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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
Being a reasonable person of sound mind if I had concerns for my safety or others I would take responsible action for self care as my established medical history can demonstrate.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my sanity or competence based on my produced work will be construed as activist/dissident intimidation and whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by my family and support system.

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Sunday, July 31, 2016

There's Definitely A Hacker Hooked Into This Blog-Been Testing The System

New lows for the Hacker ..but it all depends on who they work for I guess. Whoever is doing this has hacking abilities.

Whats Up With New Concetrations Of Readership Of My Blog?

Most of my blog reader activity is coming from Russia now. What's up with that? The map is darkest green while the rest of the world map for page views is light or non existent. Usually it's always been Canada, Australia and the USA and perhaps Great Britain and odd, changing parts of Europe.

Friday, July 29, 2016

OK For Now

I'm OK for now. Afraid to say too much.

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Another Charge-I Don't Know The Details-But An Anonymous Reader Possibly Does. I Think I Found My Stalker

What worries me about this recent charge is that I was naively under the impression that someone was claiming I made verbal threats at this college. (actually the warrant was from 4-7-16 and the cop said the alleged crime was 2-7-16. Complaint wasn't filed 'til 3-7-16. So why did they wait that long?)

Something the arresting officer in the south shore said made me think: "it's pretty hard to steal someone's identity.." to do that crime. It occurred to me that suggests having to pose as the it couldn't be verbal threats made on the day of my being at the college physically. And the date he stated is different from my record of the day I was there physically.

(How would the officer who arrested and booked me in the south shore last night know the details of the crime? That my identity was stolen if he claims to not know the details?  Unless he was running off the info I had given him about the pattern of these threats having been electronic communications. That's possible.

It also seems he didn't know that one of the threatening emails was sent through a disposable email from a foriegn country- he's assuming it's done from something that has a person's true identity on it..which thus would have to be stolen to make it look as if whoever's being charged with crime.)

Also there's a reader who comments anonymously who had not only warned me before I was apprehended in Cambridge but this person also left a comment saying I chose to threaten a college police dept-not Harvard but a different college. I had no idea about this warrant or this crime and as it stands I do not have any details that would tell me if the charges were for verbal or other kinds of threats like using technology OR IF IT WAS A STAFF MEMBER AT THE COLLEGE...I would never have guessed it was any police dept that was threatened.

So only tomorrow will I know what this is about but if it is another PD as has been the pattern it's got to have a connection to WHOEVER SENDS THESE COMMENTS TO ME ON MY BLOG.
How would the reader commenting know there's such a charge at that college much less who was the recipient IF I DONT EVEN KNOW? Becuz I was in jail in NH and unaware of any MA warrants!

That comment seemed odd but now it makes sense.

So of it is another such threat with my name on it they may add it to the pile and detain me etc.

If I don't post that's why.

Wish me luck. At least if that is what's going on I have a lead to WHOEVER is doing it finally.

Hey Readers, I May Stop Posting Again For A While- Another Incident Occurred

I won't mention details for my own safety and to preserve any legal actions I may take but it seems to still be issues locally left from when I was getting alot of aggression from the local community as well as framed up.

Which gives me even more leads now into who could have been involved. I'm prepared now and as usual I will continue to utilize proper channels, remain peaceable and document any Harassment or wrong doing by authorities just as has been my behavior throughout this ordeal.

As always I leave a disclaimer that my work is partially in character or a signature especially the language used and this blog is merely theorizing, pondering and amateur research. I have no solid or specific belief of persecution. This has been my stated position in other situations or its been my policy not to speak to authorities at all other than to state my ongoing legal actions.

I work for my readers and my main objective is to publish a book. I have not done anything to jeopardize that in the past and it wouldnt make sense to do so now.

Wish me luck.

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

NY Post Article 'Myth Of The Lone Wolf Shooter' Tries To Reason With Whatever Reasonable People Are Left In USA

What this article is trying to show smart, thinking people is that lone shooters don't exist-in any circumstances. No one sits around by themselves and slowly seethes with so much hatred that they decide to go out and kill people. There has to be a reason.

The point the article is making is that there has to be something to react against-a motivator or something that has made the person desperate.
Terrorism is reactionary. I've posted this before. People who indulge in any kind of act of terrorism are desperate, suicidal, homicidal and feel as if there is no other option.
Either that or as in much foriegn terrorism theres cult type influence involved and very deep brainwashing or thought control.

Why would someone who's supposedly a loner have anything against a large group of strangers? It doesn't even make any sense. Hell, even paranoids have standards. This is just a modern tactic to scare the public into vilifying anything that isn't herd mentality.

There would have to have been people who hurt them, tortured them, made them angry, made them feel desperate enough to actually kill. No amount of 'mental illness' on its own would drive someone to those lengths-the mental illness would have to be so severe that people would notice there was something wrong with the person to begin with before it got to that point.

Acting weird or oddly isn't enough.
Like in my situation-becoming completely freaked out by your home or nest being destroyed where you were supported, tolerated and accepted for years as well as suffering ill health. Then fleeing out of fear and confusion and you become sleep deprived. Those behaviors along with being a smart mouth sometimes angry person on a public blog does not make a case for dangerousness.
JUST BECUZ SOMEONE PUTS YOUR NAME ON A FAX THEY WROTE or if they bare false witness against you-specifically if you have no violent history or any weapons charges, ownership or knowledge of firearms-doesn't make any sensible case for lone shooter potential.
Just becuz you dont like what someone writes doesn't mean you have the right to just attach their name to threatening emails.
Alas in a democracy, how else can you stop freedom of speech...or the right to bare arms?

The people perpetrating my frame up should become fiction writers. Their plots suck and are weak though. It's not unusual however in this world if people have enough money and connections, they are rewarded even though they are untalented and whatever they create or contrive no matter how ill crafted, unbelievable or piss poor in quality is forced down the gullet of the public to be accepted as a worthy creation. Perhaps they should write shitty action novels...or canned humour, predictable situational comedies for TV.

What's going on now it's unbelievable, it's really really bad. It's like Nazi Germany, East Germany or the USSR or some other historical nightmare where they can just come and grab you at any time under false pretenses and put you away that is exactly what happened to me twice. Not once-twice. And they're using punitive psychiatry the way they have in Russia historically.

For some reason in the last year or two it's degenerated to the point where they can just do whatever they want because the lone shootings are so prevalent during Obama's administration and towards the end of his presidency people are scared..or can hide behind that in the during the Salem witch trials in New England.

It's so crazy right now if you are an activist or someone else who is inconvenient or you're on somebody powerful's s*** list you can be framed up and dragged away for something you did not do and put away as if you lived in some other nation not the United States and you have no rights at all. That's how bad it is out there right now. And it's a coward's power trip: 'oh boy look at us we don't have to respect laws or due process (either the public or those in the judicial system). We can do whatever we want.' Essentially the people involved are flaunting being above the law, while hiding behind it.

And literally all the police, the hospitals and the medical staff have to do is outright lie even the jail they put you in can be abusive and they don't fear any sort of consequences.

Believe it or not a lot of journalists know what's going on and they want to help but they can't come out and say stuff about the situation because they don't want to get blacklisted or fired or whatever.

Their biggest advantage is if you do not have legal representation beforehand and if you don't have a support system or your support system is easily broken down.

Of course only during Obama could people be this asleep in dreamland and unrealistic. I mean look at the way Hillary and him talk to the American public. They talk to people like they're little children, its like our culture's been regressed.
'We're going to take things away from you for the common good!' If you want to have an adult conversation about taxes thats fine but what the hell is that?

it's much easier now because the public have been degenerated morally over the years from this ongoing constant war overseas and constantly dealing with threats of terrorism.

This country wants to b**** and moan and protest about the actions of policemen or against policeman but you are the ones that militarized your police force for foreign terrorism during Bush and that's turned ugly because without realizing it you never took into consideration that the police department perhaps hasn't changed the way that they operate.
There's always going to be corruption. You're militarizing those people too.

It became glaringly obvious to me it was never more obvious than it was when I was in that jail in New Hampshire that I don't belong in that world I don't think like these people I never have. The cops and the criminals, the COs and the inmates all resemble each other.

What shocks me is at least before they had to have some kind of premise it was real to make you look as if you had to be watched or there was an investigation.

I have to walk around at this point wondering when the next cop cars are going to come after me in the street at any time to take me to jail for something once again I didn't do that's how bad it is out there right now.

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Whoever is leaving comments with symbols39 on their keyboard stop

Unless you want to be identified and get into trouble I suggest you stop. Every time you comment it comes up with that typo even though you comment under multiple aliases.

I also find it curious that it was you who warned me before HUPD came after me for that email I was framed up with. U kept warning me to leave town. Was it YOU who sent it?

You'd love if I left town becuz then I'd appear definitely guilty of something.

You also posted with the same typo claiming I deserved this becuz I chose to threaten certain institutions. Bullshit.

Being pissed off becuz one is dealing with a corrupt, wealthy area that's been expert at hiding behind a good front since even before the days of the Salem witch trials would be normal considering the circumstances.

My bitch mother once said after this began in earnest that I could write a book but nobody would believe me. (Yet she used to always say "Can't means won't" to reflect some bullshit US Marines hard ass nonsense her father and mother brought home from the Core. This is very typical of compartmentalized people-switching.)
It's interesting that if nobody is going to believe me that THIS much effort has gone into preventing me from writing it.

The system has become so viscous and out of control that I can't even write on my blog anymore becuz I have to live in fear of someone sending threatening emails or faxes with my name attached.

That's all you have to do nowadays? Is to send a threat and simply put someone's name on it? It shouldn't be this easy in this country to frame someone up just becuz you don't like what they write.

Convenient way of preventing a citizen from utilizing their freedom of speech.

Whoever you are stop cluttering up my comments section or I will make a special effort to find out who you are.

'Dozens Of Mental Disorders Don't Exist'-The Telegraph 10/2013

Wednesday, July 20, 2016

'COURTHOUSE FILES JULY 7, 2015-New Hampshire Police Face Million Dollar Lawsuit After Arresting Man for Recording Them'

Ahh. In order to be cost effective, more ingenious methods of revenge and/or discouraging this behavior was ij order.

Ah...silly me. Should have known.

It's hard to look up stuff like this when you are kept locked up so you cant defend yourself.

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

I Was In Jail For 4 Months (Pre Trial)- I Did Not Abandon You Dear Readers

After I posted a video of police harassment on YT and wrote about it here I was arrested a day or two later and told a horrible fax had been sent to that officer's dept. My lawyer showed it to me and it was really bad-lone shooter content. They connected it to the last incident in MA and tried to really screw me. I now have to modify rhis blog for legal reasons and to protect my work but also for my own safety.

Ive been held pre trial for almost four months-the first 24 days under a 'held without bail' statute which didn't even apply to me (NH-Preventitive Detention. Only for domestic violence cases where those involved had pre existing relstionship.) I refused to plead out-i got messed with. I was smart enough to not fall for getting put into a burrrito or segregated.

And thanks to the wonderful helpful women i met and the good COs.

I was advised by many savvy women in the jail that if I do indeed have a stalker and this isn't just police retaliation as I suspected it was the person or persons could become more aggressive over time.

Im sorry I have comment moderator on so your input as readers can't be seen unless i approve it.

I would never abandon you or bow to intimidation from anyone or powers that h. Its been an obvious attempt to silence this blog.

I will continue to post occasionally but cannot divulge personal info for safety reasons.

There's a disclaimer at the top of this blog that obviously the court as well as others didn't read. It plainly states im often extremely sleep deprived when writing or making decisions due to my age, health and lifestyle this equates unwise action at times (like posting the vid before going to the ACLU and being unprotected doing so.)

Hope everyone's doing ok.