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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
Being a reasonable person of sound mind if I had concerns for my safety or others I would take responsible action for self care as my established medical history can demonstrate.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my sanity or competence based on my produced work will be construed as activist/dissident intimidation and whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by my family and support system.

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Saturday, January 25, 2020

Dear readers I am still being trolled on my blog ever since the Internet troll who was part of the email frame up in 2016. Thus you cannot comment without signing in I believe because if I leave it open to Anonymous comments I get massive amounts of spam in my comments we're talkin massive so unfortunately in order to comment you're going to have to have an account I do apologize someday I will have this taken care of it was never a problem before 2016

Friday, January 24, 2020

My Long Time Trusted Spaces and Networks Are Changing

Its unfortunate that a company Ive known and trusted for years and I am known to them is going through changes that are effecting my long trusted networks for travel and activism.

Places are changing and companies arent selling any of the same gear I used to depend on as a Traveler.

The lodging that I've depended on for years has gone downhill sadly. I've had an issue with my health due to an ongoing situation in this particular establishment and as I was trying to resolve it the woman who had been assistant manager has been manipulative and abused her power and as I had tried to maintain my health and complain to corporate about how the situation was dealt with by her in an unprofessional manner she fabricated excuses to actually have me evicted!

This is totally out of character for this establishment and Ive known various employees for years and friendly with all the staff.

I definitely became worried when the manager I had known for over ten years here left this week to relocate (hes the 3rd person to leave. Gee I wonder why.)

I suppose my intuition was correct and I should have listened to it.

My relatives are all appalled and people who've known me as I've patronized this place for over a decade. Without incident.

Its sad how many resources I am losing in such a short time to what seems like corporate changes. Even the tough clothes I had depended on for over a decade are all being phased out by the companies that make them.

I know I have a good case here as the person went too far. I even received an email alert that someone was searching my reputation profiles online and I am guessing its connected to this unprofessional assistant manager whos taken these actions. Someone has mentioned that its harassment for her to do so in this situation, if it is indeed her or anyone connected to her.

Her husband also works at the same location and hes the word unprofessional is an understatement. There's been multiple complaints from guests including myself and even other employees about how over the top his rudeness is to guests and beyond.

This location has been going downhill over the past few years and one of my relatives suspects she or others were waiting until the on site authority left so she could start acting out.

I've been told she cant handle the pressure that's being put on her and I agree this illustrates it.

I'm sad to have to leave my home away from home for so many years but I guess nothing lasts. And professionalism especially in the hospitality business is not what it used to be.

And by the way don't bother to Try to turn this into a frame up with emails or faxes sent under my name. No person or specific businesss was mentioned.

I have a support system now. It won't work. 

I will get justice with a lawyer and it will all work out. I can only be wronged so many times. 

Tuesday, January 7, 2020

Sleep Disturbances Due To Living Under Duress

Often those around us make this worse. We often can't cut off our families or if we do we get back into being involved with people who were and always will be toxic. No matter how much we change others do not or not that drastically.
Often we must take what we can get for companions due to difficult circumstances and necessity for survival.

Considering the theory we now live our lives by is a huge step to evolution as the mind must expand to accommodate the theory being plausible or feasible. It results in an growth that others simply cannot tolerate. Denial is easier but then one sees that these differing personality types were always present to begin with throughout life in us and the people we dealt with growing up. If family members are corrupt only minimal growth can occur. If people are incapable of expansion of their reality then denial will occur but we recall they were always that way.

Unfortunately, somone being victimized attracts predators and that's a sad fact of nature.

Its best to apply coping skills, remember all you've accomplished and attempt to block or get around all that's destructive in order to survive and continue growth.

Sleep deprivation is dangerous as it effects our ability to think straight and handle stressors.