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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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Wednesday, November 24, 2021

WI Xmas Parade Rampage/Crooked, Agenda Laden Justice System Manipulate The Public

 The headlines on the newspaper saddened me a few days ago. Now, it angers me.

In 2016 I was denied due process multiple times, held for four months pre trial in NH with a dangerousness trial where the justice system used testimony from an anonymous email as well as info about other threatening communications from an unofficial, non DHS fusion center in Boston and denied requests for the system to discuss alternatives with me for release as well as forcibly taken for an involuntary three day eval in MA for another threatening email communication, harassed in the hospital and the NH jail in attempts to make me fail/plea out/cave in to intimidation, or to separate myself from gen population which would have hurt my case. I was only allowed cash bail once for three emails threatening authorities under my name. 

No one did proper investigation. Evidence that would have help track down the cyber stalker or troll who did this using my name wasn't utilized used and no attempt to do so was ever made. The justice system was arrogant and completely convinced of their omnipotent power throughout.  The injustice done to me, our justice system and our Constitution was treated with total disregard. 

All I did was write a blog, live an alternative lifestyle as a Traveler and try to take care of my health and other affairs as I always did while being in my hometown. 

I was cyberstalked by a troll over many years time with harassing comments on my blog before the email/faxes-the language of which  closely resembles the language used in the threatening emails sent to authorities under my name.

 Three threatening email/faxes were sent under my name to authorities in February and April of 2016 using information that was readily available on my public blog. 

The way in which I was treated and processed was not appropriate according to the charges or crimes and I suspect not even legal. 

Why was I tortured and intimidated by this gross abuse of power so easily when firstly I WAS A VICTIM to begin with of cyberstalking and a frame up and secondly they were email threats written and sent via internet and I have no history of violence, no knowledge of guns and no illegal weapons such as knives over the legal limit. Even if I had sent them, the eval in MA and dangerousness hearing in NH using an anti terrorism fusion center is absolutely ridiculous and over the top. 

My attorney in Cambridge on the last email told me I wouldn't get a fair trial because the Las Vegas lone shooting happened during my case. What's any news stories got to do with me or what a jury decides? That's supposed to be illegal to let jurists who are influenced by news stories to sit on the jury. 

Yet, some guy who's JUST RECENTLY COMMITTED A VIOLENT ACT like running over his girlfriend with the same vehicle as he used in the parade rampage, was only charged $1,000 bail and released. My bail in NH was 10, 000 I believe, of which I had 2000 cash but didn't have anyone to get it for me and was told I was not allowed to bail myself out. 

As I stated, I was charged with one threatening communication sent to authorities with no prior violent history and I provided every lawyer with the history of harassing communications from the troll on my blog and stressed that this person had knowledge of the threatening email/faxes ONLY THE PERSON WHO WROTE AND SENT THEM WOULD HAVE HAD. 

I was never questioned. No investigation was ever done. Yet I was denied due process and justice for my being a victim of cyber stalking. This was done BY THE SAME LIBERAL, PROGRESSIVE, LEFTIST, DEMOCRAT system in MA and NH that is responsible for lenient treatment and low bails for genuinely dangerous persons like the man who killed all these people in the Wisconsin Xmas parade rampage.

I don't even own a fucking car. 

I get annoyed seeing all the scum that have homes and cars nowadays like nice SUVs and they are such shitty people like this guy. 

I live out of a storage space and urban camp partially due to my environmental illnesses, caused mostly by the corrupt system here in MA and that includes the now corporate medical industry and partially because I'm a damn good activist and whistleblower. 

I bet the asshole who killed those kids also has a home to go to. The news made some issue about his being homeless at one time but the fact he's got a big SUV to run kids over with should tell you that his stint being homeless or his false claims of homelessness have no bearing on his violent tendencies or this crime. 

How many homeless lone shooters, bombers or vehicular massacres have you heard of? 

Even the guy who made a bomb in his trailer in Nashville that he exploded after pre recorded announcements had an RMV to plan his crime, execute it and store the materials used. 

Homeless people don't really have the opportunity plan and carry out elaborate crimes. (Which is why they had to use emails and the internet for my frame up because the means and opportunity had to be something available and accessible to a person without a residence).

Why are courts taking away cash bail, manipulating the amounts of cash bail based on identity politics or left wing agendas or abusing dangerousness hearings so an innocent person like myself is tortured and suffers unjustifiably but it's not utilized properly to protect the public from people like the man who perpetrated this horrible act in WI? 

Because the legal system is so infiltrated and so controlled by the influence of the private sector and politics that there is no actual law and order. It's all a show for the public. 

One expects the legal system to be corrupt and for the nature of power to be potentially abusive. This is why we have a Construction-to get recourse. People expect a perfect system that acts noblely and works flawlessly and that's just not realistic for humans. The point is to have recourse available and be raised as a US citizen to know such rights exist. 

The way I was treated shows clearly that the justice system is fully aware of the fact most people do not have access to legal knowledge or understand any system of self defense. This also has to change.

The reason things are falling apart in this country is because the pubic generally nowadays do not understand the way their country works. They don't know the laws, their rights nor how to think in a logical sensible way. It's straight up brainwashing that's controlling our citizens. 

Anyone who is a reasonable person by legal definition would understand that expecting any system to be effortless or perfected by the very power structure that often is corrupt would be foolish and would be nothing short of a fantasy.

The only promised land is one where the citizens have a guaranteed system in place to defend themselves against oppression. Expecting any system o work perfectly is asking for trouble. 

Any 'progress' for one demographic that's made without time, wisdom, free association or self determination has probably been achieved by a degress or throw backwards for another and the promised quick 'fix it' to the system that seems so successful IS GOING TO HE HIDING ITS FLAWS AND CORRUPTION from the public. 

My condolences to the people in WI and all of the communities that have suffered such tragedies over the past years.

Sunday, November 21, 2021

Interesting news story might shed some light on reasons why theoretical gangstalking possibly is so bad on public transit in Metro Boston

Could this have something to do with the obnoxious riders on public transit? 

That and probably the many derailments they've had over past few years. The line that had a horrid derailment just a month or two ago is now guaranteed to have assholes on every ride including arrogant butt hurt snyde drivers. 

There's no shortage of recruitment. 

New Tactic: Anti Vaxx Space Invasion

I've discovered a possible new ruthless nasty and potentially deadly way of perhaps bait and weight triggering and or actually making somebody sick and getting them to die. We know that space invasion is part of GS activity when I was younger because of probably my status in MKUltra as well as some other factors unknown to me some of which I can guess someone which I'll never know people harassing me would make sure that if they surrounded me closely it was when I was in a bed in a hostel or something and I'd wake up at 1 in the morning surrounded by a circle of people messing with me but other than that nobody ever got close to me unless they sat next to me on a bus and tried to pump me for information and conversation was all done very civilized no one ever did any aggressive invasion of my personal space when they would approach me often times you could see that they stayed arms-length away from me physically as if that was a specific instruction. I think I was just too big and strong when I was young and I was healthy and nobody wanted to get people hurt. It may have been also that people that are family members of mine as well as key people in different positions of power didn't want to see me go to jail for an assault charge and also fighting in public was much more acceptable back then only recently have people drawing attention people being loud or screaming or fighting in public in Northeast cities as it being unusual this is what I call the suburbanization of our Urban cities. 

I've met other people who are targeted who have nothing but attempts at invasion of their space and they told me that has gone on for decades so I guess it depends on what they know about the person person psychological profile and the person's physical strength etc.

In the past few years the system is definitely tried to start using physical invasion of space when I came back from New Hampshire I posted that four years ago groups of  people were actually running into me and knocking me down only in the MBTA stations. well the Old guard was still in office then thank goodness and I posted it and it stopped I highly doubt if that would happen today.

Right when the restrictions were breaking and people started getting vaccinated many months ago I noticed that people on the trains started to try to invade space again because on the public transit trains here not the commuter rails the long-distance lines but the local city lines especially the green lines for some reason people use space invasion constantly but not personal space like when you're standing somewhere they use it on the train so for instance they use the excuse of a crowded train to invade your space and I've known people where they step on their feet or they keep putting their crotch our asses in their face on purpose or a group of people that are dressed as specific way look like a certain demographic all crowd around one person to intimidate them so the train is the perfect place for these theaters actually the train is a major place public transportation is a major place for Street theater and usually involve psychological warfare as well as physical warfare tactics if not gesturing. I don't actually see a lot of gesturing anymore but I see a lot of psychological and physical tactics.

Well covid hadn't really broken yet so she just told people to get the hell out of our space and they looked so disappointed is if wow I'm not going to be able to complete my mission or my job today for the stupid perp system. Like literally that was the look on their face normal people don't act like that when you ask them to move out of because of covid-19 in other words there was nobody on the train the train was empty so why would they come over and try to stand right near us it didn't make any sense and normal people would go oh my God I'm so sorry I didn't realize because they know they covid is killing people well that's a red flag and an alarm Bell that shows you that they're not normal and they're not real people and they're not random because random real people don't look as if they're disappointed when they can't crowd your public space on a train during covid lol.

So now I'm noticing that there's a space invasion game based on probably them knowing that you're not vaccinated and if they know this about you which they can get from your medical records or hear you talking about it or hear it from somebody who sent it to someone else either by eavesdropping or through looking at your records or through having somebody in your crowd that's a snitch to them. So if they know you're not vaccinated what they're doing it seems like it's using anti-vax space invasion is what I call it. It's not that I'm Nancy backs it's just I have a lot of allergic reaction issues and my family has predisposition to heart trouble and strokes usually at a very late age like around 90 but after my aunt and my mother had the vaccine they both had the same kind of stroke literally one after the other and I feel like the medical community should have been watching them informed them that there's a stroke side effect and give them plavix or something to prevent it from happening. So there's another reason I'm not quite keen on it and there's a lot of people don't seem to know about covid-19 and because of this experience I had today I was going to do a video on it now I definitely am because people need to know if they're listening with the real deal is with the covid. I'm fortunate enough to live in an area with a lot of people that I need in places like a phase etcetera or at bus stops or whatever it is you have a conversation because that's part of the culture here or what's left of it and people start telling me that they're working for some big pharmacy company or that they are a medical school or whatever research it is science and they'll tell you kind of what the public should know what they haven't really grasped yet months before that happens. So I'm looking to be privy to information and I also sort of has a scientific or medical thinking mind you because we were raised with it here and the Irish are especially attentive to their health I come from white lace curtain Irish or white glove Irish which means I'm Norman Irish from Norman Invaders and they pay more attention to their health as well as up here in the Northeast the nuns used to clean which means you could eat off the floor and the other thing would be that there's Lysol is very popular I noticed Lysol isn't very popular down south which damn well it should be because it's so much damn staff and the bathrooms well the thing is is that there was a huge flu epidemic here in the twenties and lots of people died in New York and in the Northeast and I think people up here remember that and that's why Lysol is so mandatory as part of your wintertime cleaning and health regiment it mean you're just raised with it.

So because we live close to a medical Mecca as well as just the way people are in the Northeast I mean Irish people are attentive to preventing colds and flus and germs and Italian people are just paranoid constantly they're going to catch something. Who knows maybe the Italians of all of their conquering and ruling the word for thousands of years maybe one of our greatest Achilles heel is maybe we have a lower resistance to bacteria who knows this is stuff that the doctors are going to tell you and it's stuff that Dylan wants to research even though they ask you your genetic background at the hospital now days when you applied to be part of a hospital network is part of your medical profile probably to see what you're predisposed to.

So the thing that happened this morning was the last straw. A young girl ran by me jogging and she literally scraped by my face with her face she had her mouth open she was jogging and exercising she was breathing heavily which means any kind of spit or particles could be coming out of her mouth and delivered into my face because of the activity of exercise she didn't have a mask on which I don't expect people to wear masks outside when they're exercising I thought that was stupid before the vaccinations but you have to do social distancing mastin up inside and doing social distancing and doing social distancing outside without a mask is definitely the way to go. And I screamed at her down the street and my booming loud voice made sure that she could hear me because she was jogging away like nothing happened and I said you can still catch covid and you can still spread it to someone else even if you're vaccinated. She came back the other way I said you're crazy and I think that's a very strange attitude coming from Boston and especially because she's probably in college down in BC or working somewhere in the area cuz it was around the DC area. So first of all you're not a doctor and you're not a scientist and if you are we're all fact when you get a job because you're terrible and not qualified you certainly don't have the right attitude and you thinking the right way the other thing would be that you're not a forensic psychiatrist so you can determine if I'm a quote-unquote crazy she's probably one of these people that wanted Trump out of office because a bunch of people that didn't know him who are libtards and their psychiatrist or judging Trump is insane when we know damn well there's legal precedence and laws against that because of that horrible case where one of the candidates wives many decades ago was put into a mental institution by one of the other candidates in order to increase his chances of getting elected by a doctor who had not seen this woman saying she was crazy so that's why we have laws against people making judgments about the psychological & psychiatric well-being of any elected official without seeing them first. 

Any chance we get to stop unit of psychiatry which is the political abuse of psychiatry is a good thing when I'm done with my cases once I get to them I'm going to make sure that no one ever gets framed the way I was friend ever again because it was too easy and either they weren't following the laws in place and I'm going to make sure that they get followed from now on or there's going to be consequences or there's no laws in place for venting the way that my frame up when it never should have happened and it shouldn't be legal in the United States.

So saying something to me like I'm crazy doesn't do anything because I know the laws and if you're 20 years old and you think you're going to win because I'm older now you're wrong because the thing about being older as I have life experience wisdom and knowledge and you cannot buy that mommy and daddy can't buy it for you you can't get it from the gang stalking system by playing for the dirty tricks department to get what you want or to stay out of jail you can't acquire it it has to be earned through years of being alive and a lot of these young kids are under estimating me but it doesn't matter because they're just so obnoxious and selfish because they're young they're not even going to remember they did this chick to somebody 20 years from now that's why they use a lot of young people. 

So it's only happened a few times and each time it's happened in many many months it's usually it's always our young kids and it's always them being arrogant and careless. And when I respond by telling them that they're wrong and they have to use social distancing and they covid not over they usually react badly because they're young and arrogant and that's fine.

But this girl turning around and jogging the other way just so she could say you're crazy to me that tells me that this isn't random and I turned to myself and I said oh my God you just fell for a bait and wait your triggered.

So it's not just space invasion from trains they're actually potentially in theory feasibly using people to jog close to you and breathe on you literally brushing right by your face and then when you react they know you're not vaccinated then they can sit there and say well this girl was screaming in the street. She's crazy and we don't know what she was screaming about something about covid-19 said to her made sense but the fact that I said it loudly is something that they can use especially in this area down here because we had some kids going to the police recently claiming that I spit on them and said something crazy about black lives matters in an alleyway which is totally insane and the minute that I put it on the internet and I told some local people who know us it stopped.  

Because everybody knows that me running around screaming black lives matters and spitting it young kids that are in high school in a dark alley is not going to fucking happen in reality. 

However it does make sense that they would try something like that in this area because it seems like this area is right near that Park where that accusation came out of so it would make sense for them to try to get me screaming and yelling in the street right around with that Park was she have to look at this like a timeline like a pattern so every time you get accused of something always be careful in that physical area that you got accused of doing something because they might actually try to do something again so that the local people can identify you as doing the same thing or oh look at this behavior it shows that she's possibly potentially capable of doing the other things she was accused of do you have to keep every slight and your minds especially when it gets to a police department you've got to keep it in your mind in a file and always try to keep an eye on who said it where they said it happened and what the nature of it was because they're going to try it again or they're going to try to add on to it to make something out of it it's bigger when there's nothing there.

Notice how would the email frame up with MIT and Harvard University Police department and Manchester New Hampshire they had to do it three goddamn times once wasn't enough because they really wanted me to let you make it look like it's real when it's not.

And she was jogging beside me this morning with two people on one side of the sidewalk walking in the other direction and me and my partner with our gear walking the other way so she slid in between for people on the sidewalk getting close to my face of course in order to jog by why didn't she just jog off the sidewalk into the street for a second or why didn't she just wait or why didn't she go around or there's a million other things she could have done and I would have just put it down to her being young because it's happened before this way the fact that she turned around and took time to drug the other way back towards us then call me crazy tells me that it might not be random. So here we have a potentially new tactic it's a good theory where people are using the fact they know you're not vaccinated to freak you out and scare you and get you going.

Well like I'm going to say in the video here's what I'm going to do the next time anybody pulls that I'm going to film you if I can get you jogging or walking away I will and then I'm going to say what I have to say calmly and sternly if not loudly if necessary so you can hear me or not depending on how far away you are it's all going to be reasonable and I'm going to tell you exactly what I said to this girl about covid and about not being vaccinated and still being able to spread covid 2 people that aren't vaccinated and social distancing and masks then I'm going to put you on the internet and I'm going to let everybody know and every college and every single place that you go that you're in a major medical area and you're studying here or working here and you're totally not paying attention to the realities of covid-19. And if I film you and I can get your face everyone's going to know that you are a complete ridiculous. You do something stupid like say anything to me that snide or nasty or turn around and call me crazy everyone's going to hate you because then you're picking on a homeless person and an activist who's trying to do something that's meaningful I'm living out of a storage space will you probably have a summer home and your parents have a rich house and you're going to college here or you're working here and they bought your condo. So I'm going to make sure I ruin your life the next time you jog by me or walk by me and coughing my face or breathing my face and act like it's going to be easy way if you could get away with this crap everyone will hate you and everyone will think you're an idiot.

Mob Rules Is Especially Damaging For Targeted Individuals

Though this is useful for the average person it's especially important for TI's to remember the common sense in the above article.

Because we are being left behind along with the homeless more than any other group and globalism.

And it's especially damaging for a demographic of people who have been literally mobbed over their lifetime and especially overly since 9/11. A society bowing down to the mob can constant harassment from mob rules leaves were scarring on TI Sykes and any other demographic.

I deer say it seems to me that the culture wars cancel culture and political correctness agendas are being used against anyone questioning or resisting the system or power structure in a real and meaningful way it would result in genuine true change for all of humanity. This is being done by basically canceling t.I.'s and conspiracy theory culture by way of leaving us out of identity politics and victimhood culture and also by way of leaving us behind if we're homeless because in globalism the homeless are left behind. This is also being done buy at the same time culture wars are occurring there has been a strong campaign over the last many years to tie acts of violence loan shootings and mental illness to any and all conspiracy theorists or anybody seeking alternative information or theories. 

I now see clearly that before the culture War has occurred in such a damaging way that's gotten control over our society activists like me had to be framed up and our brands destroyed our voice is silenced and our work abandoned by the public at the same time I saw all of the college's begin to close their doors to the public outsiders or dissidents or even the homeless this is also the same time that local universities began becoming gentrified through globalism- the new McHarvard is in prime example. 

I personally saw this University being destroyed as a local entity a small neighborhood campus where people cared about local issues and local people and local business and there was a colorful street scene of artists colorful characters travelers really and uneducated undisciplined minds and maybe the next Great American novel authors. That was systematically dismantled through underhanded means especially utilizing intrigue and some of the worst known and suspected intelligence methods that you can think of, not very sophisticated but brutal in their simplicity and effectiveness. It makes sense now that I had to be framed before this dismantling and rebuilding occurred. 

And it also makes sense that his society would not be captured and held prisoner and held captive by the culture wars and the mob rules during covid-19 using fear and death to their advantage which just goes to show that there's an entire timeline where it's almost as if the people in power knew that covid was going to come about and the whole thing was planned.

But that's just another conspiracy theory. 

It's frightening to use hindsight and look back and see did it to the entire 10-year plan that was executed. Why else would keep people have to be framed and gotten out of the way before colleges were taken prisoner and the students it was a chore that they wouldn't communicate or Friday nights any longer with Street people or anybody who had a dissident opinion. It's all clear now that it was planned. 

And now that we're living in a prison what exactly do we do about it?

Saturday, November 20, 2021

Zoombombing Is Federal Offense/Zoombombing As Cyberstalking

'Zoombombing’ Becomes a Dangerous Organized Effort

Zoombombing’ is a federal offense that could result in imprisonment, prosecutors warn

It's nice to see that zoombombing has now become a federal offense because nobody should have to deal with that especially because zoombombing comes during a time when people have to use zoom out of the desperation of not wanting to die due to covid-19..

I've talked to a lot of truckers over the years and I've been told that the CB which was the classic way that these people would communicate while driving has been jammed by seemingly random people. ever since the FCC/FTC HAS STOPPED MONITORING AND MANAGING THE CD SYSTEM THE JAMMING STARTED BECAUSE IN THE OLD DAYS THE FCC WOULD FIND YOUR SIGNAL AND THEY WOULD CHARGE YOU AND PREVENT YOU FROM USING THE CB IF YOU INTERFERED WITH THE AIRWAVES. I met one guy who was driving a truck but he said he was former military and he was kind of shady is a black dude and used to drive those big trucks to carry the car is on them truckers call in parking lots so he get on there and jam people not to the extent of other people that do it but the fact he was doing it was really questionable and then again there's a military connection. And there's a coin tell pro connection potentially because he's African-American. I mean those are far-fetched theories and they're just theories to percentage is kind of lower than if I heard somebody do it over the airwaves methodically but there are chances there that those theories at the odds that they might be true. Well what I've heard in other truckers vehicles like when it's really bad the jamming is somebody just gets on the horn and they do it for hours and they do it in a methodical way that seems very purposeful it's crazy-making it's chaos making and that's a specialty of psyops and that's a specialty of gang stalking there's a lot of bait and wait.
I guess people could just simply claim that it's just a bunch of rednecks and Hicks high on meth getting on the CB and making trouble for hours on it but the way that it's done with the noise and way it's done with the shit that they say in the way they do it it's almost like a script or it's like methods that somebody came up with and they just keep doing it and then you go to wonder what's the motive? Why would you want to interfere with truckers?
Especially if you're from the same culture and the same areas?

After remember that a convoy is now considered terrorism you can't have trucker convoys anymore because homeland security has a hand in protecting the food supply chain in our country. One of the biggest threats to the corporate system is independent truckers and the ended pendant trucker groups and unions so it's very interesting that people would magically decide the FCC should monitor the airways anymore and then people magically get on there and methodically for hours on end start jamming and it really doesn't make a lot of sense unless you look at it from the perspective of conspiracy theory. Because the stuff that I was shown it's not random I can just tell by the way that the jammers are working and there's a bunch of them which also makes no sense.

And it's had the desired effect, truckers no longer turn their CVs on and they don't communicate and more and more people that want to do trucking or just giving up and going with bigger companies where the communication is all text over the phone and you have a GPS thing on the truck that tracks your location and instead of having a subculture based on truckers talking to each other now you have a corporate run system where people just work for the company store once again without any subculture and they're isolated in their trucks and it's miserable The truck stops are all fast food now nobody cooks hardly anymore truckers health is terrible it's become a miserable factory job basically unless you are a successful owner operator work for a good small trucking company or live in the right areas.

So when you look at something like trolling or you looking something like zoombombing you don't have to wonder if it's the same thing is it not really just random groups and if they are then what's their motive so if the motive is to break up a certain party break up a group maybe it's intelligence connected or maybe it's a private security company hired to do that kind of thing to break up certain zoom groups also if you're a targeted individual and you don't know it may be magically all of a sudden your zoom group keeps getting zoombombed so maybe there's a bunch of Targets in the group they don't even know their targets and they decide to zoombomb them and it's not just random.

like I've said before the system is trying to keep people in the twentieth century reality while the people at the top live in the twenty-first century reality. And one of the ways that they do this is by convincing you that there's no need for government so the government is actually one of the only things less protecting you from the international corporate ocracy. Going against the government was kind of more my mother's generation baby boomers. because back in the old days the government was the one that would do all this kind of stuff where they would be up to no good or get caught doing something and the reason they got caught was because of transparency and accountability even if drug like during Watergate they had to go in and Rob the FBI to get the files to expose them to the public somewhere somehow there was files or there was a paper trail of a money trail in government files well the government got hip to this and they turned around and said well how can we get away with doing stuff or how can whatever people at the top or in power want something done how can they get away with it now we don't have the government do it because they'll get caught because the public especially now with the internet can get transparency and accountability simply with a Freedom of information act order. So what you do is you outsourced to private companies the way that we do with our intelligence services the way that we do with men fighting overseas you private hire private mercenary companies and there's no government accountability for war crimes.

So corporate are the ones that are now doing all the stuff that we should be looking at and there's a theory that MK ultra continues and is being put into practice domestically because it's done by some private sector company where we wouldn't even know. The thing about these big international Bahamas is it they stay hidden from the public do people naturally want to blame the government that's the old days. It's the corporate talk or so you need to be looking at for transparency and accountability now. That's why it's so important to keep people focused on anti-government activity because the government is actually one of the only things left protecting you. Just like defend the police yet another tactic to try to get rid of local power like State county city and town so that they can federalize the police and that of course includes all kinds of private-sector companies being in control. And I'm sure they will replace them with robots or private security you don't want any of this you want to make sure that people are accountable. We have to start looking at corporate and not the government. The example I gave you of the truckers and the CB proves that the government was protecting the airwaves for the truckers and now that they're not it's easy for some other entity that wants to break up their livelihoods and their culture the private citizens to go in and do so because there's no government protection.

So I'm glad to see that zoombombing is now a federal offense but I don't think the this was acted on fast enough during covid-19 probably by design.

Thursday, November 18, 2021

NYPost-The War On Parents/Merrick 'A Liar' GOP Sites FBI Email

Twisted measure to silence voices of dissent at school board meetings — arrest them


Merrick A 'Liar' 
GOPer cites FBI e-mail

"Track behavior"?? wtf?!

Ive felt a bit creeped out lately and its interesting that Ive had these paychic impressions-lets call them women's intuition lately (which gets stronger as I get older and weaker and sickly) that there seemed to me that it wasnt all that far fetched that utilizing the 2016 email/fac frame up against me or ad cause along with the incredible pressure and stress  under daily in my personal life (as qell as howuch COVID-19 gets in the way of me being able to function even survive and how things suck since Biden took office) and using all this to the advantage of anyone who might want to track my behavior or keep an wye one wtc using the circumstances the bad guys have created in my life to begin with, all rwsulta of GROSS ABUSE OF PIWER AND CORRUPT SYSTEM LOCALLY over many decades. 

Only this admin and the people who benefit from it would use something so horrible and ao unjust to turn the screw and finally silemce me or anyone else once and for all.

It's become obvious that covid is being used to make race issues more effective then if the only people who speak up against bad conditions are placated (African Americans) and become part of the system and the power structure gives the appearance of things being made more equal and the like, then FINANCIAL inequality can be ignored-thus there is now a system of SEGREGATION IN PLACE USING FINANCIAL DIVISIONS which will be the new segregation and discrimination. 

Of course the conspiracy theory is that this is all part of one big plan and it's since 9/11 to just get control of enslave all of humanity and you have to get rid of the United States because we happen to have a constitution there's a few other countries that have constitutions like Mexico but it seems to work pretty well. It's like 12 step programs it works if you work it.

So anyone who thinks it's our time and all this nonsense starting with Obama well all you have to do after eight years of brainwash and oppression all you have to do is wash a three-second clip from governor of Arizona in former military man John McCain's funeral where George Bush the younger TW Busch hits Obama on the ass with a file a manila folder in his hand as he goes past the nicely dressed grieving widow over towards the obamas- probably to flirt with Michelle which is creepy in itself and it's not something I really DONT want to know what goes on behind closed doors because they're both gross- her more than him.  I just cannot imagine what the hell it was going through the widow's mind when she sees g w bush come to the funeral go to her right over to Obama and the first thing he does is smack Obama in the ass with a file folder.

 Which shows you that I don't think it's your time I think it's their time as it always is with these decades if not centuries long Machiavellian well-planned designs to get us under control century after century millenia after millennia with deception and the public being majority a lot of stupid people or people that just don't want to deal with the dark side of reality and would rather have the easy way out.

Covid-19 has provided such a great backdrop for this where you can just move people around and move things around however you want and it really is pretty destructive but if no one's paying attention to those who lose and are left behind, 'cancelled' or silenced, I'm sure it looks pretty great from the winners perspective or those who stand to gain.

And we're being told that we don't have a right to fight back.

Change is fine but what those in power are most afraid of is change that occurs NATURALLY over time, the right way. According to conditions created by time and ongoing efforts towards change, free association and self determination not govt mandates, oppressive social etiquette and basically just shuffling people around so that you trade off who you favor. Social engineering, eugenics, and designing new societies are all things that usually benefit those in power not the people. 

This isn't coming together this is separatism. 
It's becoming a prison we all now exist in and there's various gangs in the prison yard. Complete with constant surveillance. The wardens run the prison. The LED lights are bright enough to blind you like prison yard lights. You find things to amuse yourself, you take your medication, you take on the indoctrination so perhaps you can buy some freedom for good behavior. 

the communist 'state' is now going to get rid of the family unit. And no one will notice because socially we are becoming communist yet we are Capitalist. 

Anyone can see they are implementing China's SOCIAL CREDIT SYSTEM but doing it in ways that avoid direct govt and banking mandates. 

Keep fighting.  

Saturday, November 13, 2021

Increased Mobbing on Public Transit

The mobbing on public transit is getting obnoxious.

The activity on trains often consists of invasion of space and groups of people pretending to accidentally fall on my physically disabled companion or step on his legs or feet where his disability is. I have seen first hand people ram shopping carts into the back of his legs in supermarkets years ago. One employee of an eatery chain ran her serving cart into the back of his legs on purpose and it was no accident. That one I spoke to the manager about. 

This was all BEFORE HE GOT HIS DISABILITY from the government. Once he was LEGALLLY disabled, the overt and obvious abuse of his injured area stopped. Now it's done much more subtlety and more abuse of physical space is used or people positioning themselves to 'accidentally' step on his feet is used or fall on him 'accidentally'.

One of the things to remember about harassment campaigns is that even though it's made to appear crazy, random, constant bad luck, chaos etc it's actually done very purposefully and crafted carefully to the individual Target. It probably goes according to the psychological profile as well as the known history and circumstances of the person. It also seems to follow strict rules and legal guidelines especially from location to location such as different states.

The fact that the demographic of person who's attacking him with shopping carts was always the same demographic of person-the same gender and the same race as well as the fact that the attacks were specifically on the part of his body that is his disability and his weakest physical point as well as the action and the weapon was always the same and this was before there was any legal paperwork or laws protecting him as a disabled person or paperwork showing he was disabled tells us that this is probably orchestrated and not random. 

 the chances that African-American females in two different states over a period of most of his life since he's had his accident that caused the disability, would be using the same instrument (a shopping cart) to attack the disabled part of his body  and only up until the time he was considered legally disabled and then the activity stopped forms a pattern that is unrealistic in normal life with probability of that pattern occuring normally being very low.

Another experience I've had that is one of the standards that you can expect is if two TI's are in contact they will try to use the methods they use on one person on the other one. 

 I experienced this years ago in Arizona when I was visiting with the local chapter of Freedom From Covert Harassment and I was  living with the woman who ran the local chapter.  FFCHS is now defunct and it was pretty suspect in many ways and it was obvious it was infiltrated by operators, agents, perps and definitely criminal opportunists which I personally have been victimized by.  this woman was behaving pretty shady and the people in the chapter some of them were suspect.  looking back they all could have been 'perps' I don't know.  I don't know how much freedom from covert harassment was infiltrated and how much was genuine. I think genuine t.I.'s did go on the conference calls and I think a lot Targets were  into their methods of keeping control of this population of victims as well as exploiting them for stupid things like wearing tinfoil hats and protesting in Washington DC which is a complete waste of time and just discredits the movement more. 

 so I don't know if this particular experience I had was because the person I actually went to talk to was a 'perp' claiming to be targeted by these methods or if he was genuinely targeted.

 This young male claimed to be someone that ran away from being a Mormon which is common in that area of the country to have people targeted that ran from extremist Mormon groups. we have a lot of LDS survivors in the ti community. so some of them have means actually living out of hotels. and that's their life  I guess they feel like they will never be able to settle down. 

So I noticed that after visiting this particular t i to meet with them talk with them  that the gesturing tactics they claimed to be used on them in Street theater, after I left their house they starting to get used on me walking down the street. The exact same gesturing this person made claim to was used on me the second I left their house. Well of course that's not going to work because I'm not sensitized and anchored to that particular gesture. it doesn't have any meaning to me.

 when they do tactical gesturing it has to have meaning they have to do it at a time they can attach meaning to it so that you become sensitized and you can never stop being affected by it. Although it is very simply is an abuse of behavioral or pavlovian psychology.

 It's also common as in the Stasi in Germany that they use family connections like here I noticed that things that my dad's family have told me that he's susceptible to-things that upset him which may be on purpose of course because he seems like the most targeted guy in the world.  he's not very good at defending himself unfortunately I think my mother gave me the DNA of being sensible about this kind of stuff. 

 he's also was fed a lot of LSD in the 70s probably on purpose like a Syd Barrett kind of a thing or a Peter green thing where you know the person has some weakness or mental susceptibility or they just have the wrong LSD given to them. Especially in the case of Brian Jones of the rolling stones it's just to get rid of the person because they're a loose end and that's kind of what was done to him.   he's mentally ill and it's because of the LSD. of course his family doesn't really know about that so they just claimed that he's mentally ill.  of course in New Hampshire they keep trying to make it look like I'm mentally ill like my father when it's not the same thing, (but then again the gang stalking up there the officials and the authorities they're really stupid. I guess I was lucky to be a Bostonian and have an attempted frame up of me up there where it's nothing but cow tippers and really insecure wanna be Republicans who know that they have 'little brother' syndrome because they live off of the wealth of a adjacent deep blue state).

he's mentally ill from having LSD pumped into his system all the time he's what you call an acid casualty. you don't see them around anymore but in the 90s It was very common very common. Usually older people from the 60s and 70s that their brains are fried kind of like drunks have wet brain. their brains are fried from LSD. And I have to keep reminding my relatives that's why he's mentally ill and conveniently they just keep disregarding that but my mother told me that when she was with him he did nothing but take acid and freak out.  people would give him acid.

 it's a pretty common way of trying to get rid of someone back then as it would work slowly.

 I remember My dad's sister retelling me that when my dad was caught behaving in a bizarre manner  when they took him away and he became a ward of the state he was rambling something about his ex-wife and their family (my mom and her family) were involved in "secret government experimentation by the CIA in the military". (Now that's the second hand story told to me by his sister we have to always suspect that if his family is in on it that she's telling me that because she knows that's what the situation is and that story may never have actually really occurred.) 

Well that sounds pretty crazy under those circumstances in that context but then when you look at my mother being a documented radiation experimentee from the u.s. army military hospital and both parents US Marines and the military experimentation is connected to MK ultra. there was usually a crossover between the two projects.  Experimentees have a lot of memories of being involved in crossovers being part of both. 

 then his ramblings don't sound so crazy anymore but it is necessary to totally discredit somebody like that who was talking too much. Well LSD it's easy to get rid of him but it's not as easy to get rid of me.

So you can follow the line of the Stasi methods which is if the child had characteristics like the parent who was a dissident in East Germany and a pain in the ass to the government they would target the child because they had qualities that would make them become a problem it was predicted they would become a problem also so they would target that person for life as well. 

read the books look at the records this is the what they used to do with East Germany so it's interesting that I noticed that a lot of stuff that I've been told by family members stuff that affects my father I noticed that in the beginning after 9/11 that this kind of thing was possibly attempted on me. it was laughable because of course it's not going to work. 

According to my dad's family, my dad is particularly upset by people wearing military fatigues and it makes him freak out. In 2007  I had people in a shelter coming in wearing army fatigues (camo) saying they were staying there and trying to mess with me. At the same time. I had people on buses in that area in fatigues trying to mess with me trying to get me to freak out and get triggered.

 Because this was at the beginning of an overheavy campaign that lasted this day after 9:11 we can assume that they were 'fishing'. 

they're trying to see what works. Kind of like the email version 'phishing' where they try to get you to go for a scam or they try to get information from you. 

well it's laughable because it's not going to work. Tactics dont  work if that's not the way my mind is set up that's not the way I'm wired. 

 they didn't really know anything about me and everything they got after 9:11 was when they were doing home invasions- you know they come in and they move your furniture around and they steal things etc.  well at that time it's probable there was video and audio recording in the apartment (some friends of some acquaintances of mine at that time were involved in a federal investigation so this would be a good cover story to bug a person's apartment. However it's obvious that the investigation wasn't real as in I shouldn't have been bothered with if that was used as a cover because the real criminals never got caught. No real criminals in Massachusetts ever get caught only innocent good honest people get targeted that's the way this place is. )

so that would seem to be The message used for the base of knowledge in the very beginning of the campaign. knowledge of what I was doing or saying in my apartment to make judgments about how to proceed with a campaign tailor to that information.

 Throughout the campaign in the beginning years those things were totally mistaken  and it was laughable to see them try to use information content from that period of time.

 like for some reason they thought i was a Christian and they kept harassing me based on that. 

another time somehow somebody gave the misinformation that I was Jewish so In a Midwestern part of the country (where I was staying at a hostel owned by someone with old money connections to Massachusetts which I was not aware of) they were harassing me with Jewish jokes and Jewish slurs and I'm not Jewish I'm Italian lol   I'm a bunch of other stuff and part of which is Eastern European.  most Jews are from the Middle East thousands of years ago but they're mixed with like a lot of Russian and German DNA so I guess I look Jewish if you don't understand that  I'm Mediterranean & Slavic not Middle Eastern and Slavic.  to somebody whos stupid they would think that so they really don't know a lot about you as much as you think they do is the key.

 here that's another rule of thumb they have to do a lot of fishing.  then you start talking about yourself then of course they use that information and they correct their mistakes and they tailor it more and more towards any information you give.  that's why in the beginning they have a lot of people trying to get information out of you by talking to you on buses and talking to you in person and trying to pump you for information because they want to get more information about your true character your psychological profile because they might not have a complete run now so this is why they talked to you a lot and try to get information out of you. And we can all fall for it on a bad day because we have our real lives to live right not just this. For instance I was sleeping or been camping at a church and it's obvious that they wanted me out of the area or they wanted to just harassed me either way and it was a lot of loud noise from construction and cars and it was obvious that it had increased since I was staying in the area more so I was suspicious but I couldn't confirm. A guy walks up and starts talking to me and has a conversation and he goes to there's a lot of noise around here how can you sleep and I should have known that that was a question that was to gather information but I was tired and not paying attention and I had other things I was dealing with it so I fell for it. And I said well this is the reason why this doesn't bother me but I was stupid enough to volunteer at but this does bother me. Well lo and behold of course the noise in the area turns from cars and construction to the other thing which does bother me which tells me that that person was fishing for information and I was dumb enough to give the information because I wasn't paying attention.

So they don't have as much power as you think that they do you have to give it to him by revealing information. All you have to do is in your head keep a file of the stuff that you put on the internet and the stuff that you've talked to people about and then you can make engage as to how things change in your circumstances according to the information you pump out.

I used to be friends with somebody who was a hustler. And she's very good at it. And because her father was CIA if she claimed I think it was in her blood to be able to know how to do intelligent stuff really well so what you would do if she would miss inform people if people ask questions she would tell everybody something different and then I would hear stuff from them that was totally not true and everyone would say something different about say where she was from or something else in her personal life and I'd say well so what you do is all you have to do is misinformed people and you protect the real information. Well I'm lazy on that front and I don't feel like I want to work is hard and I also don't have as much to protect as she did so I understand how the game is played but I don't do that but you know what the perks really do rely on me being an honest person. Isn't that terrible they rely on me being an honest person in order to help destroy me that just goes to show his that's a TI his innocent and not a bad person they rely on me being honest I'm not lying and not a criminal in order for them to be able to gain information so they can be criminals and destroy me how about that for a kick in the ass that's what this system is about don't ever forget they are wrong not you.

As I was saying a laughable experience happened where the same tactics were used on me as was used on my companion and I told you it was that in my experience this is common and so I started having African-American older women in the same supermarkets try to hit me with a shopping cart except they would try to hit me directly in my side or my leg or in the front of me well I'm not only Italian but I'm part Russian Lithuanian as well as polish and I come from Norman Invaders from Ireland Vikings so I am pretty well constructed physically even at this age and it was laughable when this small tiny little older black women would try to hit me with a car and it would just bounce right off of me cuz of my muscles in my fat and I would just stare right at her and not react and the look of terror on her face was just worth it it was so worth it. In fact this shows the disconnection and information between groups because there was a period of time when I was still very much living in internal programming and it was very much intact and I was still young and physically strong without any injuries from traveling and over using my joints and muscles and I was young and healthy and I think they still considered me dangerous because I noticed that all herb seem to be given instructions to stay away from me physically a certain amount of feet and I never experienced any invasion of my personal physical space during that period of time when I was younger. I think they thought somebody was going to get hurt because of my internal programming. And my physical athletic Field. And probably I have training in weapons and self-defense and I don't even know about. So therefore I noticed that years ago there seemed to be this practice of t.I.'s even in a group of staying arm's length away from me definitely it was arm's length so that shows you the changes according to age and different groups the information they get isn't always good they don't have the information that other groups have and remember the harassment after Bush and after 9/11 seem to be done by professional groups or very cult controlled groups that are very covert and hidden in a black budget or is now it's more Stasi or it's common people doing it and they don't seem to have the same access to the information that these groups did after 9/11.

As far as the shopping carts and hitting my companions legs before he was legally protected it shows that at that juncture at that turning point they now know they can get into legal trouble because the federal government will protect this class of person and there's other various laws.

Of course attack in the person's most vulnerable point if they're disabled is to make the person have a fit or look crazy it's definitely a baton wait tactic but it's also because these people want results at any cost you have to remember that and if you want to call their actions cruel they are cruel but remember they're ruthless they're out to get the person killed they're out to kill you or to get you into jail or suicide it's just like they tell you in the 12-step meetings for alcohol or addiction. Jails institutions and death just apply that to the gangstalking campaigns that's the result they're looking for so nothing is too cruel in their book because that's what's going to be effective. And as I've said before one of the worst things any tea I can do if you're suspected that your targeted according to the gang stalking theory is to sit around asking "why?". This is crazy making but it's also to make sure that you're kept down you have no life you don't want to be part of society and hopefully he'll do something like alone shooting or kill yourself or give up or not fraternize with people or not try to find good people to network with because remember the gang stalking system is a small portion of humanity it's just they make sure that you're surrounded every day so that you think that the world sucks you're like a cancer cell and they're like white blood cells that's how they consider the t.i. so every day you're surrounded like a cancer cell get surrounded by white blood cells trying to do things system from you for whatever the reason is. So if you look at it that way there is no why because we know what their motivations are they are either in trouble they work for a private security company or intelligence service either private or otherwise or they're in trouble or they need money because they're fuck ups and they can't do anything in life honestly and get anything and that's usually the main motivations. Most people have secondary motivations like they hate white man or they hate disabled people or they hate this kind of person are they hate that kind of person so they enjoy harassing certain kinds of t.I.'s men hate women whatever it is but that's just an added bonus or that's one of the reasons they sic them on you is because they hate your kind of person anyway but their main motivation is what gang stalking is always for: protection and profit. So sitting around asking why is pointless because it's a system and systems exist to produce something a result for a reason if you don't know the reason it doesn't matter you'll figure it out at some point and even if you never do that doesn't matter either.

Another thing that they would do to my companion I guess before I was with this person all the time and I have seen people do it on the trains in the beginning when I started hanging around with this person is and this could be a little more random because this is just the nature of people on trains is that he would always get mobbed when he came off of the train to try to get off and people would constantly crowd him to not let him off the train even though it's obvious he has a cane and he's older but that could just be the ignorance of people wanted to get on the train and being selfish but it just was happening like a little too much and it seemed kind of purposeful but it's with that one it's hard to tell. So I told him the tactic he should use to change the behavior of the people that are being ignorant and not letting you out of the train and it works so you have to change your behavior because remember what the coin tell pro agent in the interview said back in the 80s on that public television cable television TV show that was hosted by that former black panther I have the video in my video collection on the YouTube channel that is attached to this blog-the man in the interview who was a former coin tell pro agent said "once they know your routines you're all done". He also mentioned that they have psychological profiles on all the people that they blackmail to recruit because they get them into trouble or they're in trouble so why would they not have psychological profiles done of t.I.'s?

So during the pandemic we had a nice break from this because of social distancing now it's gone back to pre-pandemic levels of obnoxious mob an invasion of physical space and inevitably there's always one or two weird people that just look like they're watching the show if you will instead of actually writing the train that stand there and they just staying out and they're just weird and awkward always watching the group of people that are falling and not holding on to the rails on the train and a huge group next to us pretending to fall when the train goes back and forth like it's an accident nobody's that stupid. They're using a lot of students and a lot of kids and most of the people performing this stuff our kids. Like college-aged. I don't know if that's because they're recruiting from the colleges or if that's because they're using people that are college-age so they blend in with the students and nobody notices and they think it's just obnoxious students to cover their activities.

I think the way that they try to get to me if this is indeed the case every time I noticed what they do is they try to harass my companion and make it so me having to protect this person stresses me out they don't have a protective nature and I recently learned that I have a lot of relatives I didn't know about in secret service and other jobs like that in the government and so therefore it would make sense that I have a nature to protect people cuz it runs in my family.. so they abuse that as well my instinct to protect people which I guess is very strong probably according to my psychological profile as well.

Before covid the theoretical possible harassment on the trains was a lot of males but they weren't college-age they were people that appeared to be businessman like your modern hipster businessman from tech or life science.  They appeared to be working an angle about male power and I can't compete with males.  This has been a long running strategy with this campaign.  probably because according to my psychological profile I didn't have a father in my house when I lived with my mother and my mother is six-foot-one and a strong personality. I was raised during that 70 single mother feminism era that's real feminism not the institutional change feminism of today where women are actually weak and door mats for the agenda. So making me fear male authority as well as making me feel like males in authority that are supposed to protect people are not going to protect me specifically was a major theme especially during Bush post 9/11.  That's not something that's happening post-pandemic it's more mobs of kids as the harassment increases with less social distancing, relaxed restrictions and increased vaccinations. 

I don't know if there's possible recruitment from the colleges in theory that's very heavily done right now or if it's simply using a lot of college-age people to they can blend into the environment to their activities will not be as detected is easily and it just looks like a bunch of obnoxious students.

When this occurred recently on a train something was telling me the word "Russia". That wouldn't make sense but actually it might you have your last president with Russian connections when I was framed the greatest readership according to my stats was the country of Russia where I usually have very little readership and you now have a president in office who is either being blackmailed by Ukraine or definitely has business connections there again that area of the globe. And the way that the campaign's the theoretical campaigns are done possibly is different than it was in the beginning did I remember when younger recalling stuff and then after I realized it was a theoretical system in place in democracies to avoid public outcry and still handle dissidents and problem, inconvenient people. So since understanding it was a system in 2004 or so post 9/11 when they let the dogs out on everybody and became really overt about these programs, the way the harassment campaigns have gone are now very different in the last 5 years or so since maybe 2012 or maybe 2015. It does seem much more KGB, much more Russian and this comes along during a time when a culture has taken grip of our western nations and especially our constitutional government of democracy in the USA that seems much more Communists in nature. Definitely corporate Marxism is here. Definitely the so-called activism that has been occurring in the last few years It has been so prevalent is driven by a communist ideology and culture which makes no sense if you're trying to make changes in a capitalist society because the bullshit of it is that I don't see any of the people involved in partaking in this activism getting away from their capitalist consumerists habits I see them giving lip service to environmentalism and giving lip service to being a communist while being a staunch consumerist in a capitalist society which is why a lot of us reactive is called bullshit on the whole thing. I can understand kids doing it because they're stupid and I can understand adults who want to preserve their position yet appear like they give a shit about things so no one attacks them and their position but there's no excuse for adults who should know better that have no real steak in supporting these agendas. But you have to understand these things are coming out of the colleges and what came out of the colleges during our parents era LSD and a culture to start the breakdown of society and of course 10 years before that you're talking about MK ultra and military experimentation using LSD and then you're talking about all of that coming from project paper clip using Nazi doctors where their identities were hidden.

Every time I see somebody wearing a NASA shirt all I can think of is if only you knew who really started NASA I know supposed to do this research we know.

Theoretical harassment on the buses is a little different. 

It's more about making me feel as uncomfortable as possible using a lot of attention to my appearance as alternative or subculture. Interestingly, at a store location of a major retail chain a few years ago security pulled an outrageous stunt and when I went to talk to the manager of the store he tried to cover for the employees by going in the direction of making it clear I was not being profiled, which I never considered as a way for authorities use as a cover story for harassment. He said I didn't look unusual I looked like the average resident in the area which is close to the colleges in close to a traditionally ivy league college town that's very liberal and alternative as well as it used to be a place for low rent for artists but of course artists is the one thing you never see anymore in Metro Boston literally no Street musicians no painters no funky people nothing so that doesn't really work anymore cuz there's not a lot of those people around.. 

However my appearance is definitely that a traveler and if you're stupid and ignorant and don't know what a travel is our about sort of hobo Americana lifestyles neo hobo she will then you just think homeless and dressed colorfully I suppose however the thing is is that on one hand they're trying to say you fit into this community so there's no reason that would really happen even though you're complaining about it on the other hand security can actually use that as a way to have an excuse to make contact or to watch you. So the way you handle that is that you keep claiming profiling. And keep complaining to managers and district managers and keep documenting and taping and filming and recording audio and sending everything to district or higher up and documenting it with corporate. This is also a. Of time during the first three years after I was framed and I could have sued people because of the statute of limitations so the stunts being pulled specifically by security services in stores were absolutely outrageous.

So they can't do profile you anymore because it isn't just me a lot of other people like African-Americans and other kinds of people that people actually do care about nowadays because they don't seem to care about people like me they were complaining they were being profiled in stores heavily in this area and one employee of CVS told Josh that he's actually profiled in another CVS by security so they stop doing that in this area. Some stores actually do have overzealous security now based on profiling someone as white poor homeless and a meth head which of course is use to cover for the same activities. Because the meth problem was allowed to become so bad during the pandemic.

So my appearance in my lifestyle are used more so on the buses to make me feel uncomfortable it's definitely to make me feel uncomfortable keyword uncomfortable.

On the odd chance that I was watching television at one point a few weeks ago it was when I was taking care of my mom, I saw an episode of one of those forensic / investigation shows like NCIS or something like that and I remember the head guy or agent said something about his unsub as they call them that the unsub is a person who in the show the character of the unsub was somebody who was able to take beatings and able to take a lot of bulshit from people because of his upbringing was so horrible which is what made him a killer I guess and the unsub also had some kind of paranoid personality not disorder but paranoid personality where he trusts no one as just the way that he lives so this head agent said something about how the other agents idea of trying to make friends with the unsub and get into his head that way wasn't going to work because of this paranoid personality where he protects himself and doesn't trust anybody. So the head agent says to his other agents that they're going to have to handle this person differently we're going to have to make him feel uncomfortable and that is how they're going to get him to screw up so they can catch him. Well I took a lot from this because obviously that seems to be my personality which is I don't trust anybody it might be for my upbringing but it's also for being Italian and also if you're programmed then you naturally can take a lot of hits. Basically people that have internal programming systems are inside like we can relate to movies like Terminator RoboCop we like things like the cylons from That 70s show Battlestar Galactica because that's what we picture ourselves as inside. So they know this so the only way they can make me slip up is to make me uncomfortable and that would make sense. So I apply this now to these efforts lately to make me feel extremely uncomfortable in my subculture and my style of dress and myself expression it seems to be definitely part of behavior modification and it's definitely to get me to change the way I dress and the culture I'm part of and who I am and probably it's being marketed under telling cause stalkers that it's in my best interest because I'm older and I should grow up and I should wear different clothes and dad sort of line. Cost stalkers are some of the most damaging people you will ever have to deal with in a way a lot of gang stalking groups I don't want to see their cause stalker is but they do have the same deficiency that cost Dockers have which is their kept from the entire big picture because this is intelligence designed so it's like an octopus where the main center knows everything and then these tentacles go out to these small groups and their managed by handler is probably or authorities that don't tell them everything and they're mislead. An example is there was a German woman living in a sober house where I was invited to live for the winter down in San Antonio Texas. Our religious man and his family owned the halfway houses but it turns out that he's a total pervert and he uses it as a way to get girls into dungeon s&m sex with him cuz he has apartments that he owns so he puts them in the apartments and then uses them for stuff. And because he's from a religious long line of people who do a lot of helpful things for people philanthropy the religious-based no one ever suspects him it would really hard to accuse him. I noticed this is a big thing down south lot of perverts sexual stuff going on but you really hide behind the church. So when I was there of course as the native Americans would say I'm a transformer in their culture I'd be considered a transformer which is why people are uncomfortable with my presence because I start to see problems and my naturally gear towards change and transition which transforms and fixes the problems. Which is why people a lot of times can't stand having me around. Well the place was stagnant it was a woman with her dog working there that should have moved on a long time ago and wanted to move on but couldn't of course by the time I was done she decided to move on just by example and my energy making upheaval and change in the area and also they were doing a lot of Bible study but no and AA recovery so therefore nobody was staying clean they were fights in the place it was more peaceable than up here because of course it's down south but it wasn't being run right and I think they just invited me to stay there to harass me but also I think they wanted to get paid cuz you had to pay rent. And it was in a bad neighborhood in San Antonio and of course that's not a problem for me but it's like the guy was hiding you know. 

Well this older kind of annoying short German woman was the house director and she had a tiny little dog but that's not the same older hippie-ish woman with the Great Dane that was doing some other thing in the business there this woman was the house mistress or director and her dog was really annoying and I love animals but not when they are obnoxious and invade my space so her thing was that she knew the harassment was going on in there people are doing things like taking things they know I'm deathly allergic to and I'll have an anaphylactic reaction and putting it under my bed smearing it under my mattress has there were people there that had just come from jail they were in trouble this is your typical GS perp profile and I just wasn't experienced enough to understand that this was in a safe place because everybody in there was in trouble. so the woman somehow starts hinting towards the gang stalking campaign she doesn't know that's what it's called but she is talking about harassment and I turned around there's nowhere and I said "you know one day someone's just going to kill me" and she turns around and answers "I don't think anybody hates you that much."

Now this shows the naivete of people who are involved in these campaigns there in small groups that are isolated from other groups and they don't know the full story and they don't know all the activities that the ti has had to put up with and they don't realize that there are attempts where people just flat-out try to run you over with their car or they frame you for emails and put you in jail and have people harass you in the jail and you could die in there when I was in jail being held under false pretenses with a BS dangerousness hearing that was totally fake and bullshit in New Hampshire and utilizing lies that were fed into the fusion center in Boston which is not a legitimate DHHS fusion center so they can manipulate it however they want there was a riot in there I could have died this is what they're trying to accomplish so the people in these small groups they don't understand that you've been dealing with this for years and years and years and we'll deal with it for the rest of your life and it's probably been lifelong and a lot of it is very severe depending on what part of the country you're in or who's doing it. Never underestimate a large group of stupid people even if those stupid people are fractured off into small groups.

Like nowadays they throw a lot of people at me that are supposed to induce racism in me because that's probably with the new cover story is because it's all BLM because it's all people thinking they're standing up for their rights with race politics they don't understand that they're being made into separatist because the melting pot in the diversity that used to exist in these big liberal cities is gone these people are too young or they're newcomers and they don't remember the old cultures in New York Boston etcetera and now they're simply just separatists but they think that they're going towards diversity because they're being manipulated. So the greatest thing you can do nowadays is to get somebody to sound like a racist or look like a racist or use their culture in the place they're from where it might have been a racial war zone meant it made manipulated by the elite and you're using that in order to make them look like they're racist because of that new definition which does not apply to all local cultures and people everywhere so now you probably have a bunch of people doing gang stalking on a Target based on saying that they were racist and providing some kind of proof when really what's happening again this is cause stalking that would be cause stalking, when actually what is happening is that the siops go until pro system has made it so that they inflame agitate induce that behavior from the person make it look like that's just what they are by nature or that's how they are randomly and then people go in and try to control them punish them change them harass them based on again doing it for a cause just like people do it for religious reasons or behavior modification supposedly in the TI's best interest.

This would all be considered cause stocking and it's very dangerous to be honest I'd rather deal with people that are doing it because they know deep down there shit and they're in trouble or they're child molesters or they're part of a child molester Network and believe me I've seen plenty of those up in New Hampshire when you get way up near main in other parts of the country in Arizona there's plenty of people it's obvious that they're part of some kind of kitty abuse Network and they do a lot of the harassment. But now it is it's their golden egg now to make you look like a racist because it's easy to get people to do cos talking now with this communist Marxist fake activism that's really just to serve the corporatocracy and to cause Separtism among diverse peoples.

This is why we have a constitution this is why we have laws and law & order because when mob rules which is what they keep using it's either people that need protection and profit or people that are doing it for a cause, when mob rules you get Injustice because very rarely does a mob understand what's really going on that's why we have law and order and a constitution and that is why they're trying so hard to get rid of our US Constitution.

Just remember that they take into account very carefully The forum is within which they're performing. It's called Street theater for a reason.  Street theater can be on a bus or train so the deal is is that if you are on a train your street theater is going to be a little different then being on a bus because the space is different the people are going to be different the demographics who ride the bus so it seems that a lot more funky people and homeless people from Boston etcetera are riding the train and so therefore it is a lot less likely that you'd be harassed for the way you look if you look alternative in funky because there's a lot of those people on the trains and also you don't want to be accused of harassing people just because they're homeless and they look different even though we don't look homeless we look like travelers because the most of the people that are homeless are African-American on the trains and I'm sure they don't want to go there because that's their golden egg as I just mentioned and they have to use that to manipulate the public nowadays to cover their ass so they don't want to start messing around with that. When you're on a bus you get a lot less of the homeless demographic a lot less funky looking people you get a lot more students older foreign black women workers in stores people that work in supermarkets like I said I rarely see anybody in a suit and tie riding the bus or trains anymore and that used to be the norm back in the 80s and early 90s. So the people on the buses now there's also this depressing atmosphere where it's just poor people remember in the old days riding public transportation was to help save the environment and to avoid pollution and avoid parking fees well now everyone has a car here with the suburbanization of the urban environment known as global is gentrification which is so annoying as they give lip service to the environment because they simply built a lot more condos crazy a lot more ways taking up more green spaces with the building boom and have people in here with a lot more cars so it's actually not environmentally same. And they're trying to cover that up as well and divert attention from that as well with lip service towards environmentalism and making everything about victimhood and rice politics to cover up for the fact that they're destroying the environment in these cities by suburban izing the urban space which means everybody wants a goddamn car there are more cars on the road now and of course they do things like build bicycle Lanes to make it look like they give a shit when in fact that makes more traffic because there's less room for the cars that are coming in of course it creates more chaos which is what they want.

So more people have cars because they don't want to deal with public transit because the stations have been neglected for so long on the trains have been neglected for so long probably during the mob days the embezzlement was just off the hook I can't imagine how much money the mob Chuck during that era and I'm sure that the embezzlement of pension funds which I've read about the private investment of pension funds where people invested the pensions in bad investments and lost pension money I'm sure all that shit as well as waste has just been outrageous so the stations are falling apart and of course they have an outsourced security service that they claim is for saving money it wears red shirts that's hired by a company called block-by-block which is actually owned at the top level by allied universal and they're told to act like security guards when they're just kids mostly thugs I believe that service is there to intimidate the public to keep their minds off of saying something about how the tea has become worn down all the sleep I corrupt financial practices and the station's look like they're going to fall down on your head anytime. So because of that probably people in suits and ties don't want to ride the trains and buses anymore and so it creates this depressing environment where are not only can you have more people doing shenanigans like the gang stalking crap but you can also make it like this thing where do you ride the bus you ride the train your poor. Where is riding public transit decades ago was considered Noble for the environment and just the hip City thing to do in a big city. We have to remember these big cities are a cross between an immigrant concentration camp and college indoctrination behavior modification thought control camp and the little barracks with a little armies of these little college Marxist kids and suburban living that is another reason why people don't mind their own business in these cities anymore like you're supposed to win a cool big city where they're supposed to be a diverse amount of people now you have this weird reaction from people in the cities that's very easy to get away with which is people staring at you people acting like you look strange which is totally unheard of in a big city like Boston or New York. But because of the way that they've taken the urban cool hip big city Bible way it's easy to get away with now. Another words in a big city like Boston that's a college town that's supposed to be here and it is not hip anymore and there's no artists around it is very easy to treat someone like me is if I'm a long hair back in the 60s riding my motorcycle down the highway in the middle of the deep South like we're talkin easy Rider here. That is how uptight everybody is acting and I know that it's bullshit because when I'm away from the city for a couple of weeks and I come back I don't get any weird behavior from anybody the first few hours the first train rides are bus rides I take back into the city but within 24 hours there's the cells of assholes and weirdos acting like there's something wrong with the way I look it's obvious behavior modification. And its purpose is to make me feel uncomfortable for whatever the motive or end result that's desired it is. Because I certainly don't get it when I come back into town which means that it's not part of my routine remember I referred to the old coin telepro agent saying once they know your routines are all done right well you're out of your routine so they're not prepared that's the theory and I think it works pretty well.

Maybe I'll do some videos on handling harassment on public transport of course being harassed by Uber drivers or Lyft drivers which doesn't happen as often as Uber is a whole other ball game being harassed in taxis in the old days was not fun because they have to get their medallions from the authorities but now ride-sharing services are a problem unless you go about it a certain way where you're protected and there are ways to do that. 

So I hope this little bit of advice is revealing and these candid stories are helpful and you can use them to try to make countermoves and remember it's just a chess game they make a move you make a move and it's a system it's not real these aren't real people so people taking action against you or being part of a group activity because they're lame and want to be part of something bigger or they're in trouble or need money or they work for some private or other entity that is hired to perform these tasks that's it it's pretty simple. It is true however is that the way that harassment is done in Massachusetts is extremely obnoxious and it comes from the old organized crime days where people think they're cool people think they're in outlaw people think they're aligned with the outlawz if they perform outlaw activity where police are connected to organized crime so it legitimizes it in the old days if you were a victim of organized crime-police violence or this kind of activity you were considered stupid and you must deserve it so that is the way that the harassment is done here people think that they're hip and cool and they did get a little bit too personally which I can't stand. If I go to other parts of the country people perform tactical harassment and they work these strategies in these campaigns and they do it just because they're getting paid or whatever the motive is and they really don't pay too much attention to the TI and it's not personal they just do it because business is business the thing you'll find in the Northeast is that they make it heavily psychological and they tailor it to be very very personal and that might be part of the culture here but it might also just be because they know that that's most effective to really get into your head because remember just like the NCIS shows they are the serial killer not you you are the cop they are the serial killer your job is to get into their head not the other way around don't let them get into your head or they will kill you. 

Wednesday, November 10, 2021

Being Blocked Job and place to stay for winter

 Its official. I  am now unemployable due to being  oppressed.

The beauty of globalism and the corporate plantation/fuedal system now are all held prisoner in is that after wiki leaks and Manning etc the system has made sure that anything involving intrigue or anything covert or hidden is considered delusional and conspiracy theory, using the Trump administration circus clown act and it's gullible followers as useful idiots. 

That and multiple lone shootings falsely tied to conspiracy theories or framing the shooters as conspiracy theorists in the media with manipulative, misleading disinfo. 

That along with globalist Equality/diversity cult control over our culture has made it so TIs don't exist especially if we aren't People Of Color. 

They are using Diversity as a way to close off society to us along with gentrification. The gullible public don't know what's happening and the people infiltrating towns and cities if they do they will certainly do whatever their plantation/fuedal overlords dictate to them in order to gain a place in society.

Its COINTELPRO on steroids. 

I have never had my affairs interfered with all the years I was writing and traveling and it seems ever since the power structure framed me here in MA/NH I am being treated unfairly moreso and it appears that their frame up may give them some kind of legal leverage to do so. 

So there is all this work out here and I am being considered for work then after a few days I am told that they don't need me. Who's whispering in their ears? Who's leaning on them?

When I was traveling I found allies and I WILL find them again. Even in my crooked, pious, pretentious home state. Same corrupt rotten core now hiding behind 'progressive' policies. 

Metro Boston is gone. The cultural pollution, the environmental pollution and the electromagnetic pollution are now so bad, no one on my level can even function there even if I am living inside somewhere NOT attempting to continue my Traveler alternative lifestyle. 

I found an area that doesn't aggregate my failing health and of course everything is being done possible to keep me from staying. I will NOT go back to the city area. It's basically become uninhabitable for anyone who isn't living in expensive housing or has the immune system of a 20yr old or an immigrant from a shithole where if there's no healthcare your dead so anyone alive is the strongest. 

Ancient Rome was that way and I think their track record shows that saving everyone is not the way to a strong society. As we can see now. Look what's happened to our culture. Ancient Rome left sick defective newborns in the woods to die of exposure. They had no cemeteries only cremations because society is for the living. The dead take up space. Embalming dead bodies and visiting graves and preserving death only shows how weak we've become and how the Middle Ages damned and destroyed European peoples. 

If I was on the west coast nobody would give a shit about my activism or where I was from (REAL Diversity not weaponizing POC/upper classes against others) I would have a job by now.

Typical controlling, petty, corrupt Northeast culture.

I am going to find someplace here that supports me. I am going to get work. And yes, the system's fears are correct: I am GOING to use that money to improve and maintain my health and pay for lawyers to clear my name and sue the shit out of anyone who was involved in the 2016 frame up.

So keep on calling in your favors and leaning on your cronies. 

I am going to find allies and I am going to befriend your enemies. 

The illusion you've finally got things under control WILL be broken.