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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Sunday, July 12, 2026

I'm in my new home/old home. let's get the Gremlins in order before we decide to settle in

 This is a little note to the bad apples among all the good people that are working in the new place that I am staying. First of all I was here way before you ever fucking came here. Second of all I'm hip to this little game where everybody is saying that 20 years on the street and homeless is too long and there must be something wrong with me I'm a blogger I'm a traveler and I'm in a situation where I have to be safe because I can't be with my road dog right now. 

Your opinions don't matter because you really don't understand the circles that I run in and the world that I live iin.. most of the people are repeating this that I've heard are home bums and people who work in shelters. How long has it been since I've been in a shelter? Exactly. 

And I have a perfectly viable reason on paper to be in one now. 

Now that settled 

 

This is to the bad apples who were in the new place I'm staying I just mentioned to you that this is my old home away from home so I feel comfortable here and if you want to make me feel uncomfortable here I'm going to make you very uncomfortable because I will file grievance after grievance after grievance and it's not like the old days when I was alone I have family members I have friends and I have a family lawyer and I will sick any buddy that I can on you with legal resources because remember I'm calm now I'm not in perimenopause I'm very calm I'm 55 years old and I know exactly how to work the system to get my rights honored. 

In 2016 I was framed how do you think I got out of that because I'm smart. And the people that framed me underestimated mme. 

So if I can get out of that I can certainly make sure this doesn't become a problem. 

So take the hoodoo mojo bullshit and stop acting stupid and doing dumb things like pretending the keys don't work to open doors when I need a sandwich making stuff take like a half hour when it should take 15 minutes with misguiding and misleading and blowing smoke up my ass and don't do your rounds on the floor acting like there's a problem and staring at me the whole time we're not going to do this it's not happening. 

Because I remember how these places used to work in the old days and there might have been trouble here but nobody really caused a problem for me personally especially not staff. 

I could file against this place in the old days because somebody named Jeff that worked at the front desk stole my ID out of my bag.. in fact there's a bunch of complaints I can make but That's dead and gone those days are over this place is improved now let's make sure that we keep on going for the gold and looking forward and improving even further. 

And I'm not going to have people constantly turning to me when I ask questions and saying stuff like "Don't worry there's no conspiracy going on here". I asked a simple normal question I didn't intimate in any way or sound like there was a conspiracy so you see where this is going don't you readers? 

Constantly saying to me that I think there's a conspiracy going on when I'm asking a simple question then having people come up and say is there a problem here and looking at me so we're not going to do this we're not going to make Rachel look paranoid and all this other bullshit. Because of course if somebody comes up and says is there a problem looks at me I'm going to go to staff and of course what does that do? Exactly it makes me look paranoid like I think there's something wrong we're not doing this I will file grievance after grievance and I'll make you lose your job I'm not screwing around. 

I have a sick mother I have to take care of. And if she passes away from her next heart surgery believe me I I might just decide to go all out and blow the whistle and name names on everybody for the last 20 years. Let's see how crazy and desperate I get after my mother dies I don't think you want that I think you want this planned very carefully very calmly I can get everything done I can prepare and I can leave town after she's gone. 

Until then I'm a single female that needs a place to stay and I'm not sleeping outside by myself. If you keep playing games you're going to be out of your easy job and why do you work here anyway if you work here because you're a good person or a Christian and you want to help that's nice if you work here because you're a screw up and you can't work anyplace else I'm going to make it so you work at it Goodwill pretty soon capiche? great we understand each oother

Friday, July 10, 2026

Secret Policing in Cities Now Creating a Dystopian System Complete with East German Stasi Citizen Spies (Mostly Agitators)

 https://www.aclu.org/news/immigrants-rights/boston-police-has-secret-point-system-turns-normal-teenage-behavior-gang

 so imagine the system that gets people points to claim that they're gang members by just wearing a hoodie or something. Imagine if that was supplied to people that they really wanted to give a hard time to. When you go into the airport TSA actually has an entire profiling thing going on One of the things they use you're used to use for profiling that I read about a few years ago was that people dressing age inappropriate, people dressing like they're part of an alternative scene and not mainstream. I think I posted this because the most hysterical one was people who complained about how long the wait time was for TSA getting people through the gates was considered a mark on them to watch them for terrorism which I thought was very fucking self-serving and absolutely ridiculous. 

What bothers me is that they're becoming lax on security now. They don't even ask for IDs at the shelters anymore which I think is outrageous because after 9/11 they started doing that and they still should be doing that. Also somebody said TSA doesn't make you take your shoes off anymore well let's hope they have some kind of machine that looks at your shoes. Instead of just giving up security. By the way when you take your shoes off in a government building a shelter or TSA at the airport or whatever why don't you bring two plastic bags with you to put your feet in because it's extremely unsanitary and everybody thinks that I'm nuts for not wanting to put my bare feet or my socked feet on the ground and then back into my shoes. Do you know how much crap travelers deal with with trying to avoid catching? That's why if you're smart and your long-term doing this Even if it's just local urban camping you really watch out for catching stuff. And that definitely includes taking care of your feet. If you have a $200 pair of boots and those are the only shoes you own maybe besides flip-flops for showering and if you're strong enough to still carry stuff like when I was young I would carry some decent sandals with me just for the summer. So if you're doing that and you have only one pair of shoes essentially you can't afford to get those shoes infected with fungus or anything because then you're totally screwed. Especially if you're a big person like me and you weigh a little bit or if you're older or both you need those steel shanks in those boots to hold your weight I've actually tried to carry my backpack around with just like a pair of skater shoes and it really hurt me. I might even able to get away with that in my 30s but not in my 40s and '50s. 

So it's outrageous to me that people want you to just take your shoes off and put them on the ground that is absolutely disgusting. Once again it's security theater and agendas more matter more than actual reality. SSo people have to take their shoes off in government buildings are used to have to did have problems with disability where it hurts them to keep taking their shoes off and they make them do it anyway. Then you had to have an ID years ago to start going into the shelters and now you don't all of a sudden just because of some immigration bullshit? 

They need to stop changing the rules depending on what serves their purposes. .

I was reading today about how psychiatry now is now involved in writing about targeted individuals and gang stalking and now they have an opinion whereas years ago academia had some power they knew this stuff was possible the general public is stupid it doesn't know and so therefore they just kind of made it a gray area where they didn't really say anything because it didn't want to touch iit. Because they didn't want to get workplace mobbed cuz it's we used to be very prevalent in academia but then they also didn't want to hurt innocent people because they know that this stuff goes on. 

Now because of the agenda going on and the last 10 years they've made it really really obvious that they have absolutely no problem being part of something that's disinformation and trying to neutralize and oppress anybody claiming to talk about gang stocking harassment organized stocking mind control whatever it is. 

Because now there's an agenda. 

So then they change the reality. 

But real reality stays the same. 

And I bet you 10 years from now there's going to be this gang stalking cause celeb and all of a sudden it's going to be all about us and they're going to try to take care of it and of course they're just going to do something like skim the surface leave the real problem behind and make it look like they're doing something when they're not really doing anything and then leave it alone and public will move on to the next cause. 

That's why you need to say grounded in reality. 

So I looked up on AI and AI is actually very fair when it comes to this issue it actually acknowledges that the stuff is possible due to progresses and technology etc. and the history of things like Russia China East Germany all this history that proves that this is totally possible. And it put it in a way that was very diplomatic where it said that psychiatry because of the nature of that industry and that field looks at this as delusion because that's what it comes under with their criteria. The problem is is that that's being used against us even when it deals with legal issues when it comes to law and order and investigation of crime psychiatry has nothing to do with any of that. That's the criminal sciences and you can't even exactly say the psychiatry is a science. 

So the problem here is the cult of psychiatry and how much power it has with all the money it gets from Big pharma etc. it's become like a new rreligion like the church took over Europe in the Middle ages. It had nothing to do with religion or spirituality or faith it had to do with worldly concerns like money and owning land. 

And this is what we have to watch out for if you want to truly live by the Constitution which was built on purpose and designed to prevent this kind of stuff. And it was designed to prevent the kind of stuff that you see right now with these big hedge fund companies and billionaires becoming like lords in the medieval days. And I come from the landed gentry in Ireland so I should know. It's still in the DNA. Even though our old castle Menlo is now in ruins and becoming a park for public use which I agree with fully Believe me I can still think like the people that are taking over our world and becoming oppressors. 

That's why the Constitution was created to avoid this stuff and they found every way that they can to get around it now. 

So back to the point of this post which is imagine if somebody wants to put points on you and to try to get you surveilled all the time which of course is a guys for harassment. They could say that you dress a certain way you act a certain way and then the more they harass you the crazier you act the cameras are everywhere and then it goes from there so it's really just create a problem solve a pproblem. 

So from now on it seems to me you need to watch out because it's more surveillance more spying more listening more sizing someone up trying to make them look a certain way trying to get you on a list and I think that these kids might have the idea I didn't understand why these kids don't talk to each other on the trains I didn't understand why the young kids nowadays are very non-demonstrative. I think I get it now. They know that they're surveillance everywhere and they're going to be judged so they're quiet and they try to go under the radar and I think we should take a lesson from them at this ppoint. 

I'm never going to stop dressing the way that I dress and expressing being part of my subculture however I will be a little more careful about conversations in public places. 

And trying to use spaces I think are safe as art space is for brainstorming or talking to people about the book I'm going to write because actually there's a lot of nosy fucking people everywhere. And you just ccan't have any privacy right now. 

Right now this summer partially is my own fault because I didn't really pay attention to the fact that there's FIFA The tall ships the 4th of July there's a lot of stuff around here where there's going to be people around doing security and it's been extra brutal this yyear. My intuition told me to go up to a beach that's north of here near New Hampshire Go to a hotel and get a job Make money and then come back after this is all over. Well I didn't do that and here I am suffering when am I going to learn that I cannot be in this area in the summer time? 

But I will make it work. I will however be much more aware that we don't have the freedom that we think we have to express ourselves anymore if somebody has us under a microscope because they choose to create a problem when there is no problem there for their own agenda. and then the agenda's change and the thing that they made so necessary like for instance taking IDs or whatever it is now becomes totally unnecessary but that doesn't mean that the original reason that the threat was there is gone which does it make any sense at all.