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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
Being a reasonable person of sound mind if I had concerns for my safety or others I would take responsible action for self care as my established medical history can demonstrate.
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Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Saturday, March 23, 2024

Serial Killer Interview and Psych/Body Language Analysis Revealing Deceptions

Edmund Kemper Interview in 1984


Flashback Forensics: Psychologist Analyzes Behavior and Body Language of Ed Kemper

Young African Americans Are Speaking Up and Speaking Out

Apparently it's progressive to be hateful...


This is EXACTLY what's WRONG with BLACK culture

Wednesday, March 20, 2024

Vid: The Occult Roots of Pro Sports

This person seems fair and balanced. They are coming from a Christian perspective so keep this in mind but as usual don't let that deter you from taking in new perspectives and gaining useful information.


The OCCULT ROOTS behind SPORTS (Documentary)

Vid: Bad Therapists Hiding Out in Virtual Therapy Sites

This is a very good subject for people trying to understand or work with the theory of being targeted but also anyone who's had similar experiences trying to get help from a therapist quickly using any means other than in person. Even in person interactions can become disastrous. 

Ive been trying to protect a person close to me for many years who fits into the theory of being a Targeted Individual. It's one of those cases where the person's mind is simply not capable of percieving the full picture and accept the reality of the situation so constant work arounds are required. Even in the lives of people who do have the mental expansiveness to accept or even consider the theory of being targeted by a large scale 'mobbing' system, one has to carefully conduct one's affairs so things line up with what is legally accepted nowadays-to protect ones self from abuses of power and harassment but also to prepare for the future where we hope this theory will be a legally accepted norm. For now TIs best interest is served in correcting each situation leaving a trail of documentation that there is something conspiratorial about the collective separate instances of abuse (active harassment or 'gang stalking') or neglect/negligence (passive harassment/ 'gang stalking'). 

Feeling desperate and depressed after a medical procedure this person needed someone to talk to urgently. Instead of going through her healthcare system where there would be more oversight from her PCP and knowledge of the provider she chooses, she insisted on doing it herself using a popular PSYCHOLOGY publication that lists therapists TODAY. Her experiences were similar to what is in this video (I will edit it her experiences in later). 

Its important to understand that on the most basic level,  professionals are hiding out in online and virtual therapy forums or listed in publications. I've also experienced providers with questionable behavior hiding out in small psychiatric practices. That does not necessarily mean that a person who is victimized by these scammers is targeted or being gang stalked/mobbed/harassed on purpose etc. One of the golden rules of GS theory is that you have to differentiate between what's truly random and could happen to anyone and what may be happening to a person who's targeted specifically, where the perpetrators are utilizing something that happens to anyone as a method of harassment therefore hiding the activity. 

The difference between a targeted person and a normal person is that targeted people end up being victimized daily and with a frequency that is not normal compared to what occurs with normal people

 For instance, going through the bad therapist ordeals with my close person as well as seeing this video I basically just saw it as the norm for being a Targeted person and it did not have the detrimental, damaging or shocking effect it had on the people in the video that are probably living under normal conditions and not under duress. My attitude was that now normal people have a sample of what TIs experience every time we attempt to get care or anything else. People exposing it and giving testimony benefits targeted people because that's one less method or opportunity that gang stalkers have to use as harassment they can hide behind. Remember what I leaned when I was framed in 2016: criminals need motive, opportunity and means. Always think this way about gang stalking or mobbing activity. Anything that takes away their opportunities is a strike back at their system. We will never be able to stop their motives or means. 

It seems nowadays you need more than someone's qualifications-you need the ability to ensure quality through oversight. Getting a therapist through reputable organizations or health care systems or even religions may prevent victimization. 


i will add more later on how to report bad providers because anyone witj thede experiences should utilize the insurance,medical system and legal system not just the companies thst provide listings and access to these providers.

one dead giveaway is the providers in the video did not accept insurance therefore that prevents one layer of potential oversight of their practices.

i will also ad the way people considering the targeted individual or GS theories could view instances like this occurring in their lives

Interestingly someone I know told me that there used to be online groups for mental illness where people would help each other and discuss their mental illness and I think there was a few professionals or mediators in there that would be very helpful I'll have to get the name of it but there were a couple of such online sites and he said it was very helpful for him and it was a community. Those were dismantled and taken down and he was sorry that he had lost one of his  outlets for help that wasn't professional or aligned with the medical industry. 

Interestingly around the same time that these were all taken down and defunded or somehow lost funding they came along with these scams like in this video. As far as I'm concerned if you look at this in the big picture of everything else that's going on collectively at the time we live in it seems like more divide and conquer and leaving people behind making people fall through the cracks and making it so the power is out of the hands of the people and in the hands of either scammers or industry and professionals where one can be controlled.

Saturday, March 16, 2024

'Earworms' From Dental Work-Is It Akin To MK Ultra's DE-PATTERNING?

 I had been subjecting myself to a dental school the past many years that had been ok in my teens but doing some research has succumbed to the influence of those who fund outside research or at least the college connected to them has. Either that or dental colleges are a place for international spies to take up the profession lol. 

I have not found the college's name as an institution involved in past MK Ultra funded research but I've only skimmed quickly it could be listed if I did more research. 

The college is however involved in military funded research and myself personally had a very questionable surgery done there decades ago and had been mistreated there by a few medical professionals. I won't soon forget the Chinese doctor who I overheard telling the person taking my blood to "make the needle hot" before doing so which left an unusually nasty mark on my arm afterwards. 

You'd be shocked to realize how many people involved in various professions owe that opportunity to foreign or domestic organized crime and for the rest of their lives have to be ready to do as they are asked to repay the debt. Just wait until people coming through the border illegally start working off their 'debt'. 

Dental schools have been the most challenging since this campaign began in earnest after 9/11. One particular university connected dental school, the university had particular motive to be nervous about me due to their loyalities to old acquaintances of mine that I knew far too much about that could reflect very badly on that university. They also employ a lot of unqualified people from Boston at the front desk which makes matters worse as such people are powerless and will do whatever they are told regardless of if it's ethical or professional. The northeast loves this elitist set up btw as it resembles how things were set up to  serve those in power many hundred years ago. 

After trying to become a patient there, later that day I  was actually asked over the phone by an employee if I stole a large piece of equipment on wheels that I could not possibly have even pushed much less go unoticed trying to take it out of the building. It was atypical harassment by someone covertly abusing power. This is the definition of COINTELPRO. People keep on abusing power and the targeted person would have to write complaints and notify higher ups constantly to rectify every situation. Unless you've got money and/or training and education that isn't going to be accomplished in a way that's effective and a lot of damage is done to targeted people before they learn how to defend themselves. It was especially damaging for the still unknown person who framed me in 2016 to keep sending me harassing comments on my blog referring to my missing teeth because the main reasons for that is due to constant difficulties with dentists over many decades. I've even seen an abusive person who works at a well known Boston men's homeless shelter show up at a dental office in Roxbury and attend my tooth being pulled (badly) while verbally harassing me the entire procedure. Was she actually employed as a dental assistant when not working for the shelter ..or is this yet another bizarre case of people being allowed access to the Target when they don't have the correct medical clearance. 

This is the problem with an area like MA where there's an intersectionality between organized crime, a black community that is oppressed and utilized as handlers and basically employed as house slaves for corrupt power structures, elite universities, old money and medical academic elite system. Not to mention olde money and foreign money. 

Why dentistry is so bad, so corrupt and everyone is far more uncontrollable than the medical community I don't understand but someday hope someone can provide the answer. In these games I've found that everything that seems bizarre and crazy and irrational actually is quite logical and even calculated, well planned and falls under what seems to be rules, regulations and even legalities-its just portrayed as random or completely unbelievable because of course that's to confuse the victims and make them totally discredited. Unless of course they are smart enough to figure things out. And here we are lol. 

Getting dental work done can be risky. Earworms seem to be the result of posts being put in for crowns. This might be due to them containing high amounts of gold or perhaps worse some kind of other material or something else that is conductive or even receives.

It may be that if a post is too close to brain activity it may influence perception or brain activity may be altered. 

An onset of earworms after posts are put in would be a logical deduction for theorizing a cause for such a malady yet we all know the most simple things get denied or looked over even though it's the 21st century. Because medicine is a business and it's become moreso over the past 25 years. 

Being from an area that's heavily collegiate and with a lot of medical teaching institutions it's become obvious to me over the years that people are becoming medical professionals not because they are suited to it but because they want to be employed, make a decent salary and most likely gain respect and prestige that comes with it. However it seems that these people don't respect the title or the profession. I've seen more people being pushed through dental schools that should have fallen through the cracks because the schools want the tuition. It's gotten really bad. The level of unprofessionalism, the teaching environment of 'fun' and leisure instead of intense, studious hours and an often cheeky, irresponsible teaching staff and students seeming privileged as opposed to being the least humbled by some even small sense of service to patients. 

For some reason the medical field is a lot more responsible and it's easier to gain back control over performance and service through oversight.

Earworms seem a lot like MK Ultra's DE-PATTERNING process. If it's a small 'earworm' you get a piece of a song or jingle stuck in your mind for a few hours a day or for a few days. The song will change often and this makes the condition more livable even if the earworm becomes a constant or near constant.

It can get severe however and it seems damaging as the earworm condition can go on for every waking moment and the song excerpt can remain the same for weeks. 

When this occurs it seems to begin to deteriorate the mind and interfere with mental processes. It also seems to serve the same purpose as DE-PATTERNING by slowly wearing down the person's mind and not allowing for mental processes or inner reflection even mental quiet. 

Interestingly the 'earworm' or repeating small slice of a song or jingle is not present when a person wakes up say in mid sleep but there's an onset after time spent awake.

Interestingly this can resemble being 'offline' and 'online'. It's been a conspiracy theory for years that's been made fun of for years but it seems that like many other long running theories that stand up to time, it and many others are going to be proven but as usual by then it will be too late. 

Psy ops Considered for Cuts Even as Communists Expand Programs of 'Influence' in USA

US may cut info-warfare assets as China, Russia expand influence ops 

Key psyops units may get squeezed by a Pentagon effort to trim special-operations forces.

https://www.defenseone.com/policy/2024/02/exclusive-us-may-cut-info-warfare-assets-china-russia-expand-influence-ops/394050/


Here in the TI community have always wanted people to be aware of such things, not do away with them if they are part of what's necessary for securing our nation. 

Unless of course the time has come where you don't need such things because technology can finally take over. 

Then again consider how much we are sending to Bidens cronies over in Ukraine that's been draining our money. Also the Pentagon could not account for billions before 9/11 when the infamous terrorism event in NYC destroying the twin towers conveniently destroyed the department that handles that and all its records. 

While the public focus on diversions massive waste and fraud of unimaginable proportions continues of their tax money. It's the most unbelievable thing I've ever lived with for decades of my life. The USA has truly degenerated into a nation of people afraid to make any sort of PRODUCTIVE stand against oppressive powers both national international including the private sector utilizing our freedom of speech and legal tools. 

At this point these enemy countries or competitors seem to be simply coming to collect the spoils not trying to start the process of them falling from the trees. 


TIs Always have To Make Compeimises

 It's one thing to be mentally ill. It's quite another to be a selfish addict who won't stop trying to .manipulate until somehow you can exploit people for something even if that something is narcissistic supply. 

And worse we become so guided to help people that we end up trying to help those who will take kindness for weakness. 

If someone is upset with you it's because you caused it by being abusive. And it's obvious you know your doing it when you stop doing it specifically when people you DO respect who don't live in the house come around. 

What's worse is we can never be sure if the person isnt acting out or being abusive and manipulative because someone is paying them off with money, drugs or because they got out of legal trouble even years ago, and owe the system a favor. 

Here is a good article on how narcissism and rage from people on drug treatment can actually be much worse if they are still taking the drugs they are supposed to be being treated for...and I'm sure other drugs dont help. 

Again I have to be subjected to selfish people who's motives are questionable because I am forced to make compromises. 

https://ro.uow.edu.au/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?referer=&httpsredir=1&article=2668&context=theses


Friday, March 8, 2024

Been fear ridden from sleep for weeks/warnings about harm

 I keep having dreams about being kidnapped from where I am staying now. Warnings about being harmed. Wake up to warnings about being harmed and not to keep staying here. 

What the hell? 

Either that or I wake up scared or in fear in the morning. 

There is a lot of environmental issues in this area there's a lot of dirty electricity and electromagnetic pollution but it's away from any big city. 

The place is basically surrounded on 3 sides by power lines and a substation. It's constantly creepy and seems haunted which I've deducted is probably from all those factors. The woods are the kind where you feel like something is staring back at you at night. It's got some history to it but I feel that the truly bad stories and facts about the area all went with the old people years ago. I probably wont find anything in the historical society here. That's usually the case. 

I also hate routers. If I had my way I would turn it off at night but thats not under my control.

I keep having this fear that someone nearby or from the house is going to murder me either on purpose or accidentally and try to hide it. 

I highly doubt if my family and people who have supported me all these years even without me knowing would allow that to happen without people being brought to justice or even preventing it 😉.


It's really interfering with me getting anything done which I'm sure is a plus. 

I cannot wait for this election to be over but what sucks is that both candidates now represent two groups of ridiculous extremists who have lost sight of the real issues that need to be dealt with. 

The independent candidate is attractive to some but thats just the old fashioned version of corruption as opposed to the globalist ones. And listening to speeches is going to be grating for four years lol. 

It's typical. I traveled for many years in conditions that most people would be frightened in in a situation most people would be afraid of and I functioned even accomplished. I come to live in an actual physical home for the first time since 2006 and now I'm unable to function and scared into inertia.  Whereas most people function inside a building just fine. 

Perhaps my way is better. With all the cutting down of trees in order to make 5g work its onky going to get worse. I haven't had a genuine real sleep since the LED street lights went in unless I go to a place where the effects are not felt. Napping during the day helps but there's nothing like genuine sleep in true darkness. They are creating a horrible world. Being interconnected isn't worth it it's awful. 

I highly suspect that the technology that now surrounds is the human version of TiOT (the internet of things). Even the name they came up with is dumbed down childish and stupid. 

If we can't stop this we all have to make plans and find a way out of this because existing in it is absolutely horrible and not a way to live. There's got to be a way out there has to be alternatives. 

Friday, March 1, 2024

 International Conspiracy 

 If you're a ticket scalper

How can you win the 'lottery' to get the tickets or whatever it is to sell

Every single week? As in you win EVERY 'lottery' 

And your not even Irish, you're Jewish?