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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
Being a reasonable person of sound mind if I had concerns for my safety or others I would take responsible action for self care as my established medical history can demonstrate.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my sanity or competence based on my produced work will be construed as activist/dissident intimidation and whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by my family and support system.

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Wednesday, February 28, 2018

The Corporate Liberal: My Confusion Ends

I being uneducated and inexperienced in politics has caused me so much confusion and suffering by not understanding what or who I am dealing with.

This answers alot. Why I wonder are people in the Boston area becoming concerned over only very specific subjects and not things that are so pressing and effect all of humanity?

Why is the Traveling scene becoming invaded by homebum 'homeless' and an entjre subculture influenced by Americana being ignored and not protected by the colleges, universities and artistic areas that used to harbor us and reject them?

Why did my hometown turn on me when I work so selflessly for good, for all of humanity and simply pointed out the truth of changes I saw around me?

Now these questions have been answered.

I don't feel so bad. Because these people could never be trusted to begin with. When the dollar changed direction my existence and those of my subculture became inconvenient and we are no longer affordable.

Ok then. I can work from there.

Now I know the truth

Saturday, February 24, 2018

Why I Was Forced To Finally Give Up Google Search Engine

After Google seemed to begin showing results first that seemed favored or paid for to show up first, I researched possible alternatives but decided it wasn't necessary-and it was a pain in the ass anyway.

However, recently I've noticed the trend of having certain search results omitted altogether due to what I  now understand as straight up censorship on Google of what they deem as 'fake news'. 
For someone like myself doing amateur research Google used to provide any and all results I could use as leads. It's useless now except for the most mundane subject matter.

Friday, February 16, 2018

Lone Wolf Shooting Phenomena Already Leading To Gross Abuses Of Power/Why We Are Afraid To Ask The Right Questions And Get Real Answers
(This link is only a theory and protected under free speech)

It's more than censoring content on the internet its also potentially silencing people altogether. An activist whos even just framed up and accused of a threat who doesn't take any action at all may stop doing important work which unfortunately I'm more than familiar with.

Intrigue is never considered in these cases even though simply reading history clearly shows that humans cannot be trusted with absolute power which these scenerios provide authorities.

It's far to easy to write off motive as 'mental illness'.  Most shooters die before being able to be questioned. When has a thorough report of an interview or questioning ever been reported?

We've seen certain factions in politics questioning the sanity and mental state of our own US president simply because they did not like his manner or views or speech (which I'm also unfortunately far too familiar with).
Honestly,  I'd like to see the last two presidents' sanity tested-maybe every one after Jimmy Carter would be appropriate actually.

So it's somehow deemed sane to be so cult mind controlled by a religious group or religion taken to that extreme that you commit suicide and homicide as happens in foriegn terrorist attacks compared to someone usually a Caucasian male, allegedly acting alone?
Just like we don't want the real answers about what genuinely motivates such people to commit acts of such desperation in religious groups from certain geographical areas we also don't genuinely want the truth concerning the motives involved in persons acting out supposedly alone.

There are questions that go unanswered, signs and clues that aren't looked at or investigated properly because this society needs easy answers.

People don't have the guts to question corrupt authority or the potential of the greed of the private sector, political agendas or even the structure of our own society.

Unless potential for abuse of power is thoroughly investigated it's pointless to ponder as to a person's motive and dying for Allah should be considered just as crazy as any other motive to kill.
That's the thing we refuse to consider: people don't usually act out on just a belief-they need to be pushed to kill. That's exactly what military boot camp is for. Most people over a certain age who have a normal mindset from being raised in civilized society cannot commit such acts. One needs to be broken down and built up again using cult 'brain washing' or behavior modification tactics. The enemy must be dehumanized before people can take action against them.

What the result is here pertaining to lone shooters is that without sighting any solid motives the authorities are framing up anyone who has potentially the same beliefs or activities or similarities as 'lone wolf' shooters in a desperate attempt to make a profile for such a person as to appear to try to predict who may become violent in such a way in the future.

It appears to be the only way to gain control over such an event in the future but all this method is doing is building up an inaccurate profile that's being used to make people afraid to speak out or have their Constitutional rights denied.

Anyone can now be accused of being a potential threat of this kind and all it takes is parties unknown making threats under an individual's name then either compliance by authorities in a plot of evil design or 'frame up' or they not investigating such identity theft thoroughly enough due to mounting public pressure and fear of such acts of actual violence occuring. There have been such cases where US citizens are treated like prisoners at a dentention camp for foriegn terrorists and denied a fair trial under Constitutional law. These are US citizens who have had threats of violence sent to authorities under their using their names who haven't even committed acts of violence.
The abuses of power are already occuring and it just so happens such victims of this abuse of power are activists and dissidents who are ironically asking the right questions.

It's going to lead to gross widespread abuses of power if proper investigation isn't utilized and reactionary attitudes due to fear prevail.

It's also leading to a total surveillance state which is being utilized for social engineering and special interest agendas domestically.

"One of the lessons we learned from 9/11 is the danger of allowing terrorists to occupy ungoverned space which they have in Syria and Iraq for so many years. And that allowed them to plot and plan against us. But it was also a petri dish breeding ground for radical Islamic extremists.
Ive noticed that whatever the military learns in war it trickles into domestic policy in our increasingly militarized society.

What a time it is for gentrification and social engineering to benefit the private sector and the 1%!
In recent years it's been becoming very hard to be genuinely alternative. Such people are being obviously profiled for not confirming to social norms. Also it's increasingly difficult to occupy areas that are public spaces. I've noticed that anyone who appears houseless with a backpack is getting treated like a profiled criminal or lone nut threat when simply
walking through any number of cities and towns. Even if legit business affairs are being conducted in that area ie there's a good reason to be in the area.

So again people are being psychologically terrroized possibly as a form of intimidation to serve special interests potentially under the guise of safety and security due to these recent outbreaks of violence.

Anyone alternative or disliked by the public for their public opinion has encountered the nightmare of abuse of community watch programs. It's bad enough dealing with abuse of power from people who are trained in knowing what they are doing, but when activists and sub culturists are undermined by a scared, ignorant public who fear only for their status quo to remain unchanged or some local corruption to remain unexposed then the entire situation becomes a total mess and undermines our Constitution totally. If we want to built an overt police state like East Germany with the Stasi or a communist nightmare then we are already there.

Being from New England and growing up among the statues of revolutionaries for liberty co existing among the remnants of the greed driven witch burnings and the never spoken of genocide of Native Americans I'm too aware of hypocrisy and humans being desperate and greedy enough to live a lie to get and keep what they want. Kind of like the northeast's facade of showcasing wonderful hospitals and ivy league institutions of higher learning whereas for decades huge amounts of wealth were generated by organized crime (and before that corrupt illegally polluting factories and prior to that-rum and Bibles for slaves with the slave trade in Maine covertly continuing until the 1800s).
 As someone from the southwest once told me "where you come from, corruption is part of the system", which I found permanently enlightening.

I'm far too familiar with people being full of shit while putting on a really good front to fool outsiders as insiders are either too afraid to act or speak out or are so compartmentalized and brainwashed they genuinely believe it's a good quality of life.

Humans are greedy animals that will lie to get what they want. That always has to be considered-in the big picture and in daily life.
Thus there's ALWAYS a motive for a selfish act. Its when finding out that motive is avoided that suspicion should arise in those supposedly asking the questions.

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

ATOMIC HOMEFRONT On HBO-Decades Old Nuclear Waste Dumping In St Louis Missouri

Disclaimer: no communication threatening or otherwise will be sent by me to any of the persons or entities mentioned in this post. Any such communication should be investigated as a continued efforts to discredit and silence me and destroy my life and reputation with legal difficulties aka a 'frame up'. I demand that any investigation and trial takes into consideration that I am a public figure and my writing is public. Any further threats under my name will be considered harassment, definition and WILL lead to a civil suit for damages.

I appreciate what these people are trying to do but I'm sorry to say I have to be a harsh critic of their methods.

The EPA hasn't had a set of balls for a very long time. This is something that I've heard discussed for decades, even from employees family members.

The only thing people are afraid of is losing money, having crimes exposed (like this documentary) and lawyers.
It's true they are dealing with an original crime by a portion of the government almost a century ago but remember they are dealing with a private company in CO also.

They need to make a bigger stink about this, take much more calculated, strategic action and realize that the powers they are dealing with are not going to fight fair. Going to DC and wasting time and money on getting turned away from offices and depts then crying on camera isn't an effective way to get this solved.

If they wish to give up on a clean up working as a long term solution then they should demand that the entire community be relocated to reasonable accommodation to live and have whoever's involved pay.

Stop being snow jobbed by people who seem like second rate bullshit artists (the guy at the land fill using the tactic of visualization [perfumed lady in church] to brainwash the residents into ignoring the toxic smells coming from landfill gasses). Forget wasting time being stonewalled by employees in DC who walk away when your talking to them and having to deal with their obnoxious guards outside taunting common people who come to the capitol to get Justice for themselves and their families.

The last Obama administration did alot to effectively block activists and dissidents.
Their con is going to be that they don't feel 'safe' around common Midwestern types who are angry about the conditions they live under. Someone night snap and have a weapon (even though they live and/or work in Washington DC but that's different).

Just looking at the head of the EPA on those posters in this should be an indicator that Obama's world is more concerned with having the right groomed Politically Correct 'type' of demographic in key positions that support a Liberal elitist agenda than dealing with real world problems. Also only a small portion of those effected seem to be valid demographics to care about under Obama-nation. Common people who are not exalted but reviled and scapegoated in the Lib Elite fantasy world created over the past eight years are not going to be worthy enough for consideration.

Worst of all these people pose the most dangerous threat of all to Obama's Disneyland of reverse hatred and down the inverse world of oppression and misery that's been created as social control: they remind the public that actual real problems exist and there's things that will effect ALL of humanity if people don't begin caring about and protesting these issues. It's too close to Chernobyl, Fukushima and every other example of how nuclear power or anything nuclear only works safely in theory which seems to be without any human error or natural disaster.

Stop wasting time with old fashioned ideas of protesting etc. There's too much info out there and too much stuff for humans to look at-and the diversions are numerous and effective.

This situation brings Americans back to reality which the powers that be seem to deem undesirable right now.

No ones going to care about a small group of poor mid Western Caucasian uneducated people. You are everything they hate. They are going to laugh at you. In the new global big world only big injustices matter. Bottom line is that if you don't benefit corporate in the long run you don't matter. That's all globalism is.

They are going to ignore you and string you along as much as possible. Until anyone who remembers what's buried in that land fill dies of old age or cancer. It's obvious they are trying to moreso contain damage until it goes away as opposed to fix it.

These people need to stop wasting time and think like the enemy. Get better organized and stop being human and decent. The people they're dealing with are not and their common touch is going to wipe them out and silence them forever.