(I'm giving you the usual disclaimer I didn't mention any names here and there was nothing filed any kind of warrants or complaints against me about trespassing or any other kind of behavior and if there was tell bullshit. The way I'm telling you is the way it happened. So if someone's trying to once again frame me and fabricate some shit then I'm going to make sure that it gets deconstructed. I want to see any emails or any bullshit under my name because I will find out who you are this time or through the fuck out of everybody and fucking you will lose this time as a community).
I fell for a bait & switch which is unusual for me but it's understandable due to all the current changes and being older .
I've come to one conclusion: the banksters if you will and developers or Globalism have taken over cities completely by a decades long plot of social engineering, domestic terrorism and willfull, knowing negligence. if you create such a mess and drive out good common people and only retain certain demographics that includes the lower classes you bring in for service jobs and you ensure you target specific populations with drugs and homelessness you can pretty much engineer an entirely different society and the ills you create can be solve by your globalism and development.
If you are alternative or an activist working on something that doesn't have the stamp of approval from the left or right or a powerful institution, as well as youve either chosen to live nomadically or have found the to be a lifestyle your stuck with now you are going to run into strong opposition and brick walls nowadays even in formelru supportive locations. The ability to operate as a truly dissident voice and live an alternative lifestyle has been dwindling since COVID BLM and Antifa altered how cities and populations function.
The manufactured homeless/drug crisis caused partially by 'harm reduction', over tolerance and much govt money waste is altering the culture .
Add to this massive immigration of populations that are foreign (not near north American culture. I would not say Mexicans are 'foriegn'. They are essentially North Americans etc) and due to having a large amount of people come over all at once has creat little societies separate from thier local host areas where a language barrier and there and other factors only adds to the resistance assimilate.
Some cultures now in this area seem to hold very anti nomad and conformist cultural norms. Anything to do with resembling ancient Indigenous ancestors is forboden. They resemble the suburban traditional white populations or pre-1960s middle class or working class values. These people act as an army to protect and serve whoever will give them a job..they work have babies and buy things and unlike other kinds of people from the same language backgrounds they do not possess an independent streak as the warrior classes never survived in their history...as well as Bush and co did a hell of a job on them in the 1980s with 'secret wars'.
I am not saying they do not have value for the targeted activist. I had one police dept apporach me while panhandling a year or two ago and they were playing games claiming some one called and said I had a crowbar with me. Firstly I don't understand why a crowbar is illegal however I don't posses one as I can't carry it and don't have use for it. After this someone told me that people in a strong large foreign community in the area saw this on the highway and complained about them harassing me. I don't know if that's true.
However these are just support populations for people who remain standing who are in power.
The major development of cities and towns seems to be what's more distressing.
If there's a major homeless problem why are they not building housing or shelters (that are run right not the killing floors every shelter here has become)? I understand making profit but when it gets to this level this size and this extent it begins to be obvious we are in the .middle of major eugenics program or a genocide.
How society is structured in this area is essentially a slow kill depopulation programs where they are torturing people as they slowly get rid of them and of course make profit off of them as they do.
All it would take is the introduction of sensible centralist politics and I notice that is not happening ANYWHERE. It's either Communist/woke nonsemse or MAGA insanity.
This seems by design.
I'm warning everyone that the kinds of people who used to be supportive of people like us and of alternative dissident voices etc are now not to be trusted.
Sure you can stay certain places around a major ivy league University but you will have to deal with the addicts, home buns and people from Boston that the place used to be protected from years ago. If you try to get refuge at a local government funded institution of reading, literature and books they may wish to be lenient and supportive but you will run into a brick wall daily of 'underprivileged' kids who are being groomed to resemble Kardashian ideals and are destined to be loyal Democrat voters and upper middle class consumers. Classic Stasi style tactics are alive and well.
I've seen shelters turn into bloated bureaucracies that only sserve workers who are going to vote and spend the way the state wants them to. I see non profits are no longer run by people who genuinely want to help and if they are good people they live under the fantasy of many of these academic mental masturbation set ups.
I have also after many years of traveling and living through much should have known better as I have experienced first hand people doing underhanded things to get funding as a pay off.
If that is not their motive then it must be that they want to help contirneot hide a society of bloated non profits and social services programs.where there is not enough oversight of funds to guarantee there not fraud occuring and also to hide the fact there are too many ideological non profits or supposed helping social services that aren't dealing with or fixing existing severe practical issues.
I was a fool I had a nice sleep spot out of the rain on a bench. Two women from two different agencies inside the building repeated the EXACT SAME LINE about know how it works that I can come in and make coffee and use the bathroom etc. I NEVER should have accepted and should have kept my spot private. First discover when people start showing up when the building is open and then make sure you leave before that time every time you sleep there. No mess and no entanglements. What happened is that I became too comfortable and no one gave em any boundaries or warnings. I slept late. I asked to use an empty room for phone calls etc.
I thought i had found someplace quiet where they like myself were focused on getting work done. The library is noisy and the local kids unfairly extend their sense of ownership to that building and I will contact appropriate government entities in the future to fix that.
However I was told abruptly with a lot of bullshit excuses and a lot of insensitivity that I can't sleep there anymore which is fine but it was done with added content to make me feel as if I had doe something wrong. I was told that the head woman 'Thought' I would have found a home by now. 2 weeks? In a DV situation with horrible shelter conditions and waiting lists for apartments funding and absolutely no rooming houses like the old days available? Seriously?
I was also told that people coming into the building feel "uncomfortable" around "all your stuff" (a medium smallish cart with just a backpack and a compression sack on top. That people work developmental disabilities may feel scared to walk by me
When she had the Verizon guy there a week or so ago he was playing games by seeming scared to be near me. Give it a fucking break.
This goes right along with the odd behavior on the transit system where people are acting (and they are ACTING amd being overdramatic) like me having a cart is something that evokes staring, judgy behavior and acting as if the person has something wrong with them. An example is the BS on the train in my last post where there was all this bad acting when I was answering a call for a relative's nurse. It's my last post and you can imagine how ridiculous it was.
I am in such a state that I just needed safety and feeling of belongkng and a place to accomplish things even if that was just gettng myself together when I wake up. I was not in any condition to see clearly that there are different offices in these buildings and multiple people coming in and out. Of course I hid in a large room so people would not see me but why didn't she know that it wasn't practical to have me there.
The horror of the conspiracy theory is that she did know and so did the young girl upstairs from the other non profit. Only they used the same exact sentence to make it seem there was an open door policy.
What's more interesting is that I once looked on the door of that room to see that the boardroom is reserved every day of the week for different things... But I never see these things going on.
When I asked this head woman a few questions because I always like to analyze where something went wrong with my actions and kept giving me weird answers and it was all being done in this tone like she expected me to start arguing. It's sad to think this was a straight out attempt to get me to feel safe and connected only to hurt me and then claim I refused to leave or was a problem.
There's a lot of interference with my urban camping in the past few weeks. If I'm trying to get things together in storage there's all these awful new people there and this one couple actually left the loading dock door open for 4 hours from 9:00 a.m. to 12:00 midnight just so they can sit there they live in their car in their car and charge their scooter but the place is supposed to lock down at 10:00 and they don't have 24-hour access so the purposely left the door open for four fucking hours and the freezing ass cold and the place is supposed to be temperature managed on the first floor at least. At this point I'm considering it to be just on purpose to inconvenience me because why wouldn't you fucking do something like that earlier why would you do it after the place is closed so you have to leave the goddamn door open for 4 hours in the freezing cold.
And they just kept expecting me to say something and I'm not going to.
And it just seems like everywhere I go every try every time I try to load up my gear get my gear go and go sleep some places some fucking interference lately or there's some mind games are people who keep trying to play games with me or bait and wait or bait and switch and I don't know what the hell is going on in the last couple weeks but it's really bad.
Even the goddamn bench I sleep at at the library they just absolutely had to magically go and put new bulbs in after years of not changing the LED bulbs now they have to put new LED bulbs in there of course it's right in my goddamn face right?
That could be random because I actually did right about something on my blog that said something I forget what it was it was a couple weeks ago and I did say something about I but I looked it up and the thing I was experiencing actually was caused by bad LED lights that are getting old so maybe it's just around a major ivy League university in a town for the smart people and people are smarter than me and they knew right away that it meant that the LED lights had to be changed so that could just be actually to help improve conditions it's just bad ttiming.
I can't help it if I went to the shelters in the first 3 months in the good weather after fucking having to go on my own and realize that they're not the same they were 10 years ago and if they're a complete disaster and it's like a goddamn torture camp in there literally.
Nobody can stay in those shelters and at this point unless you show me something that's halfway ddecent to stay in where there's an actual bed that is clean and not fucked up and not full of mites and lice and people don't have worms or disgusting other shit and people want mentally ill or whatever unless you can show me something decent then this is what I should be doing for my health and well-being. But I'm being treated like I'm going against the system I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing and I think it's because they know damn well that the system has begun to fail the people.
And I think they know damn well that the shelter system has become bloated bureaucracy and they're hiding are a lot of extremely screwed up bullshit going on in there.
And I think it's about time we had some kind of revolution but always be forewarned You're going to get people playing games this is in California and it's not Oregon there's no real grassroots people here. Those people that want to be or pretend their grassroots but it's really just big institutions..
So here's an example when I was in Oregon I was going to I think it was occupy or something and it was in Portland and I met this woman and she seemed cool and what I did is I told her about the occupy thing going on and I wanted to bring her there. Well I guess I didn't notice what she was doing or who she was or I didn't talk to her long enough because the minute she arrived she started to try to control the group she started to try to dictate what they were going to do next she made this list and said we're going to do this we're going to do that and it was all this horrible information that reminded me of the agenda of organizations like freedom from Cobra harassment that it was all this bullshit that was just going to go nowhere and was completely fucking self-destructive and totally useless. And I realize what I had done I had brought an infiltrator and a saboteur into the ccamp.
So what I did is I turned around and I told one of the head women I think it was all these wonderful lesbian girls these ladies they were like my age maybe a little older and they knew exactly what they were doing with real activism and true grassroots activity and this is the same thing as the occupy in Riverside California. The lady in Portland turn to me and she goes I understand exactly what you're saying and we will take care of it right away and nobody was mad at me but they understood exactly what I was saying and they got rid of her.
In Riverside I told him that somebody was harassing me That's and some older Mexican guy on some like vehicle like one of those utility vehicles like a golf cart with one of those vehicles that's like small riding around the occupy camp he was doing dumb shit and I told this like Mexican girl I think everyone there is Mexican they think they're just American I don't know I'm sorry I'm not from there but to me they just look like Mexican AAmericans I told her about it and she goes I'll take care of it right away. She went right over to him and she goes whatever you doing stop doing it right now and that was the end of his shenanigans.
People on the West Coast are more politically aware they're also much more genuinely grassroots genuinely protesting and genuinely going against the system in a meaningful way The institutions here regardless of what you do always prevent iit.
When you have to go through the system to get anything done now I'm not saying revolution in the sense of anarchy or any of this other nonsense and we're all too old to know that that doesn't work. We know that we know they look he's a ridiculous notion as well as the fact I don't think that the public are that stupid I think if they knew what was going on in these places they would want to fix it and I think the people that are the higher up people the academic people the institution people I think that they don't know exactly how bad it is and if they do they can't do anything about it because they don't want to risk their jobs it's so easy to get canceled nowadays if you say the wrong thing. Used to be really hard to get rid of a professor with tenure now you just have to cancel him and a bunch of stupid kids can do it and who knows who they're really working for.
And that's the other problem who exactly are these people working for these infiltrators these saboteurs these kids who are canceling people a couple of years ago some of them I don't think know what they're doing I think they're useful idiots but I think a lot of them are working for something that's I don't want to get into it but it's got to be what a private security company or something I don't know that there's some coordinated effort to make sure that somebody that has a disadvant voice that genuinely wants to fix things just simply cannot be heard.
And it's absolutely outrageous.
So that's what's going on lately is that I have to run for the hills like the iron maiden song which of course I'm going to post on here after I write this and post iit.
It is time to run to the hill seriously. But isn't that where every revolutionary goes before they realize they can't work with the system and they have to start their own camp really get moving on ffighting. I'm not adverse to working with the system because I know the system here won't allow you to just make changes without them anyway and they're much worse than they used to be and taking over everything and running everything however I think like I said people's hands are tied or people do not understand what the hell is going on they just don't know. So much of this stuff is being so well hidden under manicured cosmetic renovations that people don't understand the nuts and bolts of how these places are supposed to work to begin with.
I'll work with the system eventually but right now The wolf is at the door and trying to make sure that I can't sleep go anywhere do anything or not look like I'm not insane for having a cart and being houseless.
I think partially this is because they know damn well that this is kind of obvious at this point that I keep telling people that the shelters are screwed up and that I am outside because I can't find a bed and or the shelters are screwed up so me just being outside at this point is like a protest of sorts or it's a sort of testament to the problems with the shelters and I think that they don't like tthat.
Two fucking bad. I know what to do now and I know where to go.
And I'm not going to fall for this ever ever ever again I will never again trust another housie I will never again trust another person who works for some place is supposed to be helping people and I will never again fall for anybody trying to connect with me who's in these completely controlled little cities nowadays little globalist cities that are completely managed micromanage and ccontrolled it's now an environment that you cannot function within.
Until it's exposed the problems going on. Then it can be fixed and it can be really genuinely room for everyone but until then The bad guys are just winning and darkness is spreading and people are starting to forget about the sick the old the disabled they don't care they pretend to care and it's getting really really heartless and hhorrible.
I want to thank all the people who have helped me over these many years and I want to thank all the people who have been giving and kind and are still out there they are out there.
So if you're realizing that they're coming for you at this point you need to run for the hills find alternatives find places where they can't get at you and then I think this will settle down in a year or two and then we can move on and try to expose what's going on and fix it because we do have a system of government that works we do have multiple parties we do have recourse it's just right now it's pretty bad and I'm not going to sit here and blame President Trump I voted for hhim.
Do you blame me did you see the alternative okay then maybe I should have voted independent.
I noticed something about this country in my lifetime The President of the United States always goes a little crazy and does all this fucked up damage and his second administration or is the first one was good I don't know how that wworks. But we should have known better.
I don't know what we're going to get for choices next time but I'm going to be a lot more ccareful. People forget that we have a system of government to protect us and these ridiculous signs all over the place in Boston no kings and all this nonsense he isn't a king show me where he made himself a king.
George Bush tried to take away the two-year limit so did Obama those guys tried to make themselves into kings if you will but the system is designed to make it so they can't do that. By the very forefathers and statues of people that you continue to rip down because you're not old enough to know how the fucking world works.
Anyway I will keep on plotting along it's just time to change the way I do things and I realize something I really have been trying to get along with people that are not my kind of people. I've been trying to work with and get along with people that are not travelers.
And I realize something we're different kinds of people. And I don't think that we can get along but then again that's what this system wants us to do now is to start breaking down communications breaking down connections and become separatists.
You realize that they're trying to create basically just a penitentiary environment correct
You live in penitentiary cell block a I live in cell block be you know you're this kind of person I'm that kind of person it's all separatist now we have the LED lights like penitentiary lights in the yard and we have all this control and all this surveillance Don't you see what they're doing?
So that's what's going on and yes I am hurt but I have to realize I have a mission and I can't just be an individual and if it's that dangerous within neighborhoods at this point then I guess I'm just going to have to stay outside of neighborhoods.
Everyone's trying to get some massive parking lot bill or some ridiculous funding for some bloated non-profit or social services that doesn't really work and just employs people that can't work anyplace else while they ignore and abuse vulnerable populations people are just trying to get whatever they can. Why they build these bizarre horrible tiny little exclusive little slices of hell with these weird new condo structures that are terrible and then they claim to care about the environment while destroying every last piece of green space.
It's getting a little disgusting and it's going a little too far and going to the point where the public act like they don't remember how to defend themselves and they don't remember how to protest for something that's local that's important to them or they don't know how to get public officials to do what they want or work with them in a sensible wway. They're just letting these people run rough shot all over them.
Maybe there's reasons for that that the public can't think straight. It's definitely the cost of everything and the pressure she can't blame the president cuz the next president's going to cause the same problems to occur but in a different way.
Just like Biden cause the same problems except it was like a different environment. We were more comfortable that doesn't mean tthat it was better. To be honest with you I get a hell of a lot less done during a Democrat administration for president then I do during a Republican administration.
And I cannot believe a bunch of people that have college educations are not willing to accept the plane and simple information given to them in school when I don't have a fucking education about how our government works it's really simple and it's effective.
So be aware that they're going to make it real difficult just to exist on a daily basis Good then find alternatives tthen. Until the troop stop occupying the cities
Then maybe we can return to our cities and towns until then run for the hills.
