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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Tuesday, February 27, 2024

NEPAL PLANE CRASH passenger's smartphone live feed video reveals reality of death-humanity should cease air flight

I originally wanted to post this in April of 2023 upon first becoming aware of this but had been unable to get to it. 

At that time all of the videos were censored, the ending was removed or the crash edited out and the fire in the end just a still picture. Of course as I always do I was determined to find the one copy on the internet somewhere that was not censored the same way I've always done because I believe that people need to see the truth or at least what really happened. 

A few months followed the video content haunted me and I began to respect the main media outlet's censoring of the content and wished I had not viewed it. It was obvious there was human movement in the end and there's something that sounds like a last breath but different versions contain sound variations. I wish I could recall the original single version I had found that was not censored as now there are too many copies with variations of running the and sound. 

In the months that followed I kept dwelling on the visuals of trees and nature at the end and the quiet sound of the forest that the video finishes with. It seems the message was that when humans pass nature lives on, that nature takes us back to it and there's a peace in nature that is ever present regardless of what we or our creations such as technology are doing. 


I then began to get the ideation that one of the young men in the video was still 'with us' here in the living world for a time. A faint sentiment or message was that it's peaceful and we don't 'die' that there's no fear that  we live on or something to that effect...it's been too long since April now I can't replicate it exactly. 


I also got the idea that humans should give up aviation. It's bad for us, for the natural environment that sustains life on earth.  


 Nepal plane crash: a chequered aviation history 

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=5294403487280646&id=451369008407073


Video appears to show plane moments before Nepal crash


One version of live feed:

Full video (unfortunately it's off Tiktok. Disregard all the graphics covering up the video):

There's just too many accidents and too much chance of human error. 

My opinion is that if man was meant to fly he'd have wings. I've watched too many airline crash investigation programs. It's obvious. People don't want to be realistic about the problems with humans trying to fly in airplanes and how it doesn't work or it's not full proof. Nor are people realistic about the irresponsible behavior of airlines and industry that manufactures air travel machines. 

The air crash investigation shows always downplay the deaths and attribute them as unfortunate sacrifices that brought about wonderful changes to aviation when most of the accidents are preventable. 

Another experience that relates to this is during COVID quarantine unlike most people I was urban camping outside as the world simply forgot about 'The Homeless' as if we didn't exist. 

We lived through more of what was going on outside in the environment. Animals began to come out in an urban environment, there was less pollution and much more quiet. 
This was a direct result of humans ceasing air travel and a large portion of mechanized travel by ground as well. 


BLM and Antifa-the shocking dark truth when protesters become terrorists

 



https://www.everand.com/book/487694251/Black-Lives-Matter-and-Antifa-The-Shocking-and-Dark-Truth-and-When-Protesters-Become-Terrorists

During the onset of a world wide plague no less.

"....The tragic death of ex-convict George Floyd on May 25, 2020, at the hands of four policemen immediately triggered 2,000 protests in cities across the United States and 60 other countries. It was almost as if Floyd’s death sadly arose from a pre-meditated murder. Was Derek Chauvin, the White policeman who put his knee on Floyd’s neck for over eight minutes, a hitman? What about his new $100,000 BMW and hundreds of thousands in undisclosed income? Was it the unfortunate death of a convicted felon and heavy drug-user, or was a professionally organized anti-Trump network just waiting to launch a street revolution to disrupt the economy and elections further?

A White policeman had placed his knee on Black Mr. Floyd’s neck for about eight minutes, despite his utterances of “I can’t breathe,” which were audible to multiple people passing by with cell-phone cameras. This seemed a bit strange for a policeman’s behavior in the year 2020, given Eric Garner’s “I can’t breathe” became a rallying cry of black activists for police racism and brutality.

....raucous looting riots plundered many businesses and caused hundreds of millions in damages and losses.

Nearly the entire United States white population had been labeled “racist” once again by the Left, just in time to affect the June primaries and November elections.

...It reveals how BLM formed, the founders recruited as mere puppets for larger, experienced anti-American and black activist power groups.

This book explores the history of Antifa and its ideology and its main actions. It thoroughly examines the origin and nature of Marxism as arising from a foundation of Satanism..

...Domestic terrorists hire them. The goal is to oust nationalist, anti-globalist Trump and take over the entire US government and its people."


Monday, February 26, 2024

Behaviors Caused By Narcissistic Abuse

 Weird Mannerisms of People Abused By Narcissists 


Strange Traits of Children Abused By Narcissistic Parents (Unveiling the Bizarre Behaviors)  


Weird Habits of Those Abused by Narcissists When They Wake Up  


Paranoia. How Children of Narcissists Become Paranoid

Sunday, February 25, 2024

Candace Owens Podcast: Why M.I.A. Spoke Out

 

 
 I viewed this for a few moments and found it useful. keep in mind i dont even know who MIA is so that should be an indication of how useful the content is as opposed to being interested in celebrities etc.


Tuesday, February 20, 2024

Euro bonds to Arm Ukraine May Strip EU Members of Sovereignty

 https://sputnikglobe.com/20240219/how-eurobonds-to-arm-ukraine-may-strip-eu-members-of-sovereignty-1116880328.html

"If one was cynical, which I am, one would suspect that the EU’s support for the war in Ukraine was mostly driven by this desire to centralize power in Brussels," Luongo argued. "You start a war in Ukraine by purposefully crossing Russia’s red lines, drive inflation up locally, and empty the military coffers of all the post-WWII weapons and ammunition that is now outdated. (…) If you are losing, as you are now, you play up the threat of Russia not stopping at Ukraine to justify shifting your domestic spending to a military build-up, issuing Eurobonds to pay for it."

Thursday, February 15, 2024

Keep The INTERNET CONNECTIVITY PROGRAM Alive

Your Priorities Suck and You're Focusing On the WRONG THINGS: As a Nation even a planet we are NEGLECTING our responsibilities.

 people around the world can waste their time and energy focusing on protesting and even destroying businesses and property (by the way a lot of the businesses that are suffering are small business which points to a conspiracy that basically says that these goons are being influenced as Force multipliers and useful idiots on behalf of the corporatocracy to make sure that only big business survives.) that aside so you can give billions of dollars to Ukraine? with the president that you voted for has shady connection to Ukraine and you can't tell it's a scam by now? but you can't make sure that people have $30 a month to ensure internet connectivity?

  https://www.nlc.org/article/2024/01/23/whats-next-for-the-affordable-connectivity-program/

tthis. is just as disgusting as your panic shopping during the pandemic and the stores and their managers I spoke to that said right to my face that these food stores saw this as an opportunity which would explain why nobody in government forced corporate to have something called rationing which my f****** grandmother's generation easily implemented during world war II. 

 from climate activist to social justice warriors to everybody in between I hate to say it but everyone is basically one big sucker. maybe we can fix things if you start focusing on the doing the right things and taking care of business and minding the store start doing it now. 

Aren't you tired of being scammed yet? of all thr divide and conquer? 

Canadian MK Ultra Class Action Seeks To Remove US Immunity

Montreal 

U.S. argues for immunity in MK-ULTRA mind control case before Quebec Court of Appeal

https://www.cbc.ca/amp/1.6796756

"Proposed class-action suit seeks damages for Montreal brainwashing experiments"

UNIBOMBER Passes Away 2023/MK Ultra through Universities

Before he was the Unabomber, Ted Kaczynski was a mind-control test subject https://www.washingtonpost.com/history/2023/06/11/unabomber-ted-kaczynski-harvard-experiment/ 

 Ted Kaczynski, who planted fear and death as the Unabomber, dies at 81. 

"Kaczynski entered Harvard University as a 16-year-old on a scholarship, after skipping the sixth and 11th grades. It was there that he was subjected to an experiment run by Harvard psychologist Henry A. Murray that was backed by the Central Intelligence Agency."

"Murray’s study was widely reported to be part of a CIA program code-named Project MK-Ultra..."

Tuesday, February 13, 2024