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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
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Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Saturday, August 29, 2020

Fearing Symbols and Language Isnt Part of Genuine Change/Manipulative Movements

 I see the country is getting a facelift. However when people fear and attempt to alter symbols and language it is a sign that genuine change of the system at large is not in process. Fearing history, the past, people who were products of their time, ideas, language, symbols and trying to alter the nature of human animals is futile. 

What is happening is social engineering. Re arranging people and things. Nothing is going to change on a large scale regarding the corrupt system structure. If this were the case, then it would not be symbols that people would  be taking down but the rotten parts of the system itself. 

If everything that needs to change is not considered then it can only be that its specific changes that are being engineered by design most likely to benefit the designers. As usual the public are being manipulated into doing the bidding of the very people who cause oppressive conditions to begin with.

Executive Order on Protecting American Monuments, Memorials, and Statues and Combating Recent Criminal Violence LAW & JUSTICE Issued on: June 26, 2020

The mindless violence and feeding frenzy involved in recent rioting and 'protests' only exemplifies the fact that these movements are not genuine in thier intention and more akin to terrorism. Something that has been being used against the American public for decades but in earnest since 9-11. Most likely to result in 'order out of chaos' and 'Divide and Conquer'. The youth especially seem manipulated into mindless violence which unfortunately is the nature of young people. If it werent here it would be war overseas.
Whats also noted is the lack of keeping focus with principals of the cause. Why are memorials being destroyed that are pro slavery abolition or war memorials that have nothing to do with the issues? Even structures that were celebrating or commemorating Union army heroes shows destructive violence is more the focus than staying to the cause. 

Besides the power structure always decides what the outcome is. They may side with you temporarily because its in thier best interest or you are useful at the time but that doesnt last. Business as usual goes on long before we are born and will continue after we die.

Friday, August 7, 2020

Beware of Corrupt Businesses Contributing to Smear Campaigns or Frame Ups

 Yes even taking part in retaliation for whistle blowing or suppressing whistleblowing.

The past few months has been a resurgence of businesses trying to bait as part of a possible renewed attempt at discreditation. 

The dramas that occurred during the three years of statute of limitations where i could have sued or filed against authorities, hospitals, jails etc for the email frame up fiasco of 2016 were outrageous and have to be read to be believed-which my readers will get a chance to do someday. 

Throughout the ordeals each one was documented, higher ups contacted and letters written, all filed with corporate if possible in order to cover my butt because I wasnt falling for the same thing twice. 

In the process of that advocacy I cleaned up multiple stores of bad security and managers got replaced. Only one company, a major drug store chain seemed unaware of what was going on in store and seemed interested in acknowledging what occurred and fixing it openly, probably because district had no idea what the individual store was doing. In other chain stores, its harder. Interestingly, less corrupt locations amusingly seem to be aware of the stores that are up to no good. When you talk to them as part of seeking proper channels in the process their awareness of that one screwed up store is kind of funny..if it werent so sad. 

I could have sued for many of the instances that occurred but instead choose to include them as part of a coming piece that illustrates how TIs can document such activity properly and with each additional instance and over time, a pattern will be formed that should illustrate clearly that a harassment campaign is occuring. How many times can that occur where in each instance that ONE person or they and their companions are made out to look like assh*les?

This is necessary because what the system is doing theoretically is to try to attempt to create a perception of a person, the theoretical TI, as a person whos 'always in trouble' or of bad character etc even mentally ill. 

Remembering that the original email cases in 2016 were part of an overall frame up attempt that was so overt and done so badly that even people in law enforcement and other sectors were disgusted. The latest attempts, if that is what is occuring, are much more subtle and work more on profiling, any issues with companions and guilt by association as well as taking advantage of other ongoing circumstances. 

The recent pattern connects to the original frame up of 2016 in that it seems to seek to work off the  angle of fear and lack of closure I have been carrying for four long years and it works off the damage to my rep and doubt cast on me at that time. 

In essence the original frame up, though unsuccessful is now useful as a mechanism of ongoing control and suppression, using intimidation and continued smear in the form of 'little frame ups'. 

So once  theres anything or anyone that can be used against you it or they will be. 

As I mentioned I had experienced a possible start up of harassment from store employees after April when quarantine was announced in this area for a solid month. 

Ive come to find out that one of the worst places for this, a supermarket location in a large local chain, that the employees have an ongoing embezzlement or theft scheme going exploiting low level employees and management is involved allegedly beyond store level. 

This store's manager is a white male and seems particularly zealous on involvement in the theoretical campaign.  Come to find out hes got major issues with women and a nasty divorce. 

Always remember that GS theory, a rule to remember is that perpetrators of organized harassment or mobbing, usually have SECONDARY motives for their involvement that arent motivated by necessity such as money or avoiding legal troubles, etc. They are personal motives, things that are their own issues.  

Men who are angry at women, women who bait men or torment them with sexual attraction, racial hatreds, religious, classism, jealousy etc etc.  There is the theory of  'Cause Stalking' where persons parade their behaviors under the guise of religious self righteousness or morality such as belief that the TI needs behavior modification in some way or to convert to a religious belief. 

This is a rule of thumb being targeted-that a high percentage of perps have secondary, personal motives which makes them more dangerous for Targets and more effective to benefit the corrupt system at work. 

There do seem to be people involved in this that are in denial as well as naive about the sinister nature of the  'dirty tricks' system in its entirety as well as shockingly ignorant of its layout. Many perps dont seem to percieve the octopus like design of the theoretical system  that quietly oppresses and destroys people's lives. 

Many corrupt or obviously organized crime connected businesses have been active lately at attempts that though small, add up to more work for me to correct them and more headaches. This is of course, the purpose of the ongoing smear and 'little frame ups' as well as working off of the original large scale frame up in 2016 through inducing fear, stress and worry.  Im sure killing me through stress is desirable as well which always seems at work. 

Basically its terrorizing a person with a huge wallop they weren't ready for then constantly controlling them thru that ordeal with ongoing little instances of accusations.  Specifically to prevent the victim from getting justice for themselves by using the justice system to clear their name and expose the frame up itself. It seems that they are less afraid of exposure and punishment as they are of LOSING CONTROL OF THE TARGET whos been tortured into submission. 

Also this takes full advantage of any PTSD or anxiety the TI has by EXPLOITING THE PERSON'S FIGHT OR FLIGHT MECHANISM which is now more out of their control than before. 

One of the reasons I made it through the 2016 frame ups was due to an old man down town Boston a few years ago who turned to me in a vague conversation about what had been going on for those years and said "they are trying to make you lose your right to legal recourse by trying to trigger you into reacting (violently or negatively to being harassed)". 

Hes one of those people you meet outside who probably could have been a lawyer had the world been a different place when he was young. 

So this is a well known method of jamming a victim from getting justice or from exposing the injustice at all. 

As always a bit of poking around reveals the possible participants are once again crooks in some way. 

The point is to make the TI feel that THEY are the ones who are wrong or bad or that society generally hates them. This is hard to accomplish if a TI becomes trained thru internet activism, research and involvement with the TI community and acquires resistance to being targeted. 

It is however effective once a TI is re victimized with being terrorized and tortured with a process as traumatic as a large scale frame up. 

It takes away the Target's boundaries, privacy, anonymity and sense of self righteousness gained after years of being treated unfairly especiallly where people may have sympathized with them. 

After it becomes obvious that the legit, above ground justice system is involved in a plot and many local businesses join in an ongoing smear where bogus, COINTELPRO type legal cases are used as a basis or premise-you're not going to have as much support due to the public becoming fearful of their own safety. 

Its one thing to attempt to snag or trip up someone  or lame attempts at frame ups (of which I had a few in early 2000s involving an ex BF in trouble for drugs, in which people stepped in and stopped it. Someone later told me about it and referred to he and his friends' attempts as "stupid" and  called them  "dumb rich kids", which was both enlightening and helpful as well as hysterical.)

Its quite another to outright abuse the justice system and wipe your ass with the US Constitution when members of the justice system, the medical profession and law enforcement of all people should know better. When its obvious to the people that those boundaries no longer exist and the power structure can do as it pleases without fear of punishment or restoration of order, when abuse of power becomes a tasteless Punch & Judy child's play- you then have very little hope and fewer allies. 

Every shark in the area will then respond to the blood spilled in the original attack and a feeding frenzy will occur.

Times are hard due to COVID but also the public's attention is distracted by bigger issues. 

Your average cowardly predator now believes no one will notice, see or care about their actions.

Its also an election year. Recall that 2016 was also, the year I was framed. 

These truly are dangerous circumstances if the theories are correct of such activity. 

As in the MIT email case where a sloppy attempt at smear or character assassination was put forth by including an unrelated discredited incident in the paperwork presented by the legal team, so I notice that many of these recent attempts lately are working off of a recent incident.  

At a long time hotel of mine this winter where a new employee took charge after long time managers I was acquainted with relocated, within one week I was evicted due to her negligence and fabricating a story that it was I who was doing wrong not her or the hotel. 

One of the false claims she made in her email communication was that I was harassing another guest. I have text messages from that guest and video documentation to prove otherwise. 

I also had a 15 year patronage to that hotel chain with no issues..until 1 week after one crooked employee and her husband took over temporarily. 

Each recent attempt thereafter has been to make it appear I harass employees or ,bother people too much" etc.  One such attempt I backed out of as fast as I could and continue to monitor the situation. The person actually used SIMILAR LANGUAGE to the false claims of the hotel as have other attempts. This is key in identifying that there is a pattern present and that a perception about a TI is trying to be formed. Multiple accusations similar in language that create the same illusion are a grave warning sign.

Due to learning from the brutalizing assault of 2016, I now understand what the enemies' M.O. is. I also know another important rule of thumb about perps -they are unimaginative and lazy and will attempt the same repeated campaign or script multiple times. 

TIs are unusually talented, creative or intelligent individuals who often fall into these traps perpetrated by a mob of lesser human beings simply because its so beneath them-its beyond them. TIs are oblivious to these plots often because the schemes are so incredibly dumb they are a waste of any decent person's time.  

Always understand that life's losers and Nature's lessers need a way to flourish, win and gain in this life the things they not only dont deserve but could never acquire any other way. 

Every TI has their blood sucked daily by a group effort of people who they have to fail for so the mob can succeed. Being part of a large group is the only way these people can survive. 

So just like the old COINTELPRO program, the constant laying on of bogus charges IS the harassment campaign-regardless of the sorting out of them later. 

The thing thats so maddening is the arrogant casual nonchalance of how these communities believe they have already won but thats the flagrant disregard of an entire generation of youth nowadays anyway...and the Globalists colonizing our cities etc. 

And that is the number 1 rule of psy ops- to influence the Target enough to make them believe that they have already lost.

Never believe it. 

I suppose once the legit system turns its back on you in such an overt manner all the losers will come out of the wood work believing its free-for-all time.

You must maintain, regain control of your situation even territory and at last rule over once again, those who were once too afraid to attempt to interfere with your affairs. 

If they see the authorities ok such actions they will certainly imitate them. 

If they are in league with said corrupt authorities who must eventually stand for their crimes-they will most certainly protect them. 

Always stand with the truth. 

Its a process to learn the GS theory as a means of possibly improving your chances at life. Its typical once that is achieved, that your winnings are taken from you by the people youve beaten switching up the game. 

Its all to waste your whole life dealing with their bullshit instead of being engaged in life itself and living. 

I spent my entire 30s-the best years of my life traveling the USA with a backpack living on nothing. I was told to my face that "its all about keeping you on the run". Which is probably why I didn't end up in a ditch the entire ten years. 

So im assuming that since Ive made headway in the past few years staying in one place, that I've got to be demolished because how dare I no longer 'stay on the run' and actually come home to build something. 

And these same people admitted as others have that the motivation for many of them is "its all about making that money". 

So COVID is providing some opportunities to TIs but also some to the GS system..theoretically of course. 

It all consists of mostly business owners or employees saying shit to people that they wudnt under normal circumstances and each time you pick beneath the surface its crooked or connected. 

Keep fighting.