It was wonderful when they had early voting and there was a cop packed in in a lot of places where people to vote
It felt like normal life again and nothing unusual happened for the entire time the early voting was going on it was so nice it was like a return to the real world aagain. I had complete control over my time
If this I continue I could get a lot done
Alas it was only for about 9 days or something like that
It seems that when I walk especially if I have a cart people are getting in my way especially on the MBTA constantly as if they can't see me coming right in front of them with a cart or walking right near tthem it is the most unrealistic absurd thing I've ever seen in my life
So now I have to shout that I'm coming through in order for people to actually realize that I'm q walking and expecting not to be bumped iinto
People are riding their bikes literally right in front of me like taking a corner on their bike literally almost hitting me and then giving me the ffinger
Ever since that Homeland Grant to the t and ever since the tourist season ended it's been absolutely mmiserable
I'm going to have to get a camera wear it on me all the time and film every time I try to actually just go out and take some public transportation
Everybody wants to control my time
If I sleep on a bench people get me up at 8:00 every single time when there's no need to.
I try to sleep in this doorway sometimes the building isn't really being used especially on weekends and it's only when it rrains. I'm not in anybody's way or bothering anybody. The first time I slept there the dumpsters were taken out of the building in the morning next to the building. After that first night now they make sure they park the truck on the side of the street that I'm on which actually makes it more work for them because now they have to bring the dumpsters all the way across the street every one of them and they line it up right in front of me. And then they sit there and talk in Spanish and English about how I'm sleeping and they talk shit about me.
I tried to deter the main garbage guy by telling him the first morning he tried this crap that he was in a parking space that says no parking and then he bragged in a heavy accent that was really bizarre and strange and surreal about how because the truck belongs to a powerful entity he could park it wherever he wanted and do whatever he want and go wherever he wants.
So it's this weird vigilantism mixed with this power that this person gets who comes from literally probably a really shitty pplace he gets off on driving this truck that has this logo on it that makes him feel like he can go anywhere and do anything he wants so obviously he likes to abuse power. He's supposed to be doing his job not screwing around.
So at some point I'm going to have to record that too especially him talking shit about me while he's purposely waking me up.
So I'm not being allowed to sleep anywhere.
If I stay at the shelter now if they scan my card I get somebody underneath me waking me up multiple times in the morning going through their stuff unnecessarily and then a Spanish girl will either walk in to the room that I'm in which isn't her room and start talking loudly in Spanish to other Spanish girls or Spanish girls that are in there already will start talking in regular outside voices when it's still quiet time
If I don't get my card sscanned and they put me in by hand every single time that happens a staff member is extremely abusive to me and I still have to write out two grievances..
So literally I am being told I can't sleep anywhere. I'm going to have to start staying up all night long and sleeping during the day and how am I going to do that when he gets cold oout.
There's one place I might be able to go where I can stay and sleep and maybe get a job.
And somebody told me that they're trying to get me out of the city or where the fuck am I supposed to go?
And this is also since a prominent person has passed away last SSeptember. The area isn't the same but Boston definitely isn't safe anymore.
There's no reason to treat me with respect anymore people just aren't afraid of anybody anymore.
The summer wasn't bad for some reason maybe the tourism was a distraction all I know is that early voting was like hheaven. And right after that it's been this constant thing where I can't sleep
So I'm going to have to start wearing a fucking God damn camera that's going to cost me a lot of money.. I'm might as well make this entire thing into a damn reality show.
Now do you see why did you find the police was a bad idea?. Without a police presence I have seen multiple locations with all these shitty people coming to fucking start frequenting places as well as people fucking with people really fucking hard and crazy ass ways cuz there's no fucking cop cars around.
And now we have all these big criminals from the old days dying off from old age and that makes it even less safe who thought that we would be safer under cops and criminals?
So that must mean we're dealing with some kind of private security thing. Or some rogue agency that claims to be government LLOL which they most certainly do not behave as if.
I'm not seeing a lot of respect for the Constitution here
