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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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Wednesday, April 17, 2019

Outsourcing CIA Black Site Torture-Death By Human Error and A Field Day For Idiots

Inside The CIA's Black Site Torture Room 2002 article

So the guy doesn't go according to the structure set up by the outsourced psychologists and ads his own 'finishing touches' to the site? This is a person who had no prior prison experience and allegedly no foreknowledge of his assignment. Yes that sounds so realistic. One has to ask if he had any unofficial training or experience or if he himself had a record.

The Money Behind The CIA's Torture Program  2014 article

Imagine using torture to silence someone as opposed to getting them to talk or even to discredit.
Perhaps the compliance gained is enough in itself as this is a form of control over someone psychologically even mind control could be established.

It's clear from the articles that once again mistakes occurred due to human error.

Is it right to use outsourcing? It certainly ensures no government can be held accountable and is certainly more efficient. The need for interrogation has always been part of war and it's understandable. People having a field day with it and playing around with it is unacceptable.

Can there be any guarantee that these sites arent part of unethical human experimentation such as has been documented in history or even part of continuing MK Ultra in some form? With such lack of oversight wouldn't it be hard to definitively deny such theories?

Saturday, April 13, 2019

Woman of Color Exposes Tricks Of The Dem Left in Front of Lawmakers

China Relocating Rural Impoverished Populations and Nomads (Demanding THEY PAY)-What Is The Real Motive?

As i grow away from the tragedy of being framed with complicity from local authorities and institutions over three years ago, more and more I begin to see genuine suffering and deplorable conditions and corruption on our planet.  I see stories that strike me as outrageous that these things can exist and occur when there's so much money and power not just in this country but specifically from the very area which is my hometown area, where great wealth, power and wealth is concentrated.

I've lived through tbe underhanded tactics and smokescreens being used since 2014 or so just to get rid of the homeless population in cities for gentrification, building booms, real estate grabs and expansions and foriegn money not only here but in most cities across the USA, even globally with many similar situations showing up in the Philippines etc.  Then there's gentrification from globalization in cities where each place seems to have different demographics that are deemed desirable in the globalist design for that city and whoever is undesirable is being marginalized, villified, seen as suspect and bullied by the desirable ones as well as authorities. For instance in metro Boston anyone Caucasian who's alternative and not connected to mainstream or one of the institutions and isn't controlled by drugs or alcohol especially, is seen as a threat to the new design designated by globalist interests and the corporatocracy. Conversely, demographics like African American especially locals are viewed as very desirable as are any POC or immigrant and of course, snowflake types, hipsters, yuppies etc.

Yet in Oakland CA long time local African American residents are being chased out of their homes and neighborhoods, even having police called on them in their own driveways of their homes.  However the aforementioned demographic which was undesirable in eastern Massachusetts in the northeastern USA, is a desirable one in Oakland and surrounding area especially those of the creative class.

Doubtless many who are ignorant of the agenda will blame countless reasons for this, incorrectly of course.

What explains this difference in preference by local powers that be is simply according to who is useful in keeping their machines running and who is not. It's not personal, it's not racist or classist. It's based on pure need and greed as it always is.

African Americans in metro Boston are and have always been an intricate part of running the city and it's various institutions. Often they are put in positions that deal with the public directly daily and it's obvious one of their main purposes is to be the front line of defense against the public but also as handlers of the public for the power structure. It's also beneficial to keep this demographic well cared for and employed as the area is centuries old, small and neighborhoods and cities, towns are in close proximity. The riots of the 60s I'm sure sticks in the memory of many locals and demonstrated what may occur if this is not done, alonh with the level of crime that has occurred in past decades where ever this demographic had a strong presence on borders' of rich areas.

In contrast, Oakland is predominantly a black neighborhood. Many of the residents live there but many don't contribute to the daily running of the city and it doesn't matter anyway because it doesn't serve the demographics who are gentrifying. Thus the locals arent to put it bluntly-house slaves serving the power structure and they will most likely have a territorial attitude towards the area not one of servitude in exchange for prosperity or survival such as in Boston. This is also the birth place of the Black Panther movement so it's been demonstrated as well as countless extreme alt cultures such as squat houses in constant legal battle with banks over real estate, serious activists, punk houses etc.
The local population in Oakland supports rebellion not globalism. The locals don't serve-they live there.

This makes the African American demographic in one city more desirable than many others but then undesirable in different city.
It's the same for the alt Caucasianc creatives I mentioned.  This demographic are often involved in the start ups, co ops and businesses seen as part of the gentrification of the area in Oakland, usually due to close proximity to SF and Berkeley.
Metro Boston seems to have no use for such people any longer and they are seen as really the last remaining threat to IT, bio, pharma and military industrial complex take over of the area. They represent a bygone past of artists and bohemianism most associated with the olde money and former culture of Lib Elite Left, orbitting around Ivy League colleges and cosmopolitan city life.  Traditionally if one had looks and brains in this Bosron talent being a plus it may have been even more highly regarded than actual wealth-quietly of course. The backlash against elite culture. You had a chance and you were admired for it. The institutions were bored and held such dominion that being challenged by outsider culture was tolerated and often seen as a way to ensure a big powerful megalith stayed somewhat healthy- by being questioned, challenged and even held accountable.
Rarely do I see anyone who is colorful anymore or eccentric or artistic. I suppose global competition from globalism itself is perhaps what's made megalithic institutions question their dominance and power thus not being able to afford any dissidents any longer...or maybe it's something else.

Boston has been occupied by people who want to brag they live in Boston but don't understand Boston or know how it works probably same for Oakland and Anywhere Else, USA with these same globalist conditions. The perfect globalist citizen is just that-a corporate citizen. Every one can live any where because they all share globalist and corporate culture. This may be another reason why in the northeast, where local Caucasians have traditionally had strong ethnic identities to ancestry and even ties the 'old countries' in Europe, a strong healthy big person who's a tougher breed than in the western US is a dissenter by their very nature because the average millennial and younger now doesn't know where their ancestors or from or have any real experience with it culturally-they are children of corporate culture and of the state. God help them if the dissident has high intelligence, no formal education, is talented and ambitious. Once rejected by globalist society such a person will no doubt become a revolutionary and the Northeast provides all the resources necessary for that to become a reality.

So realizing this has been happening around the country even the world for a decade roughly, I begin to notice these attempts at what seems like ensuring that NO ONE on this planet escapes the system necessary for indoctrination into globalism.

Nomadic people's are being destroyed by global warming or relocation efforts or outright harassment. Indigenous peoples are now being threatened with having their land taken back or reduced such as in Brazil and others still suffer from land taken from them for mining or pipelines etc.
Africa continues to be exploited and run by corrupt puppet govts.

In many of China's instances of relocating it seems to be that whoever is relocated or chased off is in the way of mining or tourism but not always. Suddenly China gives a damn about poor peasant people? If only India had such a revelation.

One must wonder why it's so important to make such an effort to control people and their movements as well as location and the designs of the cities they live in.
Even the new LED street lights now put up around the world are an example of  public opinion not being respected as well as people's health and well being.
Its likely because the government grant driven LED street lights contain the capacity to use the Intellistreets system, complete with DHS software programs. I guess the damage done to humans and animals by HEV light (blue light) such as retinal damage and repressing pineal gland function aren't of concern as long as the majority (if you survive) are subject to the surveillance state. Again benefiting the agendas of globalist, corporate etc.

People who are kept busy in the globalist bubble or false environments or realities that's been created for humans, focus on diversions and waste time with endless conflict. The point seems to be to reduce the numbers of humans who exist outside the controlled environment both physically and in any other way.

One of the wonderful perks of city life that the relocated folk will be subjected to is China's Social Credit System. Americans hardly are aware of this and the fact that Chinese have no human rights etc like we enjoy. In the documentary I learned that the Chinese govt owns all the land in the nation. Property 'owners' simply lease it.
If you recall from history class, Europeans put an end to this practice by the Catholic Church starting with the creation of the Church of England and it went from there.

Is there any reason why we do business with this country and buy most of our daily goods from them? Why the factory jobs that sustained lower to middle class uneducated people in America have gone over to this nation? That we now covet their citizens as college students? That Chinese real estate companies have bought up US land from Harvard Square Cambridge to boarded up towns in the Midwest? That they possess obscenely large amounts of our debt? That the stupid, cheap, mindless brain draning gadgets we buy from them have been in part banned due to they being utilized for spying on Americans?

Look at the reality of this nation. Look at the way they treat people and deal with situations. They destroyed Mongolia and it's precious indigenous culture so unique in it's alignment with Nature and it's understanding of it.

They are forcing people without means to pay for the relocation ( It's called extortion) which is outrageous then they actually made the villagers destroy their own homes themselves before relocation supposedly to prevent return but it seems more likely the motive is to remind them just who's land it is-they just live on it. Give me a F*CKIN BREAK. Now I understand why their history has all these stories of revolt from the people. I guess they want to ensure that never becomes the case again.
It seems that's the same goal of whatever  beast has taken the name and disguise of globalism.

I think it's the ultimate horror that man has been trying to avoid throughout history-the enslavement of mankind and somehow-theyve sold it so that it's acceptable. Desirable. No one is really arguing or revolting or resisting. Everyone who does is seen as a terrorist, a racist, mentally ill, cynical or at the very least a malcontent. Whatever they can come up with, in many instances, judgement is passed by one of their useless idiot dupes worst of all who believes they are part of some revolution of Change for a better world. Yes a better corporate world but outside the of the insular reality created for the mainstream (who now believes they are the revolutionaries) there's no change that benefits humanity. Just the people you work with, go to school with, shop alongside or live in a 'community' with. Anyone outside those designated safe spaces for globalists is being screwed worse than ever because people aren't paying attention to the real world problems any more.

It occurred to me this year as I've seen these kinds of stories that if places like Cambridge or NYC or any place with money and power can put so much effort and energy and resources into focusing on who gets to use what rest room and can become so ignorant and intolerant due to Identity Politics now ruling their lives (while avoiding the fact that it only feeds and covers for genuine class struggle and economic inequality if not serves as a diversion from it) THEN WHY DIDNT ANYONE FROM THE USA START A FUND OR SPONSORSHIP TO HELP THESE PEOPLE PAY the damn relocation fees? Seriously?

This thinking started when I saw a documentary about a man who runs a mobile library on the island of Java, bringing books to remote villages by horseback.

I thought of all the universities I've been in and some very well funded ones specifically who hold themselves in high regard as the moral keepers of defining what everyone should think or live (depending on the elites changing agenda. Having a professor dropping LSD and advocating such as 'counter culture' at your university post MK Ultra and WW2 LSD experimentation on soldiers seems as useful then as having any number of chaos makers who will help break down society now by means of Marxist insanity of the current Liberal Left).
A vision of all the books within their walls and in use came to mind. All that they had and all they were capable of in potentially helping such a situation as the one in Java. Anyone around the world any person, company or nation could do better than nothing. So...why is this man suffering such depravation, alone? Why is there such lacking?

I think I recall how little his monthly income was. A homeless person here who panhandles could afford to sponsor a better book program. It was disgusting as a realization.

With all the resources available why is no one helping these causes that would benefit from small monetary support or simple donations of books or supplies-not to support an ongoing endless (manufactured, perpetuated) problem but as a solution that pretty much solves the problem?

It was sad to see small group of individuals taking on the burden instead of a much swifter solution of a educational institution or book company even libraries. Anything.

It's unbelievable to me that no one in developed countries has taken this on or even raises awareness about it.

I now realize why all the choas, Diversion, corrupt smears and frame ups must occur-because a true dissident  will discover what requires action for genuine solving of problems.

When you come up with solutions and solve problems in the world, logo/catchphrase from brainwashing loaded language begins to appear.more clearly what ii is: just a word. How much solutions to peoples problems 'Change' provides is then considered by a mind that is once again functioning

Thursday, April 11, 2019

The Common And Old Question in the TI Community: WHY?

It's a theoretical question that many in our community ponder on especially early on in our quest for the truth or at least feasible answers. However in hindsight people often discover not only was the question ultimately unimportant, the answers were simple all along.

There's at least one long time activist out there who has based her entire angle on "Why?".  It basically serves as a logo for her website and it sums up what many of us wonder throughout.

Some people in this community dislike the weakness of this approach and I've always walked away from this as,'s useless. Until you have viable theories that are feasible or someone credible outright tells you the facts to your face then it's a question and subject matter that can only serve to trap a person. Like the way they used to break down computers decades ago by over loading them or giving them problems that couldn't be solved. The guys from Lincoln Labs who used to visit one of my relatives nearby when he wanted to 'relax' would discuss such things. How they'd destroy computers' minds by such methods then rebuild them.

It's hard to tell if this is disinfo, serving the aforementioned purpose or simply a person who cannot do research and theorize to their own satisfaction thus they become stuck in a very bad place.

Firstly if the question of "Why?" presses on your mind then you are suffering greatly. The best thing to do is to push this out of your mind and heart. It indicates that you care too much and are feeling slighted or separated from your fellow man. Caring about the motives for being mistreated (in theory) is counter productive if you don't know the answer or can't accept theories that are viable, logical, sensible and make the most sense.

"WHY?" is an emotional question and it denotes helplessness. This is not a good space to be in.

The theories that work the best are based on deduction, info from other activists both in our community and elsewhere, research and direct information exchange between yourself and those who know. Once mis- or dis-info is weeded out then one can form sensible answers.

It seems the best theories are logical answers and they demonstrate typical human behavior recorded throughout human history.

What I've formulated for the GS theory as far as theorized motive is as follows.

Rule of Thumb is:
Everyone from individuals to groups to businesses to large corporations to the military industrial complex to possibly certain departments of any government on this earth one thing is on common. You can bet that THEY ARE IN TROUBLE.

It's that simple.
That's the number one theory for such potential actions. If you leave it at that then you can disregard any and all worries and fears.

Of course there are other motives.

The aforementioned (individuals to largest org one can think of) is in need or want of material things that they cannot acquire by their own efforts or resources.

In other words they are cheating. It's the ultimate system of cheating in life however and usually the participants are unbalanced to begin with from simply mentally off to highly immoral. Desperate and easily controlled sacrifing anyone to get what they want is second nature. To them, this is part of doing business from the most erratic and unemployable to gainfully employed yet living beyond their means in desperation.

These are the main theories for motive. There are of course secondary more personal, cultural or mob/group motivations or rather excuses, rationalizations. Most of these consist of mob mentality hatred, jealousy, threat to culture or tradition.

Men who have issues with women often gain satisfaction from as a group and individually from theoretical mobbing campaigns of females especially ones that are a threat to the status quo in some way.
Classism is also a rationalization as is racial hatreds or payback culture.

I wouldn't trust the theory of Cause Stalkers because it's been experienced by many that if the overall perception of a TI is that they are for instance a Christian even if that is not the case, then the campaign will consist of anti Christian content and attempts to torment using this. Often the campaign gets bad information (as a result  of sloppy amatuerish intelligence gathering) and the results make an amusing tragic comedy. These will be your most enjoyable moments, and it will release you from the question of 'Why' because with this much buffoonery, who cares really?
So then after dealing with mobs of kids making contact in malls or something and saying "where's your God now?" and a confused TI saying to oneself "wtf are these people on about? I'm not even religious or Christian. Don't get this" or idiots walking by attempting torment via Satanic T shirts that have obviously just been taken out of packages due to the folds still noticeable, like actors in quick costume change- one realizes that these people don't actually know much about the TI at all. That's why people try to phish/fish for information so often. Not only is it because they seem desperate for intel (and obviously there's some compensation for this) but it's a means of control and possibly gauging mood or receptivity of the Target for the next actions according to the GS theory of group mobbing activity.

Then once more intel is gathered the TI may notice that mobbing methods change. Unfortunately, writing a blog or public speaking can provide this info and add to the TIs misery so realize that you yourself may be one of the greatest sources of information not only to use against you with mobbing but possibly for something more damaging such as a frame up.

So the anti Christian, Satanists suddenly become Christians or Jews based on what info they gather to fix their mistakes. When this doesn't work either because the TI isn't Satanic or it's complicated then it becomes even more obvious that this is a system that only seeks results-nothing or anyone you experience is genuine.

Any and all weaknesses in a TIs psychological make up and history will be found and exploited by mobbing campaigns.
One TI even witnessed early on in a campaign her peripheral vision being measured and tested by people most likely to asses how close to her mobbing has to occur to be effective perhaps using psychological methods such as pavlovian psychology at some point.

Another TI in early 2000s awoke in a hostel to a group of people circled around her, a young white male seemingly the group leader asking "so how smart is this one supposed to be?".

Total control of the person and their environment is theoretically what is attempted.
Asking "why?" at the points where abuse is so severe seems useless. It's not worth it.

One TI met a woman who gave her a business card that said 'Jedi Mind Tricks'.

As scary as this all sounds when one remembers the Rule Of Thumb theory for motives, which are pretty basic for anyone involved, then the follies of such people become more evident as well as the potential ineffectiveness of the system as a whole.

Also the book putting forth the theory of such groups being terrorist groups with unknown motives has been discredited. If you come across the publication 'Terrorist Organized Stalking In America' discard it or save it as an example of what disinformation looks like.

What seems to gain compensation is:
-action (harassment.  any action against the TI by anyone)

-inaction (purposeful negligence. The desired result is that not taking action will result in harm to the TI)

-intel gathering which may also gauge receptivity during contact and exchange. This also seems to serve as attempts to preserve psychological control over the TI.
Someone approaches and asks " Where are you coming from and where are you going?". This happens repeatedly over many weeks or months. These aren't persons in authority but they approach the Target and anyone with them with an arrogant display of being as such which of course does more damage which is always the desired result.

Not only does this actually gain perhaps meaningful information to assist in a mobbing campaign but it serves seemingly moreso to harass, deny privacy, interrogate and make the TI feel as if they are the ones who have done something wrong. Always remember that anyone taking part in these actions are either trying to get out of trouble, avoid exposure which would get them in trouble or gain something they need or want they cannot acquire by their own efforts through legit means. They are wrong. Always.

In TIs who are RA or MC programming Survivors, these actions seem connected to continued MC projects. It would be desirable to keep such a person under control for whatever ends the corrupt powers that be require. Ensuring you silence such a person for a lifetime is the desirable result.

Many people have experienced theoretical mobbing by persons that seem severely impaired from severe abuse. Obviously this is sad and probably the most scary of types. They resemble slaves not people.

Others have reported that they were approached by group leaders with the promise that the mobbing would cease and that they were propositioned with a shady, vague employment opportunity consisting of moving to a new location monthly and being compensated with pay at about the same intervals. From this it a rather feasible and reliable theory be formulated or deduction can occur that any number of persons participating in theorized mobbing activity have been coerced into such activity and are now compensated. Thus the 'need' or 'want' is present but this situation may be the saddest of them all.

It's very basic as to theoretical motive.

Need or Want:

-Money or material gain:
•deals, freebies, gaining expensive items for far less than others pay. This seems to include automobiles, homes, vacations. (Most cases would be easily detectable via financial over site or review as well as simply profiling the recipients as such people couldn't nor have not the means or abilities to gain such things on their own.)
•grant funding for academics and scientists and govt funding for organizations or institutions.
• contracts such as any sort of tradesman can provide especially union.
• housing from HUD or other (housing as payoff or reward)
• gaining any of these more expediently than others or more easily than is realistic.

In trouble:
 •legal, financial etc,
definitely criminal or leading to criminal conviction. Blackmail etc.
•Trying to avoid conviction.
•Attempting to lessen penalty after conviction. Parole, probation, sentencing etc.
•Attempting to avoid exposure of crime, corruption etc that would lead to the aforementioned.

This applies to individuals, companies, corporations and on up. No one is immune.

The absolute worse cases reported were the seeming use of people so immoral, violent, evil and depraved that it's practical to theorize that a practice similar to the CIA overseas has done in the past which is to go into the allies criminal system and find the worst offenders then offer them immunity as well as compensation to work against the enemy. Letting them loose to simply do what they do that led to their imprisonment to begin with is desirable.

The in trouble and in need certainly applies but these arent people who are afraid and are in need for that reason. They are serial killers, psychopaths, child rapists and murderers possibly. They gladly partake as it's their nature to do so. Many TIs report definitely being able to tell the difference over time.

There's now no mystery at all. No need to ask why. The theoretical motives are simple human animal behavior. Try becoming the Observer now that you've got something to take in. It's no magic trick.

If these theories are correct and this info accurate, reports genuine then "Why?" should never again be part of a GS theorists vocabulary nor any sort of problem to figure out.