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Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Michael Aquino MINDWAR, Child Molestation Charges and National Security

From PSYOP to Mindwar" - be afraid

Satan and the U.S. Military
"Russoniello would later be implicated in efforts to cover up the links between the Nicaraguan Contras and South American cocaine-trafficking organizations, raising deeper questions about whether the decision not to prosecute Hambright and Aquino had "national security implications."

Michael Aquino, child molester?



This is an action brought pursuant to the Privacy Act of 1974, 5 U.S.C. S 552a(g), in which plaintiff alleges that the U.S. Army Criminal Investigation Command (CID) has refused to amend a Report of Investigation (ROI) which states that plaintiff was the subject of an investigation for sexual child abuse and related crimes. Plaintiff seeks to remove his name from the title block of the investigation, he seeks damages for the alleged willful and intentional misconduct of the Army for refusing to accurately maintain this record, and he seeks attorney fees and costs. Defendant United States Army seeks dismissal of plaintiff's Privacy Act complaint and judgment on the administrative record denying plaintiff's requests."

The only doubt that this could be worthy of is if people in high places were trying to frame him it would be easy enough to have someone dress like him as his appearance is theatrical in nature and anyone could use makeup etc. If someone is involved in Nazism it seems logical that powers like Israel would not be too pleased and might take counter measures.
I have a ritual abuse memory of someone dressed in a Dracula costume that resembles Aquino being involved in a spiritual marriage to the Satanic deity ritual acting as a stand in for that entity. However, it could be someone from the same cult where dressing like that was part of the cult's activities or thing to do in rituals. It could also be to frame him up later. Its not to say it was not him but I cant say that it was. Many Survivors seem to recall a person of his description. I know that his image has been replicated in media when we were kids and its still being done in media. More psychological warfare. More 'mindwar'

Someone claiming to be Aquino is posted on the internet as arguing the MindWar paper never had any connections to MK Ultra or Nazi experiments.
He is correct in that MINDWAR only advocates the use of the electromagnetic weapons we are hit with as TIs...and specifically disses the use of the CIA's mind control drugs that were documented to be used in MK Ultra as part of experimentation.
However, wasnt the military experimenting with radiation and many experimentees claimed that they were used in both as cross over experimentees?

I think people are connecting MINDWAR to the entire conspiracy becuz of its basically suggesting utilizing mass mind control through technologies and information manipulation, psych warfare etc as well as his obsessions with Nazi occultism.

To anyone sensible its obvious as to whats going on however its the act of actually getting legal justice and that doesnt seem to happen. 

Harvard Once Again Has To Define And Control The Local Homeless Population/Is My Former Companion A Perp?

So my former traveling companion screws me over with his new 21 yr old girlfriend, a real whiny little terror from Detroit, MI he picked up in Burlington, VT and suddenly he gets a first spot interview of his homeless story in the Harvard Crimson? Are you serious? He's only been out here for two years and he spent all last year driving me nuts on the road.

He and his girlfriend purposefully were mean and exploitative of me as I tried to help her when she came down here from VT. I looked her up on a social networking site and she is also a spoilt little brat middle or upper middle class kid, whos own mother posts comments on posts telling her to look in the mirror. However she keeps bragging she's from Detroit. (Hmm...I got invasion of body space perped by a black guy with a red t-shirt that said "Detroit" on the bus. Could just be a jerk from MI. )

By her actions it seems she has this immature delusion she's going to run me out of the square or something, and does things like flies signs announcing they are engaged or writes graffiti on the walls of the Holeyoke Center restrooms about her and he being together forever. Everyone I talk to thinks its really petty. Of course most of the actual core homeless arent in this Crimson interview project.
She might even work for the gang stalking system either through him or by some connection of her own.
I dont mind if they get on with their lives, in fact I was helping him to get on with her and a new storage space thats more convenient becuz of his being helpful to me when I was very sick and needed a travel companion. The plan was to have him go his own way becuz I am starting to unravel in alot of ways. However, if she wants to turn her new relationship into making me feel uncomfortable in my own territory that was my dads and is now mine...thats not acceptable. That happened once in 2003 I was driven from my home and its not going to happen again, especially since my connection to Harvard goes back to my parents meeting here and my dad making livable squats in the area in the late 60s.
My city. Mine.

In case anyone is curious, recall my candid posts about my former companion. For all of his helpfulness to me in a time where my health was critical he is  not the best human being in the world. (With living in oppression up against absolute powers, you may find people you can trust but there is a high price either morally or spiritually).

There are alot of people of bad character out here and thats not something the Crimson is covering in their piece on Harvard's Homeless. The cops and everyone else knows whos out here and its basically a lot of sex offenders (whether they can afford to pay off or not so they dont get arrested and have to register is irrelevant), pedos, people on drugs and an endless supply of informants for police as well as people either in on gang stalking or aware of the campaigns and its existence. (How much they know or are capable of understanding is always in question but most people who are homeless are of bad enough character that they wouldnt blink an eye at unethical human experimentation or MK Ultra projects etc.)
There are genuine cases of need and being truly oppressed as there are many of being truly down and out- like myself and a woman out here who has MS who's waiting for housing as well as kids who are just young and experimenting or genuine free spirits.  Harvard's homeless are people who are targeted (whether they know it or not) or people trying to find themselves, artists, Travelers, dirty kids- funky interesting types.
However, lets not romanticize the scene.
Also this is yet  another piece of media making the homeless seem like helpless, one dimensional beings- basically a never ending line of people with sob stories.

That 20th century crap has to end. People need to really know who is out here and be aware that sob stories as they are marketed by the media are the result of homeless people being forced to pander to the system and basically lie about who they are and hide becuz homelessness and poverty to a lesser extent, are still vilified by our capitalist society. There are genuine sad stories but there is always more too it as well as many people who are very traumatized without support are likely to stay homeless becuz it provides a tribal/family environment where they feel safe, looked after and free of social demands. If its due to the system burning someone very badly, why would they go back to living in society? Once you've faced how big the monsters are that run powerful countries, you seldom want to take part every again.

As long as we have these babysitters and outsiders representing us we will consistently be misrepresented and oppressed. (If a movement started with internal representation, it would probably be infiltrated by working for the authorities anyway). Harvard is trying to do the best Liberal good by making society once again feel sympathy for the homeless or at least understand who it is these new YUPpies run into every day in thier neighborhod and true enough its better than alot of other places would AZ for instance.
However, I notice that the basic content of the writing is that these people either once had normal lives the public can relate to or they are on thier way to trying to get back to whats considered 'normal'- and that is defined first and foremost by being housed.

My former companion, his girlfriend and countless other people that such pieces feature are not the core of homeless scenes where they are staying. These are not people that we would choose to represent us or even to speak on homelessness.
For example, my former companion, his girlfriend and at least one other person in this piece are people who have not been out that long, are not people who are going to be out very long. They are people who basically want to go back inside as they are very uncomfortable being houseless.
These are people who whine a lot about being houseless, the conditions they live under and arent opportunists as in getting the most they can out of being homeless. They have not adapted and furthermore dont seem to consider the benefits of what started out as a bad situation born of necessity.

Its not the 90s anymore. The public no longer consider us the latest worthy cause or social issue to focus on. There are no Tracy Chapman songs about driving in fast cars for escapism then getting a job as a checkout girl to run away with the car's driver someday after taking care of a dying father. Nor songs telling normal housed people that if they were out here, then they'd "really know what its like". (BTW, the Chapman song is lame ass and as a homeless person makes me want to give up due to it being so whiny, self pitying and pandering to making reasonable excuses for being homeless...and pandering to the donations dept).
Unfortunately in the USA and perhaps abroad, the public are never told the truth about 'what its like' thus they misunderstand our very existence. Nowadays they basically cant stand us generally and want us marginalized and away from day to day existence.  Terrorism and the economy have driven Americans to be cautious and much more conservative about what they will tolerate. Likewise, the homeless population has become larger and for some reason more bold and full of indecent morons who are screwing up things for everyone in every part of the USA. I travel, I know whats going on out there.

Besides I have personally experienced that within the homeless population the intelligence networks actually have people working for them. Scary people many of them damaged or their job is to appear that way.

Americans are endlessly naive about the dark side of a civilization. In a population like 'The Homeless' where there isnt even any representation from within its ranks and much of what goes on is hidden from the public do you not think that the seedier forces of society would not take advantage of that? Its not surprising that everything from prostitution to drugs to police informants to intelligence agents is connected to homelessness.
Its a cover for many things just as prostitution, another culture that exists in a grey area hidden from the public and kept mysterious to them, is covering up money laundering, arms dealing, drugs, human trafficking and pedophile rings. Even murder. And of course, like the entertainment industry, is a haven for mind control slavery. One could say that a prostitute under a pimp's control is brainwashed. How else would such a relationship work? Pimped women are a bit different than independent workers.
Intelligence networks hide mind controlled slaves in these ranks and thats one of the areas its obvious it connects to organized crime. Its funny...they hide actively useful MC slaves in prostitution then when its 'time to go' and you are no longer of use, you get targeted into the homeless population and discredited as being mentally ill or a horrible person who deserves such fate- of course that slander is based on your former association with the first culture mentioned. Its all so convenient! Like the mafia owned construction companies so they had a place to dispose of bodies (in the cement). Gotta think efficiently when you are a criminal!

Why trust what the Harvard Crimson tells you about homeless people? There is no background checks no character witnesses, no references, no documentation. Those people could say anything. And to be honest if I were to agree to be interviewed which I would not, I would have to by deceptive about my situation to not be immediately perceived as mentally ill.
I want very badly to explain away the piece's content as the results of naive youth of the author but I have experienced these same kids over the years taking part in the sophisticated gang stalking system.
I would love it if I was interviewed and could say I was a Targeted Individual for eight years or if any of the whistle blowers Ive met over the years could have thier say in how they fit into the homeless population.

Harvard University is the elite. Harvard was one of the institutions documented to have been involved in MK Ultra projects. Harvard University professors use local escort services, just like any other lonely, successful men or men who dont have time for relationships. Harvard abuses power. According to locals in thier ethics classes they teach only what world leaders and others in power have been arrested for. In other words, what you probably cant get away with.

Harvard's control of the area's homeless shelters also takes away any chance at an alternative homeless club or hostel being run in this area of Cambridge by the only shelter available being the winter/summer programs of the Harvard Sq Homeless Shelter run exclusively by students and outside volunteers and a new youth shelter (this is misleading becuz the people behind this planned shelter are students from the Harvard Sq Homeless Shelter winter/summer program!).
Actually this new shelter could devastate what is left of the Harvard scene becuz the police might start doing nightly sweeps and simply tell people that they have to stay at the shelter and can no longer hide somewhere in Harvard at night.
However Harvard is clever in keeping tight control on the gates to the area if you will. There is a desire by us and by the residents to keep people out of the area who would exploit its culture and monetary status by having a shelter here that would allow just anyone as most regular shelters do, without the rules and standards of the HSHS.
People dont understand how ghetto Central Sq Cambridge is and the homeless from that area are drunks/ addicts from a wet shelter called 240 Albany Street where you have to be on drugs to stay there. Those are NOT the same demographics and our scene is a completely different culture. One that is being destroyed by the same repeat offenders are every other culture in society right now in the USA: Yuppies and ghetto culture. African American ghetto culture defines most of the homeless communities in the USA. Harvard and other select areas are the only way to live in something safe, alternative, intellectually stimulating and away from a negative culture that is destroying western civilization world wide- and in the USA keeping the privatized prison system to 90% capacity at all times. ( Like it or not the reality of the 21st century is that racial equality is being used as a Trojan horse mechanism to destroy civilized western society. Its not about race anymore or the old civil rights agenda. Its about class wars, poverty and the exploitation of the poor. Homelessness is the last human rights frontier in the USA. Within this sphere, no outsider dare to speak to any of us about thier standards of Equality, Diversity etc. Lest they would like to live among us.)
 There was a time when the cops were on our side just a few years ago where, if the kids from Boston  came to deal drugs in Harvard and they got too obnoxious they would be arrested repeatedly until they got the message. We love Harvard becuz for all of its selling out it will not pander to the most destructive, racist, keep down culture that worships underachievement or achievement through a total lack of moral compass. Its shocking to me that new cops here ask people why they choose to come to Harvard instead of Boston. Duh. Becuz being homeless or dealing with political oppression is bad enough- giving in to a culture that demands you become a dumbed down animal and glorify its process the whole while is beyond suicidal.

Another reason to hide homeless reality from the public. Look how much crime is connected to the black communities which at once foster a victim status and contain some of the most connected gangs in the country fast becoming world wide, proven to have become successful by dealing crack for the CIA viz Iran-Contra. ACORN is an example of an organization that exists in this culture and hides its connections to organized crime while claiming to help victims of oppression. (Underage ones at that.)
Smart people know this and want nothing to do with it. Harvard provides that as do many affluent artistic, intellectual centers where there is a trickle down effect benefiting the homeless in the area.

What would happen if some of us pulled an old school Cambridge style stunt as in how the Women's Center was secured- by squatting a building to create a clubhouse or shelter all our own, finally not run by the social workers and babysitters and NOT a free ride? Work to stay, contribute and pay a small fee either nightly or for membership. We can keep out the troublesome homeless that none of us want to deal with as we know the cops dont and the residents also do no. At least the HSHS has a structure that allows them to get rid of sh*theads fairly quickly and thier decorum sets a standard of behavior for the residents that stay there (when they aren't taking part in gang stalking or keeping down a person troublesome to the system lol).

This is not even approached or thought of in any content we see in reference to 'homeless people'. Its all about sob stories or excuses based on claiming they are going inside to be like normal people as soon as possible. Anyone else, especially older is portrayed as a lost cause. A vagabond. Modern day peasants. (Peasants had a more cohesive culture and probably dressed better, more like Travelers.)

If I tried a stunt like this today in what is supposed to be a Liberal Leftist mecca I would be arrested and probably charged with not only trespassing but some sort of terrorism bs. It wouldn't even be seen as an attempt at revolutionizing a scene or fighting for freedom of a people. It would be a violation of law, an attempted interruption of the status quo and business as usual. It would offend people. No one has time for such things- they are all trying to network, succeed at Harvard, make connections, pay off loans and cement thier careers living of the Harvard brand name.

No one even understands what kind of homeless scene grows around a place like Harvard or UC Berkeley or Austin TX etc. They are portrayed as standard 'homeless' people with lame stories. Referring to them as 'Harvard's Homeless' gives them even less power as Harvard I guess has some sort of ownership over these people. Instead of the scene being part of Harvard Sq itself. You are part of..but still marginalized.

Would you trust a write up about the homeless from an elite Ivy League college publication? Think about this for a moment. Now that you are thinking and not being led around by the nose, I assume the answer is 'no'.

Alot of spin is put on homelessness in this 20th century fashion that is counter productive as well as manipulative. It hides all of the human and civil rights violations within the homeless industry and culture which includes the actions of the community itself where the homeless reside usually by thier law enforcement. Harvard however is lenient and tolerant but there is absolutely no mediators between the homeless population and the community itself. Police informants and people that are friendly with cops are not adequate mediators by definition. A few years ago the police were more familiar and communicative with us but now they seem at war with us due to events that were probably facilitated by outside forces- even black ops type companies or at least covert actions to cause chaos to create this now need for false order. Its the latest thing law enforcement is up to in every city..that or the business associations.

Now if there was a true understanding of the homeless by the community and a legal, sensible connection via representation etc then it would be harder to oppress this population in this way and it would be easier for the communities that have homeless populations to manage them- to stop bad squatting, severely mentally ill people making trouble, harassment of residents, aggressive panhandling etc. All the things that no society should have to deal with from street people.

Articles like this only keep in place a sick, deceptive and exploitative relationship that society has with 'The Homeless' in every city and town around the USA. The homeless that arent corrupt or mercenary as well as the communities suffer. All the usual assh*les get what they need and want of course- the crooked cops, the drugs dealers and whoever else can benefit from disadvantaged people existing in an oppressed, underrepresented, marginalized society where much of what goes on is hidden and the public are kept ignorant about how the society is structured and what demographics exist in it.

Spare Change newspaper is bs and I bet the moment that anyone started to make any sort of impact in a homeless newspaper the person would be targeted out of the scene or the newspaper would shun them or it would cease to be etc.

There is a reason that Reagan released all the mentally ill from the institution in the 80s and he and Bush's administration had alot to do with getting crack cocaine onto the streets. Then during Clinton the gentrification began making homelessness worse. Then 9-11, the war, terrorism and Bush's America where humans were drastically devalued. During Obama its the economy.
Its been engineered over decades to ensure that dissidents cannot operate out of coffeehouses or can rise up from the streets. Who have you seen as an example of that other than people rising up out of black ghetto culture to some sort of success?

Recall that Valleley when alongside Aquino  in authoring the MINDWAR paper were trying to certain things about American culture- namely the counter culture.    Look around you- by way of what was conceptualized in that paper as well as decades of influencing events and social engineering- they have succeeded.

As if Harvard would not be part of if not backing that sort of agenda.

Truly dissident voices are no longer allowed to be heard in the 21st century. All the latest and tried, true, tested methods of intelligence and military know how are used to keep western civilization orderly according to the agenda of interested parties with the power to do so. Unless of course they require chaos then it is carefully crafted and manufactured- for your consumption.

A total false environment. A soft core or hidden military dictatorship. And no one sees it or very few.

I dream of having a homeless tv show on CCTV or a real homeless publication with meaning. However, that will never happen in the USA not past the 90s nowadays and these ideas I just mentioned here might be taken up by disinfo agents posing as people like me so as to make sure only  versions of such  good ideas are not a threat to the status quo come into existence or  can be quickly rendered harmless. Another passing fad or media content in our still throw away society.

Tech advances and mass communications have allowed the designers of reality to take control of the world we live in and ensure its completely fabricated. Information control and deception are the main components. Its hard to tell what alt news sources or voices are credible or working for the very system they claim to be fighting against.

Breaking new ground, innovating or trying to restore a balanced, truly civil society is totally unacceptable nowadays. That is  the worst kind of terrorism in the minds of the powers that be.

The Homeless are full of people who are strong or extraordinary due to their boldness, physical endurance, agility both mental and physical, good looks that stay even under such conditions specifically Travelers.  Most normal people who even become homeless go to shelters for a short time and then get their situation rectified immediately. To venture out to the fringes of society takes more.
The people being represented as helpless sympathy cases that are forced to pander to average people in society for approval in pieces like this are a population that the powers are afraid of. Imagine anyone in our ranks with any sanity left organizing, getting rid of the idiots and infiltrators and moving towards some sort of political and economic autonomy. Think about the conditions we live under. We are like soldiers in a never ending theatre. There is always fighting or emergency situations. You would not believe the homeless conditions I have seen that resemble third world country standards like in San Diego CA etc where the homeless are completely marginalized from the rest of the community, unlike Harvard Sq's homeless population.

Yet, my travels, documentation and research have resulted in mapping out just a fraction of this country's homeless scenes and populations. Does it seem like articles as linked above are trying to really communicate who and what is really out there or just misrepresent the local houseless people and pander excuses for their existence to a housed, employed,  functional society?

There is a reason that the system keeps homeless people in a grey area where they are tolerated yet marginalized. I dare anyone to really try to fully oppress us, make us get housed by force or make homeless camps like the ones in South Carolina. (I agree with the city's decision, its thier right to create such a solution to thier homeless problem and its not a camp that keeps people against their will as the Liberal media have claimed.  It simply tells homeless people they cannot sleep in the city they have to stay at the camp instead and can leave to go away from town when they please. Again, another grey area where the protection of the city and its residents is used as the rationale and this works well when employed in only one or a few areas. However looking at pics their homeless scene is overcrowded, disgusting, disorderly and out of control. This sort of tolerance then switch to total zero tolerance is the problem with every part of the USA. There needs to be a management of the population and standards of behavior set. If people cant adhere THEN put them in jail and camps.)

This would cause an uprising, a rebellion or some sort of formation of an alternative scene to form which is what should be happening anyway. Its why bad behavior is tolerated. Its why the people above are being misrepresented or allowed to misrepresent themselves.
Its unacceptable especially since homelessness in America is utilized in such disgusting ways for political ends that are sinister and connected to organized crime, war crimes, civil and human rights abuses.

Until homeless club houses exist that aren't run by shills for the system and infiltrators who will do the system's corrupt bidding, I wouldnt listen to any elitist publication or anyone else for that matter on the subject of homelessness.

Its interesting to be witness to the fascinating occurrence of symbiotic relationships between both the lowest classes and the highest powers which seem to benefit each other in such a complimentary fashion- both of course being of bad character and out for themselves. For all my love of Harvard and feeling safe here, I cant deny that they are actively still involved in MK Ultra connected projects, behavior modification and any number of elite games serving thier interests.

Lawsuit Against Bush And Blair For War Crimes International Lawyers Seek Justice For Iraqis

Many Targeted Individuals like myself claim that thier campaigns become 24-7, brutal, overt and began including severe torture both psychologically and physically in 2003 or so, right after 9-11 and during war time.

If you havent seen it, look up Bush joking at a dinner where he spoke, in reference to weapons of mass destruction. "I know those weapons of mass destruction have got to be somehwere around here!".

When you read this you begin to unfreeze or become free of the brainwashing tactics used on TIs and the public alike that make these brutal war crimes seem meaningless, invalid even a subject of fun.
Its a tactic to invalidate both the victims of these crimes and the citizens that had to be privy to them.

Other countries are not so mind controlled concerning these issues.

Its relavant to being targeted becuz of how severe and active many of our campaigns became during this time period. Some of us had our entire lives and futures ruined due to gang stalking campaigns being able to be hidden under the guise and confusion of war time or anti terrorism, especially abusing the Patriot Act. 

Monday, April 28, 2014

Harvard Business Review: What Business Can Learn From Modern Organized Crime

Interesting how most TIs aren't aware of the trends in the world. Put this info with what we know about the classified technologies and other capabilities as  well as being realistic about how corrupt authorities are-we now live in a world that's basically constantly dominated by oppressive corrupt authority as well as world wide organized crime.

This is the enslavement of the NWO.
No privacy, constant war, constant exploitation, no peace or true order anywhere. Just constant war of some variety. Either manufactured by the military industrial complex or corporations, banks and organized crime trying to take what a citizen has. It will never end now.

Its not worth having anything or living in society becuz someone will always ruin or take what you have.

Nobody cares or is rebelling. People are becoming sheep simply to avoid being targets of some sort of misfortune.

I wonder how much gang stalking is due to org crime networks. The description of the people they are outsourcing to sound a lot like perps profiles. Especially the breaking the law and bragging rights part.

So the world has to suck now becuz someone invented technologies and gave them to humans which obviously was not a good idea.

I hate this fuckin planet. And when you do find someplace decent or livable they destroy it.

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Israeli Tries To Mess With Me, Gets Served..@ Another College Town Another State

In another state  traveling. In an Ivy League college area.

On popular street college kids go, spanging.

Cops have been OK in this area other than doing their whole stalking and harassment of possibly the homeless or anyone who doesn't look conformist or rich. Which I guess they could be using as an excuse to be on my ass a lot at night but they use any excuse nowadays to serve the 1% interests and as we've seen from OCCUPY they simply get scumbags to ruin homeless scenes across the country so that those excuses are legitimized.

In this falafel shop trying to get WiFi to find my way back to a location.

I heard this female voice ordering food but she kept alternating her desired food items with harassment. "I want to order....a bully". "I want to order...bitch". It started out with bitch as this is their standard now and has been in use for a few years.

They have random people go by me like at Kenmore when I'm spanging and try to spread slander that I am a bitch. Its a staple. I notice that less and less people are listening to this or believing it or caring at all.

The tone of her voice and the raspiness was typical of many ISRAELI young females. I looked and surely she had the look also.
I asked if she was from Israel and one of her two gay friends answered yes for her. She got sheepish and stayed that way.

He asked wasn't she beautiful and I said they all had the same look they all looked the same over there. We discussed I agreed she was beautiful. I artfully controlled this situation. She was put down it was great. She got cowardly and tried to deny she was from Israel.
It was great.
Then I told the gay kid I had two Israelis when I was young.. he questioned details and we ended up reveling in my story. But again I HAD them..and thus she was meat also. Pretty meat right?

Funny how she ordered food but got served up instead.

Her tactic was similar to the infamous Monty Python episode where Cleese and Palin play chef and customer where Cleese sneaks alternately insults into the exchange. Eventually Palin questions him.

Its noted that a lot of psychology was toyed with in Python specifically by Cleese. He even used to parody some of the covert communications he saw on TV as a kid during WWII in Britain.

Israelis are consistently rude to me and they referring to me as a bitch has been part of my GS campaign for years.

This college is one favored by Jews and I notice I got active tactics from employees but when around another nearby college I was left alone.

Whatever. Too bad. I'm doing what I am supposed to do while I am alive on this planet.
Whoever it inconveniences must be doing wrong then.

Like 9-11 wrong. Like mass mind control managing society wrong.

What was telling was how much of a coward she turned into.

,then the local gold badge tried to come in and get stupid and whatever I did he also backed off.

Who knows if that was GS or just nowadays standard Stasi-esque 'you look poor homeless and a traveler and I hate you' from cops.

Again, just side characters in the video game designed to get in the way.


Friday, April 25, 2014

Boston/Cambridge Purposely Create Revolutionaries (Farrakhan, Malcolm X etc)

Every time I go home to Boston/Cambridge I become revolutionary and basically become trained at becoming a leader or a founder of some movement which for me is feminism strictly for females-no one born a man or any sort of inclusion of race, focus or domination by race or religion and a sane, as well as joining the new, 21st century approach to a whites rights movement or white pride minus the gay hatred, focus on Christianity and white supremacy or power. Many people are now just working in self defense.

Also I was being molded to become Christian which is one of the main reasons I left this time. The content of the remote influence was slowly weakening me, destroying what was left of my true real Self and I was slowly drifting into Christianity (mental illness) out of desperation.
I notice the area has a lot of church groups who lobby in the MBTA stations and new hip YUPpie or hipster churches-all of which REEK (and show red flags ) of being some sorts of intelligence fronts. Exactly who I don't know. The frickin mbta lobbyers dress like spies for chriss'  sakes. Its super creepy.

And of course I was being groomed to become basically a saint of the homeless which is useless becuz America will never change so why bother. The Homeless can only improve their situations if they start showing some discipline and pride in their lifestyle and self responsibility. There can be no self governance without it. There's too many shits in the American cities homeless scenes. Its hopeless. They are too busy being irresponsible or depending on the system. And too much of poverty in the US is now defined by negative black ghetto culture. Springer is now their preacher. Its dominated by too many people of bad character who will play the race card if anyone tried to change it.

I never get any peace in Boston. Its always militant, revolutionary and very hard work.

I now believe they create and cause conflict so that that society in the area will produce revolutionaries or at least new movements.

How Much Mafia Is In The Military Industrial Complex?

Now the question is how many families that went legit have invested in or created companies within the military industrial complex.

Seems that in areas they have power and are active, these technologies and their horrible effects are rampant.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Wiki How: Accept Social Isolation for Targeted Individuals

This was strange to read. It strikes me as infinitely sad due to the fact that it shouldnt be happening anyway especially according to international human rights laws and other laws and rules..just the average state of mind of any sane person especially living in the western world.

The fact that someone had to create a wiki how for this subject, says enough in itself.

However it was helpful. Just to be reminded by something short and cartoonish that this is real. Its actually happening.

Ive recently become very isolated-from other Targets and also due to my second life, identity and home I'd acquired for myself being destroyed-removed once again from my own life repeating the same process as the original betrayal in 2003.

I cant travel anymore like I did due to health issues (much of this coming from pre existing conditions mixed with a year long exposure to Fukishima radiation) and obviously due to Fukashima and now the Carlsbad, NM nuclear accident my beloved southwest and California, my second home in winters, are totally off limits probably for the rest of my lifetime.

Harvard Sq, Cambridge,MA where I was born, where my parents met, thats been my homebase for years now as a road traveler has become intolerant to the homeless. Not completely but it does not tolerate the little village or family we had out here for years. The Boston Bombing as well as alot that happened thats very suspect when I was away out west last year has made Harvard Sq shun the houseless population.

All of these changes has made it easy for the perps to close in on me and basically turn me very bitter and keep me controlled more than every before-like how strictly racist Ive had to become to survive, only allowing myself to continue to be friendly with African Americans Ive known for a time or to be friendly only to those who are clearly friend not foe.

Its become a very lonely, hurtful and sad job to be me in the last year. When I am heavily targeted it keeps running in my head what that perp in NM said years ago-"You will be very lonely if you tell the truth about what happened".

I know that's just more manipulation to keep me silent. It never mattered before when my Traveler life was complete.

I suppose I never realized before how much my life I had invented for myself as a Traveler after being ripped from my old life in Boston had supported me through the many years of being targeted across the USA.
All the places I was welcomed for so many years, all the acquaintances I had in each city. I used this lifestyle to keep me learning, active and as diversion while I worked on my activism. A creative adaptation to circumstances imposed on me by outside forces.

This Wiki How brought me back to the basics I needed to know as a person who was new to being aware of my predicament, known to common citizens as 'gang stalking'.

Its kind of an innocent, perhaps naive solution to a sophisticated high level covert operation designed to torture someone to death...or at least into behavior modification designed to turn people into zombies or mindless puppets.

Its akin to a Wiki How for surviving a torture program at Guantanamo Bay prison camp or the like.

Its a defenseless Target's how to. It never mentions get a lawyer. But its good advice in the beginning.

All the lawyers I sought in the beginning were corrupt. They worked for the system.

There's no way someone who's ill  prepared for a gang stalking campaign to go 24-7 is going to be able to do much else other than what's in this wiki.
Especially someone who is going through internal deprogramming or facing layers of deadly suicide programming.

Its so simple that it might work becuz  a newly aware Target isn't capable of much else.

I would have added  to look out for saboteurs and disinfo agents in the TI activist groups.

Monday, April 21, 2014

TI Site ''

Standing up for human rights, supporting those who have been used for human experiments"

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Harvard. MIT and the elite Areas Are Dangerous/Going To Find A Place To Be Myself Again

I've come to fully realize that America is done. Its populated by people who don't care. Don't care about anything other than money, their own egos and making fun of anything that interferes with them being able to remain spoilt brats who are totally irresponsible world citizens.
Defending your country now means being a total asshole and giving in to the powers that force you to remain an oppressed idiot.

Being around Harvard and MIT in Cambridge is totally self destructive. These institutions are responsible for a lot of what's going on right now as well as every inch of Cambridge seems psycho managed and monitored by 'eye in the sky' and see through the wall technologies.
People keep hinting to me over the years in different locations across the US to get away from the cameras. The surveillance and security systems that are everywhere nowadays.

The hospitals and doctors I go to are either in on my campaign and don't do their jobs leaving me sick or damaged or they do actual harm to me when treating me.
That's been going on for years and for me to believe that it will stop is naive. Deception and false hope is what the TI runs on after the initial destruction of our lives.

Harvard and MIT are extremely dangerous. What I've been doing here all these years I don't know.
Probably the system's been stringing me along with false hope and wasting my time so I would end up in ill health with nothing still just as I am now.

Most of the metro Boston area is psycho managed. Its horrible to live in. Anywhere there is anything connected to Harvard University is monitored by sophisticated means as well as psycho managed with technologies.

Americans generally don't seem to care about Fukushima radiation on the west coast or the effects from the Carlsbad NM nuclear accident. Many Americans are simply unaware such things are even occurring.

The culture is so incredibly stupid. And once you can see the deceptiveness in the eyes of the people in the entertainment industry-every dumb talk show, ad and even 'alternative' stuff is now some of the worst-you know this culture nothing but diversionary and that humanity is doomed.

After you can see clearly what's really going on you realize how dangerous this country really is and how its never going to be capable of changing or recovering its dignity.

Harvard is totally out of control. They do whatever they want in total lawlessness and no one can stop them. I never realized how much Harvard is and MIT-just the east coast elite generally are responsible for so much evil all over the world.

Whatever I believed in that existed in Harvard Sq was a deception. My parents met there etc and it was always open to people trying to find their way. Whatever the original forefathers built here is now blocked and its soul has been ripped out by the NWO. Like every other 'special place' all across the country.

The same goes for believing in the United States.
Just look at the statue of liberty. Its Lucifer or Baphomet in a frickin dress, that's all. Look at how masculine the face is. How stern and cold.

Its a guy for f*cks sake.

Perfect, hard features. Expectant and demanding of perfection and excellence. Luciferian.

Give me your tired and your poor, yes perhaps but no one tells you the price you pay from yourself and from humanity ONCE YOU GET HERE for a 'good life'.

People keep playing up my gang stalking campaign like its making me stronger or some military mindset nonsense. All its done is destroy and do evil.

This is all a cover for MK Ultra human experimentation and continued behavior modification.

It appears that about 70% of the Cambridge/Boston area if not more know about this and know who I am.

And some percentage of the population in every city and town across the USA.

People don't want to solve problems, they want to play games in the US. Especially the people in this area who actually really believe they are better than me becuz they were recieved education and I was denied education and brain damaged to force me to lose my intelligence, health, looks and talents.

America is nothing but evil war criminals and I no longer want any part of it. All they are going to do is continue to amuse themselves with my demise.

Why stay?

all of this of course is the results of my being heavily targeted.

The people involved in the cover story could care less about mk ultra or deprogramming or my pain and suffering.
Everyone locally is more concerned with covering up the fact that the cover stories involve adult entertainment companies and services that are connected to drugs, organized crime and pedo networks and would be highly incriminating and embarrassing for me to reveal in part or in its entirety how these services work.

That's all they care about and the whole area has some vested interest in the multiple vices tied into those organizations and services.

It would also make my other claims more believable. That its all connected to Satanism and the military industrial complex, universities and private contractors, law enforcement. Hospitals.

I'm clear now due to the time of night, the fact its the weekend and going into Sunday and my location. But I won't be clear tomorrow and especially next week during weekdays.

Getting any justice here is impossible or writing an expose. So is thinking straight or acting with common sense.

Everyone around me is fake, most of them work for the system handling me and getting info out id me or attempting to be my handlers.

Its easy to control someone whos brain damaged and been isolated for si long from genuine people and their own lives.
Target the person really hard during the day make sure they have no sanctuary and surround them with informants who are fake friends. It probably pays well and many of them are either into drugs, dealing or in trouble for kiddie porn, work with crooked cops or misguidedly work for what seems legit like military or feds.

It has been very clever to curb all my options to be able to be alone or be somewhere safe away from people or street people.

The fed will claim I'm a victim witness that must be watched but if anyone jows what's really going on in the USA it is they that create most terrorist incidents and assist the Intel networks. Its more cover for MK Ultra and behavior modification.

If I finally run to them and confess what litw I know then mk ultra and interrogation using torture on a programmed person who is compartment alized will have been successful.

They don't give a f*ck about any cases or solving crimes. They already know who is doing what and could have caught the guilty parties by now. And prevented the countless suffering of many individuals who are being exploited.

If they cared about what I knew they would have given me a subpoena during the federal investigation in early 2000s. Somebody would have told me what was going on.

Instead they chose to either be part of the harassment or sit back and let it occur from other parties perpetrating it.

This is an ongoing cover for MK ultra behavior modification.

What they genuinely want is for every American citizen to submit their wills to a corrupt fed or FBI or police force etc and basically become wiring informants as an act of surrendering to ongoing torture and intimidation.

They will not rest until every citizen is a brainwashed drone of the NWO.
No privacy, no pride no sense of self or sepersteness. One MUST become part of the hive.

This is behavior mod on a large scale. Mass mind control.

They are basically containing someone who knows what's going on for life like a prison sentence, though I appear to be free and independent the Self I put forth is totally fake. Its to cope with having to live hiding what's really happened.

This system will never let me go and its easy for them with how brain damaged I am, targeted and without resourses to escape.

But never giving MA the satisfaction of gloating over destroying me again b leaving the country would be enough.

I hate how controlled I am in the USA and I am tired of forming alters (fake personalities) in order to function and live in the USA.

I need to find a place I can rebuild what's left id my true Self, the person I really am I was healing before I got abducted into this system in 2003.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Why Was My Reader Numbers Highest When I Was Living In OR Outside Portland Last July??

9000+ page views? The highest of all time for this blog? Wtf is that about?

Its just as eerie as when my readership went up in Africa right before Obama's first election win in 2008. Its so obvious that special interests read this blog and use it for thier own purposes not just Targeted Individuals.

Obama Administration Works With Silicon Valley Millionaires To Create Internet In Africa/ George W Hunt Activist

George W Hunt is now deceased. One of the favored methods of getting rid of dissidents: cancer.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

That's why they are trying so hard lately to discredit me, make me extemewly if not suicidally depressed and make me leave the country.

The fuckers are on the verge of getting sued by people with legit cases.

Major Tech Firms Getting Blocked Out Of Global Economy Due To Involvement In NSA Spying Programs/Anti Terror Programs Used To Hide Human Experimentation-Re education Behavior Modification Programs

"Cisco Systems has said it is seeing customers, especially overseas, back away from American-branded technology after documents revealed that the NSA enlisted tech firms and secretly tapped into their data hubs around the world as the agency pursued terrorism suspects. Companies such as IBM, AT&T and Verizon Communications are facing angry shareholders, some of whom have filed lawsuits demanding that the companies disclose their participation in NSA intelligence programs."

Pursued terrorist suspects? Are they serious? This is the legit cover story they've been using to torture Targets as well as continue black projects originated in the likes of MK Ultra?

If you don't trust Snow den maybe he was put forward to reveal at least some believable corruption-either to open the door to claims that TIs are making or to ensure these levels are never revealed or believed.

Either way it shows TIs just how and why they could do what they did for so many years.

Basically these technologies Targets deal with create a Gitmo torture camp experience for targeted people,in plain site in public or private spaces.

Virtual Gitmo is the gist.


I looked up the local McDonalds in Central Sq Cambridge. Cisco Systems. But of course.
Major military contractor as well as provides services for govt and Intel communities.

I've posted about them before. Colleges, (MIT Cambridge, MA and Mass Art Boston) businesses as well as routers in private homes are Cisco. And I can always rely on the worst effects possible if Cisco is responsible for the WiFi signal.

One perp during the deadly campaign during Bush era claimed his dad worked for Cisco.

There isn't one McDonalds I've ever been too where the environment within the store did not produce psychological torture as well as cause acting out or a feeling of being monitored and interfaced with.

McDonalds, Walmart, Starbucks and major supermarket chains are the absolute worst for being tormented when patronizing a business.
There isn't one single store of those chains where as a TI I was and am not effected.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Saturday, April 12, 2014

'The Lost Sock' Laundromat On Prospect St Outside Central Sq, Cambridge, MA Has Surveillance Camera Security System That Consistently Forces Me To Act Out-Forced Speech, Rants Etc

221 Prospect St Cambridge, MA

EVERY single instance I've been in this place I get aggravated, end up self talking usually ending up in rants. Very much 'Project Chatter' type activity and behavior.

I feel always as if there is a person on the other end of the camera doing the monitoring.
This behavior begins when being in this building and then ends when I leave.

The force causing this behavior in me always subsides when antoher customer comes into the laundromat.

 An Arab business opened up next door. Glass pipes, incense and grocery.

A mosque across the street.

Since taking these pics months ago, recently the Arabs trashed the store space as they vacated the business.

The owner now proudly claims he is going to gut his launderomat and redo everything and put in those annoying high efficiency machines (that dont clean your clothes). He's going to add a dry cleaning and wash/dry/fold, hire an attending. 
All he had to do was hire an attendant at this place and do a good cleaning.

The shitty, rude, mess making Homeless from 240 Albany street 'wet' shelter (clients are active drink/drug users) frequent here and I have to call the cops on them every time I am in here. The police don't provide any real consequences and seem to not monitor the place closely for loitering.

Once again, middle class decent values that save money with a bit of elbow grease and common sense are abandoned, chaos is ALLOWED to degenerate and take over, so that order has to be regained...of course at great expense thus excluding common people.

This 'create a problem/solve the problem' is being used in social engineering as well as in business.

Letting things become chaotic by inaction is the same tactic as 'passive gang stalking' in a TIs campaign where people who are responsible to and for the Target simply do not take action or do their jobs. Often they claim it was 'dropping the ball' or a mistake, miscommunication, coincidence, etc.

It is by design indeed.

The Atlantic-Using the 'Top Secret' Stamp to Hide Lies and War Crimes

Using the 'Top Secret' Stamp to Hide Lies and War Crimes

"By letting the CIA vet the torture report, the White House and Congress are giving Americans a new reason to have contempt for an illegitimate classification system. "

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Take A Trip Away From Boston During The Marathon. Its Going To Be A Disgusting Display Of False Heroism

I'm getting the hell out of here for the Boston Marathon.

If yer a Targeted Individual you should do the same.

Its gonna be a security there nightmare

The local propaganda rag The Metro "newspaper" already has a cover with cop masturbations about how its the greatest police force in the world.

This is going to be less about the marathon than the securities complex presence and their crooked cops with their f*cking egos.

All based on one minor false flag operation.

Take a two week holiday like I am.

And verify yer whereabouts with photos or something.

It wouldn't surprise me when I return that some look alike was used to frame me up for an attempt at some horrid act of attempted terrorism.

As I write this I am getting the same tech interference that I got during Bush in the early part of this gang stalking campaign.

Which only proves to me that anti terror in the USA has been used to target dissidents, inconvenient people or as a cover for continued MK Ultra activity and ritual abuse. Becuz obviously a week or so before the marathon they are monitoring local communications for keywords.

Its known to many of us that key people seen in those marathon bombing photos were suspect.

And even if it was completely legit this area has the money and resources and tech capacity as well as heavy academic and private sector connections to past involvement in MK Ultra projects to be able to target people into becoming terrorists or going postal.

One of the kids was MIT right?

How long have I been dealing with them and the MIT area as a TI?

Raytheon, Boston Dynamics etc etc??

Get out of here for the time it takes for the city to do its thing and sell Boston Strong t-shirts or whatever.

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Source Of Starbuck's Perps Gesture Choices Cud Be Local Workers At Homeless Women's drop Ins

This activity might stem from information ive been giving a volunteer at the Women's Center in Cambridge. There's a young woman there who's eager to talk to me always that I absolutely do not trust.

Two people recently have woven into our conversations the infamous perp questions " how long are you going to be here" or "how long are you going to be away?" Or "are you going to stay here?".

This pretty Jewish volunteer at the WC (who's friends with a Jewish girl at the On The Rise upstairs office they went to school together).

..and my physical therapist in Cambridge!

One gets used to this especially from today's young people who seem desperate to do whatever it takes to get ahead nowadays.

Its laughable of course becuz its easy to spot tactics that have been in use for such a long period of time and youngsters don't lie very well. They are more arrogant than they are expert.

Israel of course has been very active in my GS campaign over the years and many Jews especially.
But of course Jews with a superior moral compass than these have been helpful to me, which prevents me from turning extremist and bitter which of course they are totally trying to cause me to do.

What their problem is who cares? All sorts of agendas tie into GS.

Just keep fighting.

Gotcha! Pics Of Overt Gangstalkng Perp In Starbucks Cambridge, MA

Dude walked out of elevator on second floor of Starbucks past me sitting in chair that's located right at elevator.

He walked by me with his wrists in a position exactly like a criminal would have his hands positioned in handcuffs. Of course this was meant to catch my attention and it did. As I was pulled in by this, he removed his hands from the hand cuff gesture or formation then put his left hand on his left back pocket to perform the 'wallet tap' tactic. Note THERE WAS NOTHING IN HIS BACK POCKET and he also held his hand there for a long amount of time, longer than would be necessary to check something if there were anything in the back pocket.

He was unusually cool calm and collected and showed no reactions or facial expressions connected to performing harassment on someone.

The last pic he was with a young Asian woman.

They left quickly after these photos were taken.

Harvard Student Commits Suicide, Jumped Off Building In Boston

Listen if I can go thru what I have and survive so can anyone else. Its true that I've only survived becuz I'm older and female, these two factors account for a lot of my resistance.

But knowing about the gang stalking system and these technologies is the main component to keeping me alive.

Once you realize its just the manipulation of electromagnetic fields in the air such as being targeted or electromagnetic pollution or chemical influences that includes air pollution, combinations of these stressors plus our personal experiences especially if we have been subjected to psych warfare being targeted-once you realize its a system its much easier to fight back.

Its a lot riskier being young as the chances you will suicide are higher. Life hasn't the value or sense of reality it has when you are older.

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Project Avalon Forum: A TI Recalls Onset Of Being Targeted

Bush, reptiles, mind control and the innocent.

"I had just started taking anti-depressants, prescribed by a former Navy Dr. at the university I attended. Then, it started. I believe my medications were “doped” now in retrospect. Last thing the former Navy Dr. on campus asked me before I left his office for the last time was "did I start hearing the voice of God?". I said, I did not believe in God."

"I was in the prime of my life, remarkably accomplished for such a young man, in graduate school earning a degree in solving other peoples’ problems."

"Around that time, Bush was trying to get elected for his second term. We were at war and Sept. the 11th was still fresh in the minds’ of people. After beginning the medications during the 2004 election cycle, voices I could not see started trying to intimidate me. It was coordinated (even in the 3-D world) and at first, very effective. I was frightened, alone and did not know what was going on. It is no small feat that I finished my thesis and earned my degree.

Bush, got elected. The rest is a horrible history of this country. I was able to resist the psychological and spiritual assault as best I could, part of the reason why I earned some respect I believe. If I had gotten shot, it would have been over. If I lost a leg, the pain would have ended. It was much worse."

Global Research- The Real Iran Hostage Crisis: A CIA Covert Op

The Real Iranian Hostage Story from the Files of Fara Mansoor
By Harry V. Martin

The CIA/Likud Sinking of Jimmy Carter

"As the Official Story of the 1980 October Surprise case crumbles – with new revelations that key evidence was hidden from investigators of a congressional task force and that internal doubts were suppressed – history must finally confront the troubling impression that remains: that disgruntled elements of the CIA and Israel’s Likud hardliners teamed up to remove a U.S. president from office."

Carter Isolated From Other Presidents At Library Opening and Recently At Mandela Memorial..And the Media Makes Sure We Take Notice

Why is Carter seperated from the other presidents in this photo? Its been discussed on the intenet with various theories about why he was isolated from the presidential gang in these photos taken during the opening of a library named after Bush at a religious university.

Moreover why does the media draw attention to this. Some sort of warning that if you dont play ball with this gang there will be a price to pay?

I do recall an old guy who was an overt perp or agent or whatever in a part of the University of NM I was doing research in, saying directly to me that .."if you tell the truth about what happened, you will be very lonely."

Lol, I was born lonely and will remain that way until death. Dont we all arrive alone and die alone?

Media psy ops are getting annoying. The whole world is nothing but deceptions and mind f*cks now. Its horribly boring.
Some of the pics of Obama from these on internet are funny. He looks like Buckwheat from the Little Rascals. Just glad to be there and accepted.
So different from how menacing and commanding in his presidency he appears at other times in photos...hmph.

From much of these you can tell that this is the time in the agenda where peoples of African descent are being introduced by the powers that be as leaders in society and influencing the world.

Things Are Going Horribly Here In The Boston Area- System Trying To Completely Destroy Me This TIme

Over the last year my health has been deteriorating for different reasons.

Now it seems with this new mayor and I just learned police chief  in Boston as well as a new city manager in Cambridge being houseless and outside here is turning close to deadly.

Slowly I am degenerating. The hard part is that the gang stalking has turned constant but subtle and it seems effects me more deeply- I cant block its effects anymore.

Locally people are still ignorant and convinced that somehow I deserve this or they just dont care or are too cowardly to think any differently.

Being outside the same effects that occurred in Ocean Beach in SoCal and other areas effected by Fukashima as well as air pollution (San Diego is pretty bad from pollution from Mexico). After one is asleep for some hours, you feel you have to urinate in the middle of the night urgently. Your entire body feels dried out and drained of hydration.

This is a new effect in this area. It does not occur when sleeping inside and it specifically occurs during more precipitation like snow or rain.

I was going to go to NM but circumstances kept stopping me. I read yesterday that there was a nuclear waste storage site that had an accident in Carlsbad, NM where there is danger from contaminates getting into the air.
So I cant go to the sw anymore as well as the west coast.

Staying here all year has made my health much worse. I cant seem to get out of here for even a month.

Whatever I am getting hit with outside and in public spaces is making me degenerate mentally or seem so in public. Its very discrediting. I am also isolated now due to my friend going away to jail as well as my former traveling companion acquiring a new girlfriend which has made him turn very selfish and mean due to her being a totally selfish drama queen who's 21 years old. Obviously she has been influencing him as thats they way he is.

I lent her my friend whos in jail's backpack becuz she after coming down from Vermont to be with him she had nothing. I should not have done this as she has mites which like some other people dont seem to effect her but when you are sensitive and allergic you can feel them crawling all over you and they itch. My advocate at a drop in saw my skin and its real not imagined.
I asked them to return it after we had a fight due to her being impossible when I was helping them move storage.
I specifically asked them to put it into a plastic bag to contain the mites. He left it in my storage not in a bag and put it into a box of clothes I dont wear right now.
Its gotten into my stuff and now I am infested with mites, miserable, itching.

I have a cold now due to not wanting to ruin my zero degree bag with mites as I cant wash it only dry clean and dont know if that will destroy the mites.

I did not watch out for my best interests in this situation partially due to my being tired and unable to think straight due to the degenerative effects of this environment listed above recently. Also whatever I am targeted with makes me docile and too kind and unable to be selfish. Its just like A Clock Work Orange except this is being used on dissidents and victim witnesses not actual violent criminals.

The mite situation has almost broken me mentally in addition to everything else. It makes me want to give up as I cant get rid of whatever it is becuz of my allergies I cant take chemical cures for clothes or skin. The environment outside and my poor health from being here all year is making it impossible to make rational decisions to problem solve anything.

I am also getting very bad advice ideations lately. Like go to Vegas. The most recent one is to go to NYC and be homeless, leaving everything here and going there looking very poorly. Part of this ideation is to take only very little AND TO TAKE MY FRIEND'S BACK PACK WHICH WAS INFESTED WITH MITES instead of my back pack as I am given the idea that that would be stolen from me in ny.

NY is dangerous and I've heard the homeless shelters are terrible. Me having trouble with African Americans I cant understand why I would want to go to such a location. The new mayor has an African American wife who was tormented here in MA when her family lived in nice, affluent white areas and she also attended Wellselly college, a place that produces people Ive met and not been too fond of in the past. So the mayors wife has a past of being bullied for being black?? WHY would I want to go to NYC seriously???

Whatever I got that made me not feel well in Oregon is still at work in my body. Its been part of my slow degeneration over time here now. And whatever happened there, whatever it is, it seems to be effecting my mind as if its some sort of infection thats gotten into the brain or is in the body effecting the brain.
Its difficult as I cant take anti biotics easily as I am allergic to many. I feel cut off from everything and everyone and cant seem to access my health care as I used to.
Note that I dont write in this blog as I used to. I cant do anything anymore.

The Harvard Sq Homeless Shelter is now its a lottery at night which means I havent been able to get in as often and this has lead to this degeneration of health also sanity as I lose sleep and am worried due to being alone with no sleep mate and have to depend on whoever is outside in whatever space I am in usually one where gang stalking operations can occur becuz I am visible in Harvard Sq. Saturday night was just horrible as there seemed to be a major gang stalking operation and I got to bed at 3 am becuz of it and had to get up at 7.

The area has been destroyed as far as being any sort of homeless scene. My new homes I created over the years from being on the road, like Cali, the southwest and Harvard Sq have been destroyed or taken from me by circumstances like Fukishima or these areas getting rid of the homeless scenes that were homes to so many of us.
This has definitely been a large part of my sanity degenerating. My homes and family have been taken away just as occured the first time around in 2003 when this campaign began.

It seems like its imperitive for the system to make sure I cant leave the country or even this state. As well as to completely destroy me this time.

Saturday, April 5, 2014

Hal Turner White Supremacist Radio Host Was FBI Informant/Provocateur So Why Did He Self Destruct?

The court order on this site madere e curious.

I looked up Hal Turner.

So if he's simply a provocateur trained by the FBI and his activities were falsehoods or deceptions on the public then why did he continue such actions in his personal affairs as well as exhibit genuinely violent unbalanced behavior that got him personally into legal trouble?

This shows that the people the intel services and feds are using are mentally unbalanced damaged individuals.  Who are capable of getting out of control.

Its also possible that such people are actually programmed captives of  mind control thus can be utilized then forced to self destruct.

What are the feds doing still involved with COINTELPRO like activity when such operations were supposedly ceased years ago.

This man was obviously reacting to intense pressure and feelings of abandonment and helplessness.

He might have started off doing genine racially aware activism why he got involved with feds only he can say.

The new COINTELPRO seems to be focused on white rights or self defense/cultural preservation and any activism that questions the  NWO agenda where Diversity,  Equality,  double standards and as in Europe, mass immigration are being used to break down middle class societies,  cultures and even entire nation's identities.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

How Covert Agents Infiltrate the Internet to Manipulate, Deceive, and Destroy Reputations By Glenn Greenwald 2014

"How Covert Agents Infiltrate the Internet to Manipulate, Deceive, and Destroy Reputations
By Glenn Greenwald"


I Am Supposedly Part Of A Real Life Game Where People Pay To Prevent My Being Killed.. Just Like The Movies

I am now being given  the ideation that there is a program i am in where people pay to know eep me from getting killed. There was a movie like this a few years ago.  A sicko had someone tied up in a room with gadgets and tools to kill his victim remotely. It was put over the Internet so that viewers could see the victim and pay electronically to prevent the person from being murdered.

A constant extortion if you will.  Terrorists negotiating a never ending ransom and getting it.

Supposedly i am a real life victim of a system that exists  but the viewing is done via surveillance and spying (gang stalking).

Im being given the idea that my paternal aunt's husband,  mr 'I work for the Boston Co as a head finance guy'  paid out a large sum years ago to keep me alive.

I was also 'shown'  that a famous rapper from Cali is so guilt ridden that he's offering to pay the latest ransom or stay alive money,  to keep whoever from killing me.

Uh.  Okaaaay.

Firstly dont negotiate with terrorists.  Secondly i wud have been better off being killed or in the beginning of all this,  committing suicide from three layers of suicide programming.

Lateky there's been a constsnt stream of remote influence content meant to humanize my abusers and tormenters as well as induce a state of forgiveness.

Needless to say this has been  part   of weakening me.

When i leave the metro Boston area such nonsense will cease.  As usual.

Potential Health Danger From Being Targeted With Electromagnetic Technologies—I Didn't Survive This Long To Be Incapacitated By An Aneurysm/How Being A Moving Target Might Save TI Lives

Recall I posted  about St Elizabeth's hospital years ago.  In 2005 a resident I saw there perped me and shocked me by telling me basically that  I had an injury from a car accident at 21 yes old in NH where some vein in my head or artery was damaged and was in danger of bursting.

I realize now that  the gang stalking  system works with people  giving the Target information who seem like they are harmful like the people out to kill  off  the TI.

I realized my taking Elmiron for IC  (interstitial cystitis) was thinning my blood and preventing that from  happening.  (Elmiron was thus helpful,  aside from the batch I got in Illinois while staying at  that hostel in St Louis,  MO which someone slyly advised me not to take.  Of course I did anyway partly out of being traumatized  into  disbelief and partly because the scientist within needed to find out what would happen. After realizing they had subtle but effective mind controlling drugs within that seemed to also assist the effectiveness of the technologies I got another bottle elsewhere.)

A few years ago there was a man with a hearing aid,  hanging out in Harvard,  bragging about mob associations from Vegas,  always with new things claiming he "found it"  or it was kicked down to him-homeless like the rest of us supposedly.
He was there just in time for the drugs to start flowing into Harvard Sq again after a detective retired who was keeping the area clean for years. Which seemed to be causing chaos and bringing in shifty homeless from out of town which has now years later had an accumulative effect of ruining the tolerance of the homeless in Harvard Sq Cambridge probably for years if not decades.  The Harvard Sq Business Association should be very pleased.

This man turned to me in the Cambridge Commons where we were all camping out and I will never forget this moment in time,  asked why that vein in my head never burst.  This was like 2011 Summertime.

Still this is focused on?  It was frickin 2005! It's still an issue? Obviously whatever I was doing to prevent it was working.

And I think leaving this area yearly has saved my life over the years.

I have stayed in Boston area this year for winter the first time since 2005!  Only in 2010 did I stay til first week Jan then left.  Usually go when gets unmanageable cold.
Granted after watching news AZ,  NM and SoCal were NOT safe destinations this winter.  Homeless shootings,  police brutality of protesters and earthquakes.

I am noting ill health progressing since remaining here for winter.
Past week off and on,  that area of my head is getting that familiar pain,  just like years ago.  Inside the skull in the right side where that weak blood vessel would be located.
I realized in 2008 at Mary Holiday's  home in MI,  after a phone call home to MA that my Interstitial Cystitis was on many occasions if not as a condition generally,  BEING INDUCED BY THE TECHNOLOGIES USED BY THIS SYSTEM (Gang stalking).  As it logically fit in that my heart attack like panic attacks were also caused by  the same system. (After going to an ER with what you think is heart attack the patient is always directed to psychiatry for follow up.  What a convenient way to get Targets into the psychiatric system.  Specifically Survivors who have changed their lifestyles by say getting clean off of drugs that were supposed  to get rid of them young and also suppress memories. This is why the journey through recovery and 12 step programs is very dangerous for Survivors).

By travelling I avoided having the same local systems that target TIs,  by state or region or however it works,  get a lock on me for very long.  Thus I avoided long term exposure to any one area where the tech and other components of gang stalking is designed to literally kill off a Targeted Individual.

My traveling through areas between major cities especially in sparsely populated states basically in the middle of nowhere or uninhabitable land,  lessened exposure time to these areas with different targeting system designs.

I also experienced a protective force,  a technological one as well as human forces from California.  Sadly due to Fukushima going out west is no longer an option and I wonder if that's on purpose.  For one of ths last remaining areas of some tolerance to become destroyed.

You can blow up or ruin a homeless scene in a city.  It's hard to stop tolerance in an entire state who's history is built on travelers,  tourists,  pioneers,  goldmines and the entire concept of great rewards for taking great chances.
I am very suspect of what has been destroyed by Fukushima.  Allegedly there are sound technologies that can cause natural disasters.

I don't want to have anything happen to incapacitate me like a stroke or an aneurysm would.  I can imagine how discredited I would be then and how the gang stalkers cruelty would focus on my new disabilities.

It's not that I care for myself but it will interfere with the mission and I can't have that.
If it happens I want this public.  That it's possibly brought on by technology or at least something environmental from this area.

Electromagnetic Pollution Fractures The Human Electrical Field—Article contributed by Marisa Herrera

"Happy, Pharell Williams - Brainwashing the Population"

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

COINTELPRO And The Normalization Of Bulk Surveillance In Post 9/11 America

Whole Foods Prospect St Cambridge Being Douches Again

Getting harassed at whole foods again specifically the one in Cambridge MA on Prospect St.

Whole foods is extremely self righteous in the way its employees perform organized stalking and harassment aka 'gang stalking'.

When I file a testimony of war crimes they and other major companies like Walmart will be listed as major perpetrators of gang stalking, mind control through technologies and utilizing such methods to control consumers, thereby increasing sales and gaining their position as corporate monopolies domestically and internationally.

The Whole Foods on Prospect St in Cambridge MA, the store near Symphony and Berklee college of music in Boston MA, the one on Washington St in Brookline MA and the store in Austin TX have been the most overt and obnoxious in perpetrating gang stalking in the United $tates.

If all these assholes are going to try to put any of this under my being targeted due to keeping bad company (as if forcing me out into the street left me a lot of choices in who I hang out with. If I am with anyone unsavory ITS THE SYSTEMS FAULT, THE COPS INVOLVED AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO RUINED MY LIFE. THIS IS NOT HOW I WOULD HAVE PLANNED MY LIFE. AMERICA DID THIS TO ME. A country that will do anything to not admit its war crimes against humanity world wide.)
..or some bullshit from that federal investigation then its going to be more documentation of how that entire investigation has been used to cover for continued MK Ultra activity as well as victim witness tampering.

This also means that the people who do harassment at these stores SUPPORT LOCAL AND INTERNATIONAL PEDOPHILE/PORN NETWORKS as well as creating horrible, suffering people who create destruction in the USA known as LONE SHOOTERS.

these people are very lucky I have control as I've stated on this blog for years.

I'm a Survivor of high level programming, ritual abuse my mother is documented radiation experimentee connected to MK Ultra and YOU'RE TOYING WITH ME AND TRYING TO MAKE ME FEEL ISOLATED FROM HUMANITY AND PISSED OFF??

These yuppies/trustifarians/hipsters in these stores must have a fuckin death wish.

Luckily usually females can resist the homicide/suicide urge or death by cop.

I've documented I've come very close years ago.(2008-St Louis, MO)

Think about that next time u deal with a snooty Starbucks barista or an uppity, passive aggressive clerk at Whole Foods.
These useful idiots are getting people killed. American citizens. Little children at schools. Innocent people.

Those companies are corrupt in some way that they need to play for this system and many of them are playing literally for corporate chain store world domination.

The price is what you see on the news and the misery on the streets. Its not just exploited human beings in third world countries-its you. The first world consumer.

You are purchasing your own misery, enslavement and destruction of civilization. These companies utilize these technologies in a way that constitutes war crimes.

What do you really know about the clerk you are dealing with or the corporate chain you purchase from?

Gang stalkers are some of the most viscous, heartless, nasty, inhumane and cold hearted individuals I've dealt with in my lifetime.
And I'm a ritual abuse Survivor, a former worker in adult entertainment and my maternal family supposedly were involved with organized crime in some way (according to my mothers intimations AND OVERHEARING LOCALS TELLING EACH OTHER THAT FACT about my family) -my uncle involved with very violent people.
ALL OF THIS IS NOTHING COMPARED TO ORGANIZED STALKING AND HARASSMENT. Those people had some sort of humanity it seemed in comparison.

You don't understand how eerily inhuman gang stalkers are. They are not normal human beings. They are a phenomena I've never come across before in all my experiences in life.
For people who resemble serial killers psychologically to act in an organized group that spans a network nationwide...shouldn't be and doesn't make sense.

This is why people have melt downs and start taking seriously theories like aliens, clones or androids. Its tempting because the people you deal with doing harassment aren't human. They don't act normal, behave normally nor do they seem to have any intuitive qualities that would clue them in about what they are doing.

This ultimately is what makes lone shooters and the like snap. The alienation from humanity by beings that look like people but aren't part of normal humanity. Lone shooters are basically reacting to a scenario of seeming to be surrounded by beings that are alien. Like those zombie movies. A survival instinct.