

So you got to be careful because I don't think these people have the mental toughness and the understanding of how things work and it's going to be a struggle until these people get the training in the years under their belt that they need. 

And you got to watch out for your typical badinsky that wants to control other people's behavior when they're doing what they should be doing which is reporting incompetent bbehavior that causes a problem or delays buses. 

Is an anti-authority attitude among the kids but to be honest with you it's even worse among my mother's generation that's still around and they will be sneaky and come up with a falsehood in order to punish you for calling the authorities on someone because over tolerance and not going according to the rules is so important to them for some rreason.