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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
Being a reasonable person of sound mind if I had concerns for my safety or others I would take responsible action for self care as my established medical history can demonstrate.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my sanity or competence based on my produced work will be construed as activist/dissident intimidation and whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by my family and support system.

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Wednesday, January 30, 2019

Needing Support From Readers-Emails and Comments Welcome

I'd like to thank all the readers and contributors whovew help through this hard time after a series of about three years that has effected my life in an adverse way.  I've had lots of support from family members my life-partner friends around me and the community.

However I've noticed a significant drop in readership as far as commenting goes and then some of you might be scared because of the negative events attached to this blog and me the author as well as more specifically the comment section due to the fact that the perpetrator of the frame-up most likely was a hacker troll paid or unpaid we don't know but someone who's very skilled in doing this was using the comment section to terrorize me before sending the emails which are strikingly similar to The harrassing comments that were sent to me the comments are non-existent now on this blog as well as on YouTube. My readers depend on you other readers to have positive experiences and advice written so that I can pass them on to them. I use comment moderator so. That I can ensure that my reader is only get positive feedback and comments and advice and not bullying. If boiling does a car I hold the comment for a spoof series of post thatat ongoing called "hate mail" where I show people in the community that you can make fun of the people doing the bullying and that you don't have to print their comments.

Feel free to email me or any questions you might have and I might be able to help with as well as don't be afraid to write me even though it takes a while to get back some of you have never heard back from you there was a time I was traveling very heavily and I could not answer my emails that's not the case right now as well as please don't be afraid to comment again other people need to hear what you have to say.

I'm entering a time of a lot of stress now being dissipated by family members and friends and significant others understanding that I need help now after advocating for so many people during these years of this ordeal. Even though I have significant caregiver stress from dealing with an aging parent as well as a significant other for the last few years with disturbing Health scares I have put myself through as usual taking care of my Affairs as I always have throughout difficult times but now I'm the one that needs them to help me and everyone is on my side and even though I continue to be mistreated five people in Authority it just seems to be a trend in the last couple of years yesterday a friend's lawyer insulted me before that someone's therapist insulted me and looking at a track record of a local dental school where I was mistreated lately though they rack rectify the situation it just seems to be the way things are going with authority and Professionals in the last three years it's been extremely dramatizing.

I know that I have people around me that will prevent any crooked behavior from happening like did before 3 years ago as well as I know that they will help me to get this fixed so that I feel like I can move on with my life time itself like that will never happen again as it did at that time when I was trying to transition and was alone and my home base was changing and I was very vulnerable and somewhere someone knew that. The person who sent the emails under my name for the frame-up who is probably the same person that was sending the terrorizing comments on my blog certainly seem to mention Harvard enough as if they were there or part of the community which is even more frightening.

If I can continue onward and still keep working on this blog even though I'm limited by my lack of right to freedom of speech until this situation is rectified and I'm protected Philly in the future by legal representation on call at all times which will be the case I continue to work and writing this blog without fear so why should you stop commenting?

 don't let them take away freedom of speech whoever people are that want it that way for their own purposes or whatever trolls who simply want to silence anybody they can what is your constitutional rights to express yourself.
 if you don't like a private company like Google or YouTube go to another platform people are freaking out over censorship on the internet but these are private companies that's the problem with us getting addicted to these private companies and using them as if it's part of our daily lives this is what we tried to warn everyone about back in the 90s.. the corporatocracy are private companies it doesn't belong to the people so when they change the rules you might be out of luck. now what are we going to do but we're just going to have to work through it until these russian-style attempts to take away our constitutional rights cease and desist.

Monday, January 28, 2019

NH Governor Ayotte Goes To Live Among Her Own Kind (BAE Systems)..The Natural Order Of Things Has Resumed 😅

Wow. Payoffs come in the most amazing forms don't they? Yet this (in THEORY of course 🙄) is atypical.

Lmfoa. It was bound to happen.

They are so corrupt she's in good company. One must think however, how it must suck to not be in public office anymore.
Yes..that must hurt doesnt it. Like being denied going outside for 4 months, locked in a madhouse with delusional players with questionable IQs..on both sides of the bars.

Psychopaths do pretty well hidden away from the public, working privately with each in in this situation listed above.

Make do, I suppose, like the rest of us.

Still, it's articles like this that refuel my hatred to healthy levels, tear away false humility born of being terrorized and trapped both physically and psychologically for four years and remind me that what I do here is worth it in the long haul.

Pretty ironic for someone who used to viscously prosecute murder cases. Hmph.

Friday, January 11, 2019

Anti Smoking 'truth' Ad Shows Generation Trained To Silence Opposing Views With Mobbing Mentality

Truth is a campaign to raise awareness about dangers of tobacco use. The ads have ranged from politically charged to now more whimsical using puppets resembling muppets.

These links sum up the suspicions of alot of people about the ads being manipulative.

Remember these companies have been doing this a long time. During WW2 soldiers gear came with Lucky Strikes cigarettes. Movie stars smoked on camera,on tv and in ad posters. Health effects werent even considered. It's a very different concept than smoking a pipe or the Native American use of tobacco. Just as is done with chemicals that come from plants and turned into powders to cause addiction by design, so tobacco is converted to many forms for ingestion that will guarantee addiction. Marketing that any way that's effective is what pushes the drug.

The godfather of exposing subliminals in advertising, Dr Wilson Bryan Key, illustrated how the alcohol industry among others use symbols of sex, death and male fears of castration to manipulate consumer behavior.

There are theories that these ads are taking advantage of the adolescent mind by using a sort of reverse psychology to cause/manufacture desire (to consume or purchase).

Is Anyone Else Suspicious Of The Truth Anti Smoking Ads?

I Hate The Truth Ad Campaign:

This ad campaign is funded by money taken from tobacco companies to raise awareness about the unhealthy effects of tobacco use in all it's varied forms.

This link exposes the Truth ad campaign  details of interest.

The Real Truth Behind The Truth Campaign:

One of the latest ads shows a group of kids sitting in a living room. One kid vaping begins simply stating that he believes that vaping is safer than smoking (we can assume that's what his full sentence would be, if he was allowed to complete it).

Before he finishes his sentence the kids basically mob him by opening their mouths and letting out fog horn sounds to cut him off and silence him.
This continues until he gives up..or rather gives in to the money rule.

This teaches youngsters to operate on might makes right premise in the interest of what is moral and right or good.  Instead of using reason and debate they are basically being shown that mobbing someone who has an opposing view especially when there's a moral interest in 'whats right' or healthy or for the good of all is the best way to deal with such a situation. Today kids have been given a special phrase for their sheer numbers and cohesiveness-'peer power'. I knew there was a reason that we Gen Xers warned society about corporations co opting our daily culture. Now everything is either militarized or resemble corporate slogans, phrases and symbols.

Another example of how using reason and critical thinking is being replaced by mindless mob rule.

It's actually pretty lazy to go along with a mob rule to solve a problem instead of having a discussion. It's also a bit frightening how the kid with the misconception about vaping isn't being educated by anyone in the room through discussion and debate (even though this is the internet generation and they could easily look it up and prove he is misinformed) but instead he's attacked like a threat or enemy faction and marginalized.

This teaches kids to intimidate people with opposing views in mobs instead of using their brains, education and understanding of living in a democracy.
It's frighteningly fascist or communistic and that is quite common now.

It's a dumb down campaign and to be honest it actual targets smart kids who aren't fitting in or getting what they need in school or in society-they will see how dumb and unfair this content is and perhaps disregard the info the ad is trying to deliver.
Also anyone with a rebellious mind at a young age where the mind and the person doesn't understand freedom yet or the benefits of adulthood where one can be rebellious and balance that with responsibility-these teens may actually disregard the ads and it causes them to want to smoke.

This may be what the threads are referring to when people are saying the ads may cause desire to smoke via reverse psychology.

If anyone that smokes or used to recalls smoking is basically a ritualistic act based on peer pressure. No one's first cigarette was tasty or wonderful. It's after the chemicals get into your system and when the oral fixation begins to become habitual and the feeling of belonging solidifies that cigarettes create the illusion of being satisfying.

I was smart enough to quit at 25. I only smoked for ten years and luckily much of those were teen years so I was limited in my opportunities to smoke on a daily basis. I've been told I had some genetic advantage with athleticism though some family members seem to carry genes for crappy lung power. Ive been to the desert every year for a decade and I'm ohyaiphysi active everyday. After I quit using the patch I walked everywhere, all the time.

Yes I miss the mental benefits nicotine, the alertness and waiting for buses is certainly much more boring and awkward and I never regained my 135lb figure I maintained through chemical means but I wish that I'd never began smoking to begin with. I wish that cigarettes weren't part of our culture and if tobacco is then it be viewed more as an herb and treated as such for whatever medicinal purposes it has.

The tobacco in manufactured cigarettes is full of other chemicals which can't be healthy for humans (formaldehyde?). 

These things should be discussed realistically. Why would anyone want to start smoking to begin with unless it was marketed extremely well? That there was an irresistible fantasy attached to it, one that seems to last decades for the consumer, until the realities of I'll health or the monotony of addiction shatter that desire.

The problem is that smoking connects to our entire society at large which is a consumer fantasy especially since after WW2. The post war fantasy is one thats unnatural and unsustainable but America never realized that level of economic growth and earning isn't realistically going to go on indefinitely. People think this is the normal quality of life in first world countries and now it's destroying age old cultures like Japan which are transforming into heartless consumerist wastelands.

In order to stop smoking, drug use and alot of other crutches, people who take on such habits must not be so deeply insecure or have such a sense of being marginalized. Our entire culture is based on being unhealthy as the norm, then seeking medicines and experts to make us healthy.

Vaping and smoking will get replaced by something else and the same tricksters behind cigarettes will sell whatever is next to the same kinds of people. Trying to mob and silence an independent but mistaken individual isn't going to change that.

How about getting rid of television and ads altogether? Wouldn't THAT be nice.