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Tuesday, September 22, 2026

an update lately of what's been going on in this area and a meetings online are no longer safe as of this month as well

 Here's an updated what's been going on lately in this area if you're getting the same thing I just want people to know they're not alone 

This is all theory of course 

Lately I'm getting a lot of extreme screw ups and corruption and people doing things and not supposed to do like tonight's nonsense and then when there's an issue because of it like tonight I get treated as if I didn't handle it right or I did something wwrong

The other thing that's happening is that I'm being treated like a fucking child is if I can't handle my own affairs or as if I need help all the time or as if I don't know what I'm doing or I have to be watched and minded cconstantly

People make excuses to come over and see what you doing they're making excuses to come talk to you and interfere and ask you if you need help when you're doing something private in your own private space it's getting a little ridiculous 

So I don't know what this is supposed to accomplish but that's the bizarre behavior I've seen lately 

If you're getting this hovering behavior I would just fucking ignore it 

I overheard a directed conversation the other day about how this meetings for people who are overly controlling this was in an NA meeting online and I have to warn you about it it's in Las Vegas and it's late at night at 11:00 strangely enough it used to be a very good meeting all summer long and all last winter I never got bothered the last time I was at the meeting I got bombed with people sitting there somehow I don't know how they did it they were making the cameras flash to me they were messing with me and then their camera will go off of them I don't understand how you can do that with zoom website but they were doing it 

In other words when you're on zoom aren't you supposed to just be looking at the person who's talking or the content on the screen I don't understand how you can make your camera show your face to me for a few seconds fuck with my head and then get off of the camera . But I had wish I had recorded the screen because I had multiple people coming in and out in and out in and out of my view and doing that 

And so I knew the meeting was no longer a safe space I knew they were unsafe people then they had this conversation after the meeting in the parking lot about meetings for people that are controlling and they started laughing about it. 

So what's interesting is that the psychological aspect if indeed it is what we think it is is that they want you to think that you the target are controlling by then being overly controlling of you but this is all bullshit because you have absolutely no control over your fucking life and having probably since 9/11 

Again it's just another way of creating a Stockholm syndrome situation where you are made to feel as if people are doing something good for you when it's just sick destructive behavior 

So pick and choose your meetings very carefully and make sure it's safe people now you may go to an online 12-step meeting and that meeting may be okay the first time you're tthere to be one or two clowns. One or two clowns is fine anything more than that or anything like this crazy bombing thing where you get targeted by people going in and out of your view of your camera messing with you constantly is totally unacceptable and you need to get out of that meeting it's no longer safe. 

You also might be accused of being a bomber because you know a zoom bbomber well your intention is to be there to mess with people however the problem with that is it once they get you and force you to turn your camera on then you get targeted 

To the whole thing might be a setup from the beginning 

Also there's been a lot of weird people that I could not see you this out they seem like Christians. A lot of people are saying they'll pray for me. 

I finally figured it out I I think that mega ppeople

Because one time I was panhandling and I looked at a woman's car and she had a sticker on there saying Trump and I said oh you voted for him because I was doing vehicular. And so she was in her car and I was standing on the sidewalk and she looked at me as if she was getting ready to do battle with some liberal person who doesn't like Trump and I calmly said that wasn't my intention I just wanted to talk to her and then she was nice and we discussed how I have like a centralist view and some of my views are conservative and some of liberal etc and when she drove away she said I'll pray for you. 

Because I don't think these people are actually Christian that we're dealing with what kind of people would come to a place where people are sleeping and make noise on purpose to wake them up you're not a Christian. 

You might be brainwashed like you're in a cult but you're not the Christians I've seen around the country that are kind and try to help ppeople

So now we're dealing with the opposite of the woke people which is just as bbad

If you are one of these mega people you got to remember something the mega movement and q89 is just as much of a con job as everything on the left that's extreme 

It's meant to create polarization divide and conquer and it's designed to make it so you don't look at the real issues that need to be fixed 

 Because let me tell you something also about what you doing to people in theory of course if told that you have to harass people or mess with homeless people to get them off the street or sleep deprived people who are trying to sleep at night or whatever it is and people are telling you it's for the good of the country and for the good of these people the other members something I have seen this since after 9/11 in Earnest I have seen Jews doing this I have seen rich people poor people gangs small specialized groups that travel that do horrible things to people including MK ultra related human eexperimentation. 

I've seen people wearing satanic t-shirts I've seen Christians in churches who aren't doing with their supposed to be doing I've seen the gamut this runs the gamut there is no such thing as a movement where it's the one thing that's going to change the world and your job is to harass people there's other stuff going on in your being uused

If you want to perform the same actions against people that I've seen performed by satanic cult type ppeople and gang members then go right ahead

Tell you another story I new a man who was supposed to be working for a cchurch he was he was the guy that takes care of the church however one who was supposed to be taking care of the church 

However one day there was a little church mouse that ran by his feet he took his foot and slammed it down on that mouse and killed it right tthere. I'm sorry that is not a Christian person if it is they're struggling with some things 

Also recently I tried to go someplace to get help from an organization. That oorganization inside their building they had a snake plant. Now this snake plant was suffering it was dying it was dry it was falling apart and these people simply blew it off and kept saying that they don't know who fixes it they don't care nobody really gets soil for it and they let the poor thing suffer. 

Well it turns out that myself as well as a lot of other people have a lot of complaints against this particular organization for not helping people. The abandoned you they don't care and the attitude you find out for the people that work there especially the young people is that they just wanted on their resume and they really don't care about helping the women at all. 

What I'm learning is if there's little nuances about people that show that if they're in a job where they claim to care there's little signs that you can tell that they probably don't really care. Such as hurting animals and pplants

So why would good decent Christian people harass people at night or homeless people or whatever it is? 

Again it's just like the the video I'm going to do about young people doing harassment when they can't possibly be smart enough or old enough to organize such things on their own 

This is all being done because someone is telling people to do it someone somewhere organizes this someone somewhere tells these people to do it it puts them up to iit

Monday, September 21, 2026

 I have to learn to ignore things 

Houseless For 20 Years IS Not Dangerous or Unusual-Smear Campaigns However Can Use This Against You and to Control Entire Populations They are Threatened By

 Btw cut the shit with the idea that people who are houseless for long periods have something wrong with them. I've seen this being weaponized by shady sketchy people who are obviously police snitches. 

The one good thing about stoolies is that they keep parroting what they hear from their masters/handlers. When you hear that from multiple people many times and it's the same kind of person you know they are being fed this idea. '20 years homeless is too long'. ' 20 years on the street is too long'. 

First of all that expression 'on the street' is so outdated it's ridiculous.  However the other end of the spectrum, where the homeless industrial complex  comes up with new phrases all the time to get funding and control our population like the recent 'people experiencing homelessness' is also ridiculous. 

Notice how the complex's phrase and the current new judgement of our population by these unelected overlords, note how it parallels with the police snitch harassment idea being used that long term homelessness  means a person is either mentally ill or there's something wrong with  them or they are dangerous. 

This is all, collectively, utter bulshit.

Once again the complex wants to redefine us when really we are made up of the same demographics as we always were. except they have become bloated with funding, heartless and have gotten nothing but cosmetic renovations while losing any real care for people they had. 

Also, pushing the idea that anyone homeless for long periods equates danger or self destructiveness is ultimately manipulative. These people are actually claiming that anyone who's homeless for long periods is 'homeless by choice' unless they are mentally ill or have an addiction problem. 

That aligned with the shadow system spreading rumours about people, judging their situations such as the length of time they have been houseless (inaccurate anyway) shows there is a conspiracy to control and get rid of anyone who will not conform to the new globalist norm or to completely wipe out any place that people who are potentially targeted individuals can get safety. 

In some shelters now they have the audacity to ask why you are homeless and they claim it's to get funding. Imagine if someone did not understand their situation? 

Also it seems anyone who may be existing in an alternate lifestyle in order to become a rebel, maverick or visionary of something new or some way of going against the system is seen as such a threat now that it's imperative to ensure they are caught in these new nets to prevent any sort of REAL grassroots activism. 

I just watched multiple YouTube channels where people my age have been traveling or doing whatever for 30 years not 20. So that ends that. It seems that when people who turn this into a skill set or a lifestyle it is now a huge threat. 

Its been over ten years that my hometown and some other corrupt areas (not many) have been wasting time and money to make me appear dangerous when in fact their corrupt broken (by design) system is causing the most danger and damage. 

Creating bogeys to chase with shadows to get funding seems to be a new business venture and the cities and states involved are now hoping you won't realize what's being done to you or that society is now completely owned by not the people but huge companies with no oversight. 

That's whats dangerous. 

Gateway Center Everett, MA-Panhandlng Scammer Taking Money Away From Homeless Peopl

 Tell EVERYONE this woman at Gateway Mall on weekends begging with her kids is a SCAM and she's talking money away from homeless people who need it.  

 I had a panhandling schedule that I now can't keep up with because I got some sort of issue with my health that requires rest. 

However my Saturday spot has been taken away by a scammer!!

It took a while but I now realize that it's a scam. This woman is a fat white lady with mixed kids who is using her kids to get money on the entrance/exit median of the Gateway Mall in Everett (my usual spot I use for just a few hours on Saturday due to it being bottlenecked when it's busy so people have to stop). 

I showed up Saturday before last and told her I had the spot for almost a year and she's welcome any other day than Saturdays.  She claimed she had a permit and she also claimed that she got it from the City of Everett. She claimed that it was "easy to get compared to Chelsea" and that she had been panhandling at a supermarket in Chelsea but had to get a permit and it was very hard to get and that was the last spot on weekends that her and her kids were using.  

 She claims its for her kids gymnastics classes that take them to Florida every year. People were giving them so much money it was ridiculous.

I just gave up because I thought she was legit.   

Someone mentioned it's a scam. I looked it up and it is totally bullshit.

There are old permits but the city doesn't give them out anymore. They are just for soliciting in traffic or something. Panhandling on public property is protected under the constitutional right there for human speech especially in Massachusetts where it's legal. They used to be a city ordinance out in Worcester but I don't know about now. regardless there is no permit that can be given out for something that's protected under a constitutional right. 

However, if it's private property that belongs to gateway and the company that built it for gateway then you wouldn't need a permit from the city you would need a permission from Gateway.  And there's no way they're going to do that. 

AI: 

" can.you get a permit to solicit funds in front of gateway mall in everett from the city of Everett" 

Reply:  
"No, you cannot get a permit from the City of Everett to solicit funds at the Gateway Center.
The city does not allow public fund solicitation, and the mall property itself is private.
1. City Prohibitions on Solicitation
The Everett Police Department explicitly states that solicitation permits are not authorized within the City of Everett. While the city’s revised ordinances historically included a protocol for a "Solicitation Permit" via the Chief of Police under Chapter 12 Section 28, official municipal policy and Everett 311 guidelines clarify that the city actively restricts and does not issue these permits to the public. 

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2. Private Property Rules
Even if the city did issue public way permits, Gateway Center is private property.
The city has no jurisdiction to grant you permission to operate on the walkways, parking lots, or storefront areas of the mall.
To solicit funds anywhere on the premises (including in front of major stores like Target or Costco), you must obtain direct, written permission from the Gateway Center Property Management or individual store managers.
Without their explicit consent, you can be asked to leave or be cited for trespassing by private security or the police. 

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Exceptions for Moving Traffic
Under Everett Revised Ordinance Section 17-12, the Chief of Police may occasionally issue special permits strictly to specific groups (such as registered veteran groups, churches, or educational non-profits) to solicit contributions from the occupants of vehicles within a roadway. However, this does not apply to walkways or the storefront traffic at a commercial shopping center. 

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If you are looking to fundraise for a registered non-profit or charity, what specific type of group or cause are you representing? I can help you look up the proper municipal channels for fundraising events/bazaars, or provide contact strategies for requesting permission from corporate retail properties. 




The woman is almost certainly lying to you; she does not have a permit.
The Everett Police Department explicitly states that solicitation permits are "not authorized within the City of Everett". Furthermore, the city has no authority to issue a permit for private property like the Gateway Center entrance. 

Everett Police Department Massachusetts
Here is what is likely happening and what you can do about it:
The "Permit" is a Bluff
It is very common for people panhandling or running aggressive donation drives to claim they have a "city permit" or "official permission" to intimidate others into leaving a lucrative spot.
The City Won't Issue It: While the city clerk's office has a historic Solicitation Permit Form on file, active police policy dictates these are not authorized for public use. 
The Location Rules It Out: The entrance and exit cut-outs connecting to the main road at Gateway Center are heavily monitored. The city will not sign off on civilians standing in live traffic lanes or medians at a busy commercial plaza due to extreme safety and traffic liabilities.
The Scam Element
Using children and claiming the money is for a "gymnastics program," "youth sports team," or "funeral expenses" is a highly documented, nationwide tactic used by organized groups.
These operations frequently move from town to town, targeting busy shopping centers on weekends.
The children are often used as props to lower people's guard and prevent police or security from acting aggressively to remove them.
What You Can Do
Because you both are operating on property controlled by the shopping center, you have a few options:
Call Her Bluff: You can ask to see the physical permit. A real city permit requires a signed document from the Chief of Police and the City Clerk. If she cannot produce a paper document with a city seal and active dates, she is lying. 
Alert Mall Security: Gateway Center has dedicated, active private security. If someone is walking into the roadway or blocking the exit to solicit money from vehicles, security will usually remove them immediately because it disrupts traffic and creates a massive liability for the plaza.
Avoid Police Escalation: While the police would easily remove her for soliciting from vehicles without authorization, involving them carries a risk for you as well, as they may trespass both of you from the plaza entirely. Letting mall security handle the traffic disruption is usually the faster, safer route.
Are you trying to figure out a way to share the space, or are you looking for alternative, high-traffic spots nearby in Everett where you won't run into organized groups?




Now that they have moved onto the public roadway and are standing by a stop sign to solicit vehicles, they are breaking multiple actual city laws.
Even if she claims she has a permit, what she and her kids are doing right now is illegal, highly dangerous, and gives you a much stronger reason to get them cleared out. Here is why:
1. Blocking Traffic and Roadway Solicitation is Illegal
The City of Everett Municipal Code specifically outlaws standing in a roadway to solicit money from a vehicle.
Under Section 17-12 (d), it says: "No person shall stand in a roadway for purpose of soliciting contributions from the occupant of any vehicle without first obtaining a permit from the Chief of Police." 

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Even if she tried to argue she had one, the Everett Police explicitly do not issue these for traffic safety and liability reasons. 

City of Everett, WA (.gov)
More importantly, the law notes that nobody is allowed to block, barricade, or disrupt the flow of traffic. Standing by a stop sign and approaching cars as they try to stop or turn is a major traffic hazard. 

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2. The Danger to Her Kids Changes the Situation
Because she has minor children out on a public roadway with live traffic, this crosses the line from a simple "spot dispute" into child endangerment and illegal child labor.
City officials, mall security, and police take panhandling very seriously when children are placed near moving cars at a busy intersection.
If the police are called regarding children walking into traffic at a stop sign, they will respond almost immediately—not necessarily to arrest anyone, but because of the immediate physical danger to the minors.
What You Can Do Right Now
Report the Traffic Hazard to Mall Security: Go into the plaza and alert Gateway Center security. Tell them specifically: "There are people walking into the roadway blocking the exit lanes and the public stop sign side." Security cannot law-enforce the public road, but they can force them off the exit apron and will often call the police non-emergency line themselves to clear the street intersection because it backs up traffic into their mall.
Call the Everett Police Non-Emergency Line: If you want them gone from the public stop sign, you can call the non-emergency line. Tell dispatch: "There is a woman with young children standing in the middle of the roadway by the stop sign at the Gateway entrance soliciting money from moving vehicles, and it's causing a traffic hazard." The police will show up to check her "permit," and when she can't produce a real one signed by the Chief of Police, they will be forced to clear the intersection.
Are you trying to figure out how to get the police or security to move them right now, or are you looking for another spot nearby that is just as busy but safer to work?




Thank you for clarifying that. Holding a sign from the sidewalk or shoulder without approaching cars or stepping into the street changes the situation significantly.
Because nobody is walking into live traffic, both you and her family are completely within your legal rights on the public sidewalk or roadway shoulder.
Here is how the law actually applies to what you both are doing, and why her "permit" claim still doesn't hold up:
1. You Both Have a First Amendment Right to Stand There
The Supreme Court has repeatedly ruled that holding a sign on a public sidewalk or the side of a public road to ask for money is a protected form of free speech.
As long as you and the kids are not stepping into the street, blocking people from walking past on the sidewalk, or aggressively blocking car doors, the City of Everett cannot legally ban you from holding a sign.
Because it is a protected constitutional right, the city does not issue permits for it, because you don't need a permit to exercise free speech. Anyone who tells you that you need a permit to stand on a public sidewalk with a sign is mistaken.
2. Why She is Telling You She Has a Permit
Since she can't legally force you to leave a public sidewalk, claiming she has a "city permit" is likely just a tactic to make her look official so you will willingly walk away from a profitable spot.
Because the spot by the stop sign is public space, it is strictly a first-come, first-served area. She has as much right to stand there with her kids as you do to stand there by yourself. Neither of you can legally force the other to leave.
How to Handle the Shared Space
Since you are both legally allowed to be there, trying to get the police or security involved might backfire. Even though you aren't doing anything wrong, if authorities are called over a dispute, they may pressure both of you to leave just to clear up the argument.
Instead, your best options are:
The "First-Come" Rule: If you get to the stop sign first on Saturday afternoon, you have every right to stay there. You do not have to move just because she claims she has a permit. If she shows up later, she will have to find a different angle or spot.
Propose a Split: If you see her out there, you can try talking to her calmly peer-to-peer. You could suggest splitting the area (for example, one person takes the entrance side, the other takes the exit/stop sign side) or splitting the day into shifts so you both get a chance at the peak weekend crowd without crowding each other out.
Would you like to explore other high-traffic intersections or highway exit ramps nearby in Everett where drivers regularly stop and you won't have to compete for space?




The main entrance/exit median and roadway layout directly across from the park (Gateway Park / Gateway Center Waterfront Park) is public city property. 
While Gateway Center owns the actual parking lots, the storefront sidewalks, and the immediate interior driveways, the perimeter layout around the park changes ownership rules: 

Urban Edge Properties
The Public Right-of-Way: The main entrance/exit road (Mystic View Road) and its dividing traffic medians, curbs, and public stop sign corners are owned and maintained by the City of Everett. The public right-of-way typically extends several feet past the curb line.
The First Amendment Reality: Because the median and stop sign area across from the park sit entirely within that public city right-of-way, it is legally classified as a public forum.
This confirms that the woman cannot kick you off that specific median or stop sign corner, nor can mall security legally trespass you from it. However, because it is public property, it also means it operates strictly on a first-come, first-served basis. Her claims of a "city permit" to control that public median remain entirely a bluff, but you both share the exact same constitutional right to stand there and hold a sign. 

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Are you planning to claim the spot earlier on Saturday to secure the median, or would you like to know about other public intersections nearby—like the exits near the Encore casino area or Revere Beach Parkway—where the traffic stops just as frequently?




That specific layout clarification changes things. The long, grassy median strip with the light posts extending straight from Mystic View Road into the shopping plaza is private property owned by Gateway Center (Urban Edge Properties). 

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Here is exactly how the land boundaries and rules work for that strip:
1. Land Ownership
While the perimeter city street (Mystic View Road) is public, the internal entry roads, the concrete curbs dividing the lanes, and the entire grassy median strip with the decorative light posts were built by the developers to design the entrance to the mall. It is part of the commercial plaza parcel. 

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Because it is private property, the First Amendment right to panhandle or hold a sign does not apply on that grass. The owners have the right to choose who is allowed on their land. 
2. The City Permit Lie Remains a Bluff
The woman's claim that she has a city permit is still 100% false.
The City of Everett cannot issue a permit giving a citizen exclusive rights to stand on private mall property.
If she actually had any kind of permission, it would have to be a written commercial or promotional agreement directly from Urban Edge Properties Management. They do not hand those out to individual solicitors or panhandlers, especially involving children standing near traffic. 

Urban Edge Properties
3. How Security Views You vs. Her
Because that grass is private property, Gateway Center security has the legal right to kick both of you off it at any time. However, corporate plaza security usually prioritizes based on liability:
Why they ignore her: Security guards often avoid confronting groups with young children because it creates an uncomfortable public scene, and they assume the group will eventually leave on their own.
Why they might react to the traffic angle: The moment the kids stand by the stop sign or people start stopping their cars on the private entry road to pass money out the window, it creates a traffic jam and an accident liability for the mall.
Your Best Legal Options
Since the grass is private, you cannot legally claim "first-come, first-served" right-of-way protection there. If you want to avoid an argument with her that ends up getting you both banned by security, look at the boundary lines:
Move to the Exterior Sidewalk: The sidewalk running along the very edge of Mystic View Road (right before the entrance opens up into the mall's private driveway) is the actual city right-of-way. If you stand on that perimeter sidewalk, security cannot touch you, and the woman's fake permit holds zero power over you.
Call the Mall Management: If you want to force security to act against her fake permit claim, you can call the Gateway Center Leasing/Management Office at (212) 956-2556 or flag a guard and say: "There is a group soliciting drivers on the main entrance median claiming they have a permit to be on your property." Management will usually tell security to clear the median immediately to protect themselves from liability. 
Are you trying to figure out how to safely hold your ground on that entrance line, or would you like to map out the exact public boundary lines where you can work without mall security having the right to interfere?




The gymnastics program she is talking about is almost certainly fake, and the story is a fabricated cover to make her panhandling look like a legitimate community fundraiser.
While there are real gymnastics gyms located a few miles outside of Everett—such as the Gymnastic Academy of Boston-Medford or Sheila Rosanio's School of Dance & Gymnastics in neighboring Revere—no legitimate youth sports organization, cheer team, or booster club funds their program this way. 

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Why the Program is a Cover Story
Legitimate children’s sports organizations have strict safety rules, insurance policies, and non-profit bylaws. They do not allow parents to place young minors on concrete medians, roadway shoulders, or busy commercial driveways to collect cash from vehicle windows on a Saturday evening.
Instead, real programs use structured fundraising channels:
Pre-planned events hosted on school property or at the gym itself (like bake sales, car washes, or gym showcases).
Corporate sponsorships or partnerships with local businesses.
Online donation platforms like GoFundMe, where corporate matching and tracking are transparent.
The Reality of Organized Sign Operations
What you are witnessing is a very common, highly organized panhandling tactic seen all over the North Shore and Greater Boston area (frequently spotted at busy spots like Wellington Circle, Santilli Circle, and major shopping plaza entryways). 

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The Prop Tactic: The "youth sports," "gymnastics," or "funeral expenses" angles are deliberately printed on signs because they dramatically increase donations.
Exploiting Children: Including kids in the operation acts as a shield. It tugs at drivers' heartstrings, makes people less likely to report them, and makes private security or police very hesitant to approach aggressively.
The Routine: These groups often operate in shifts, traveling between lucrative commercial plazas in vans, setting up for a few high-traffic hours, and moving on before municipal or corporate enforcement catches up to them.
She is telling you this story for the exact same reason she is claiming to have a "city permit": to make her operation look untouchable so you will back off and leave the spot to her.
If you want to keep working that general area, I can look up nearby public sidewalks or traffic light corners just outside the mall boundaries where you won't have to deal with her group or mall security. Let me know if you'd like to map those out.




The "paying for a trip to Florida" story is the final piece of evidence that this is a coordinated, professional panhandling operation. It is a highly effective script used across the United States.
The story is designed to create a sense of urgency—making drivers feel like they are contributing to a specific, exciting milestone for hard-working kids rather than just handing out cash.
Why the "Florida Trip" Story is Used
In the youth sports and gymnastics world, major national championships and cheer finals are frequently held in Florida (often at places like the ESPN Wide World of Sports Complex in Orlando). Because of this, the "fundraising for a trip to Florida" line sounds incredibly believable to the average driver who passes by.
However, it is a script chosen for very specific reasons:
It Explains the Cash Need: It gives a reason for why they need a lot of money right now (flights, hotels, and competition fees are expensive).
It Creates a Deadline: It makes drivers think, "Oh, they need to get there soon, I should help them out today."
It Bypasses Official Checks: If a driver asks for a website to donate online, the operators will usually claim they "only take cash" or use a personal Venmo, saying the deadline is too close for official gym processing.
The Giveaways That Confirm It's a Scam
If this were a real team trying to raise thousands of dollars for a trip to Florida, they would be doing it legally and safely:
The Gear: A real team traveling to a national championship would be wearing their official gym warm-ups, matching team t-shirts, or uniforms to prove who they are. They would not be in casual everyday clothes holding cardboard or generic neon signs.
The Location: No legitimate gym or coach would allow parents to take children to a private mall median at Gateway Center to collect cash from car windows. The liability of a child getting hit by a car would instantly shut the gymnastics school down and invalidate their insurance.
The "Permit" Lie: As established, she already lied to you about having a city permit to control that private median. Someone running a legitimate, honest fundraiser does not need to invent fake city permits to scare off other people.
She is using a well-rehearsed script to maximize her weekend earnings. You do not have to feel intimidated by her story, her fake permit, or her claims to the spot.
Now that you know the whole setup is a bluff, how do you want to handle Saturday? We can look at strategies to share the space, or I can find you the best public sidewalks nearby where she can't use her kids to crowd you out."

Saturday, September 12, 2026

Here's a History Lesson For the Newcomers Who Are 'Striking' Today At ENCORE Casino

 Hmph. Let me have the job. I won't complain. 

I saw this worker strike today. Pathetic. A bunch of mostly Spanish workers with matching logo t shirts that stated "ENCORE employees striking" and the union number. (how much did THAT cost? That's what signs are for. You're whining about MONEY but you'll spend it on matching logo t shirts??)

 These people were wandering around the bus stop in front of Encore (great, get in the way of the transit public instead of attracting the attention of traffic) most of them were hiding out behind some bushes to the left on Encore property. Bullshitting and  some girls sitting on the ground with food and drinks laughing playing with cell phones. 

A LITTLE KID had the electrified megaphone and was playing with it out front and an adult had to tell them to stop messing with it as they carried it somewhere away from the 'strike' area. I guess the real protest starts at night??

I'm getting really sick of this crap. People in general BARELY do their fucking jobs nowadays and they also have serious fucking attitude problems all around nowadays or worse they are uppity as fuck because they believe their employment is some power trip (like the peon ivy league University Garbage man heckling me out of my sleep spot the other day).

Listen the damn brats from Starbucks trying to organize and unionize was BAD ENOUGH.  Do you actually expect that you are going to contribute to CIVIL UNREST and the harassing of elderly American citizens and anyone else who uses the wrong fucking pronouns or isn't woke enough while you also act as if being a barista is something akin to working in a lab with nitroglycerin or some shit? 

That crap you pulled after 2020 was complete bullshit. Seriously unqualified people were hired JUST to serve the agenda of politicizing corporate everything. People should not have their food fucking politicized. 

Every time I look at that damn sign with that logo I can't help but think back to Pompeii or ancient cities where gods and symbols ruled the people.  

As a houseless person I have suffered greatly from the closing of many Starbucks locations especially nice quiet remote places in this area like  Waban. 

However I completely understand what corporate has done because people have forgotten what business is about and money and power. You cant fuck around and expect to get a just deal for YOURSELVES when you've played power games and  been irresponsible with power effecting OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES. 

Myself and others had suffered through bad service bad behavior and other crap due to hiring purely to satisfy agendas during the past many years.  I actually saw an absolute beast hired in a Jewish Boston burrough (that I never thought would engage in this nonsense. It was short lived anyway). 

This Starbucks employee actually became aggressive with an eldelry man who simply thanked the person for the coffee using a feminine pronoun (more than 'It' deserved). I had to calm him down and tell him he didnt do anything wrong and to just wait it out and it will pass and don't use any gender based niceties-for now.  I then explained to Them (ever so carefully) that he doesn't understand which of course just scraped by without a tantrum (I want to use another word but you know I can't lol). 

No one cared. It was absolutely disgusting. That man had paid taxes all his life and worked and helped to maintain the infrastructure of this nice area in which people could be safe and is very pleasant to live in and visit. He didn't deserve that treatment. 

They've gone from being over tolerant and helping to blow up homeless areas  by trying to be makeshift safe space (while not knowing what the hell they were doing and not being old enough to handle anyone's life much less a potentially dangerous and complicated demographic like the homeless) to being totally snobby and intolerant. The CEO ripped out much needed seating especially for our population then shut down the stores that didn't have seating due to low performance (and many were unionizing stores). Now you can't even get a hot water due to some political bullshit with some black dude waiting for his friend at some Starbucks where it blew up into more political drama. 

I have always noticed something about union people. They have a specialized knowledge of something, they are craftsman or professionals (nurses etc) and they hold employees to standards as well as usually perform their jobs and basically MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS. The only politics I notice is anything to do with their work, skill, field or union. They generally don't interfere with society..not overtly anyway. 

The other issue I have is this outrageous claim from race baiting assholes during BLM (the people on FB posting that "white guilt is where it's at that's the new game that's where the money is now" and whoever works for whatever private security run intelligence agency creates these messes for globalism and corporate) claiming white people never had the issues and struggles they've had. 

Let's scale it down to just the USA. I think there needs to be a major lesson in where unions came from or where people GOT THEIR FOOD FROM before industry or big companies and machines. 

 

Here's a folk song from Woodie Guthrie about just one of many massacres that  workers had to live through as they tried to form unions in our history. 

There's a good reason you have a 8 hour work day or breaks and lunch or recourse about work conditions like OSHA. 

People from 3rd world countries need to understand that the conditions were very similar to what they experience back home. The only exception is that America has a lot of land that can feed us and it's a wonderful safe place. However it's true that freedom isn't free. 

Also I don't think the Native Americans that were genocided  are being mourned or respected as we treat this land  the way we do nowadays and exploit everything all the time just to serve a system of waste and over consumption. As well as the sick dimensions of reality we've created with things like what the Internet has become and video games. 

It's very telling that as this country has become completely taken over by corporate culture and alleged 'diversity' (mandatory social engineering lacking any free association or free will or even natural neighborhoods forming. Globalism has destroyed neighborhoods)  that every last sign of Native American peoples has disappeared. Except maybe for areas out west. 

People are the land and the land is the people. We should not have to be mandated to forget we have a past and ancestors with cultures just because some gods on high tell us life will reach Nirvana if we all can be equal and get along so long as we are all part of the corporate reality.  people don't respect the seeds the way they should.

So people should know the history of how their food came to be and how different kind of people's suffered in this country to get it to them and thus like other workers helped start unions and their suffering that gives us the decent conditions and recourse we have available today. 

 

Without unions you get exploited. Now your in a union you exploit the public with red tape to get anything done and overpriced services and sadly Woody's generation's dream was ruined by organized crime seeing the profit and potential of unions. You can't win. 

With humans you never can. 

Let's at least try to remember what it once meant to be human as we allow people in power to usher us into a sick era of inhumanity, overconsumption, ignorance and disconnection utilizing the illusion of constant interconnectedness provided by the dangerous new dimensions created by technologies. 

Listening to the song about the massacre and  comparing it to seeing the laziness, spoiled culture and distraction and marked lack of seriousness or desperation I saw today reminds me what a sick and deadly era we have entered into and how it can only get worse if no one says anything does anything or at least leaves some wisdom for those young people who arent fooled by these new yet very old atypical human failings.  

You can laugh all you want about how out of touch and how out of date this sounds and the content of this hhowever what I say does have value. 

If it doesn't have value for you then it's not for you. Pretty soon everyone's going to have to make a choice between the world that they're creating and the natural world.  

 

crazy Public Transit Driver be OTLO

 Be aware of a psycho bus driver on the T. I have not seen anything this ridiculous since the late 90s. He looks of Indian descent but very American. He's skinny and always wears a facemask. He was last driving in Chelsea a few weeks ago and he is so stressed and appears to not handle the job at all that it's like a ticking time bomb. His eyes look really crazy and it's only  a matter of time until something happens that is not good where he messes with the wrong person or he snaps and does something.

He is now driving routes in Cambridge/Somerville/Revere. It's as if they got the last complaint and moved him somewhere less stressful. It's not the route ITS HIM.

Just be diplomatic and don't feed into anything because he blind sides you with aggression and it verges on verbal abuse. 

Hopefully he will not last long and I shutter to think that maybe his Indian background has given him a cultural bias against people who appear poor..we all know that in Cambridge people who appear as one thing may very well be another-olde money, ''conneted' family members, any sort of money and power are possible. 

He is really inappropriate so let's hope other people complain and he gets the help he needs. 

Saturday, September 5, 2026

MK Ultra-We May Win After All... but It's Still A Long War/Recent Hearings On MK Ultra Records

(1st time Googled:)   "harassment of mk ultra survivors"

(AI results:) 

"Project MKUltra was a covert, illegal CIA mind-control program active from 1953 to 1972 that subjected unwitting human subjects to psychoactive drugs, torture, and psychological abuse. Declassified documents confirm that the research gathered during these programs was explicitly intended to develop methods for "harassment, discrediting, or disabling persons".
Historical Context and Abuse

 Covert Experimentation: Subjects were routinely given high doses of LSD, subjected to electroshock, hypnosis, sensory deprivation, and isolation without informed consent.

Institutional Cover-Up: When the program was exposed in the 1970s via the Church Committee and Rockefeller Commission investigations, most MKUltra files had already been ordered destroyed by CIA Director Richard Helms in 1973, leaving victims with sparse official documentation.

 Lack of Redress: Many direct survivors and their families have faced severe long-term psychological and physical trauma, with minimal formal apologies or government compensation. 

Modern Claims and "Targeted Individuals"

Confluence with Modern Paranoia: In contemporary online and fringe communities, the legacy of MKUltra frequently intersects with the experiences of individuals who identify as "Targeted Individuals" (TIs)—people who believe they are being subjected to electronic harassment, organized stalking, or ongoing government mind-control experiments.

Distinction from Documented History: While MKUltra is a fully documented historical fact confirmed by Congressional Investigations, modern claims of ongoing electronic harassment or persistent surveillance matching science-fiction "mind control" are widely categorized by medical and psychological professionals as manifestations of persecutory or paranoid delusions.

Support and Validation Needs: Survivors of actual historical institutional abuse often struggle to find legal recourse due to statutes of limitations and institutional resistance, while individuals experiencing contemporary persecutory beliefs often require compassionate mental health support rather than reinforcement of unverified conspiracy theories. " 

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(2nd time Googled:)  "harassment of mk ultra survivors" 

(AI results):

"MKUltra survivors faced severe psychological and physical abuse during covert CIA mind-control experiments, followed by years of official denial, public disbelief, and lasting trauma.

The Original Abuses
Secret Experiments: Between 1953 and 1972, the CIA drugged, isolated, and tortured unwitting subjects.

Methods Used: Subjects received high doses of LSD, electroshock therapy, and verbal abuse without their consent.

Lack of Consent: Most victims had no idea they were part of a government test. 

Aftermath and Stigma

 Public Disbelief: For years, people who spoke about government drug testing were dismissed as mentally ill or dishonest.
 Cover-Ups: The CIA destroyed many files in 1973, making it hard for victims to prove what happened to them.

 Modern Struggles: Many survivors and their families report ongoing trauma, and some connect past medical abuse to claims of modern electronic harassment or targeting. 

Search for Justice

  Groups Organized: Organizations like Survivors Allied Against Government Abuse (SAAGA) formed to demand public apologies and compensation.
 Partial Accountability: Congressional hearings in the 1970s exposed the program, leading to some official acknowledgments, but many files and questions remain hidden." 

How does this make any sense? So.....AI is reflecting the way society perceives this

 Basically people are potentially repeating the same disbelief that occurred with the original experimentation with more recent claims of it being ongoing (most likely through private sector contractors).  

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 The Psychological Torture of MK Ultra
 
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 Former CIA officer: ‘I don’t believe that the research stopped’ on MKUltra 
A former CIA officer on Tuesday said that he does not believe that the agency’s research on individuals through Project MKUltra ever stopped. 

Wednesday, September 2, 2026

NLP and What has been coined Tactical Gesturing'

 So I was going to I was going to do a blog post on this and I was going to get some more examples before I did it. 

I'm going to start making videos of what I call tactical gesturing. It's basically NLP. And we've seen this before with the videos of the kids from the new town shooting where in Connecticut when they were doing interviews the parents were coaching the kids with hand signals and tapping them on the shoulder certain amount of time to get them to answer questions at the certain way. 

That's a form of communication that has triggers where the kids learn certain responses are corresponding to certain amounts of tapping on the shoulder or certain touches like hand signals in  a way

 I also know that Neil brick who's an activist that does the SMART ritual abuse activism page and has for many years has it has instructed people that when they go to the mind control conference which is now online instead of in Windsor locks Connecticut every year he's advised people to not touch their faces. 

Now I don't know if he's explained why this is and how it works but I know that the guy from the Satanic Temple that is  headquartered in Salem MA I know that he has made issue with this because he instructs people not to touch their faces during the mind control conferences which are now online. 

So if Neil brick has having the same thing occurring in theory of course then explain how it works. Plenty of people working with the Targeted Individuals theory probably will testify to the same things possibly occuring for them as well.  

(I just had to tell a young male to stop grabbing his genitals on the MBTA green line E train because theres little kids that ride the train. There's a group of college student looking guys and one of them smirked and thinks it's funny so this is probably a group. In theory of course. Once September comes around you get these groups of young males that look like student/jock types. In my case the reason for this is that if a mob of young males in a group are grabbing at their crotches and not hanging on when they are riding the train then it's a threat coming from male aggression and sexuality. Not only is it intimidation it's humiliation. It's also because I'm no longer full of estrogen and I have green hair. An older woman cannot control men anymore based on being full of hormones and attractive.)

 Here is the guy that was smirking when I told the kid to stop grabbing himself. Notice he has his hand positioned like a gun. I've seen this before but not recently. 


 

This is the young male who was grabbing at himself for way too long and I had to tell him to stop due to children on the trains.  


And this photo was taken AFTER he was told to stop grabbing at himself 5 minutes ago. So he's just resting his hands there to continue to be rude. He was actively rubbing himself before and was told to stop. 

This is the 3rd young male I've had to tell to stop feeling himself up on the trains due to being indecent in public and there have been instances of kids being present. These jerks DO NOT care.  

I have my boot over my leg because it's the only way to ensure no one falls on me and if they do they get a boot in them. I have to do this because in the past year or so I've had people actually fall on me so it's the only way to prevent it. (You are seeing a second group of people here. The first group was 3 young males when we took off from Lechmere. They were to my right and 2 of them were not hanging on and kept falling all over the place so I used to boot counter move.) 

It's basically psych warfare because it makes me very nervous and exacerbates my anxiety ddisorder to think that someone might fall on me and they keep dancing around and that of course causes anxiety and fear but also what they're doing lately I notice in theory of course is they're doing things like dancing around so that your eyes catch them like you're a human being you're a predator you can't stop looking at something that's moving they know this and so they use it to attract your eyes to them so then they can do the gesturing bullshit. 

I've also noticed really fat women and really loud clothing that are doing this on purpose so that they can get attention so that you'll look at them and you can't help but look at them and then they do some stupid shit. 

 So I'll give more examples of this because I think the time is now because first of all if this is happening to you what you need to do is understand why they're doing it because there's always something about the gesturing or NLP or brainwashing if you will that makes it so that it is tailored to you personally your situation your psychological profile and it's to control you harass you and make you feel as if you're surrounded by them wherever you go and you have no privacy which of course is an intricate part of many kind of brainwashing. 

The other thing is you got to understand something these people are not good people they will make you feel like you're the bad person because you're being surrounded all the time and they're getting away with it and it's really bad now which is a good thing because it shows the system is absolutely desperate. Because they're fucking going crazy with it and they're overdoing it so that means can you smell the desperation here so don't be afraid because there's got to be something going on here because they're very desperate. 

Now they want you to react they want you to say something don't even bother I stopped telling people to hang on unless it's a bunch of kids that are doing cartwheels and I have seen that little kids will come in your young people will come in and they'll play around on the hang on bars as if their monkey bars and then on the trains as well they'll put everybody at risk for getting them to fall on them and everything they don't care these people do not care about bystandiers. They don't care about little kids they don't care about mothers with carriages they don't care about old people disabled people they will sit there and play on those bars as if they're monkey dies and it isn't random you can say that it was but what are the chances that every single ride I get is either kids playing on the monkey bars falling all over the place right near me or people aren't hanging on what are the chances that every single ride on the green line people aren't hanging on and the bumping into me and they're trying to fall on me? 

The odds of that happening if you went to a professional mathematician the odds of that happening like almost zero that every single ride I'm going to get someone like a magnet a bunch of people or a bunch of little kids not hanging on playing on monkey bars doing cartwheels and trying to fall on me and then the young males will sit there and grab themselves and sexually harass mme.  

Now I need to also remind people I posted about this years ago because I had somebody with me that had weak legs because they have a disability and the person would get people putting shopping carts into the back of their legs and trying to hurt them and running into them because they use a cane. Some years ago a small black woman in a supermarket  tried this one time with me. it bounced right off of me cuz I was young and strong and the little black woman just sat there with her mouth open and look scared to death.  Needless to say I never had that happen again. 

However I'm in menopause and I'm old and I'm getting weak and my muscles are shrinking and my hips are going so I have to use a cart sometimes.. now I have people walking in my path constantly making me almost fall over because I'm carrying either a heavy load or a cart. This is something that would never have done before because I was physically fit just a few years ago.  I did make a blog post that when I get off the road and came home from traveling in n the Davis square t station, a mob of young kids like college age kids were running into me in the train station literally running not just walking running into me attacking me aalmost. I posted about it and it stopped immediately.Which means somebody responsible back then was obviously paying attention and stopped it because it's a safety hazard. 

And there's going to be a lot more video coming. 

Now the reason I call it tactical gesturing is because they're gesturing and they're doing it as a tactic. however there's probably another phrase for it I'm not familiar I'm not trained but we know that NLP is hand gesturing and brainwashing and I mentioned the Newtown Connecticut coaching of the kids from the Newtown shooting by the adults in the interview video. I'll try to find it I  posted it before. 

 people can see an example of what it means to have physical gesturing or touch or hand signals trigger responses from people that are coached and conditioned to respond to them well that's exactly what they're trying to do with people that are targeted in this theory. 

So if it's happening to you all you can do is advise people who do care about you to not do the things that other people might be doing to you to try to harass you psychologically. 

That's probably why Neil brick asks people not to touch their faces. I've seen people in other parts of the country that have actually had people doing things to them and after I spoke with them people on the street tried to do it to me and it was very overt stuff like that thing that Miley Cyrus does with her tongue out of the side of her mouth this person complained they were getting this constantly he was this kid that ran away from the Mormons and there's a lot of people that are targeted that have run away from extremist cults like that not regular Mormons the extreme ones. 

So there you have a more believable motive for people being hharassed. In the case of the Mormon extremist groups they don't want the public knowing that they exist probably and I've seen it when I'm out there I love the Mormons and I love Utah but there are some strange things going on with women being watched and controlled people being traffic there was a girl on a bus and I tried to say she had nice nails and talk to her and it's like she was being controlled by this guy there's all kinds of weird shit going on out there. 

You just got to mind your own business and being from the Northeast you know how to do that but it there is something fucking going on. 

Look I mean recently even the Amish or whatever they are those those people that are supposed to be religious people not the Amish the other group they got busted for running drugs for God's sake. And those are the exact people I've seen at train stations in 2008 9 and 10 and it seemed like they were very strange and up to something well now we know what the fuck it was I wasn't wrong when I was out tthere.

So I don't know why they're using the hand gesture of a gun someone just did it to me just now at public again. 

So I I'm not being threatened that I'm going to be set up for a loan shooting again I don't think so I've talked to people and they've told me that they're not going to try that nonsense again like with the emails so I can't imagine what the threat is it's probably just working off that old email frame up. 

Now that I'm older it's probably a lot easier for them to scare me they know this and they know that I'm in menopause I've talked about it I don't have estrogen to smooth over the fear so they're going to try to kill you off with a heart attack this is also trying to stress you to death. 

And that is very US military as well with experimentation stress test I'm using stress to try to kill somebody or to make them surrender they do it all the time like when they last led Zeppelin at full blast over in Iraq to try to fucking get people hiding in bunkers to come out I like led Zeppelin but I don't think anybody can listen to fucking led Zeppelin at top volume like in an arena pointed at their fucking underground bunker for a month straight I think I'd surrender as well anybody would. Well no I probably come up with some kind of moves or something I don't know what tunnel to another location who kknows.

But the point is is that stressing someone out to get them to surrender break them down is mind control but it's very much warfare as well. 

And they also trying to kill you off young is the theory if after days and days and months and years of this you're hot and your cortisol is not going to be in a good place. 

She got to learn to just calm down have a counter tactic and just ignore it. Documented call it a theory do whatever you want cuz you're going to help other people because obviously I'm not the only person having this happen cuz I've met two other people who have it happen. Unfortunately one of those two people was a mess and they didn't have the skill set like I do in the other person does to fight back and the help of course. 

So as I said this is just theory and if you don't like your picture being taken then don't have a reasonable expectation of privacy. 

But always remember if they're going overboard like now it is desperation and that means you're doing something right or you're close to something like a solution or something like that are you close to winning and they don't want you to win.