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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Tuesday, July 7, 2026

 As I finish writing this at the Arlington T-Stop ready to go downstairs there's a tree on the corner where a homeless man is panhandling. The cute little baby birdies are here the little house sparrows but there's a robin singing for me which just goes to show you that there's always a reward. After bad things happen

watch out for idiots in front of the doors at the hotels they're hiring morons now

 Be careful of the new ghetto doorman that they're hiring in hotels around Boston. Years ago they looked like people that were mob connected guys you know people whose friends got them jobs as doorman at hotels. Well now you're dealing with a lot of idiots there are Nice people because there's still some really well run hotels. Copley has nice hotels. Be aware of the doormen who work at an old aging relic called the Newbury in Boston. 

They'll take extra effort to pay attention to you when you walk down the street instead of paying attention to the guest just so they can fuck with you. 

It might be because that particular individual is in trouble or a jerk that wants something that he can't get legitimately as we know what the payoff system is 

But it could also be that the hotel itself is an aging infrastructure they probably has mold in it and it's on life support like a lot of buildings in this area every time I go by one of the old buildings or the old churches it's most like really bad mold it'll make you sick. 

This is why HUD is coming into Brookline and stuff like that because these infrastructures are aging to the point where now you'd have to knock them down and rebuild them to make them habitable. 

I have an acquaintance it was a little bit out of her mind but she's divorced from an influential doctor who now works for a big drug company on the West Coast. After knowing her for this long I know understand why her husband divorced her and there's other shady things about her that I remember now that I don't want to get into however she's been kind of a good acquaintance and a little bit helpful. She has a 2.5 million dollar condo in tthis infamous little place in Brookline. However if you go into the bathroom it's all mold. 

So what's the point of it being this name that means something locally and it worth that much money if these things are getting moldy? It's kind of a rip off because basically these are just old apartments that were basically in the '70s just apartments for regular people then they started making them into condos obviously to make it so that the infrastructure would be taken care of by the tenant and not an apartment building holder because it became too expensive. 

Well that's great but if you don't take care of it it's going to get bad 

And I think Massachusetts is one of the most horrible as well as New York for mold and not giving a shit about it not having any good mold laws and I should know because my health was ruined for life by mold in an apartment. 

So if I were you I would watch out for my health in these places and if your targeted watch out for the overzealous clowns. 

A lot of these people they're hiring belong in a stoop south of Boston in the hood instead of working at an expensive hotel The behavior is appalling. Nothing has changed they just dressed them up in a suit and put them in front of a hotel door which is absolutely disgusting demeanor and behavior for somebody working in Newbury Street. Welcome to globalism no class no taste and wealth has absolutely no culture. 

Go to one of the better hotels in Copley. The staff there regardless of what they look like are trained polite and classy. Not just fake it till you make iit. 

Is there a reason that you're bothering a homeless woman walking by trying to go to a 12-step meeting at the church next door to stay sober because she's in a bad situation and there's no bed so she has to stay at a shitty wet shelter down in mass and CCass? So she has to go to a meeting to stay to keep her sobriety of 30 years. 

So you're going to fuck with someone who's homeless and a domestic violence victim who's staying in a horrible wet shelter and needs an NA AA meeting and you're going to harass that person and take time out of your day to do this instead of paying attention to paying customers at the hotel. 

If it happens again the person's going to get cited for harassment. 

There's no need to bother me when I go by with my backpack and say have a nice day ma'am and make sure that you fuck around while you're doing it. 

And then he laughed about it because he's a ghetto piece of sshit. The addicks down at massencast and the homeless have better behavior than this clown. 

And if it happens again there's good absolutely be consequences. You Don't think so try me. How much escorting goes on in that hotel aanyway I'll have ice and the feds watching that place every fucking night of the week.