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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Wednesday, July 29, 2026

Small Cities Are Becoming Globalist Mega Cities... and They Don't Want Anyone Spilling Their Secrets

 It's becme apparent that at this time one needs to be very careful. There is no more privacy. Everywhere and everyone are for sale. 

Everything you do may be scrutinized. 

Be very quiet now. Any discussions amongst yourselves should be done in private places. Use your common sense to find them. 

Places you thought were safe or private or refuge is going to become..not those things anymore.

If you push a carriage or cart or heavy suitcase through a large station people may get in your way on purpose and if you try to simply plow through them then your behavior will be assessed as dangerous or 'crazy'. 

If you enter a chain that sells health or whole food the employees may gawk at you as if there is really something wrong with your dress or lifestyle yet they fully accept the whacked out homebum with no teeth who s an old drunk who's aggressively panhandling right at the exit door-as normal

Truly this is a time of being oppressed through subjective unfair biased attitudes. What did you expect in a place claiming equality?  

Wednesday, July 22, 2026

TIs May Be Being Exposed on Dark Web or Through Other Means-By Compromised Individuals or Groups (Not a True Truman Show)

 https://www.quora.com/Are-targeted-individuals-put-on-a-live-stream-for-all-stalkers-to-see

 

Psychiatrists deal with a condition called Truman Show Delusion. In our community we deal with what is known as Truman Show Effect. 

That's because in our situations it's very possible that a group of people have means motive access and opportunities to actually expose a person's private life.

As usual ultimately targeted people never really know who or what is behind the activity known as 'gang stalking' or organized stalking. Organized stalking is a step beyond workplace mobbing and community mobbing. In fact locals who take part in harassing Targets may actually believe it's only a local activity- not realizing that if the situation is severe enough then the harassment will continue no matter what location they move to even if they leave the country.

Even though the shadow system makes the harassment look harmless, localized or akin to community mobbing (bullying by local people) it is indeed very serious and extremely costly.  If a targeted person knows the motive to begin with or eventually figures it out eventually then they have won half the battle. Therein is the reason why someone or entity would spend that much private or black budget money to neutralize a person. It's a lot easier to deal with once the motive makes sense. 

One of the things many targets have spoken about over the years is strangers filming them outright, snapping pictures of them or a group recording their activities. One person actually had a camera in an attic of a nightclub across from their 3rd floor apartment recording their activities through an open window. Only later when they became aware that gang stalking existed did they understand the entire situation. 

Those examples of people filming with hand cams or snapping photos are mostly post 9/11 examples. Now the technology is much more advanced and there are more people being blackmailed  compromised and in trouble who are easily recruited.  This makes it feasible for a group masking as a social group (drug activity etc) to be used as a group of people to focus on harassing one or more targeted individuals. 

One or more of the group is usually connected to whatever powerful entity, through layers of involvement and this person may give someone without means or funds the technology and hook up to perform the surveillance necessary. 

It could be that someone a target lives with who is or becomes compromised is somehow turned and then brings something into the home where the Target's activities can be revealed either through recording then sharing or live. The content may end up on the Dark Web or other means of a network where people can listen or view the content.

This of course is simply a new form of local neighborhood harassment and of course if the perpetrator is motivated he or she can cause the target(s) distress as to cause behavior that's going to look worse or going to make the people involved look worse or the compromised person may even take things out of context to cause a skewed perception of the people being surveilled. 

Nowadays there's no lack of people to recruit. Things cost more. Taxes are going up. More people are moving into areas that are newcomers and they have no local or town loyalties and just exploit people and things in their new area as if they were opportunities in their new homeland not ruining a person's life. These newcomers may also do such things to please local authorities in their new home areas-especially if thngs like visas or immigration are part of the payoff system. 

It is extremely dangerous nowadays because the technology does exist, people are desperate and there's no controls anymore with long held institutions being destroyed-everything from civil service to government to organized crime to religion or the US military.  The private sector and wealthy individuals are now in a dangerous position of power over society. Most of our intelligence community is from outsourced PRIVATE contractors.

The public are being fed the pablum of the last century where they are still focused on civil rights and anti government, not understanding this is outdated and the private sector is what is dangerous now and that the government may just be the only thing protecting citizens from private power structures abuses. So they engineer these reductions in government power that actually protect people such as 'defund the police' which has ended up in disaster as cities are now over tolerant and where the feds and the state insist on these conditions and local police no longer have any power to protect their citizens. 

The public are now literally being brainwashed to believe these environments of chaos and filth are totally normal day to day life. 

Then people become easier to recruit living in filth and disorder with a happy face painted over it. Then it's much easier to destroy whoever is left that is a 'problem' than it was just ten years ago. 

The overdevelopment, safe spaces and special spaces further remove people from daily life in the real world. If the targeted person is left vulnerable then it's much easier nowadays then just ten years ago to do much more damage. 

It would not be difficult in such an environment to gain the compliance of citizens and of compromised people to create an entire narrative that replaces what a targets life is actually about. 

In fact someone could actually create a whole new hate and bullying campaign against a targeted individual and the people involved might never even know what the original story was that got them targeted in the first place. You could even get people to work for free if they believed the Target deserves to be bullied based on moral judgements etc. 

The public would never realize the person may have been put under extreme duress for years or forced to function in a part of society they would not normally have chosen (homelessness, unsavory people etc) of they had not been forced to do so.

How the pubic cannot realize that targeted people do not get to exercise free will do not get to engage in free association and totally lose their ability for self determination is beyond my understanding. 

I think that the harassment comes to a level where it becomes normal for this person to be oppressed and the public think it's normal. Then again it could just be if you gentrify a City enough you have so many have nots and compromised , desperate people that everyone else doesn't notice who isn't involved.

It would be easy to manipulate then expose a person to the public and then validate why they should be harassed further. 

It's frightenly easy to record people or even broadcast live but as the thread says it would be a  harassment group not a centralized Truman show type live stream.. 

It is completely possible and the human behavior is totally feasible especially if there's no consequences but there is reward. 

Monday, July 20, 2026

Commentary On The Vids in Last Post

Yes, lately this is what they are trying to make us out to be or so it seems. I don't know about other people but I get that distinct impression. So watching an actual dangerous person should give you some perspective on it. 

The bottom line is this: it's war now. 

They want to play games? Good then we can play games. 

Observe the person being interviewed in the first video. 
Notice his necklaces. He hides them, then makes sure they can be seen for the interview. However you can't see them due to the camera just giving you a headshot. Then for one part of the he's filmed from an angle where you can clearly see the necklaces. As the interview finishes, he makes sure he puts them away under his shirt. 

I'm wondering if the producers wanted this as part of the video. 

Regardless I don't think that should be the focus for the purposes of this blog and the reader. 

Notice how different the attitudes are between American and Canadian handling of a person with a mental illness that results in murder or violence. 

In the first video everyone is berating the psychopath. Being critical of him, blaming him and constantly making him seem as if he could be doing better somehow. It almost seems from the beginning of the video that everyone involved is jealous almost. Maybe of his intelligence levels. We know Morgan is a journalist and he can be difficult but ive always found him fair. All TV people seem ratings or whatever it is nowadays, I'm writing more about the doctors involved and his family members also.  If you notice the next video the patients we fear the Canadian nurses involved are much more down to earth and realistic about who they're dealing with. Even the family says that there's two victims in The situation where the sun was schizophrenic and killed his mother there's the mother who lost her life says one of the brothers and then there's their brother who was a victim of his mental illness. 

These are two completely different ways of looking at somebody who is sick and does some kind of violent action. 

And what's most disgusting is the way that the doctors are behaving in the first video. 

From the way the kid is talking I would safely say that we're dealing with another case of people involved in psychiatry that will do anything possible to not admit that there's a such thing as programming satanic ritual abuse and most of all in this case split personality disorder or at least dissociative disorder. 

The fact that a person who claims to be a medical professional actually comes out with the sentence saying about how the psychopath can fake some tears that's extremely critical and it's very unprofessional. 

But the public have to perceive these people as monsters not part of mother nature's plan or some process that made them that way. 

I wonder about this family the little girl is just a little too attractive and cute and pretty for a girl of her age and the brother is a little bit too 'evil'. It follows  the standards for alot of what we've seen in SRA families or at least programming or experimentation

The mom if you take a good look at her she's narcissistic her damn self. If he was lonely as a child because he's psychopathic and feels alone and whatever else is going on in his head but look at the way she talks about him and herself and her parenting. I'd like to see who the father is and if he's the one that was carrying the gene but it could be her for Christ's sake and the Father's DNA just made a really bad combination and they lost out on that particular gamble. 

 Every time you have a child it's like a DNA crap shoot. That's why some children look like an uncle and some other children look like a grandfather and some other children look like the parents. I've seen people that have like three children and then they have grandchildren and they look like all kinds of family members not just the parents. sometimes with certain circumstances these DNA combinations just don't come out right two parents have a gene that just comes out a certain way and with the wrong conditions or the wrong parenting or the wrong situation or the wrong time period in history whatever the factors are it turns out like this and it can't be helped. 

At least she's humane and says he's a human being and she is sticking with him and being in his life it is a weird situation when you're a caregiver of someone you can't just let them ggo and I think they're being a little bit ridiculous about the safety of her second child. 

What's interesting to me is that they never really revealed why he was so angry and what exactly was his motive with her. that was never revealed and I find that to be a key that's missing that we really need to find out. 

Like with every loan shooter and every murderer and every person that's like this from Ted Bundy onward and outward and upwards all over the place in America whenever these people pop up we never get a correct assessment of why they did what they did.  Especially specifically with loan shooters we never even get a psychological rundown we never get a brain mapping we never get anything of why these people did what they did. oftentimes they die through 'death by cop' so that we never find out (they purposely give authorities no choice but to shoot them other than be captured).

The attitude of the American psychiatrists in contrast to the Canadian psychiatric staff in the second video is shocking and it should be extremely telling they are hiding something and they know it. 

Why else would you be so nasty and mean to someone who has a mental disorder which is why they're in a jail? Let the public use moral judgements-these educated people are supposed to know better. 

If you can't help the way he is then why  is everybody blaming him and being nasty towards him? Interestingly in the second video the model of that hospital is what I remember about the way the medical field used to behave in the '70s and '80s and very early '90s when America and Boston was normal and reality was well real and things were as they were supposed to be in fields designed to help people. 

Now things are not the way they're supposed to be and people and the system are playing a lot of games in order to get away with a lot of stuff. 

So not only do I want you to see how bad our system has gotten with medical care, shelters, home care etc but use these examples on a personal level as a citizen.

Then anyone working with the TI and GS theories needs to look especially at the second video and be extremely grateful you didn't end up like them. This could be your future if you aren't careful and make just the right courses of action. One mistep and this could be your life. 

The cities are so clean and neat and tidy and perfect now with everybody looking as if they know they're on camera constantly that they perceive anything that isn't conformist to be mental illness or something wrong with it I hope this video opens up a whole new world of reality for people that it's really obvious the difference bbetween mental illness and people fighting political oppression or something else more sinister. 

And even though Canadians seem to have a much better more compassionate and old-fashioned sensible model of dealing with medical issues I don't want to hear about how socialized medicine is better because actually they're legalizing euthanasia up there and people are euthanizing themselves instead of getting medical care because the medical care is either bad quality or really hard to get because you have to wait so there are some positive things about our medical system and I think the doctors here not the people in the pseudoscience of psychiatry but the actual medical doctors are wise enough to understand that process that if you start getting socialized medicine then people are going to have to euthanize themselves because there's no quality medicine. I think that's why they won't legalize euthanasia here because it gives the medical system and excuse to get worse and to provide bad quality it's probably just the way humans start to fall into something that's not so great.

By the way who the f*ck are those psychiatrists to sit there and dis the psychopath doesn't like stupid people they're The ones treating someone with a disorder they can't help like crap and talking shit about him.  

It's sad that he ran to Satanism however that might just be a home for him and contrary to what other people might understand or think that might be a place where he can find safety a group of people that understand him and think like him and he might find a home there and it might actually make him better not worse in society because he has some kind of thing to give his life meaning now and he doesn't feel like he's alone. 

So I'm going to watch these videos a couple of times over and as far as I'm concerned these gave me a lot of incentive to look at the way I'm being treated and perceived or the way people are trying to make me out to be and to really take a hard look and what's going on around me right now because I found myself becoming very sheepish and very much a doormat because I feel bad about the way that I'm being treated and perceived as dangerous. 

So the minute I saw the first video I'm just not doing that anymore. You know Satan is nothing but Lucifer and Lucifer is a messenger he is an angel or was. And sometimes when you deal with Satanism more lucifer in that form he delivers information to you that you don't want to hear I think that's what Anton lavay's daughter had said and it makes more sense coming from a woman everything makes more sense to me coming from a woman and sso it's true that the information you might receive from this dark Angel might be the truth in a way that you don't want to see it or hear it. 

But we must take all information from every angle in order to get a correct aassessment of what our reality is because certainly the people and places around us do not reflect that. 

Interestingly what is most chilling to me personally was not the  person who committed murder in the first video but the second one. it's the smile and the look he gives to the camera in this end of the second video about the patients we fear. It makes you wonder what really is going to happen when he's on the outside because there is a little bit of a devious and devilishness. 

And he's such a nice person but it really makes you wonder if psychiatry is correct and saying that there's no such thing as the existence of genuine evil in humanity I think looking at these two videos we can say that there is I think science and medicine is simply trying to dissect something and put it into their own terms. It's still the existence of evil. and who knows why it comes up in certain people. 

But it does exist. 

A side note here. How is religion coexisting with psychiatry? You know why? Because they don't want to look at religion using their criteria for delusion because they don't want to step on the toes of worldly institutions which totally makes any other judgments they have completely null and void. 

So it's subjective? This is what I mean you got to get around all this nonsense. This is just worldly power games of money land and human greed that's all it is. And my hats go off to the nurses and the people working in the institution I don't know if they're good people or bad people I don't know if they take advantage of people if they know that some of these people might be targeted or satanic ritual abuse or experimented on and they're just helping the system I don't know but they seem very strong and solid and very compassionate towards their patients and America she relearn those things. 

 

Vids: Interview with Child Psychopath and Doc on Canadian Mental Patients: See If This Changes Your Perception

Just simply watch these two videos. Then see if they make you perceive your own situation any differently. It depends on where you are at right now. 

I watched the Piers Morgan interview first but partway as the new YT is too many bells and whistles and I touched something and it skipped to the mental institution video, so I watched that in full. Then I returned later to finish the interview video which let me absorb the rest of the content after the two vids. That specific order of absorbing these vids had a certain effect. I hope it works for you also with the way things are this summer. 

Piers Morgan Meets America's Most Notorious Child Psychopath  
 
 

The Patients We Fear
 
I will do the next post with comments. Make sure you just take these in and then read my next post afterwards. 
 
I hope you 'get it' and it helps you.  

Friday, July 10, 2026

Secret Policing in Cities Now Creating a Dystopian System Complete with East German Stasi Citizen Spies (Mostly Agitators)

 https://www.aclu.org/news/immigrants-rights/boston-police-has-secret-point-system-turns-normal-teenage-behavior-gang

 so imagine the system that gets people points to claim that they're gang members by just wearing a hoodie or something. Imagine if that was supplied to people that they really wanted to give a hard time to. When you go into the airport TSA actually has an entire profiling thing going on One of the things they use you're used to use for profiling that I read about a few years ago was that people dressing age inappropriate, people dressing like they're part of an alternative scene and not mainstream. I think I posted this because the most hysterical one was people who complained about how long the wait time was for TSA getting people through the gates was considered a mark on them to watch them for terrorism which I thought was very fucking self-serving and absolutely ridiculous. 

What bothers me is that they're becoming lax on security now. They don't even ask for IDs at the shelters anymore which I think is outrageous because after 9/11 they started doing that and they still should be doing that. Also somebody said TSA doesn't make you take your shoes off anymore well let's hope they have some kind of machine that looks at your shoes. Instead of just giving up security. By the way when you take your shoes off in a government building a shelter or TSA at the airport or whatever why don't you bring two plastic bags with you to put your feet in because it's extremely unsanitary and everybody thinks that I'm nuts for not wanting to put my bare feet or my socked feet on the ground and then back into my shoes. Do you know how much crap travelers deal with with trying to avoid catching? That's why if you're smart and your long-term doing this Even if it's just local urban camping you really watch out for catching stuff. And that definitely includes taking care of your feet. If you have a $200 pair of boots and those are the only shoes you own maybe besides flip-flops for showering and if you're strong enough to still carry stuff like when I was young I would carry some decent sandals with me just for the summer. So if you're doing that and you have only one pair of shoes essentially you can't afford to get those shoes infected with fungus or anything because then you're totally screwed. Especially if you're a big person like me and you weigh a little bit or if you're older or both you need those steel shanks in those boots to hold your weight I've actually tried to carry my backpack around with just like a pair of skater shoes and it really hurt me. I might even able to get away with that in my 30s but not in my 40s and '50s. 

So it's outrageous to me that people want you to just take your shoes off and put them on the ground that is absolutely disgusting. Once again it's security theater and agendas more matter more than actual reality. SSo people have to take their shoes off in government buildings are used to have to did have problems with disability where it hurts them to keep taking their shoes off and they make them do it anyway. Then you had to have an ID years ago to start going into the shelters and now you don't all of a sudden just because of some immigration bullshit? 

They need to stop changing the rules depending on what serves their purposes. .

I was reading today about how psychiatry now is now involved in writing about targeted individuals and gang stalking and now they have an opinion whereas years ago academia had some power they knew this stuff was possible the general public is stupid it doesn't know and so therefore they just kind of made it a gray area where they didn't really say anything because it didn't want to touch iit. Because they didn't want to get workplace mobbed cuz it's we used to be very prevalent in academia but then they also didn't want to hurt innocent people because they know that this stuff goes on. 

Now because of the agenda going on and the last 10 years they've made it really really obvious that they have absolutely no problem being part of something that's disinformation and trying to neutralize and oppress anybody claiming to talk about gang stocking harassment organized stocking mind control whatever it is. 

Because now there's an agenda. 

So then they change the reality. 

But real reality stays the same. 

And I bet you 10 years from now there's going to be this gang stalking cause celeb and all of a sudden it's going to be all about us and they're going to try to take care of it and of course they're just going to do something like skim the surface leave the real problem behind and make it look like they're doing something when they're not really doing anything and then leave it alone and public will move on to the next cause. 

That's why you need to say grounded in reality. 

So I looked up on AI and AI is actually very fair when it comes to this issue it actually acknowledges that the stuff is possible due to progresses and technology etc. and the history of things like Russia China East Germany all this history that proves that this is totally possible. And it put it in a way that was very diplomatic where it said that psychiatry because of the nature of that industry and that field looks at this as delusion because that's what it comes under with their criteria. The problem is is that that's being used against us even when it deals with legal issues when it comes to law and order and investigation of crime psychiatry has nothing to do with any of that. That's the criminal sciences and you can't even exactly say the psychiatry is a science. 

So the problem here is the cult of psychiatry and how much power it has with all the money it gets from Big pharma etc. it's become like a new rreligion like the church took over Europe in the Middle ages. It had nothing to do with religion or spirituality or faith it had to do with worldly concerns like money and owning land. 

And this is what we have to watch out for if you want to truly live by the Constitution which was built on purpose and designed to prevent this kind of stuff. And it was designed to prevent the kind of stuff that you see right now with these big hedge fund companies and billionaires becoming like lords in the medieval days. And I come from the landed gentry in Ireland so I should know. It's still in the DNA. Even though our old castle Menlo is now in ruins and becoming a park for public use which I agree with fully Believe me I can still think like the people that are taking over our world and becoming oppressors. 

That's why the Constitution was created to avoid this stuff and they found every way that they can to get around it now. 

So back to the point of this post which is imagine if somebody wants to put points on you and to try to get you surveilled all the time which of course is a guys for harassment. They could say that you dress a certain way you act a certain way and then the more they harass you the crazier you act the cameras are everywhere and then it goes from there so it's really just create a problem solve a pproblem. 

So from now on it seems to me you need to watch out because it's more surveillance more spying more listening more sizing someone up trying to make them look a certain way trying to get you on a list and I think that these kids might have the idea I didn't understand why these kids don't talk to each other on the trains I didn't understand why the young kids nowadays are very non-demonstrative. I think I get it now. They know that they're surveillance everywhere and they're going to be judged so they're quiet and they try to go under the radar and I think we should take a lesson from them at this ppoint. 

I'm never going to stop dressing the way that I dress and expressing being part of my subculture however I will be a little more careful about conversations in public places. 

And trying to use spaces I think are safe as art space is for brainstorming or talking to people about the book I'm going to write because actually there's a lot of nosy fucking people everywhere. And you just ccan't have any privacy right now. 

Right now this summer partially is my own fault because I didn't really pay attention to the fact that there's FIFA The tall ships the 4th of July there's a lot of stuff around here where there's going to be people around doing security and it's been extra brutal this yyear. My intuition told me to go up to a beach that's north of here near New Hampshire Go to a hotel and get a job Make money and then come back after this is all over. Well I didn't do that and here I am suffering when am I going to learn that I cannot be in this area in the summer time? 

But I will make it work. I will however be much more aware that we don't have the freedom that we think we have to express ourselves anymore if somebody has us under a microscope because they choose to create a problem when there is no problem there for their own agenda. and then the agenda's change and the thing that they made so necessary like for instance taking IDs or whatever it is now becomes totally unnecessary but that doesn't mean that the original reason that the threat was there is gone which does it make any sense at all. 


Saturday, July 4, 2026

fireworks July 4th

 I'm so sorry. To all the animals and every veteran and all inside and outside pets. 

I'm sorry and I wish I could stop it.

Fireworks should be illegal world wide except for certain circumstances.

They also pollute the environment and aren't good for humans either.

Some day.. maybe...the world will make sense.  

Monday, June 29, 2026

More Creepy Kids Doing Mobbing

 Now we've got 16 yr olds claiming to be homeless from out of town obviously to see if I will take them with me. I remember this happening to my partner and I maybe about 5 years ago or so. There  this wayward girl that we found it was underage. We immediately called two adults females that we knew that had homes and had them contact the proper authorities we totally did not keep that girl with us 

These are obviously setups. So now it seems we're working with the theory that I am some kind of sex ppervert. 

First of all this something new and I'm sure this isn't the last time they're going to come up with something they'll probably come up with something new in 5 years or a few years they always come up with something new to accuse you of. 

And again I point out how is it that I'm targeted because I'm some kind of sex pervert if number oone when we started this whole nonsense after 9/11 I was traveling alone and stayed alone for basically four years. 

How exactly then is this about something or someone that I have known recently? Because this has been going on since after 9/11. Like right after 9/11

Also isn't this the same part of the country that let Jeffrey Epstein run around and do whatever the hell he wanted at the colleges as well as like fuck around in p-town all the time and no one seemed to care and give him everything he wanted? 

So how are we just letting him run around and do whatever he wants but I'm constantly being accused and fucked with? 

Again face reality I'm the good guy I'm the superhero The people doing the mobbing are the bad guys.  and lately it seems like there's a lot of really slow-minded people you are a very susceptible to cult control involved in these games or a bunch of young kids that will do anything anybody tells them if it's a thrill or they get paid or get out of trouble for something involved in this stuff. 

I have no idea what the new motivations are. It could be anything from I'm a sex pervert to I'm a racist too I'm Hitler or some stupid shit. Whatever their new premise is they're going to push it. 

Another thing you have to remember is that when this whole thing started after 9/11 there were no race issues either because that started with Obama. As far as causing racism and polarization.

We were all pretty much united against Bush and the war.. in in the late '90s it was the chance the only chance that we had to all get along and make a society that functions it's the polarization that has caused the Racial Cold War.  

If any Target seems racist at any time you can guarantee that it was induced over time by assholes constantly f*cking with them. Different Targets have different weak spots that these jerks work on. I've noted some males seem to be very anti gay and it's probably because theres some weakness or sensitivity in them about the issue. This sort of person likely will be targeted by loads of obnoxious gay men or trannies messing with them which only renforces bad feelings until they become resentful and guarded and even hateful towards whatever demographic they are sensitive to. 

Then of course the assholes who spread rumours and handle the public.(Or mobbing groups)  can then freely spread it around how 'anti gay' and 'hateful' they are towards this group of oppressed people. 

People don't realize they've been being tormented (and over.time it does qualify as torture) by people that are trying to get that result so they can then validate hatred towards the targeted person..

Keep in mind they 'test' you early on and they always have your history and seem to get to know targets' weaknesses by observing and perhaps like the old COINTELPRO program they have a psychological profile. If you suspect your parents are targeted as in the harassment is intergenerational they have been known to try things on a child that worked on the parent(s). 

It's like throwing something against the wall and seeing if it sticks. If it works they will use it to death and that expression is probably a pun because your death and destruction (or submitting to working for them) is their goal and they will never stop. Ever.

Also this is the way it goes with changes of the guard. Depending on who's in what position of power (office) it changes either in intensity or structure. Some places change seasonally. (Summer tourism/student fall and winter etc). 

So now I have to be mobbed by children for years on end because this new crap isn't stopping. It could be because I'm a certain age or dont have any children of my own. It could just be the way they are doing things now..I'm so glad some.asshole somewhere believes that using east German stasi tactics is great for America lol. 

Wonderful.

This is why they have over 55 communities and no kids cruises even towns.

Always work around things lol 


Sunday, June 28, 2026

 Whenever I go through Brighton Massachusetts which is a borough of Boston where I lived after 9/11 I I always think to myself " This is where they took my life away" but then I remember everything that happened to me in the beginning when this first started and it really did happen. 

 Nowadays they'll try to convince you that none of it happened or to forget about it and move on. 

 

WIRED-Spying Through Appliances

 Hysterical.
 
CIA Chief: We'll Spy on You Through Your Dishwasher  
 
Hmm. I always suspected  the fridge more so.. 

Friday, June 26, 2026

important warning about continuing use of neuro interrupters spraying targets in public

 Some years ago during late Bush/early Obama there was a few posts I made about the use of what was described to me as 'neuro-interrupters'.

I was at a certain university where I had a former friend who could easily compromise one of the female professors there. In other words I wasn't welcome there because I knew too much about certain people at the university (as was the case in many colleges around the area at that time).

There was a lot of stuff going on that would be shocking to people now.

There were people going around spraying something out of perfume bottles. They try to spray me in the library of the uuniversity while I was using the computer. I believe it failed however because of my past experiences I had learned quickly to avoid tthis spray or perfume bottle tactic/action. 

They also looked really out of place and obvious and I think they just left because they got noticed. 

However before then it's hard lesson was learned in two horrible ways. The first incident was sitting in the doorway of an empty business in Kenmore square panhandling because of course I've always been kept dirt poor in this ggame and I recall someone coming over to me sitting down in front of the closed business in the doorway and looking down and just spraying me and then walking away. I was 100% vulnerable sitting in that doorway. 

Within a few minutes I I was dozed out with something that made me forget everything except my name and I couldn't really use my brain and I couldn't think at all I had no thoughts in my head I was like a zzombie. That lasted for many hours half the day actually. Until it wore off. 

The other incident was much more frightening. I had gone to another state on a bus because I was traveling trying to figure things out. I was also traveling to Southwest USA to try to save my health from a moldy apartment or I had experienced extreme life and health altering mold exposure to various kinds of mold. 

I believe the place I came back from was St Louis I don't remember I remember being on a bus. One day I'll get into how horrible the All American bus line was back then because remember there was only one bus line for a very long time they did all the major rroutes. I believe I was staying in a hostel. When I put my pants on I I got on the bus and my legs started to burn My complete lower hat with a genes touched my skin burned. I didn't really understand what was going on but I had the same effect as being sprayed with that perfume bottle except it was much worse. 

I literally was a drooling zombie that could only remember my name for hours. When I arrived in Boston I immediately went to a hostel it took the pants off and took a shower and it cleared up. When I took the pants off I noticed that the skin underneath the jeans was entirely red and bburned. 

The example I used in this original blog post explaining this story references the movie Elizabeth about Queen Elizabeth I. Where a lady in waiting puts on one of her dresses for her former lover to pretend that it's her in the hallway of the palace and they begin copulating as they do so she begins to sweat and the pores open up in her skin letting the poison in from the dress that was meant for Elizabeth by arrival spy for enemy of the crown. It killed the lady and waiting but it was lucky for Elizabeth. 

When we were growing up in the '70s and in the '80s our parents used to tell us about the LSD days and Jimi hendrix's headband is rumored to have been laced with liquid acid so that when he began to sweat as he played the LSD would enter his sweating open pores and he would begin to trip while he played on stage this is an old hippie trick but it's based on the actual science of how the body can ingest a chemical through the skin. 

I have not seen this happening for many many years. However the atmosphere recently has been extremely hostile specifically just in the last week or two and it's eescalating.  It wouldn't surprise me that this tactic would become commonly used in this very hostile environment right now in this area. 

I have to say that the effects have been refined. The smell isn't as shocking it smells just like a heavy perfume but it's way too heavy to be normal perfume and it's not coming from the person it's going in your direction You're the intended victim which is what I experienced before. After the spray bottle you have to remember that either Cheney or the other guy in that administration put out some kind of law or some kind of statement that said that this was unacceptable behavior to spray bottles and it was considered terrorism. 

Therefore it stopped with The spray bottles and being overt. However you could smell the same smell and you got the same effect in a year or two after that but I posted that you could no longer see the delivery system. It seem to be coming from somewhere that you couldn't tell. Now you're dealing with James Bond type stuff. Little gadgets and things like that little hidden probably. 

Since then it hasn't been a part of what's going on and I haven't seen or felt anything like that in many many years that surprisingly a very long time ago that I last posted anything like that. 

However I certainly just experienced it and it is like I said much more rrefined. The effects are more refined it is not such a knockout where it's kind of like you can't think and you're a zombie and you can only remember your name. It's more of a quieting of the mind almost like an antipsychotic or a psych med. 

And the smell really does resemble somebody's perfume however it has the same heaviness and that same thing where you can sense it's a cloud of chemicals coming toward you not emanating from somebody's pperson. 

Whatever this chemical is this agent of covert warfare it has a very distinct body to it in a very distinct heaviness to iit were you definitely know it after you experience it for the first time the problem now is that people probably won't even know they've been hit with something because it's very subtle now. 

Wish of course mirrors everything else I'm seeing in this world today All the overt stuff that they did after 9/11 absolutely not they're not doing all that and that's now I see in every corner 

 It's interesting that this is being sort of subverted and subdued and made to be more subtle and hard to detect because that's like everything that's going on right nnow. Things that are still corrupt organizations and systems that are still corrupt are just getting cosmetic makeovers so nobody can see the corruption still but it's the same corrupt system lol. 

So be aware that that is happening once again now. And if you experienced it during 9/11 era you're much luckier than whoever is being newly targeted or hit with it now because they're probably not even going to know what's going oon. Those of us that are seasoned veterans are going to recognize this chemical in its new form because it was so heavy hitting an extreme in its original form after 9/11. 

You're going to feel different and your mind is going to become closed down. It's the same zombification process but you wouldn't notice iit it does make the world look cloudy and dull and it once again is almost like a horrible imprisoning of the mind like the last experience many years ago with the post 9/11 versions. 

It's interesting when you read serpet in the rainbow not the movie but the book that college is were sending people to go and find the secret of how Haiti can make zombies out of people. You can't tell me that somewhere along the line with all of tthis kind of researched if they didn't put it to good use in this kind of warfare lol. 

podcast: Candace Owens-Charlie Kirk Targeted

 There may be other places to watch this I don't know. 

TRUMAN SHOW-Proof Charlie Kirk Was Targeted 

 https://open.spotify.com/episode/4dg66rGyvqCVEmkVDrhans?si=Lb3xdBAQRe6Ttq7uxFsolQ

If you like Candace Owens work Spotify has her Daily Wire shows as well as her new show. You can watch video or switch to audio.  

She goes alot further with theories in her new show. It's interesting and  she has the journalistic experience as well as the access to research to go further and be more accurate than a blogger.

However keep in mind her husband is British with a father who has a powerful position. Enjoy the show however just use caution.  I recall posting her shows for the first time then immediately afterwards she did a horrible show themed about sex workers where she kept repeating certain words with seething disapproval. So...sooometiimes...I juuuuust wonder exactly who she works for or what is up really.

I did feel bad for her when she sat before Congress or Senate I forget which and she got attacked by one of them for saying something about Hitler and she kind of fumbled the ball but handled it. She was younger then. 

However we DO need conservative young women especially women of African descent. 

Alot of what we do is co opted by people connected to media. I always hope she's genuine. 

Fox News and the alt right was a lot more fun and interesting during Trump's first presidency. It seems that now no matter what you expose or theorize no one wants to hear it.

She goes in a lot of directions in this podcast but the way that she identifies military personnel and the crowd is interesting. 

 

vid: TIs, Gang Stalking, MC-Truth Frequency TV-the Kev Baker Show

 
DOCTOR ERIC T. KARLSTROM - TARGETED INDIVIDUALS - GANG STALKING & MIND CONTROL

 

This seems to have some decent information. However as usual always use skepticism becuz anyone at any time could be a disinfo agent or anything else for that matter. 

However when the information is being gone over in this video the speaker does use considerations such as saying "I don't know how true that is" and a lot of it is just information for your consideration.

Anyone who says they ultimately know the truth or fact without documentation or real proof is either disinformation or they are unfortunately misinformed and probably being used to repeat or parrot information ultimately for that purpose. I've watched the vid til the end and the theories may be feasible but I do NOT agree with the last claim that this can all be solved with taking on Christianity or believing in Jesus Christ. 

Interestingly lately there's been talk of many people doing NLP and other stuff where they are wearing crosses or seem Christian in other ways. 

Do not believe anything that makes it so one religion or group looks like the answer. Many Targets have clearly seen perps wearing Satanic t shirts and they looked just like they had been opened out of a package (the creases still in them). There's been Jews, Mormons, Satanists, Christians etc etc helping Targeted Individuals and the same demographics are recruited to harass people.

Also as we see in the movie Scarface: who says your whatever uniform you're wearing just because you are wearing it? 

So who says you are whatever or whoever you are appearing as? 

Always stay to the establishment knowledge and methods when dealing with these issues.  

Tuesday, June 23, 2026

An Acquaintance's Passing

 My relationship with my partner kept me grounded. Now that has turned into something thats become very harmful and not helpful. It's hard to keep going

 I have someone whos been a nice acquaintance passing away right now from a terminal illness and it really puts things into perspective. About how grateful we should be that we have life or health. 

The last person who passed I didn't get to even talk to on the phone. It always haunted me. 

This time even in the midst of all this chaos with being on my own again and shelters being screwed up I at least got a video call in but I should have done it earlier. I should have had time to see this person when they were coherent enough to say goodbye, to talk about memories. 

I've had enough of wasting my life running in circles with ghosts chasing me and people being selfish playing games. 

There's people in need of real help in this world and our time is being wasted with diversions and mazes.  

Sunday, June 21, 2026

OMG... Malden Mass

watch out for this thing running around Malden. this person obviously is dressing to draw attention to themselves and to stand out so that you'll look at them and pay attention to them The person immediately starts trouble picks on you tries to get you in trouble with anybody in a store or something like that and then if you say anything the person will come over and actually confront you and call you a crackhead or say you're on drugs and make fun of your teeth and all this personal shit so this person is like superpe okay and if they're not then they're just a complete asshole who's unbalanced pick one or both.

 There's absolutely no reason to be out of counter in a store and keep looking over and laughing at someone unless you're trying to get them pissed off and aggravated. 

so if you see this circus clown and their circus elephant be more than aware and be ready to be attacked I mean verbally attacked and harassed directly I have never seen anything this overt in a while. and like I said this is only a theory that we're working with if it's not that then the person is just out of their minds either way watch out for them.

Saturday, June 20, 2026

Vid: Scapegoating

 This video is useful becuz it describes a lot of what people working with the targeted individual theory go through. It may be part of your psychological profile and if the mobbing system understands this, they may play on your vulnerabilities.

Monday, June 15, 2026

It's Nice to See Decent People in Boston Again

 Lots of nice Scottish people. Kilts everywhere been helping people who are lost in the city with public transport.

Only one bad experience. This morning a girl kept getting in my way and switching her standing position and I had move. Then when I got up she just in the way again. I was coughing and that didn't go over well either so her young male companion said something..I may have been baited amd I fell for it. A cop was waiting at the next station (another sign it's entrapment which is like their favorite thing here in this area including framing me 3 times in 2016 which people attempted to warn me about before it happened back then, using the term 'entrapment' specifically in conversation. ) what I did is made a phone call to someone and describe to them what had happened on the train and the minute that he heard that I was being messed with first he stopped his little buffalo stance of arrogance and he walked away. I'm very disappointed in the transit police in the past 10 years or so because the guys that are the regular cops used to be really really nice guys. The only people that would fuck with me were the guys dressed in black that after 9/11 they had the machine guns and they have the dogs. The special forces MBTA police. The regular police were really nice normal people. But within the last 10 years many have become victims of maga brainwashing which of course is just another form of mind control like the woke on the left both of which are disinformation or they're just straight up messing with people. After I was framed I tried to sleep in Harvard in the bus station you could still do that and they kicked everybody out just because of me and one of them turned to me and said "there's people in here that aren't supposed to be here namely you"  and said something about" it has to do with the governor" which at the time was that man who was a moderate Republican which Even though obviously was causing me some trouble I'd rather deal with him than the lady in office right now. Somehow it was easier I don't know why. 

But yeah when you expect someone to cause trouble because you know that's troubles being caused for them it isn't really that hard to get the result of the person looking like they're causing trouble.. this is the formula that they use in Boston they cause a problem and then they're sit right there and act like the person's a troublemaker I'm getting really sick of this childish nonsense around here. I don't know why you're bothering cuz I'm still going to write my books and blow the lid off this whole fucking thing. And the whole world is going to know exactly how this place works and how disgusting it is. Just this is the area that let Jeffrey Epstein run around and do whatever he wanted while I was sleeping in doorways and living out of a storage and traveling and suffering. Let them be as arrogant as they want because they know they're wwrong. And they know that somebody has dirt on them. So they're going to keep fighting forever and ever and ever especially after framing me they have to just keep on trying to disprove an oppress me and make me look mentally ill like I'm imagining all this crap as if Massachusetts is a wonderful place that's never been corrupt give it a break. 

I fell for this today becuz my expectation was based on all the nice people I met yesterday. So it in theory it was easy to trick me today. 

Remember the people you're dealing with with this theory that you're working with are ruthless and will get results by any means necessary it's very very military or intelligence in nature. That's why they use people that are nasty pieces of human garbage that are compromised to begin with or cause stalkers that are religious. The most unfortunate cases are people who were targeted themselves and gave in to becoming harassers and stalkers in order to stop being targeted. 

No matter what the price and the restrictions on your life, NEVER give in if this deal is offered to you. It's not worth it and you'll be a slave for the rest of your life. 

I have been curious lately about perhaps infiltrating their ranks by pretending to give in and then exposing their system which if you have the training and the ability then you can certainly do that then as it would be a great freedom fighting move. Ive often wondered if one of them could be captured could their secrets be extracted from them somehow but most of us do not have the manpower, connections or resources to do this. It's not like the good old days where the mob guys could take someone to a isolated warehouse and do what needs to be done. Lol..

So dont get baited with  an expectation formed by a good experience with certain people becuz it can be turned on you.

One thing I did notice is that the  NICE Scottish people yesterday were healthy, tall, decent normal people. The backstabbing jerks today were scrawny, short, little cowards and the girl looked like a fucked up person who's been abused. Unfortunately that description is all that's really left in Boston of who the locals are now. Short, fat or scrawny weaklings. I don't hardly see any healthy decent people around anymore which is very telling..

Will keep moving forward.. 

Saturday, June 13, 2026

enjoy The World Cup Game Time! It's Clear Days All The Way!

Yes it appears to psycho management has either been turned off or adjusted it's sad we can only live our llives when there's a tourist thing going on. 

 Prepare to live a normal life of happy vibes a positive future and living in the moment. 

But beware: so...many.... gangstalking....retards. 

But this is the rule of thumb I've been writing about for years: 

Wherever there is more psycho management or remote influence or management of the environment through chemicals and/or technology or both then...there is most likely less organized stalking by human forces.

Wherever there is more in person harassment by human forces or 'management' of the environment using this method then....there's most likely less use of technology/chemicals for managing that environment or area.

You see these changes when you move to different locations. I haven't traveled in about 10 years to check out the effects of different places but it's probably still the same some places you use more human forces in some places use the other mmethods. 

But if your seasoned you've done this before and you can just enjoy it like a vacation. Just keep the creeps off your ass and avoid them.  

Friday, June 12, 2026

 I see signs for human trafficking awareness on the subway trains and commuter rail trains. 

Why aren't there any down in the drug and homeless areas?  

When Cities Fail Should Larger Etnities Step In/Homelessness As One of the Last Human Rights Frontiers

If a city cannot take care of an institution then shouldn't it become under state or even federal control? 

Also what kind of a physician focuses on social or political issues when there's quality of life health issues not being dealt with?

""Racism as diversion" refers to the phenomenon where racial issues, inflammatory rhetoric, or identity politics are intentionally used by politicians, media, or institutions to distract public attention away from systemic economic, social, or governmental failures (such as wealth inequality, corporate corruption, or failing infrastructure).The concept operates on several distinct levels:Political Manipulation: Elites and political figures often weaponize race to divide working-class coalitions. By focusing public discourse on cultural or racial grievances, systemic policy issues—like stagnant wages, lack of affordable housing, or corporate deregulation—are sidelined.Historical Precedence: This strategy has deep roots in American history. Tactics like "red-baiting" (accusing civil rights leaders of communism) and "dog-whistle" politics have historically been used to block interracial labor solidarity and progressive economic reforms.Institutional Distraction: Corporations and institutions may utilize highly visible, superficial Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion (DEI) initiatives as a "diversion." This gives the appearance of addressing systemic inequities while avoiding substantive changes to their business models, labor practices, or wage disparities.Sociological & Academic PerspectivesMarxist & Conflict Theory: Scholars argue that racial conflict is a tool of the ruling class used to maintain hegemony. By fracturing the masses along racial lines, the majority class is prevented from recognizing shared class interests and uniting against economic exploitation.Media Studies: Media outlets frequently prioritize sensationalist, race-centric cultural clashes because they generate higher engagement than complex, nuanced reporting on structural policy, corporate lobbying, or fiscal mismanagement." 

 

 

Just a basic note to everybody I had a meeting today with this place that I'm staying at because I need it a little bit of a help with a medical issue. Everything was done amicably and we came to an agreement or we made a deal as The assistant in charge described it 

. There was no threatening behavior or language and I am not mentally ill nor did I behave that way or did I show any signs of being anything other than a reasonable person in charge of my faculties by legal ddefinition. 

Wednesday, June 10, 2026

Forwarding Phone calls to police as form of intimidation tactic

 This is a new move that I've noted.. and we have to remember the World Cup is coming so they want this new heartless system of herding drug addled human chattle to work perfectly in line with the agenda every city has when a large tourist attraction comes to town: clean up the homeless! 

That's nice but I don't care. Well.. I care enough to refrain from doing a piece about a major health issue that's probably effecting the homeless and probably by sinister design but I am considering waiting just until the World Cup is over to post it. And your fuckin lucky because it would probably not look so great  

I don't want to the story to loose importance because of some event. I want it to get to people because it needs to.

Be aware of this new tactic. One shelter I called for beds in the North shore had this bullshit person answer after a guy told me to call back. She was new and young and stupid-an epidemic everywhere nowadays. She kept stalling and brushing me off. Two call backs later she claimed there was someone with her same high pitched tone and Indian accent working in that location...yeah, right. With the same name even! "Maybe there are two people here!". One thing I know about Hindi people is they make the absolute worst most implausible excuses for things not getting done I've ever heard from anyone.... any where. It's actually a source of amusement-there should be a website (Not Sehks. They are ancient warrior class..they don't make excuses for themselves they just handle it which is why they are left in charge of things often).

On the next callback I was transferred to 911. I got an oddly aggressive "what's going on" as opposed to someone sounding as if I may need help so I immediately asked them if they wanted to file against whoever transferred me for wasting their time as well as filing a false report. That got the tone back to normal rather quickly. It ended quickly.

Called back. Informed them that using such a resource as a form of intimidation will not be tolerated. That wont happen again believe me. I also immediately informed little miss that I have absolutely no problem coming down to the shelter in person tomorrow and seeing who's in charge and reporting all of it. Again, the crap stopped. 

So it seems that due to heightened security for the upcoming event, people seem to be getting  very bratty and overdramatic. 

You're going to have to think quickly and I have phone experience and I have years of working with these theories (basically-getting harassed in extreme, fucked up ways) so if you can't handle it at least don't get triggered, fall for entrapment or get framed up as some security threat. They love entrapping and framing people who are inconvenient around here, believe me I know.

 

 

So I kept calling back. Eventually,  

Enforce a Drug Free Work Place in Homeless Shelters

 May I remind everyone who works in shelters that it is federal law that employees be drug free due to the safety issues involved in such a job. So if any employee shows suspicious behavior I will not hesitate to go above and beyond to get human resources or other departments to drug test them. 

 

Tuesday, June 9, 2026

the serious warning for people who are newly homeless and the Massachusetts and Boston area

 https://homelessti.blogspot.com/2026/06/a-serious-warning-about-changes-to.html

Btw: more people in a workplace = more organized stalking and harassment.

In the old days there were a few bad people within these places along with the true heroes but now it's so saturated with people who work for a massive system and need to keep their jobs your going to be literally mobbed now. 

I mean they will keep clients and employees coming at you constantly. 

Unfortunately some of these places are now no longer safe spaces. Yet some have retained that and you will just have to put up with the usual bad conditions..

 Also I ate at one of the major daytime drop in centers in Boston (which is now constant mobbing) and the food did not seem drugged. I've posted before about experiencing overt cases of this in southern CA and small town Connecticut. Everything from passing out cold to obviously being dosed with antipsychotics. 

If you want to be sure then have it tested. 

I forgot to issue a warning about a meal program called Moms Meals in MA. I was told by someone they had one of the meals and felt like they were on a mood stabilizer. Anything to keep elderly people quiet I guess. 

Wednesday, May 27, 2026

Has the Moon's Energy Been Altered By Artemis Missions?

 I've posted before that I do not believe we landed on the moon in the 1960s. However I do believe that these recent programs like Artemis are actually taking humans around space and the moon as they claim. 

It's no longer important to the moon landing of the 1960s to be a hoax because it's kind of like 9/11 at this ppoint-everybody knows by now and nobody wants to talk about it because it would interfere with the American narrative and there would be no point to it anyway. I agree that legal action could be taken and the truths could be exposed but in the world that we live in now it's a globalist world and other countries would just take it as a weakness. Unfortunately things have progressed to the point where you can't have exposure of lies and deception making the truth valuable for genuine change. 

We live in a world now that exposes fully all the human fallibilities that Make life unbearable miserable and eevil. If you want to use the term evil which is relative.

We know that things could be so much more but by now with things like the world economic forum in existence as well as globalism we cannot afford them to be. 

The concern is is that man is actually now really going out to the moon area and probably does have the ability now to break through the Van Allen belt. 

I'm not a scientist but anybody with leaning in the sciences that has any kind of wisdom and is connected to this Earth can tell you that it's there for a reason probably and we shouldn't go poking holes in it or messing around with it. I mean it's pretty important to be protected from deadly rays from sspace. 

I do agree however that mankind can't stay here forever and we need to learn to do things like we've seen in sci-fi movies all these years like terraform planets and carry the human seed out into space to look for new places to live-younger solar systems. It's hard to say however because the way the Earth is evolved over time it may evolve in the next million years and do a place where humans are very different or something exists here other than humans. If you want to understand being human and going out into space for a space exploration there are some very simple and easy YouTube videos though some people might find them time consuming and laborious to watch I enjoy them as they map out over a timeline The changes to the Earth since The Earth's early forming. This can give you an idea of how our oceans for instance used to be made of iron and were red. You realize that You're in this small section in the long timeline where you exist in a place that's made just for you Will you have air to freeze and trees on earth and everything works together. 

I think going out into space is a desperate attempt at surviving long-term. It isn't just a pollution that we create and it isn't just the fact that in a few million years our son is going to get really big and burn us up and they get really small and die, it's the idea that within that time frame even something could change in the environment and make it so this place is uninhabitable for human llife and even the vegetation in the air that they create for us and other animals. Even though I think we probably have secret systems  in place protecting us from asteroids there seems to be a strange intelligence out there protecting us but maybe one day one of those asteroids might make it here and then we won't survive regardless of how much we go out into space. For humans could survive in small numbers I ssuppose. 

So perhaps taking everything on the road I would into space might work humans may be able to morph into something eelse some other form and go elsewhere. 

What bothers me is that we don't enjoy the time that we have here. We left the powers that make things bad make us miserable and keep our souls eenslaved. I think most people don't see that. I've also discovered from aging this far as well as being a traveler and being targeted so I'm disconnected from society generally for many years now well of course trying to stay connected as much as I can this process has made me realize how much the animals and the vegetation especially trees here have much to do with human life on earth. Not only do we disregard this completely The new environmental movements are so tied into The new scientific environment which pushes transhumanism and the greed with real estate that people are actually getting away from nature and disrespecting it even more then in the recent past. 

I now have come to realize that the trees have something to do with human life on this Earth that is very..... unique. 

In ancient belief systems it seems that trees are very important and there's a lot of old paintings drawings and reliefs of trees and their roots into the ground as symbols that will revered by ancients. 

I think we should start looking at trees where we look at technology. Communication. if we have an intuition about something if something tells us to do something in prediction to avoid a mistake in later in the timeline that we're living in you feel there's wisdom or good advice coming perhaps it's trees? If trees and vegetation and plants communicate I think we should really look at this even beyond those old books like The Secret Life of Plants. As usual when dealing in the conspiracy theory community The view from the beginning of thinking about that would be probably The powers that be and those with with more resources than us already know the answers and seek to use it to their own advantage while making it so we lose access nature's power. 

The moon is also a source of comfort. The moon always was a source of comfort and that something up there was protecting us and that life will be okay. Those of us who were travelers who aren't exactly atheists but believe that the source of human comfort human life comes from nature itself The sun and the moon are very important. They're not symbols they're living things that we live underneath and are part of our lives. 

I feel since the Artemis mission in April  there's something wrong something has changed. I felt very depressed and I felt very let down and not connected to the skies the way that I used to be specifically the Moon. 

Human should pay attention to the message created here on earth before they start going out and messing with things they don't understand. Just because scientist understand how to build things llike rockets to go into space which is essentially the same thing as inventing a car to get around or an airplane to fly around the Earth is it necessarily mean they understand other things that might be important. If they don't understand those things on earth and don't take them to consideration they're not going to take things into consideration outside the Earth either. 

The issue of electromagnetic pollution is well as waste over cconsumption these other kinds of issues have to be solved before we responsible enough to go messing around in space. I understand how transhumanism would be important in trying to go out into space but that doesn't mean that you shouldn't consider the state of the human soul spirit etc and even how that ties into biology physiology and even anatomy. These things used to be common studies back in the old days the Renaissance man or the well-rounded person of science science progressed it became more important medicine and military were the focus and they kind of disregarded all this other stuff as quackery or put it under the heading of  'Occult'. 

I've noticed something in this life on this , the last thing the system seems to want you to do is to understand how much of a powerhouse you are in these bodies on this earth. And there does seem to be a concerted effort to make sure you reach your full potential or  your full size if you will.  

I posted a video last year or the year before when I was living in a nice suburb around breakheart reservation north of BBoston. There was a greater connection there to the trees into nature. And all woods are different by the way. Traveling around this country I feel that they're similar in many ways even maybe connected interconnected but each set of woods and has its own personality of course it all depends on the people buried underneath  and what that Flora has come into contact with to make it what it is over hundreds of years even thousands. Depends on who lives in the area what's around what kind of pollution is there etc. The weather there a whole bunch of different factors. Once you get out into the Southwest you get a little more at e because there's less human building and habitation going on and you can see things that set you free a little bit more and get you in with long-term timelines. When you go and see The water lines that that are on the huge stone structures in the desert and you realize it shows the progression of massive changes like that there used to be ocean here or water. You become a little more entwined with the finite and realize that you're part of something much bigger but you're not here that long and really everything is here provided for you while you're alive in this body. And life becomes more at ease. 

The video I just spoke about before I got distracted speaking about my beloved travels in the desert that I love to remember as I have not traveled there in 10 years, The video I spoke about wwas that compelled me to put it on this as I was very into air crash investigation as it's important to me to look at something and see people doing actual real investigations where they cannot lie and they cannot twist around the truth make excuses as they have done with a lot of things we've seen especially with the TI community. The approach to our situation has been so unscientific it's ridiculous. And the recent vilification writing everyone off as mentally ill without any kind of investigation at all or consideration is totally ridiculous. And by the way it was not always like this they would not be able to do this to us years ago because academia was not compromised by things like Epstein and all the blackmail going on and by the way if you did not know this I will let you know that the Russian organized crime organizations actually infiltrated our country in the late '90s or so and I won't tell you how I know that but an old friend of mine who's long said that unfortunately they're nice little business had been interfered with by the Russian Mafia coming in and demanding a piece of their action. And after that everything changed you can see it even in the cities things changed. Imagine you have a bunch of out KGB people with no government That's going to be pretty dangerous if they get involved in crime. There's actually a video a documentary out there that tell us how international criminals can now easily buy nuclear submarines from defunct governments like the USSR. So all of this tearing down the wall of East Germany and the USSR that you've seen it's not necessarily a good thing because these governments become destabilized and all it does is contribute to international organized crime which probably was the purpose by design. 

Anyway that aside now you have an understanding of how easy it is nowadays with surveillance and who's out there now to get blackmailed and then everyone is under control right? And we've seen academia be controlled just by a bunch of stupid kids who don't like somebody and get somebody canceled years ago even with workplace mobbing their own academic peers couldn't even get them fired if they had tenure. 

So years ago we were more protected and we were more tolerated because people in academia and old money and wealthy people knew that this is the way the world works and it is very feasible. But now everyone has to turn on us probably because everybody has skeletons in their closet just like everybody eelse. And the more rich you are and the more you have a degree and the more respectable you are the more important it is to make sure nobody knows those skeletons are there. 

I posted a video because I was interested in airplane crashes. There's something paranormal about it. What they call holes in the swiss cheese when they do an investigation The different factors that make it so the plane crashes whereas maybe if one or two things were absent the plane crash would not have happened. 

All these factors have to be involved in all these incidents. Well what makes it so One plane crashes and another doesn't? Just like I wondered about death what makes it so one person survives right next to the other guy that dies? One such example is a gentleman from Massachusetts who was driving a truck in New York City and as he was driving something happened underground and one of the manhole covers in the street became airborne with great force went right through his windshield and lodged deeply directly into his skull vertically. Now what are the goddamn chances of that happening seriously? Why him why on that day? 

I've even looked at the victims of serial killers and stuff like that and I wonder maybe if there was something faded about their deaths even the people that were in these airline crashes like the pilots. Did someone want to get rid of them is there a reason that the universe had to get rid of them for the timeline to continue in a certain way? 

Even traffic accidents. Why do you things happen a certain way at a certain time? Is there a formula or algorithm to death iitself? 

Of course that's something you should think about and then get away from and because I don't have a math degree I actually have a math disability it's probably for the best. 

In the video that I posted it showed a man from India filming on his cell phone on an airplane and that video was the last moments before the plane set on fire and crashed but the video actually continues after the crash. Once the plane crashes and the fire ddisappears The video clearly shows Flora and trees in the area where they crashed and there's an eerie dead silence but there's something in the background that you can hear not with your ears but with your super hearing or something like that. Something like the trees and the flora being disturbed by a sudden event such as an airplane crashing and fire and humans dying. 

At the time the video of the death itself was what was compelling because you actually get to see it but now moving further in my evolution I can see that my focus was more on the trees and the flora in the background. That's what attracted me to the video more so. The contrast of what was living opposed to what had died also that there's communication bbetween plants that goes on even after we die. And even while we are alive and this is something we need to start considering very seriously. 

Until we start considering things like this and taking over consumption waste and pollution very seriously and stop messing around with pseudo movements and complete idiots like GGreta and all these diversions and politics and social media and sensational culture we have no business going out into space. I've seen interviews with scientists they're asked about the pollution that something that they're working on causes. And it's the typical reaction of people in a position where they can afford to be wasteful. It's not the reaction of someone who takes pollution seriously and is responsible. The reaction of the scientist and the interview that I saw was he rolled his eyes and I had a childish boyish grin and everyone kind of laughed it off that this thing he was working on was left in the ocean and it should be taken out cuz it's going to cause permanent pollution. He just reacted like rich people react to things like this he didn't react like a responsible scientist. 

So you have to realize humans are human before their scientists that might make sense and be llogical first and foremost. 

I live a chaotic life and my personal life has become something that takes me away from my work and I wish I had the ability to take all these things that I've seen and all these references and find them for you. Years ago if you look things up on Google you could do that you could find something that you lost that you were thinking of that you saw now everything is geared towards buying things and everything's flooded with bullshit so it's hard to do research to find references. 

To be fair about technology I hated the idea of AI answering my searches but now I found it useful extremely useful but only in a utilitarian way. It has its limitations because it only answers things within the framework of what is socially acceptable. But for day-to-day stuff it does mmake things more easy to get day-to-day things done that are hard to deal with that get in my way faster I can get day-to-day dumb stuff done the more I can get on to the more involved stuff. I am amazed at how AI answers questions about cooking and that you can ask it a full sentence now and it will answer you. 

The downfall is people my mother's generation who tend to be lonely because of divorce rates and mistrust of the system when they were yyounger they're starting to get into things like Gemini a little too much. I don't know what Gemini is My phone keeps getting me to try to use it and I keep dismissing it it sounds like it's probably just another beefed up version of Alexa or something. I think it bothers Gen x for us to talk to something that we know is dos. You have to remember the world is frustrating for us because we remember all this stuff and its creation and we don't have a lot of time for bells and whistles and all the pretty colors because we just want to get to to the basics because we know that technology is supposed to be a tool. Like our grandparents from world war II down in their workbenches in the basement all their tools You're supposed to pick something up use a tool and put it back neatly and in order to wear it belongs. You're not supposed to carry it around with you all the time and live in it like it's another goddamn dimension like the damn phones nowadays and I feel bad for these kids where they've been forced to be born into the phone. I didn't miss word that you know I'm articulate literally I mean that they were born into the phone. The world that is on the internet on that phone. They believe that it's actually another dimension and they live in it. I don't know if there's any way to correct that but I think it should be corrected with the next few generations. 

I know that we're a species that knows that we're going to die soon we have the curse of knowing what's going to happen to our planet and we also know as animals not humans The God spark and the brains we know as dumb animals that were killing ourselves and polluting ourselves to death and that we shouldn't be doing it but it's hhappening. We are a species in panic but we act like we're not every day 

And we need to get right with what we really are who we really are and where we live on this planet and in space and if we can do that we can make peace with all this and then maybe we can go out into space in a way that's actually productive and not just screaming and yelling as you're drowning in the sea not expecting to be rescued but fighting for your life because that's human instinct. 

Speaking of the Russians they have a very sensible and wonderful saying which is "Hope is the last thing to go'

 Instead of americanizing Russia what we should be doing is taking advantage of all of their knowledge and all of their culture and all of their wisdom. I have the advantage of being Eastern European in part so therefore I'm more comfortable with this or maybe I understand it a little bbetter.  I didn't say I like their system of governance in the last couple of hundred years I didn't say I like their culture now but there's an ancient wisdom to be tied into that we're going to miss out on. 

My personal conspiracy theory with the East is that we've always been threatened by them especially the powers that be the keep us controlled with long-term systems of control like the church which if you didn't realize is the real reason you think white people are sick. White were pagans like everybody eelse thousands of years ago. It took almost 2,000 years to make us slaves and some of us luckily are not. In order to not have that long-term source of control of the people interfered with I believe that the powers that be had to beat down the Oriental cultures in the east and had to make sure there was no fusion between our cultures I believe they allowed African Americans to have white people get their groove back and for them to help us do that with their music and culture only to the point that they could use it as a weapon what you create things like AIDS and then The cultural fusion that would have saved everyone was stopped and has now been turned into polarization and a racial Cold war. 

And forget Africa itself they would rather you look at African American culture than African culture any day because African culture would actually be really useful in a fusion like a spice in a recipe or an ingredient. 

I believe that there was a huge tthreatwith the meeting of cultures between Russia and the West. 

The term cultural survival should not just apply to people of color it should apply to all peoples. Because remember Europeans were some of the first people enslaved and had their freedom and their religion taken away from them. It iisn't unusual that they would spread that misery around for hundreds of years. 

That is another blog post I can provide you with examples of how Early Europeans that were not ruled by the church in fact it had not been invented yet roamed around even in the Americas and got along fine with native peoples because at that time they were more similar in culture. 

I've also heard horrible things about how this space exploration is nothing more than the militarization of space like that's what we need more militarization. 

If you haven't noticed we already live in a culture now in America that's basically a soft core military dictatorship through cculture an ideology and identity politics. 

Let's fix the misery here before we bring everything out into space. Because just like the Tower of Babel in the Bible you won't be able to reach God up in the skies because you're not building it rright. perhaps you should start thinking interdimensionally instead of mechanically. and the portals to those dimensions begin with facts and wisdom about science nature being fused with technology. 

I'll miss the moon giving me comfort. I'll just now have to depend on the open ssky. Hopefully they can't take that away. 

Sunday, May 17, 2026

 I would like to hear from Survivors of. RA and programming who have been in recovery from alcohol and drugs for many Years. Leave comments on this post.

I'm trying to see if like myself childhood memories are mere flashes or out of body and if there's no memory at all from certain time frames especially during any time spans of substance abuse. 

I cannot recall much of my 20s and she to deprogramming even my later 20s in some instances. I recall people vaguely but don't recall things like where I lived, what my daily life was like etc. in some time periods I only have flashes of memory much like before the age of 7 yrs.

This may also be genetic and due to gene variations. 

I will have an email soon for people to write to me. 

Thanks 

Saturday, May 16, 2026

Behavior Modification Through Stress: Gang Stalking Programs Aren't Just Harassment (especially for Survivors of Programming)

 Psychological factors in exceptional, extreme and torturous environments

 https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4890253/

 Google AI:

https://share.google/aimode/Yo6Hw0Ou21cAMjCUc 

"Behavior modification through stress and torture is a widely condemned practice that relies on extreme psychological and physical duress to break an individual's will, alter their behavior, or extract compliance. This approach is classified as torture or cruel, inhuman, and degrading treatment under international law. 
The scientific consensus and human rights documentation surrounding these techniques highlight several core aspects: 
1. Mechanisms of Breakdown 
Captors and abusive regimes have historically employed behavioral and sensory manipulation to induce compliance. These methods include: 

• Sensory Deprivation and Overload: Isolating detainees or bombarding them with extreme light and noise to disorient the mind and disrupt normal perception. 
• Stress Positions: Forcing individuals into agonizing, unnatural physical postures to induce muscle fatigue, pain, and systemic exhaustion without leaving lasting visible marks. 
• Learned Helplessness: Controlling every aspect of a subject's environment to create profound unpredictability, destroying their sense of agency. 
• Psychological Degradation: Utilizing threats, humiliation, and mock executions to psychologically dismantle a person's identity and resistance. 

2. Ineffectiveness in Behavioral Control 
While the goal is often to manipulate behavior or extract actionable information, research and neuroscience show that these methods fail to achieve reliable or predictable results: 

• Cognitive Impairment: Extreme stress and torture impair the brain’s signal-to-noise ratio, disrupting a person's ability to accurately process, remember, and articulate information. 
• Unreliability: Coerced compliance or false confessions are common byproducts, as victims will say or do anything to escape the unbearable suffering. 

3. Long-Term Health Consequences 
The use of stress and torture causes severe, enduring trauma. Survivors frequently suffer from profound psychological and neurological damage, including: 

• Neurological and Structural Brain Changes: Studies have shown that extreme stress alters brain networks, often leading to unremitting psychiatric symptoms. 
• Severe Mental Health Conditions: Survivors commonly experience complex post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), severe anxiety, chronic depression, hallucinations, and loss of self-identity. 

Resources and Support 
If you or someone you know is dealing with trauma or the effects of abuse, specialized care is available. 

• Center for Victims of Torture: Provides healing services to survivors and works globally to end torture. 
• Freedom from Torture: Offers direct clinical care and support for survivors of torture and severe trauma. 
• 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Offers free, confidential support for anyone in emotional distress. 

AI responses may include mistakes." 

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

Lone Shooter Cambridge -After Years of Trying To Make Me Appear 'Dangerous', Crazy and Accusations of Plotting Mass Violence My Hometown Gets a Lesson in Cold Hard FACTS and the Science of Cause and Effect Humans Can't Control

 So while a lot or people are down on me in this area and have been trying to make people believe I'm potentially dangerous for years with lies, frame ups, made up stories and rumors or twisting my words around or misrepresenting my work now you have had actual dangerous people with a history of violence commit a crime where people were hurt.

All because you were not following laws or because you were focusing on the wrong people playing games.

This is the definition of brain washing the public. To have a justice system thats allowed to become Woke instead of doing its job and villifying someone who's just trying to help people by write nf a simple blog and having the public accept that when obviously it's wrong. 

Well now there's consequences. 

I posted here last summer about a man in a park with a crowd of people walking their dogs.  I stopped to interact with the dogs and one dog came to me and leaned right into me a big golden retriever. One man had just commented on how his dog didn't like me being dressed in all black. As the golden retriever came over to me and leaned into me to be petted, the same man said "oh she doesn't seem like someone plotting a mass murder" or something to that effect. It was definitely an obvious comment. 

So now after playing games with someone's life because you don't like their ideas that society isn't ready for that they write about and they have to be discredited for other reasons now you have real problems arising from genuinely dangerous people because of allowing ideologies and politics to interfere with laws. 

I've been experiencing progressive policing in Cambridge for  a few years now and it's ridiculous. I'm sure progressive policing would have worked with the guy shooting people on Memorial Drive. Give me a break. 

If things were set up the way they were years ago it may not even have happened but I understand in a globalist world that having things work that way now may not work very well. 

Still it was a bit of a revenge for me to see a guy who was obviously a product of go woke go broke policy changes doing something that I had been accused of being capable of both officially and forcing the public to go along with an ongoing character assassination by being afraid of me or taking part in that to be accepted or to just get off on destroying someone's life. 

Well now reality sets in concerning who is actually dangerous. NOT the traveling blogger whos ideas threaten you but a guy who's actually capable of violence. 

I hope this is a lesson to everyone in this area about pushing agendas and people too far. 

For all we know this guy was dogged to death and decided to freak out with a gun because he didn't care anymore and couldnt take or anymore. We don't know.  

I will be so disappointed in people if they actually try to make this incident make me look more dangerous or capable of violence. How can you possibly pull that off? Believe me this area is determined, smart and hell bent on their agendas and bottom lines. unfortunately they have lost the wisdom in the northeast that you have to do as much good as you do bad to preserve balance and power must be able to be questioned and dissident voices tolerated. 

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

  Why would you sit outside someone's partially open bathroom window in your car at 2am and smoke crack/meth or whatever garbage? Geez find some private spot.  I get it your in your car but find someplace private.  away from 

Thursday, May 7, 2026

McGrath Highway Bridge Project: A Conspiracy Theory

( I'm going to write a disclaimer about this post I no intentions of doing any harm or any violence or any terrorist action now in the past or in the future at any time. I have no intention of harming any kind of structure or interfering with any kind of construction of any structure. If anything happens to that bridge it has nothing to do with me and I do not want to be framed again. And I don't want to be on any kind of new terrorist watch list for any other bullshit local list that I'm dangerous or some nonsense simply because I wrote about this bridge. I'm going to enjoy the bridge as long as I can and take pictures as long as I can but interfering with mankind so-called progress is not for me to say one way or the other. Humans have to make these mistakes so they learn also it's people like me whose job it is to take into account an environment that most people are not aware of that we are sensitive to and to bring back what we've seen like an intelligence report so that people may understand what's happening. )

 

 I wanted to post this on my WordPress blog and I probably will unless I forget about it. Had this idea weeks ago

 Just want readers who are interested to try to experiment of experiencing it themselves. 

The theory is concerning the planned demolition of the Monsignor McGrath highway bridge which spans Somerville and east Cambridge Massachusetts and the construction of a flat road in its place. 

It's strange how the bridge has been neglected for so many years and not repaired. Well if you were planning long term to rebuild the area and re engineer it you would let it rot wouldn't you? 

What has been experienced by people is a phenomena where they leave one neighborhood say starting their ride in  east Cambridge near McGrath plaza and they experience a totally different mental and emotional effect on that bridge before descending into the other neighborhood on the other end of the bridge which would be nearby Union Square in Somerville, Massachusetts. 

The plan for the area and the bridge posted online writes that the planners want to 'join the two neighborhoods' making them one. There is also coersion using race issues as bridges and such are now deemed racist as it's claimed they were used to keep certain demographics out of certain neighborhoods which makes no sense nowadays with public transportation taking anyone pretty much anywhere they want to go including over bridges.

This plan outlines how this is going to be done by completely taking down the bridge and building a flat road between the two areas at each end.

This would not be anything to take note of usually especially since Massachusetts has been notorious for not maintaining bridges properly. The feds have had to interfere over the past twenty years or so and force Massachusetts into maintenance or repairs of its bridges. This is unbelievable considering how much highly qualified construction is here and how much pride people used to have in keeping the area up. 

The theory is is that The bridge seems to be built out of very strong materials from the old days you probably couldn't even source now. Steel iron all other kinds of things that seem to be something from another time. 

When you ride on the bridge coming from one neighborhood to another you you notice of course that the psycho management or the feeling that you get or the vibe rather that you get in one neighborhood is very different from the oother neighborhood. This of course would be East Cambridge and and the other side of the bridge is Union square area Somerville Massachusetts. 

When you're on the bridge however if you are seasoned in being very sensitive to your environment or if you are known to be a psychic or a medium or a sensitive as they call them you will definitely notice the change in your perception of the environment when you rise up off that bridge up into the aair and travel over it into the other neighborhood.

 You can think more clearly. You have your mind back again. It's a one minute ride that feels almost like a return to the federal holiday phenomena where I post all the time to enjoy your clear day because on clear days which are federal holidays in this country and sometimes state holidays I've noted if there's a return to a feeling and a mental mindset which resembles the 1980s for those of us old enough to have been alive then where there doesn't seem to be any fear hostility anger manipulation of emotions or constant background noise in your head or concentrusive thoughts or things just generally making you feel as if there's just too much all the time going on. And there's a strange feeling of being one or two dimensional in this area within the route 495 belt. You almost feel like you're part of something so big that you're dropping the ocean and you're not important and you don't exist. And you feel as if you're two-dimensional as if you're not three-dimensional and as if things aren't really solid around you. Everything is one big blur in a way and it's very depressing. And I don't know what it is about the LED street lights but without those I'm telling you right now All of this would not have been pulled off this quickly with diversity and ideology and forcing everybody to get along and all this kind of thing. Unfortunately we don't have engineers and scientists in the TI community anymore on the phone calls on the conference calls which we used to have and they would be able to explain how this stuff might work in theory. I can't explain iit.

Back to the bridge the bridge Yes it does seem like when you go over the bridge you get a break in a way. Because on those clear days those federal holidays I feel three-dimensional again I feel important again I feel like I have autonomy I'm a separate individual not connected to a greater whole or a greater thing that's bigger than me and makes me feel small like my life 'doesnt matter'. I feel just like a normal person like I used tto and I also feel as if I think to myself on those holidays "Wait a minute why the hell is my life so miserable and why the hell does this stuff even matter why can't I just go out and get an apartment and get a place to live and why can't I just live my life and write my book what is such a big freaking deal about me for God's sake?". And the whole thing does really seem ridiculous All the drama that goes on in this country all the drama that goes on with being targeted it's absolutely ridiculous and it's not even real and you can clearly see that. It's what we should say is induced by let's call it psycho management of an area. 

When you go over that bridge you can feel yourself returning to normalcy you can feel yourself able to think My decision making improves within seconds milliseconds even I sit there and say to myself why the hell am I doing it this way when I should do it that way oh my goodness why am I so stressed about this and that when it's easy to fix! 

And then unfortunately the vehicle you're in goes to the other side of the bridge and goes back down into the other neighborhood and your bback feeling encapsulated again I'm feeling jammed again it's just in a different neighborhood with a different vibe. 

In some ways I prefer East Cambridge for certain things and in some ways I prefer Union square for certain things the vibe that goes on in those different areas. and those are two very nice and very cool areas and I think it's a shame and I don't trust the system because I think it's going to be not a great idea to join the two areas together without a bridge. 

They like to market the bridge as something from the past that represents white supremacy roll eyes give me a break but however the The bridge and things like the bridge that are structures might actually serve to protect to individual unique neighborhoods. 

When you call things vibes like they do on Google maps what the neighborhood has a vibe really you're talking about the energy created by the structures the animals what's underneath anything buried there that's rotted into the ground The water systems pollution lack of pollution The people there the energy they give off from their bioenergy from their very bodies. The energy signatures left on the buildings by the people that lived in them and built tthem and this includes ethnicity groups of different ethnicities living somewhere leaving their energy somewhere even if the area is now occupied by other people and of course they bring with them certain kinds of architecture etc. 

These make unique areas. It would be a shame to lose them to another globalist flat boring place that probably the whole purpose of designing this thing is to make it so that they can psycho manage the whole entire area and make it one big condo mall from hhell. Complete with semi-private public space which is also a bunch of bullshit but understandable without any created such a public menace with mass and unaffordable housing which and affordable housing by the way is going to solve anything until you solve the problem of disenfranchised people. Or just in franchise because of globalism destroying neighborhoods. 

Which of course is pretty ironic considering what I'm talking about but it ties in. 

One last thing about that beautiful area. I don't know what it is about Somerville but it's the only area where I can look up in the sky and see the stars it almost seems like the buildings or the land is higher and closer to the stars for some rreason. I think the key is is that there's not a lot of tall buildings. And I think that's very important to preserve. People have no idea how your health and your long-term life span and enjoyment of the body you're in and even your soul and your spirit are nourished by tiny small pieces of greenery where there's wild rabbits and where there's no tall buildings around so you can see the stars. 

I'm going to enjoy the area as much as I can. And hope that someday people understand the dangers of electromagnetic pollution. As well as the misuse of technology for sinister ppurposes. 

All this talk of freedom and all this talk of creating a world where everything is accessible to everyone is nothing but a deception if you quietly enslave the ppopulation while letting them believe that they have more freedom and more access than ever.