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Saturday, April 2, 2016

Please Read This Post: coup d'etat Predicted By Local Claiming To Be Police

Its a terrible gene pool in Manchester almost as bad as Nashua which resembles a Medieval village of defectives.
Peasant DNA from Europe. People who will get into mischief when taken out of apprenticeship and farming which these kinds of people have been doing for millenia or in more modern times-mindless factory work with the help of Laudinem. (An opiate mixture taken by factory workers two centuries ago to deal with the monotony and bad working conditions. Getting such peopld hooked on heroin isnt that difficult).

Manchester seems to be mostly people who work hard and buy things enjoying upward mobility through money but higher education seems lacking. I dont think theres alot of Masters and above like the places I usually stay in for long pwriods. Higher education here seems sorely lacking.

The poor whites are akin to ghetto blacks without overt urbanization-aggresive hicks many of whom look like peasantry, listening to rap music and driving hoopties.

The aggression of the young males and even those in their 20s is appalling when considering its being directed at an older woman like myself one who is older and houseless.

The sheer number of punk asses in this area is astonishing. For all Boston's faults the old school Irish cultural norm of protecting females is intact. It may even be a WASP trait from MA. Theyd be beat up where I come from.

So seeing how sick this place is as well as how much abuse of power seems to accompany a herion epidenic as well as police corrupton I decided calling higher authority is in order.

It seems the police are very corrupt here. Its always around the drug areas. They seem to also have a lot of kids who are a mess involved locally or people who are too young to posess what they drive around in and brag about at home. Im worried about the kids theres alot of very angry young males who exhibit behavior atypical of boys who have been molested-Im fearful there's a pedo or abuse network maybe connected to the drug trade and corrupt authorities.

Generally alot of young males seem violent and angry even when they have material gain or stability. This is an insular society unlike Boston. Theres social isolation and a lack of Diversity. Which may explain why power is abused with ease mostly by males-these people all know each other locally. Its not international. Also I am breaking social norms by dressing masculinely so theres an anti gay, gender discrimination active in the harassment. Which is in line with so much sexism being experienced from males.

I feel that becuz Ive been harassed multiple times by males that these are attempts to break me down so I will engage in sexual acts against my Will or become part of a human trafficking network which often accompanies the drug trade.
Trying to frame me up as mentally ill is a perfect way to coerce me into any sort of illegal activity as Im discredited and fearing for my safety. I may agree to anything.

Also which banks and businesses are performing money laundering services which may explain so much strange aggression, in an insular society, from civilians.

All this needed to be reported to higher authorities. Which may or may not bring results.

Then two males who looked scruffy, tall with long hair and beards were waiting in front of a store. Waiting for me it almoat looked like becuz when I approached they suddenly decided it was time to leave. They bro'd it up by shaking hands in that fashion.

After all the bullshit today and having to walk in the rain to a totally different part of town due to fearing from my safety from the last harassment incident, and seeing the antenna on his and the other man's trucks I brazenly asked if he was a cop.

I then asked why the DEA wasnt doing anything about the heroin problem here in southern NH. He said something about their sitting around doing a whole lot of nothing. That thats where "we" come in. I further inquired mostly out of disgust for this entire area and corrupt authorities at this point.

He was more agreeable than I expected. He claimed the system was broken. That there was only one 'fix'. Grab your weapons. That it was a shame it had to be done this way but the rot and coeruption had gone too far.

He also mentioned that a friend of his just passed away who was from MA from an overdose. So heres a person allegig to be an undercover police officer who has friends who use heroin. Mmmkay.
(Keep in mind that people in this area who do engage me in conversation do so after making sure I see them do a gesture so I know they are gang stalking perps. Often the content of their conversation is striking personal information which has consisted of either they having kids or relatives who are either
-homeless or
-heroin addicts
Neither of which I believe due to the way I just described the interactions occuring.) Theres also alot of individuals here who may belong to Christian groups and I may be being abused by religious cult brainwashed individuals as that would be the way a perp group could be controlled.
Theres a male who appears homeless who I see at night in a local shop whom began gesturing me and wearing black and red after gaining my trust. He made a strange comment when discussing getting sleep during the day as a houseless person as opposed to night time that consisted of making reference to my being a vampire. Seriously. So if this is tied into a religious group with the level of lack of education I mentioned it could be dangerous and seems very scary to me that such a concept even enters into my activism and MK Ultra war crimes generally. People say strange things here...that seem for shock and not true.

The alleged officer and myself further discussed the drug problems here and in surrounding areas. We agreed the DEAs hands are tied. Big powers are bringing drugs into the country. I said that probably the remaining DEA are involved in the drug trade anyway which has been written about for years.

I voiced concerns about Shaw taking over leadership of the entire New England FBI jurisdiction. That he was formerly counter intelligence in NY FBI. During 9-11.

The conversation ended with my being calmed by a genuine interaction, being validated and getting a brutally honest answer about our country's future.

Which would explain why Im being almost pushed into Canada...or does it?

Thats a great ploy to frighten someone out of their homeland.

But its happened before:

This may be why authorities seem to exist in a lawless culture right now. Why they have gotten out of control. It doesnt matter anymore. There is no justice, no due process, no future....anyway.

So since I now realize that people in southern NH are COMPLETELY OUT OF THEIR MINDS and dangerously disconnected from the reality of the outside world it wont be hard to leave the area.

Police IDing In Manchester Continues-Possible Harassment

(Wow. Family Dollar is rough huh? Girl works inside said they take too long to show up when they actually need them. The guy inside said "Its the neighborhood." That is what makes it normal to approach and harass a customer on private property when employees didn't call. Then ask for ID and use anything you say against you.
Employee claims they are always hanging out at motel across the street.
Reeeaaally? Im from a big city...uh exactly what is so interesting over at the motel, eh?)

Its become obvious that since Im a sort of canary in a coal mine that with whats happened to me in past two years, authorities are out of control and lawlessness has set in.

The police harassment tonight lets me know that possibly no place within New England FBI jurisdiction is safe becuz remember this pressuring from authorities began with a false terrorism tip to the Boston FBI over the summer (when I moved to RI so I was completely unaware of the frame up.) This also all coincides as I've mentioned with the exit of some people in power from death or leaving office and a slew of new people in key positions in Boston-Cambridge, MA and the New England area. Also GE is changing residence from Connecticut to MA. That's ALOT of power concentrated in one small area, of DARPA and military contractors.

Somehow they've turned a false terrorism tip into a frame up with a false claim of a threatening email then a bogus diagnoses after being sectioned by the very police dept I was going to the ACLU about.
It wasnt hard to isolate me from my long time home base- Harvard Sq, around the the university, where I had a support system in the street scene. Everyone there pretty much has something they are up to that they could be compromised for or they dont want to be targeted as well.
Long time acquaintances dropped me off our social networking site without notice before the email incident with HUPD. Locals kept mentioning "entrapment" in conversations around me as if trying to warn me.

After being harassed tonight I decided to leave the area. I'm curious to see if being outside New England FBI jurisdiction helps the situation at all. I have a theory that the new guy Shaw might be trouble for activists. He worked in NY during 9-11 and we all know the history of COINTELPRO.

Now I Know Why I Was Warned To Leave US In 2012-Targeted To Give Up, Conform- No Freedom Left In USA

Its like a total fucking police state but no one sees it.

Mon-Fri most cities and towns are psycho managed so that I can't think straight, function as an activist or even retain any sense of true Self.

On weekends it becomes very obvious that something is severely wrong during the week and that becomes most evident onnfederal holidays.

Its like its become a totally false reality and somehow the system being used now thats in place can accomplish that-Mon-Fri from approximately 6am-12 midnight Monday-Friday.

And I cannot BELIEVE the amount of common everyday people in on gang stalking harassment. When the system finds out a Target is in the area its like 80-90% of the human beings you will cross paths with from the time you wake up until you go to sleep.
Its fuckin insane.
And in most cities and towns the system now knows in advance before a TI arrives not the variable time frames I experienced from city to city or town years ago. Only a local shelter sticking to the law for fear of a felony charge didnt tell locals I was in town and so I had a few days of normalcy-only that woke me back up to realize what was happening and I wasnt truly going crazy or had become so immersed in the GS system that I was drowning to death so suicide looked like the only way out.

It also seems that a TI is monitored much more closely than ever before. Like they can hear everything a Target says even to ones self. Thought patterns seem monitored. Music in most stores immediately becomes like psy ops radio-tailored to the Targeted Individual.

Its like Ive been permanently abducted and live in a controlled lab and not in America on planet earth.

And Im definitely being treated like a terrorist or public enemy number one. Like Bin Laden or the like.

The attempts to entrap me are ridiculous and police seem to be able to just do whatever they want.

I may as well not even ever have started to fight back with activism when its Mon-Fri.

Its like all Ive done and fought for over the past 15 years is meaningless.

The brainwash through INTERFACE doesnt fuckin stop-everything from thouhts to feelings that cant be controlled-Im being convinced that I cant win and that what I know isnt important anyway,

That it doesnt matter to anyone.That no ones listening to me anymore anyway. That what Im doing doeant matter.

I see now why I was warned to get out of the USA 2012.

I can't even reach my true sense of self or have a natural continuum of who Ive evolved into over these years time.

It's horribke.

To never have existed...until Saturday. Til Monday morn.

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