So something absolutely hysterical happened. I was on this train going a long distance and I was waiting for this phone call from my relatives nurse so that I could help by this person get an appointment cuz I do care giving and I'm an advocate for like three people at this point. So I got this phone call and I have an earbud in my ear. And there's this crowd of complete doofuses right in front of me like this picture that I showed you of my cart there's this crowd of like people in front of the card just some young people and some older people with their phones and stuff just normal as people well I've never had any problems on this train and I shouldn't have any problems just with a little card with this little bag on top and with a fucking Little Black backpack and that's it and you should have seen the look on multiple people's faces in that crowd when I answered that damn phone call with my earbud I'm in they all looked at me an old guy to my right looked at me too good girls looked at me they looked at me like oh my God is she talking to us oh my God she's crazy oh my God I clearly have an ear piece in my ear and I'm clearly answering the phone in a manner that sounds like I am answering a phone call so this is absolutely fucking ridiculous the reaction.
So simply because of my cart.anything that I do or say is going to be reacted to in this manner that is absolutely ridiculous.
I have never seen such forced bad acting in my fucking life.
And the more that I just stared into space and continued to just like talk to my relatives nurse in a normal manner to get what I needed to get done they eventually just like realize how stupid they look and they just scattered like ants but they looked really pissed off and annoyed for some reason.
Are you expecting that I'm going to say something crazy and stupid because of the cart ? You know I want to make this about targeted individuals but I think this is also about getting anybody that looks homeless off the trains because remember their main goal is to keep these fucking yuppy brat motherfuckers in the city and that's why they built these goddamn condos for little fucking insects so they want to make sure that young professionals are their focus so because these kids are raised like veal with hovering parents and now they make sure there's nothing but shitty homeless people in the street anybody who's grassroots or alternative that looks like they might be like trying to do something alternative and weird and whatever looks like somebody that's a meth head that's going to attack them or something stupid and I think that there's people placed into the population that purposely perpetuate that profile even when it's not true just to make sure that feeling the streets with mentally ill and meth heads totally just sticks in the mind of these people and they don't have any other point of reference.
So imagine I'm just sitting there and talking to a nurse on the phone with an earbud and I get this ridiculous reaction from literally five people what's interesting is they were in a little huddle in front of me and a crowd and only certain ones look like with that shock stupid look like what are you doing why are you talking oh my God and then everyone else was looking at them like what the fuck are you doing what's so unusual she's got in the earbud so there's like a lot of ridiculous crap going on and I think I'm going to have to film everywhere I go from now.
Somebody tried to literally run me over with my cart in a crosswalk around Cambridge and around Harvard so at least in Cambridge I have to film with the light on to let people know that they cannot run me over and people are constantly walking in my path and fucking with me and laughing about it so I have to walk with the light on and film and now I'm going to have to film on the trains all the time so hopefully whatever this is it's intense right now and it'll be short-lived but nobody should have to be harassed who's in a DV situation with the shelters are a mess and there's no beds because a bunch of fucking assholes are corrupt and they don't want to fix bridges unless the feds make them and they're up to no good and they can't run their goddamn huge bloated bureaucracy or whatever the fuck this is whoever these infiltrating assholes are maybe it's the homeland grant I don't know and I don't give a fuck You're going to go on front Street eventually.
Cuz I'm going to get my ass a hidden camera pretty soon and then we'll see where that goes.
