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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
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Tuesday, January 20, 2015

SCVNGR/LevelUp Startups and Stealing Target's Ideas, Activities/GS Is The Meaning Of Life

Saw this on a smartphone my friend found and gave to me. I use it for wifi only. Didn't know what it was.
Cambridge MA based company is a red flag for my GS campaign as a Targeted Individual due to the origin of myself and my being a product of second generation MK Ultra is in my birthplace of Cambridge. Harvard U, MIT etc.

Most alarming is the concept of a virtual reality created and controlled to be like a 'blanket' or second layer over physical reality-cities etc.

That is a concept I came up with and was shown by this system early on, posted in my OnMC Wordpress blog. It describes the intentions of the shadow system to utilize mass mind control in cities and towns across the USA-over civilization really, to enslave humanity.

So these bastards experiment more with it as well as make a profit?

"Freelunch"? "Begging"? I was actually in Austin TX at that SXSW that year. I had fled a corrupt transitional house for women in San Antonio supposedly Christian but like many things that hide under that faith, the women were doing harassment, getting into fights, and the owner was an upstandinf citizen who secretly put girls up in apartments for kinky sex, allegedly. It was awful.
Austin hadnt been destroyed yet as a Traveler destination so it was ok. Alot of gang stalking though, especially from males dressed like cookie cut out hipsters.
Sxsw was a nuisance and Austin is way better without it.

However i think it's interesting that i was actively being heavily harassed there and could be observed.
After that this company takes to 'begging'?

Oh good. Then due to riding the coatails of a TI and stealing their ideas due to the person being held like a slave when I begin my homeless hostel chain and try to revamp the homeless industry here in the USA I assume I can count on these people for contribution?

Universities= MK Ultra. Ongoing MK Ultra probably under a different name. The same players are involved in my experience. The military contractors and universities definitely. Certainly institutions like hospitals and medical professionals and a percentage of ALL First Responders.

This begs to question just how much are black projects like MK Ultra rooted programs linked to business? This would also show a shadow side to the already shadowy link between the businesses in the 'complex(s)' (military-industrial-entertainment, medical, prison, securities, etc).

Ive learned one thing about the shadow system here in the USA. Nobody makes it big or makes it so quickly without help or being useful to the agenda of the shadow system.

Amazing ascends to success are not miracles or quirks. They are the logical result of being involved with an all powerful influence that makes it so.
Even a junior high school math drop out like me can assess by feel, common sense and life experience that the formulations and numbers for such an investigative equation or working out of the math and stats and chance of it all would come out with a sensible, LOGICAL, working out of such successes Not the blinding 'miracles' that are portrayed with disgusting childlike wonder in articles about such companies.

Its pathetic.

I roam the Harvard Cöop with all its varied books and info and I am nowadays both freed and disappointed if not removed from that reality altogether by knowing that every book in there is meaningless information becuz they do not take into account the existence of covert operations or hidden influences in the running of our world and all of human affairs.

Its like being told the meaning of life and trying to contain the inevitable effect of going crazy.

Gang stalking is the meaning of life. The info everyone wants or is missing to explain human existence.

Its not magic nor is it a concept explaining away magick as does limited modern science.

It is the understanding of the use of 'magick' in human and worldly affairs along with science and everything we know-much of which the hidden wont tell us.

Everything makes sense. There's no such thing as they are framed and presented to us now-but in reality-miracles happen everyday if you consider magick and gang stalking activity in daily life.

Its also a warning concerning the future that Transhumanists want to create for humanity.

Anyone chipped and monitored can be turned into a slave. One that is whipped to action that causes exhaustion, ill health and loss of life. Driven to perform for it's master(s) until death and denied any right to a quality of life or self determination.

If TIs ideas being ripped off and stolen for decades now while we are monitored, harassed into action or 'performance' like dancing bears on a chain and tortured while elite connected, sleazy privedged assholes get very rich isnt proof enough of the dangers of the society Technomancers are trying to establish hiding behind Transhumanism and progress and whatever other bullshit they want to throw out there-I don't know what is.

(Dont even TRY to steal this. I WILL find out.)

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Harassment At DunkinDonuts Brighton

Uh so what is up the asses of all these 'regular guy' construction types who come in here? I CAN'T EVEN EAT MY BREAKFAST OR HAVE COFFEE WITHOUT BULLSHIT?

Dirty stares, organized harassment-all the bullshit.

When are these guys going to learn there's more to life than just organized crime and the union?

MK Ultra and the NWO are just a weee more pressing than your daily bullshit or concerns. Seriously? Its why im still fighting. Its what im supposed to be doing. This is MY JOB. Just like you have yours-and it's got to show results by a certain timeframe.

So they seem to be very territorial about this Dunkins. As if anyone they don't like, how could I DARE come in here??

This is how blatantly childish and selfish they are. Its incredible to watch.

A bunch of ill behaved little boys, of an alarming large size, operating from the same fears, insecurities and aggressions, acting as a cohesive unit.

But still just f*cked up little boys.

Listen, we are all sorry that the opiates stop working at some point (many pinned eyes among them) and your spouses cheat on you when your at work BUT THE REST OF THE WORLD DOESNT OWE YOU ANYTHING.
(A gang stalking female black perp once mentioned that the motivation that the system manipulates in these guys is their anger towards women-and that common occurrence in their lifestyle or culture feeds that resentment).

Piss off. Im going to go wherever is convenient to eat. No one is trying to invade your petty little worlds. I travel the entire country yearly on a shoestring budget that would make u brats break down and start crying.
I go lots of places for coffee NATIONWIDE and have for nine years.

Im a middle aged female. Just TRY to tell me what to do or force my Will.
Good luck with that.

Don't disturb my morning again.
Just focus on knocking down the low income housing development so they can build a park-across from the new mall they are constructing.
Just another addition to Harvard for tourists and new money people...who wont understand how disgusting it is..and how Harvard shouldn't need a mall to exist.
But now that Harvard no longer exists and Necromancy has been performed to animate an empty shell of what once was-it doesnt matter anyway.

Get to work, oh worker drones of the NWO.

Sunday, January 4, 2015

ALERT: If You Have Legit Case Get Lawyer NOW Becuz Two Years After PRISM Declassified Is Past Statute Of Limitations

THIS is why over the past two years they've been making it very hard for anyone homeless (and targeted) to use public spaces or even university computers or other resources.

It also explains why key people in the environment like homeless industry workers or police or anyone else who was a solid fixture in the environment throughout the last ten years of intense gang stalking harassment has left the area under different pretenses or circumstances.

It also makes sense that in my case the authorities pushed so hard to cause me to finally react and become discredited (arrest and probation) as well as constantly harassing me in a way that triggers racist comments from me which was never a focus before of the GS system nor was it my behavior.

This case in the link is also a great example of a Target's experience as its pretty much accurate in the tactics they pull and the kinds of people that are used.

What the author might not understand is that the excusr of a wrong Google search is just a set up-a cover story.
It might not even be valid they just make him think it is or they used it as an excuse and he was targeted anyway.

It was mentioned to me repeatedly by people around me and by random perps as I began traveling something about people 'looking up the wrong kind of website' or sex websites were mentioned as if I had looked them up and that was why I was being targeted.

A person deprogramming from mind control is very easily confused and misled and brainwashed repeatedly as to why the gang stalking is occuring.

This is done certainly by manipulating the Survivor's still mind controlled state but also the system utilizes the three parts of 'gang stalking' (psy ops, technological influence, chemical influence) to re-brainwash if you will, the Target over and over again.

Obviously just like its suspected of Guantanamo Bay and even the war, 9/11-this was all used as cover for MK Ultra type 'black' projects which use Ritual Abuse, torture, abuse of psychology and other elements of MK Ultra projects.

Friday, January 2, 2015

Two Females Linked To Black Community And Gang Stalking Fall Ill/Die-GS Camapaign Turns Into Camp Horror Movie...Perhaps Blacksploitation Spy Flick

Two perps or one perp and one low level person in on it connected to the black community un Boston has died or is dying...and the system is flipping out and coming after me with a vengence.

Its not i who makes people ger cancer or hang themselves in jail.

You wanna work for the dark brotherhood or whatever you want to call the gang stalking system you bring those consequences on yourself.

Only the people behind this know why certain people die and others dont. Usually it's people who know too much or have done alot of damage to others. Only the system knows why.
Key gs people have been disappearing at an alarming rate over the last year. Some seem to simply go elsewhere some move up elsewhere and othets are killed off.

They've been pulling the same voodoo crap they did years ago Someone made sure a hawk (my guide bird possible representation of Horus) dropped out of the sky in front of me a few days ago.
Then after my companion refused to call animal control he insisted on putting the hawk in the cemetary on a slab of stone over a grave. It looked just like a ritual sacrifice table with the bird on it.

Ir kept bothering me the bird wasnt with the earth so hours later i returned to find someone had taken the bird to a grassy area near some fenced in graves but its chest had been cut or ripped open. I dont know enough about the anatomy to tell if the heart was removed but this again would have matched a ritual sacrifice killing.

The red scarf my companion had wrapped it in on the stone slab was neatly hung up on the wrought iron fence around the graves-so an animal didn't drag it over there but one could have been responsible for opening the chest cavity.
My male friend/boyfriend claimed he did not return and move the bird or mutilate it.

One of the women was white and heavily involved or tied to the Boston black community and the other one, who allegesly has cancer is an African American woman who was a long time advicate at a local Cambridge women's drop in day shelter which was heavily involved in gang stalking.

A local drunk slipped the other day and said this woman has cancer and .."the police are behind her..and Im glad because she used to be.." then she caught herself very quickly before continuing as she realized it was me she was talking to, then continued with "...a Cambridge homeless woman".

Why would the (Boston or other ) police be 'behind her' due to a terminal disease of the body beyond any human beings control? And what was this drunk woman going to reveal that she "used to be" that so deserved local police to be "behind her" when she developed cancer?

In recent months African Americans and wiggers have been relentlessly on my ass or hovering around this area as if part of some plot in a really bad war movie..about really stupid spies.

Are these people serious? What the F*CK is the problem?
When are these people going to grow up and realize this system victimizes EVERYONE involved?
It uses people. THAT IS WHAT THEY DO. THAT IS ALL THEY DO. They dont care who dies as long as they get the result they want.

This petty fighting back and forth mentality only shows me that indeed the system has an endless supply of people as a resource to do their dirty work for them.

Thats not my problem. Ypu choose to play for these people you pay the consequences

Im only trying to do my job by writing a book.

If people want to see it as anything more than that its on them.