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Sunday, February 27, 2022

The Horrors and Hysterical Observations of SJW (mostly youth) Culture- Zeducation on YouTube

Why are all of these stupid people who are basically creating illusions or living in delusions and creating an UN reality for all of us to live in totall being validated at the same time that its being taught that conspiracy theories are fake or fake news and that they are created by either white supremacists or mentally ill people who are probably potential lone shooters?!

I cannot believe the system is pulling this off. I can believe it because basically the idea of giving common people (think the shitty quality of life in the Dark Ages) military grade spy and communications equipment and access to an 'information highway' (that is now managed to control information and manage perceptions) was a really bad idea.  

Its bad enough that everyone who would be working in factories decades ago is now working in retail and food service thus our downgraded quality of life. Its only going to get worse but it can get better if you stand up to cancel culture and intimidate and dominate people who try to bully you in clever, inventive ways. Remember this entire operation (and it IS on op) is to ensure that we live under MOB RULE when in fact we are supposed to be a democracy under constitutional government. 

Some of this is legit but the bulk of it is fluff. Just like any good DISINFORMATION CAMPAIGN-its 1% truth and 99% deception and lies or fabrications designed to manipulate. 

Gotta hand it to them though, the results are amazing and its interesting to see and entire generation raised like captive veal on psych meds, with hovering parents controlling their time with play dates and covering for their failings turn out so badly. 

I read a piece on three kinds of parenting that is disastrous and its outcomes and interestingly, each type covers the three generations since my grandparents era that have contributed so much to the shit show we live in today: Baby Boomers, Gen X and Millennials/Gen Z. I believe Gen Z are much worse that I ever imagined Millennials or Gen Y could be. 

The Boomers (the legit ones born from the early 40s to the early 50s. I do not agree that people born in the late 50s or early 60s are 'baby boomers'. This age group was like we, Gen Xs older brothers and sisters and we grew up with them that way. They should be given thier own generational term like Gen Y. My mother is a 'baby boomer' and we are talking about the 60s and 70s kids with WW2 parents raised in the 50s. Thats alot different from the other group who came of age in the late 70s early 80s.)

Baby Boomers grew up with a terribly overly strict authoritarian parenting style, unless their parents were beatniks (like say Robert De Niro's father who was a famous abstract painter in NYC. Though he has been marketed as having a tough guy old neighborhood upbringing the reality is very different. As usual with Hollywood). Guys coming home from WW2 were compartmentalizing what Vietnam vets would exhibit more easily-the absolute horrors of a youth spent on a battlefield. We Gen Xers grew up with the Lucky Strikes smoking, war movie obsessed former soldiers as grandfathers. To us, our grandparents structured, lives and well kept homes were a welcome relief from our parents experimental 60s and 70s lifestyles.  One positive thing about our parents being self absorbed party goers and leaving us at our grandparents houses for much of our childhood is that we experienced true intergenerational family life as it was before the 1950s 'nuclear family' arrangement that was marketed to the public and we also learned that family members should care for thier own or at least neighbors- strangers in Day Care Centers are the results of greed, self interest and a laziness to demand that the system stop trying to break up the family unit as well as exploit Americans by inflation and slowly removing safety nets like benefits from jobs. Being at grandma's house was for many of us a welcome relief of scheduled meals and bedtimes, friendly civil interactions and a calm atmosphere. 

Only our parents grew up with the horrors of our grandparents as parents, as men and women who still carried with them not only the mistakes of their own parents but of what a global war had done to them. Many of them were soldiers in multiple foreign wars and of course the media nowadays totally ignores this aspect of 'The Silent Generation'. What I learned from being around them and then learning the reality of thier lives from Baby Boomers is that they were silent, normal and conformist because they were probably trying to forget the horrors and live the rest of thier lives in some sort of normalcy. Everyone's grandfather had been in the military in my Gen X generation. This military influence and the conflicts it brought as well as the western world's newfound sterile culture and nuclear family would be welcome by a group of war weary people who not only suffered through multiple wars but also had to grow up as children through The Great Depression-something no one has any respect for it seems and people abuse the historical significance of it by comparing every recession we have to it. When I think about my grandmother's generation not having nylons for gods sake and having to draw an eye liner pencil up thier legs due to rationing of nylons in thier youth due to the war or that as children there was no welfare net or even the FDIC to protect money in banks or any sort of regulation of trading on the stock market-it all seems so unnecessary and absolutely ridiculous and an abuse of her entire generation. 

My grandparents suffered greatly but I noticed one difference between the Boomers and The Silent Generation- my grandparents didnt complain about thier situation at all hardly but did carry criticism for any corruption in the system and promptly encouraged confronting it in a sensible way if it was possible. My mothers generation is far more overdramatic concerning the wrongs in life that just seem to be, well-the way life is. Theres a difference in standing up for causes, changing the world and losing touch with reality or the human condition. 

With the Baby Boomers being raised with authoritarian parenting there came damage that effected the next generation. 

Gen X, my generation experienced a neglectful, absent parenting style which made us overzealous and afraid of bad parenting our own kids (of which I have none).

Gen Z and Millennials seem to suffer from a style of overparenting and not allowing their kids to make mistakes or suffer through adversity. That creates kids who dont understand or care what thier actions do to others or how the results of thier actions affect others. 

That is the crap we are seeing today. The results of overparenting. Unfortunately, because old civil rights and similar material is being used for the operation or to create disinfo or deception-old Boomers are either supportive or on board, not realizing that its become damaging to them and thier future as well as the entire future of humanity. These kids are referring to COVID 19 as a 'Boomer Remover'-does that honestly sound like a generation of people who respect their grandparents as mentors or pioneers of the systematic institutional changes they claim to be spearheading? 

You will notice most of the people in the vids on this site are naive, inexperienced kids-the only kids who arent being fooled are the ops agents or infiltrators or provocateurs which this generation is very naive about the existence of, as opposed to the Boomers who were very well versed in COINTELPRO and authority's games with legit activists.

This generation of young people come up with terms to alienate older people such as "Okay, Boomer" to insult Baby Boomers and referring to every female in my Gen X as "Karens". Interestingly there are no special, loaded language terms to use against them of course. 

When I was young of course we rejected older people's ways but we always LISTENED to older people because it was common knowledge that THEY had the information about what really happened in the past or stories that would be valuable for us to avoid pitfalls or mistakes or just plain old interesting information. Alot of it rivaled official narratives from our formal education-which may be the real reason they desperately want a generation of kids who reject thier own ancestors, thier own DNA, thier own families and thier own history passed down by elders and instead are raised by the state and reeducated in camp like indoctrination centers called modern day higher education. 

Hopefully this can be stopped and the revolution that was supposed to occur-along with the real transition from an analog world to a digital one that was NOT supposed to be controlled by the powers that be but by chance, Nature and the people can finally occur. 

This is a very shitty timeline and believe me-its not supposed to have been this way. I believe we can bump it back into place and I believe Gen X are capable of doing so. 

Thats why its been so important to leave Gen X out of media attention even politics. Boomers have always feared letting go of the power they acquired over this world in thier youth and the wealth they now control and dominate. Its interesting to theorize that THEY are behind forming these kids and putting them in power as PUPPETS, in order to maintain thier control over this world til they die which seems pretty plausible. 

Obsession: Dark Desires-tv series on stalking

"Jane Latman, senior VP of development at Investigation Discovery, (now head of HGTV) said stalking was a very important issue and October Films series would “expertly profile the courage and tenacity of the victims to give viewers a visceral portrayal of survivors’ harrowing experiences.”

My Million Dollar Dream Home- Million Dollar Hug

(Who knew there was sign language for 'dog'?)

Friday, February 25, 2022

Quora- 'Where Can I Find an Uncensored Search Engine? '

"I need to find a search engine that doesn't censor results. DuckDuckGo is now censored. Where can I find an uncensored search engine?

Kevin Thompson, Founder (2010-present)
Answered Dec 12, 2019

That may not be possible and there are several reasons why. Most of them start with $$$ and end in control.

Agendas like a new world order and the illuminati may be at the top. Commercialism is always an ugly monster that does not go away. In between are all these electronic giants fighting for control. We are caught in the middle.

Of course there are so many agendas involving control of our minds, thoughts, and information as to not be believed and these are at play whether you accept my first listing or not.

Lets examine “uncensored”......."

Please read the entire post by clicking the link above.

GS on Reddit

 'old reddit' site avoids the obnoxious prompts that force users to download the app specifically on the mobile site. It also returns us to a time when the internet was about information not commercialism, consumerism, perception management, censorship and outright thought control. 

There's a lot of GS information on reddit and it might be worth it to take an email that's safe as in it's not connected to your banking medical or legal issues and affairs and use an anonymous email to get on to sites like this. 

Don't feed the trolls, as usual