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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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Saturday, November 21, 2020

Should Being A TI Count As Disabling?

 Many TIs use benefits to survive. Without them people in various situations would die in the streets. Especially medical coverage as the physical damage is devastating and over time leads to degeneration of the body even heart problems etc due to stress levels being elevated constantly. Even PTSD, battle fatigue etc can result. 

In many European countries, having Electromagnetic Sensitivity to electromagnetic  pollution is considered disablin legally. The big communication companies in this country disregard studies and scientific evidence that do  not fit into their desired results or agendas and ensure they cover up the facts with disinformation. 

Psychiatry covers for all of the symptoms of microwave sickness as it used to be called (where the term blamed the technology, not the person) and many effected people never realize what is genuinely wrong with them. Not being able to sleep due to the horrors of the new oppressive LED street lights everywhere especially in cities in active areas it's very bad even train stations both underground and above-its likely victims of sleep deprivation are never told why they suddenly cannot sleep or worse-are being diagnosed with bi polar or other over reaching inventions of mental illness conditions created  by the psuedo science of modern day big pharma run psychiatry (more a form of social control today than medical practice to heal people.)

Theres even a theory that panic attacks are nothing more than getting.hit with some form of electromagnetic attack. Its certainly a convenient way of getting someone into a psychiatrist to get them under the control of the system by scaring the shit out of them. (The victim often thinks they are genuinely having a heart attack).

Sadly many TIs dont know about the theories available that may explain their situation differently and end up living out the rest of their lives not reaching their full potential or flourishing.  Especially for those going through an internal deprogramming process, who will now be contained indefinitely instead of growing. Kind of like the old tv show The Prisoner where agents who have been burn noticed (forcibly retired) know too much and are captured and kept on an island where they are told they will eventually reveal their information. Yes, the show is about using everything you've got to resist and keep trying to escape the island...of course. It's a must watch for any TI, SRA Survivor or person who discovers any connections to MK Ultra etc.

Also theres the issue of denying a citizen their Constitutional rights and preventing them from reaching their full potential in their lifetimes or flourishing and achieving. Many of us do activism to create awareness so that Targeted people can realize their circumstances theoretically could be not the harsh reality they see but a manufactured one where a system is used to keep them down or destroy their lives. Many TIs end up suiciding and this is what internet activism of awareness is trying to prevent. It's like having a disease and not knowing what's wrong. Well, if you consider the theories presented by the TI community then perhaps you can change things in the way you live so you can survive-not taking your own life being one of them and a good start!

Then creating counter moves for defense will allow a safe space to be built so one can live ones life. It's hard to get into an bunker for safety on a battlefield or go get some armor when you dont even realize people are shooting at you.

Theres also the issue of reparations, compensation or even just support for an abused, oppressed person. If the power structure wants to play they can pay then because the TI in theory has been denied the ability to be self sufficient in the modern western world where this should be totally feasible. Especially for deprogramming and SRA people where a person of superior intelligence, talent, physical strength, agility and attractiveness by all that's logical should be a 10 in our modern western world. Many TIs are zeros or end up that way-totally or partially marginalized by society. 

I dont think anymore damage should be done to our Social Security system in this country and there would be a huge issue with scammers but if a genuine TI is rendered disabled by the harsh, cruel living conditions created by being targeted, and is fortunate enough to get help then it should be allowed and a grey area for society to tolerate. 

Before Globalisms brainwashing of the public and its innate cruelty and inhumanity, the system knew such people existed or at least understood the human condition in that something happened to these people-and homeless or the dysfunctional that effected them so they are damaged and live marginalized in society. Homeless people in cities were tolerated because people understood the reality of being human and of living. 

We now exist in a reality where people are taught everything can be fixed and anyone suffering must just be doing so by choice. Of course this is easy when you guide the public to only focus on a very limited amount of subjects to deal with and ensure the issues they focus on can be changed by them especially without harming anything to do with the corporatocracy or Complex etc. By that formula of course those harmed by a shadow system maintaining the latter's  power in the world be percieved as unfixable, marginalized and misunderstood by the public. 

Also this false empowerment of the public will lead them to disregard anyone not fitting into whatever ideology even cult thought control system because seeing victims that are beyond their control DISempowers them. Very important when trying to ensure that people dont see issues that are genuinely important to all of humanity not just certain lives.  

Nowadays people seem to subconsciously do the bidding of the aforementioned power structure by vilifying anyone who does not fit into any identifiable victim status (a pitfall of Identity Politics). 

They need to feel in control, they need the illusion things will improve because our world has become so incredibly corrupt by the powers having technology as an edge as the people naively believed that this very resource would eventually create a more democratic, fair and free world so it's been hijacked and used to terrorize us, enslave us, militarize us and weaponize or world against us. People believe they as humans have grown to a point where they no longer believe in the concept of 'evil' existing in our world. They now believe in a system of technology and science where information is kept from them thus the answer to every formula or problem is incorrect due to data being missing from the formulation. How can the answers your given be correct if information is missing?

Especially I've seen a change in the attitudes towards the homeless population in this country. A complete divorce from the reality of being human is what I see in people now. The mystery of the homeless is too much for the modern world deal with as they dare not consider anything in the shadows unaccounted for in a new world where everyones victimhood has been defined and accounted for. If you dont qualify for Inclusion then you cannot exist in this reality. 

Used to be that things that existed in the shadows were accepted as a normal part of our human existence. In a world where our physical reality is being rebuild so that no space is left unmanaged and hostile environmental design  ensures only certain demographics exist within the managed space, lit by blinding LED lights it's only a matter of time until that physical reality begins to define inner reality. That what's outside of us begins to define what's inside. 

How can people accept what's hidden in a world constructed to appear as if nothing is?

The issue also stands concerning how much money is spend on the Complex and war for profit etc.                  When you get the public so controlled they dont dare question the system they now depend on to survive and are  easily led to other issues instead then they need an enemy or someone to be vilified or blame as their old system of this kind no longer works.

How did Identity Politics become so important to our existence but those wanting truth and to spread awareness or present alternative history or information are now condemned as dangerous, untruthful or disregarded? Because that is what must be done by a population busy with a laundry list provided to them by the system which itself is trying to avoid being questioned or changed.

In a world where everything must now be exposed and accounted for, where 'disconnection is danger' (a phrase used by the Pentagon in dealing with nations not being westernized, now obviously popular in managing the public domestically), destroying what remains in the shadows that may be the only way that people can forget about reality and exist in this insular new world of self destruction and slavery consisting of extreme social engineering, trans humanism, a total removal from nature and false environments 'protecting' them from a hostile soon to be inhabitable world, that was destroyed purposefully and systematically by the very same powers that created this new world of alleged safety. 

People are being left behind in basically what amounts to murder, genocide and eugenics programs applied and implemented in such ways that their will be no resistance nor hope nor change from We The People. 

Self governance is not possible if people arent told the truth about their reality.

That goes for nations to individuals. 

If someone is brave and clever enough to make it out of the maze, then their survival can be helped along and they can maybe even flourish grow and contribute to society. 

Friday, November 20, 2020

Demonizing of Groups of People In Todays Social Justice Environment Resembles COINTELPRO

COINTELPRO-Style Demonizing of Groups of People

What was oppressive decades ago is now progressive? 

This era has seen more things censored and banned than old book burnings or the rising of the Moral Majority in the 80s.  It's as if no one has read in history class about the Stasi in East Germany or any other such misery to live under and Farenheit 451 never existed. 

Isnt it great how you can reinvent something and once again deceive the people? 

Saturday, November 7, 2020

It Doesn't Matter What Changes-We Remain\Must Continue Our Quest For Truth and Raising Awareness

We can only keep trying and working on our activism to help fellow TIs suffering and trying to save lives which raising awareness does. Our community goes through many changes depending on who holds key ppositions of power but that doesn't change our general circumstance. Our goals and work do not change. The greatest concern we should have now is that the corporatocracy and Complex do not gain more leverage working through this new administration to further destroy our freedom of speech, our right to defend ourselves and our property, our right to exist, to free association and self determination. the country, if not the world has been taken over by a handful of big companies such as BlackRock and Vanguard Inc. An ever ignorant or compliant public our the greatest obstacle as they have become comfortable with living within this new sort of feudal system. These companies own major shares in companies that own cell tower real estate (American Tower, Crown Castle International etc that major telecommunications company lease towers from, are major weapons investors and even companies like Starbucks. The public dont know, dont care or gladly comply with whatever is required as long as the corporate plantation is comportable, provides the illusion of choice and they perceive their lives as fulfilling and believe they can flourish in what is now perceived as 'freedom' which is anything but in modern times. The presidency and all politics have ceased to be a serious respected process because in reality it no longer it's the global corporatocracy that truly rule. Without the transparency or accountability of governments. Our work is never done and changing of the guard still leaves the same rules we must fight for our freedom. When it comes to elections-pay no attention to that man behind the curtain as was said in the Wizard of Oz. It's the wizard who must be watched.

Thursday, November 5, 2020

TRUMP Social Security' Disinformation\Keep Focus On Our Issues No Matter Whos In

The sophisticated disinformation involved in campaigns now is unacceptable. Many of us dislike some of Trumps actions like the border and selling off public lands and pushing 5g but at least sight REAL things not manipulate information to create fake ones. Just yesterday someone claimed they saw on TV Trump would shut down social security. This elderly person was terrified they'd have to sell their posessions and become homeless. After doing research I found that Trump was simply stopping the tax on peoples pay checks so that they could have all their income for COVID and that he wud forgive those debts later and maybe take that tax away permanently. An independent tax organization and a White House rep said SS could be funded from other sources. They said SS was protected in this country. He was using his business knowledge to try to help people for COVID. How in the hell does that get fairly marketed as Trump doing away with SS, and worse, why wud people actually believe propaganda like that?? That is what's wrong is ignorance of our country's laws and understanding how it works. People actually do not understand the Constitution is there to protect them and we have a good life here regardless of imperfections or problems. It's a shame that this kind of disinformation can now run a presidential campaign. Its disinformation that is more akin to the world of intelligence than a political campaign which traditionally is more forthright which is very dangerous. No matter who is president Americans should have faith in their nation and its ability to provide opportunities and safety for us. Unless you've got megabucks to live in Switzerland or Luxembourg or any wealthy area anywhere, this is the best game in town for common people. Forget Europe that was never going to last as a socialist 'paradise' because such places dont have Freedom of Speech or Right to Bear Arms-which is why European Americans left in the first place along with lack of economic opportunity. It's still dominated by Christian government in this day and age, if you can believe that. Corporatocracy is the problem. Instead of solid reality the public now live in a ever changing virtual sphere of marketing. Thus reality is marketed and people have lost touch with the solid structures designed to protect us known as laws, the Constitution and government. This country lost control of its government on 9-11 2001 after slow sell off piece by piece to globalism, privatization and special interests. Since then candidates get elected out of fear, panic and reactionary voting after the last candidate proves he too is corrupt or extreme. Until the nation comes to terms with the idea that our lives have come to be ruled by terrorism and extremism as a means of controlling us through fear, manipulation and deception we will keep existing in a living hell of never ending chaos. Choosing to exist in a comfort zone of denial through the internet, virtual living and consumerism, diversionary entertainment and feel good activism that doesnt tackle the real issues we will go on being dissatisfied and frightened, deceived by propaganda and ourselves. As our natural environment begins to fail for all humans on the planet, nature is trying to ensure our survival as a species with natural checks and balances such as diseases which again we see as threats to our dominance over the man made world which we still fail miserably to manage well as creators. We behave regularly moreso as dumb scared animals oblivious of our own power to determine our fates or create something sustainable and responsible. Now we live in cages as frightened captive beasts, whipped regularly and now conditioned to perform and exist in the zoo. We blame every circus ring master elected every four years instead of realizing the massive influence of the real jailers known as globalism and the corporatocracy. We also refuse to approach the cage door with any plans of escape or revolt that are genuine because we have been conditioned to be comfortable in our imprisonment and to contribute to it and our own misery. The internet and consumerism anesthetize us while we continue to destroy ourselves. Our youth and the remaining still self deluded elders are indoctrinated as armies for misguided action that only serves the zookeepers. People my age didn't live through the 60s and 70s with narcissistic, misguided parents and then get misdirected by the powers that be to suffer multiple set backs just so we can spend our middle age in a living hell of unamerican oppression, paranoia, disinformation, tribalism. Its uncomfortable being ordered around and monitored by kids young enough to be our children who dont even understand what real injustice means but are obsessed with lifes innate unfairness. I will not waste what's left of my life on reactionary ignorance while its destroyed by special interests posing as progressive left nor the neocons that began this nightmare in 2001. Western people don't seem to grasp the re designing of our world via globalism and the internet and they arent acclimating well. Becoming an internet junkie or producing an entire generation of them and moving into an all inclusive gated community is not dealing with reality. Either people are just as stupid as the elite screwing them have always claimed they are or many humans I was unaware of formerly are wired to subvert their subconscious knowledge that conditions arent right and accept whatever is dictated to them in order to survive. When I was a kid thank gods they didn't medicate us yet. Teachers were crafts-men and women specializing in understanding children and neighborhoods were intact so people could care for each other. In classrooms I would stare out the window often uninterested in what the teacher was saying. I simply wanted to go outside, to explore and see what was beyond that tree, beyond the hill behind it, into the skyline. This was very common years ago in many Boston Irish who usually ended up in trouble or on drugs most likely due to the urban environment not educating them or providing a proper outlet for this nature or genetic drive to travel and explore. You'd see them staring out of the MBTA train windows, all that muscle and intelligence being wasted in the modern world so oppressive to its existence. Liberal elitist cities are all too happy to provide vices like drugs to medicate the mental and ethnic spiritual suffering caused by its limited structure. Ensuring the lower classes that can rival them and dont serve them remain under control. I'd always performed poorly in mathematics and still possess a mere 6th grade public school education in math. I was however, reading college level in 5th grade. Throughout my education many teachers were often neglectful and sensing this the window became even more of a focus-whats out there had to be more interesting than what was in the classroom. Due to its literal and visual nature, history and geography known as Social Studies, was easy and interesting. Just stories about people, maps I could memorize because they are pictures. My curiosity and wantIng to move ahead more quickly in things I could grasp easily was always rebuffed in every school I moved to. In middle school I approached a then middle aged Boomer Social Studies teacher who had his feet up on the desk next to a globe of the earth, which he was supposed to be responsible for telling us about. We had been rushed through historic ages and grown ups were more concerned with getting to the required place in books we were supposed to be at by a certain time than respecting the countless lives and contributions of people now gone and places forever unseen. Entire eras were skipped to provide this deadline which seemed pretty in comparison. Frustrated I approached his desk and asked that if we have studied ancient Rome and Egypt, then what was going on in the areas of our European ancestors or in other places like Asia etc during ancient times? He claimed "nobody knows Rachael..nobody knows". Shaking his head a bit, feet still parked on the desk seemingly handing me bullshit and doing with nervously with subtle mockery. He could have recommended a reading list or some books or directed me to another teacher or even to an open college course but he didn't. He chose to be arrogant and irresponsible with his authority. I decided as I had a few times prior in clashes with bad teachers that the content of books and globes mattered more than people because people cant be trusted especially adults. Back then Boomers who werent hard core 60s era age (born 1942-1948 who wud have considered it a revolutionary obligation to answer my questions or tell me to go further in my studies) were coasting and focusing on playing catch up. 80s kids were left on our own to an irresponsible degree, the system figuring lower middle white kids would find our way to factory jobs and get married, buy a house and settle. College wasn't for us. I chose the globe on the desk over the authority figure. The globe belonged to me now. If he wasn't willing to negotiate then I was going to take the knowledge wanted. I figured it must be special if he didnt want to share it. A few decent people made good impressions on me like the principal who took me into his office out of suspension (which did not happen often) sat me down to what I thot wud be some disciplinary lecture but immediately began showing me how the stock markets worked in the newspaper. My mother found this charming and funny. Though I found the content confusing due to my math learning disability I understood the gesture as he saying to me that I was smarter than other kids, that the content being given us in class was bs and beneath me and most importantly that theres a whole world out there for me beyond this stupid building and its ridiculous restrictions both physically, mentally and otherwise. That stock market paper was a glimpse out that window, beyond that tree and over that hill-to the contents of that spinning globe on that Social Studies teachers desk. Sometimes zookeepers provide keys...if they like and understand you. If they think you're worth it. Like most principals of my era the poor man was nervous, overworked and overweight and ended up retiring after a heart attack. Many people in the school systems used to work very hard for kids and neighborhoods. In our corporate design we live in we rarely see this sort of work ethic anymore. It's the natural progression of neighborhoods working together and companies as part of the neighborhood to a large corporate structure where people are connected via virtual means. It seems like living in communist Russia but we can still buy things and consume, so long as we exist within the corporate 'state'. Schools are sadly set up this way now, and the horrors of denying teachers their craft as well as overreachng authority into entire families' lives is common. 'The State' indoctrination is now mandatory and highly intelligent, creative kids with specific learning needs are now medicated regularly-specifically those most likely possessing genetic variants like The Traveler Gene which has shown up in every person diagnosed with alleged ADHD. Yet in our world of obsession over discrimination, this is not considered wrong though it is genetic discrimination. Medicating people with unnecessary chemicals instead of challenging and changing an archaic school system to appease the medical industrial complex and big pharma should be considered morally and ethically incorrect. It seems considered more important to provide social control and create worker bees. Then there was the writing teacher who took my first draft late and gave me an A-, telling the whole class that's what a paper should look like and I had a flair for writing. The next writing teacher accused me of plagiarism without explaining what that was and why I shouldn't do such a thing. I took some content from the book given to write a report about and thought I was supposed to use it and mix it up like paints to create something. I didnt understand 'reports'. I wanted to write my own things not read other people's work and write about it. I genuinely did not understand what was required. Probably because writing reports on another's writing who's been long dead seems unproductive. Why wouldn't you sit and discuss the work civily? Am I a policeman now or a clerk? Filing reports? It seemed so...clinical or beurocratic-writing a 'report'. It seems like you're taking another person's work and dissecting it as a medical or science student would. It seemed like murder or a horrible treatment of a creation. Its cheating to go through an author's work, dissecting it only to gather information for answering unimportant questions, to mindlessly regurgitate information and to prove you read something. At that point, you didnt genuinely read it. You absorbed information and regurgitated it, you didnt read a book as one is supposed to. I never liked laundry lists. Which ironically living a demanding alt lifestyle I now have to tackle daily. I dont like mindless busywork, like those long, laborious addition and multiplication problems-the uninteresting ones I had so much trouble with. My mind would wander from the boredom of repetitiveness and I'd get them wrong. They seem for practice and to prove you know how to perform the task, unlike Algebra which is akin to a fun jungle gym. Algebra is Arabic which may explain its similarities to physical structures or architecture, which being Italian I understand naturally. Math and numbers made no sense to me. In the earliest years I was more interested in the numbers as designs or pictures than that they represented anything or had meaning. Numbers' purpose made little sense. Why count things? Why weigh and measure? Weighing is for the palm of your hand, measuring is done with a keen eye and value should be determined by small, weight, view or taste or its relative to culture or its perceived value by others giving it trade value. Our numbers are too abstract for me. Roman numerals seem more sensible because they are chunks of value, like blocks for building structures. Only as an adult have I, by force, repetition and experience become familiar with the levity of numbers. As a young adult I found myself employing my mother's instructions (one of the few sets I was given about living as an adult) on how to purchase food per pound not as marked. I found myself in front of a can of soups with a few dollars in my hands figuring what's the most food I could get. My understanding of finances now reaches what I've had to do as an adult to take care of my affairs. Math however is a concept that I have found reaches me without the mechanics of the little figures known as numbers. Math flows through musical works (where I probably got my greatest math education from as math in music is moving math, numbers represented with human energy and labor, language), works of visual art- specifically paintings are laughably easy for me to see the math within. Economics was always attractive because I could then implement that globe I mentally stole from the desk that day from the stupid lazy teacher and now math had a place that made sense because it was about people, history, geography and human energy influencing what's known as money and value. Buying and selling things is easy-its representational value and its basically a form of trade. Math standing still, numbers figures and problems still continue to look like necromancy to me. A bunch of dead things, lumbering along as we count them and calculate them-lacking life or any representation thereof. Morbidly moved around and animated by us to serve our purposes. My mother did make an effort with multiplication table flash cards which was so uncharacteristic of her to have anything to do with my school work I suppose I thought it must be important. Those cards are probably the only reason I know my 'times tables' to do figures at all. Her one other attempt at getting involved with my school work was my writing homework she inadvertently applied the military tactics she'd been raised with from both her parents being US Marines probably because that's all she knew about how to accomplish those kinds of goals. Once she came and told me to finish my writing assignment in 20 minutes. I couldn't do it so she took the paper, ripped it up and I was told to finish it within the time allotted or it wud be ripped up each time. Eventually I did the task in the time limit. To this day I start writing immediately upon sitting to write and cannot understand anyone who sits in front of a blank space staring into space complaining they can't think of anything. I can write anywhere and on anything and have been for years. What's not to write about? These are only a few stories of how my life in the USA could be construed as unfair or the way I was treated unjust. Yet if you look at kids who had more than our level did (the rich kids who's family owned a local funeral home, the cheerleaders, the pretty wild girls who dated older boys with cars and got it out of their systems very early on and settled down in young adult hood, the kids that wanted to be lawyers etc) they all followed the same path as the poorer kids, unless those kids found drugs and as I've mentioned one of society's ongoing areas of social control, designed to catch the more creative, insecure maladjusted little fishies who escape and swim beyond the net everyone else stays in. Life is akin to a card game where you have to play the hands you get to the best of your ability. All a society can do is provide equal opportunity. The viscousness greed and selfishness of human nature cannot and will not be fixed. If that were possible we wud have gotten rid of nuclear everything by now, taken recent measures at environmental sustainability and implemented them 30 to 40 years ago when those ideas formed originally, re assessed our consumerism and outlawed planned obsolescence especially in technological gadgets, demand the discussion with the Complex that if the DOD is working on AI that make a self healing skin for drones or Boston Dynamics creates supermen androids, if we are that technologically advanced then why are we still having wars as a species? Why isnt that technology being used to create equal opportunity on this planet? Why are there still ghettos in the 21st century? Why is there such lack of basic resources for survival in other countries? Why can't Africa feed itself and limit its population growth with its endless rich resources? Why cant the recurrent opiate and other drug problems be stopped using current in place anti terrorism surveillance state to find out who's bringing them in and what bank's laundering money and stop blaming users? Also hold accountable the medical complex and academia where problems like the oxycontin epidemic stemmed from. Also questionable is nowadays providing chemicals that prevent OD in inhaler form so that users live in a state of misery and torture by NOT dying but simply getting revived to use again. Which sells drugs, paraphernalia, inhalers, medical equipment as well as numerous First Responder services daily in every part of this nation. In the age of the corporatocracy and the promised utopia of Globalism, users were safer under the organized crime run cities of the past as there was low tolerance for dirty dealers. Now drugs are cut with fentanyl and bath salts and garbage like k2 exists, ensuring that addicts either die or if they get into recovery theres little left of them to recover. Probably permanently. People have stopped living in reality or facing the real issues. We've been brainwashed through decades of terrorism and extremism to finally cave into the idea that the corporatocracy is an acceptable replacement for government run by the people and anyone seeking truth or justice through alternative news, info or history should be regarded as a potential future lone shooter or disregarded because corporate tells us its 'fake news' and people basically write it off as no longer being able to afford luxurious frivolities like genuine truth or justice because corporate Globalism has living in something akin to the communist idea of The State which we must be loyal to and cohesive with to survive. Opposed to being connected we are collective and surveilled and it seems it's gotten ridiculous lately with a culture of public shaming resembling Korea. Like east Germany with the Stasi our communities are easily the greatest source of keeping an eye on each of us so that we cease to have anything in society if we dont tow the line of popular opinion. I knew something was desperately wrong after 9-11 and after the Boston Bombing. After Newtown and Colorado. It's why activists like me keep working. There's something suspect about the creation of private sector warfare companies from armed battle to black ops or private security companies being used in wars overseas so that govts can avoid oversight and war crimes charges. One has to consider when this effective tool will reach home and when the troops return needing employment will the corporatocracy utilize them in the same fashion domestically? The public cannot accept the reality of a ruthless military mindset, one of getting results at any cost. This is the folly of turning a blind eye to the Complex while whining about trifles in comparison and attacking the wrong enemy. I always have to ask myself why an activist like myself who is so dedicated and living on nearly nothing was framed in 2016, involving at least two major well respected educational institutions one of which is a major player in the concepts of PC and ID politics culture? And one small, corrupt city in NH, notoriously run by a corrupt, dangerous British military industrial complex contractor as well as historically involved in the presidential election process. When the Epstein scandal broke it didnt surprise me that the two institutions involved in my frame up were embarrassed publicly for taking his donations, having him on campus, fraternizing with him regularly and entertaining his projects Recently Epstien's female pimp was found by the feds hidden up in small town NH, surrounded by British body guards. (Her father is Maxwell famous Brit) It showed me that I was right all along that during the period leading to my frame up, when three emails were send under my name threatening three police depts using material publicly available on my blog-that there were very visible, obvious changes in the environment either of these institutions or around them that came with a change in leadership. The same leadership or at the Ivy League university involved-several academics, that had taken power in recent years. This explains why I or anyone else had never had problems before and that these institutions functioned as they should have-being able to afford being challenged or questioned by dissidents. If this area is now a major indoctrination center for the left and responsible for influencing the culture as its become over the past ten years then why aren't people questioning the growing level of unprofessionalism, lack of freedom of speech or thought, oppressive measures, and going against everything a major medical, law and science educational hub SHOULD be doing and standing for?? My being framed in 2016 and the subsequent efforts to keep me silenced or even to neglect my legal right to clear my name is a major indicator to anyone that things are not as they should be at the major power centers driving this country and even the world recently. Really book smart people who are determined career types make very dangerous criminals. Their one vulnerability is their false sense of security that their being part of an institution or community of institutions will protect them endlessly. The west continuing on this path to hell via complete insanity, diversion from real issues and persecution of innocent people for a misguided perceived greater good is the very content of the Left's Nazi bogeymen they constantly market to an ever increasingly ignorant public. If we continue to allow the Complex, private sector and special interests via Globalism to dictate to us what is real and not what is right, who are the worthy victims and who are to be left behind and who is to be persecuted via a world of never ending war for profit, terrorism, extremism and order out of their chaos we wont be living at all. Going along with self serving victimhood and the gripes of children that haven't discovered the way the world works or that life is INNATELY unfair as a battle cry to destroy society is not justice. Instead of social justice how about real justice using the real and grown up justice system. The ostrich syndrome is extreme now and cannot continue without consequences that will lead to the worst outcomes for those most vulnerable. The beautiful thing about Republicans is they are pretty overt about being selfish and self serving. They don't hide behind falsehoods that claim to be fixing things for vague concepts of justice for victims. Christianity is probably their greatest moral front but at least it doesn't attempt to claim to be all inclusive of every single living person on the planet who's a victim. I keep thinking that if I was victimized involving the very institutions that deem who the victimhood groups are, how right can they be? Speaking of Boomers, in the 60s LSD was marketed through these same universities and colleges. Timothy Leary and the like. That was a decade or so after Project Paperclip had formed a team of doctors rescued from Nazi Germany who would team up along with institutions, academics and the private sector, to commit further war crimes in the form of unethical human experimentation utilizing LSD on human subjects-the connected projects would become known as MK Ultra, sub projects and the use of radiation on human subjects many children. One of whom was my mother. Tell me how credible is any form of indoctrination through those institutions today or even then? One major hospital in Boston which was a huge player in the aforementioned unethical human experimentation is today a bloated research hospital and never should have been allowed to become as such considered their history. This is how injustice actually works. Through money, power, influence and deceit. Deception is necessary in all forms of governing the public. People today and kids who don't remember the harsh reality of REAL communism believe that no covert warfare or actions any longer take place-that this is something left behind in the Cold War era. People believe injustice is something right in front of you, that you can see easily. The truth is that our society can no longer deal with the deeper problems or crimes being committed. Years of indoctrination, dumb down, psych meds, expanding influence of corporate run everything in their lives, internet reaching a ceiling of what good it can so and now taking on a dark turn to negative effects, terrorism, extremism, video games even pollution, overbuilding and tearing up of familiar environments, neighborhoods turning to callous uncaring 'communities', street lighting, electromagnetic pollution and worse, lack of jobs for youth now a pandemic killing people have beaten our nation down so badly that people will accept anything they are told to. They are too exhausted to even question where true corruption is coming from or where it may lie. If we dont keep trying, if the original assaults of over ten years ago and the resulting changes arent dealt with there will never be genuine peace and order again, only an anesthetized dumbed-down public resembling ostriches with their heads in the sand being trapped in a hellish reality. Some of us don't get to be anesthetized or live in the falsehood. For more heady readers an interesting theory is that a kind of false time line has been created through all of the undue influence mentioned above and many of us remain in the original, true timeline. Why the fuck else would someone like me be homeless or Donald Trump be president? Have you EVER sat down and actually ASKED yourself WHY IS DONALD TRUMP president of the United States Of America? The Donald. Like, hasn't that ever occurred to anyone as to how completely insane this has gotten? Next will be Oprah. Let's do it...why not. At least he has business expertise...but still. No matter who is in office we must remember that our job is to focus on one subject matter that remains unchanged. Until its exposed effectively changes in key positions of power only change the conditions of the circumstances we keep going under, not the goal itself. A major rule to remember is that in psy ops, the enemy is made to believe he has lost when he actually has not. This is how the opposition wins. It doesn't matter if you become convinced you've been defeated, it's more important than ever now to keep working.

Tuesday, November 3, 2020

Election Day Apology

 I dont know which candidate u r going to vote for  but it's been like a maze with no escape for decades now. It's always the turd vs the shit sandwich and no decent candidates. 

Sadly I cannot vote this year due to COVID making my demanding alt lifestyle nearly impossible and a cold front that hit our area for the past 5 days. 

I apologize to my readers for not posting as much due to COVID and post frame up circumstances having been extremely challenging. 

Since 2016 it's been hard to continue this blog but unlike other people in our community I refuse to delete my work. The attempt to silence me with fear, intimidation and bogus actions from corruption in the justice system hasn't entirely stopped me but it has slowed me down considerably.

Let's hope for a more productive 4 years. I've had alot of good news in the past 4. I definitely enjoyed the just desserts handed out to major institutions involved in my frame up..but I know it goes beyond and is more involved than that.

Only with my two books I have always wanted written can I rest. This isnt a reactionary it's my job. My obligation.

Let's finish I can get an artist space and paint like I shud have been doing since 2006 anyway.