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Sunday, May 24, 2020

Sadly COVID Quarantine Is Ending and It May Be Getting Crowded Again LOL was so quiet and peaceful for 2 months.

I didn't want to post during COVID-19 because it's not really a pertinent issue other than the theories I may have had about the changes in theoritical mobbing activity.
The content of main concern was with how the pandemic had effected the 'Homeless' population and other vulnerable demographics which were disregarded in the beginning with hoarding, panic buying etc.

I also felt silenced for some strange reason and as every TI knows it could be anything and everything that's feasible is possible.

The theory of GS seemed to change with each term of the pandemic counter measures.

In the beginning most people were scared and sheltering in place (inside, at home etc) so it got very quiet, generally outside. I'm in a major Northeast city area so luckily due to a large medical complex population the situation was handled very well and the older, grad student range age of where I were responsible and peaceable about wearing masks and not going out etc, being patient and remaining civil. The large main urban city next to us however had to maintain a curfew due to irresponsible citizens.

The theoretical GS or mobbing activity dropped off almost completely.

However, with the announce by officials that the quarantine would indeed be extended from April 4th to May 4th it seemed as if that was a go-ahead for a more extreme form of harassment. It seemed mostly against houseless or other Globalism gentrification type undesirable demographics yet TIs were experiencing more overt behavior from people mostly store employees, with the idea it seemed that no one was around to see it so they could get away with it. This term also was easy to deal with as less people and around and a sense of humanity and cooperation was present making the pandemic the focus.
Also it has been noted by people that only certain employees were working at this time. My guess is that anyone who was good or trustworthy and not problematic were being used to interact with the public at this time which means by deduction that anyone in trouble, of bad character, recruited etc would not be working.

Any TI has noticed that in bad weather or during holidays the 'perps' are less in number or absent. The type of character that one has for such activity in theory would make such people of bad character, self serving etc and not wanting to enhance in any activity that inconveniences them. It's well known criminals avoid bad weather or other conditions that aren't favorable to them thus this fits into the profile of such a person.

The risk of becoming ill probably also being busy hoarding, panic shopping etc and focusing on spending one's stimulus check on new things.

This is also when masks were suggested but not mandated yet.

It's important to note that through this period of time that people had a sense of bonding, helpfulness and renewed humanity. If one did not become ill after this time there was a sense of surviving, being lucky to be alive and having navigated thru with the community.

At the May 4th end of the extension, there was another extension until May 18th. During this time a state wide mandate or executive order(?) was put into effect demanding every citizen wear a mask or face covering outside and in every business and public transportation.
This is an interesting change because the WHO website has claimed masks aren't necessary outside and do no good. The mandate for masks inside is valid. Face coverings do nothing as virus particles can go under a hankerchief.
There could be a reason maybe because people weren't wearing masks inside enclosed spaces so a blanketing order forces people to have them on at all times OUTSIDE to avoid constant enforcement INSIDE.

Yet I couldn't help but theorize that it had a more sinister motive: to cause the psychological effect of everyone becoming separated again and isolated from that sense of humanity and bonding that occured. That sense of victory over the virus.

Now people are focused on concerns over draconian measures like fines for non compliance of face coverings in public and we are all hidden from each other. No human sympathy can be read in our faces no longer can bonding occur. It almost resembles the face covering in the Middle East which most Westerners would find oppressive.
All for two weeks right BEFORE the three phases of re-opening society begins.
Could it be a tactic to get the public back under psychological control, back to self concern, consumerism, self interest and demographic/class separations?

We can't have that old world of humanity being bonded under natural conditions whilst trying to form a global new world now can we?

This also occurs as the rest of the citizenry begin coming back to work and going outside again.

Close to the quarantine end date, on a profitable Memorial Day weekend with much more of the general population flooding into the stores and into the streets so it seems it's a return to business as usual.

The peacefulness is gone. People are self absorbed once again. Formerly friendly employees are now grumpy and bad apples are back at work, cashing out at stores and working public transportation.

Waiting in line for the store is no longer a novel action, part of a movement of survivorship and advocacy for one's fellow citizens. Quiet. Separate yet together. It's back to being a rat race of impatient people and obviously, selfish, ambitious unsavory ones as well.

Now one can expect the sparse yet outrageous almost terrorist like actions of the past month to cease in favor of the understated, hidden from view approach as their troops return to the battlefields of streets and businesses.

I hope all TIs have made the best possible use of the past few months to their advantage both as a vacation, as a time to reflect and truly rest and to remember that it's all a put on and that the good people don't even know you or your situation, because you're (in theory) surrounded by bad people almost constantly.

My analogy has always been that the sun is indeed shining but the clouds block our view. If we live under such dark skies too long we begin to believe what we see and don't remember the sun. A aoett of brainwashing or cult mind control and with such conditions I'm sure the bad guys desire a sort of Stockholm Syndrome complete woth modified behavior where one becomes satisfied under such conditions and learns to embrace slavery.

Which of course is unecessary and not real.

GS is what the CIA used to refer to as 'perception management' but in an extreme form. It's not just how you think of a company or a government or a figurehead it's how you think and feel about yourself and your environment.

It's easy to loose our true self to manipulation or attempted modification. Theorizing about causes, systems and solutions can be helpful in analyzing the process as a problem not a dead end reality that we cannot control and can't escape.

Btw the selfish animalistic behavior of panic buying and hoarding should make every TI feel renewed in our cause once again. We aren't wrong after all and the PC culture that's been hijacked and weaponized against the public isn't valid. We saw this in practice not just cynically complaining about it.

It's easy to become convinced our cause is dead and it's over- that no one is listening anymore. Especially with the latest attempts in the past 5 years so equate anyone who's a conspiracy theorist with a mentally ill potential lone shooter.

Did we have a rash of horrible massacres and slayings as people did without due to greedy hoarding or being laid off or losing loved ones or fear of a pandemic? No? Hmmm. You'd think that kind of pressure-this kind of situation would set off the 'lone nutters' more than ever?

Another example of how our villains and bogeymen seem chosen for us not actually real and truly a product of random chance even certain circumstances BY CHANCE coming together to create such a situation.

If anything it should bring into question just how much of lone shooting and other violence could be a result of some people's genetic reactions to overpopulation, sensitivity to electromagnetic and microwave technologies, disruptive technology like LED Street lamps, even pollutants or any/all/combo of those factors compounded by what we consume from foods to psychiatric medications.

Review and reflect on your experience during this time span, the pandemic and it's not over yet. Don't become unduly influenced by it but do use it to your advantage to continue on perhaps rested, maybe with a renewed sense of hope or just with the satisfaction of knowing that COVID becomes fatal based on real science and medical fact not cult culture or manipulative uses of the aforementioned.

Survival depends on genetics, chance, location, age, health and now it's found that vit D and being outside increase chances of survival.

It doesn't depend on how PC you are or if you purchased a condo in a new gentrified globalist city nor if you are of a certain profession (barring essential employees).

It's nice to think that for once this society has had to endure a good old fashioned genuine crisis. That it cannot be claimed that COVID19 is a social construct or anything in relation to it is. That genetics and behavior do determine outcome and make an impact on survival. That reality IS NOT negotiable.

It's about time.

So remember to keep it in REALITY when others are trying to attempt to force you into a psychological prison that ISNT real.