Has the Moon's Energy Been Altered By Artemis Missions?

 I've posted before that I do not believe we landed on the moon in the 1960s. However I do believe that these recent programs like Artemis are actually taking humans around space and the moon as they claim. 

It's no longer important to the moon landing of the 1960s to be a hoax because it's kind of like 9/11 at this ppoint-everybody knows by now and nobody wants to talk about it because it would interfere with the American narrative and there would be no point to it anyway. I agree that legal action could be taken and the truths could be exposed but in the world that we live in now it's a globalist world and other countries would just take it as a weakness. Unfortunately things have progressed to the point where you can't have exposure of lies and deception making the truth valuable for genuine change. 

We live in a world now that exposes fully all the human fallibilities that Make life unbearable miserable and eevil. If you want to use the term evil which is relative.

We know that things could be so much more but by now with things like the world economic forum in existence as well as globalism we cannot afford them to be. 

The concern is is that man is actually now really going out to the moon area and probably does have the ability now to break through the Van Allen belt. 

I'm not a scientist but anybody with leaning in the sciences that has any kind of wisdom and is connected to this Earth can tell you that it's there for a reason probably and we shouldn't go poking holes in it or messing around with it. I mean it's pretty important to be protected from deadly rays from sspace. 

I do agree however that mankind can't stay here forever and we need to learn to do things like we've seen in sci-fi movies all these years like terraform planets and carry the human seed out into space to look for new places to live-younger solar systems. It's hard to say however because the way the Earth is evolved over time it may evolve in the next million years and do a place where humans are very different or something exists here other than humans. If you want to understand being human and going out into space for a space exploration there are some very simple and easy YouTube videos though some people might find them time consuming and laborious to watch I enjoy them as they map out over a timeline The changes to the Earth since The Earth's early forming. This can give you an idea of how our oceans for instance used to be made of iron and were red. You realize that You're in this small section in the long timeline where you exist in a place that's made just for you Will you have air to freeze and trees on earth and everything works together. 

I think going out into space is a desperate attempt at surviving long-term. It isn't just a pollution that we create and it isn't just the fact that in a few million years our son is going to get really big and burn us up and they get really small and die, it's the idea that within that time frame even something could change in the environment and make it so this place is uninhabitable for human llife and even the vegetation in the air that they create for us and other animals. Even though I think we probably have secret systems  in place protecting us from asteroids there seems to be a strange intelligence out there protecting us but maybe one day one of those asteroids might make it here and then we won't survive regardless of how much we go out into space. For humans could survive in small numbers I ssuppose. 

So perhaps taking everything on the road I would into space might work humans may be able to morph into something eelse some other form and go elsewhere. 

What bothers me is that we don't enjoy the time that we have here. We left the powers that make things bad make us miserable and keep our souls eenslaved. I think most people don't see that. I've also discovered from aging this far as well as being a traveler and being targeted so I'm disconnected from society generally for many years now well of course trying to stay connected as much as I can this process has made me realize how much the animals and the vegetation especially trees here have much to do with human life on earth. Not only do we disregard this completely The new environmental movements are so tied into The new scientific environment which pushes transhumanism and the greed with real estate that people are actually getting away from nature and disrespecting it even more then in the recent past. 

I now have come to realize that the trees have something to do with human life on this Earth that is very..... unique. 

In ancient belief systems it seems that trees are very important and there's a lot of old paintings drawings and reliefs of trees and their roots into the ground as symbols that will revered by ancients. 

I think we should start looking at trees where we look at technology. Communication. if we have an intuition about something if something tells us to do something in prediction to avoid a mistake in later in the timeline that we're living in you feel there's wisdom or good advice coming perhaps it's trees? If trees and vegetation and plants communicate I think we should really look at this even beyond those old books like The Secret Life of Plants. As usual when dealing in the conspiracy theory community The view from the beginning of thinking about that would be probably The powers that be and those with with more resources than us already know the answers and seek to use it to their own advantage while making it so we lose access nature's power. 

The moon is also a source of comfort. The moon always was a source of comfort and that something up there was protecting us and that life will be okay. Those of us who were travelers who aren't exactly atheists but believe that the source of human comfort human life comes from nature itself The sun and the moon are very important. They're not symbols they're living things that we live underneath and are part of our lives. 

I feel since the Artemis mission in April  there's something wrong something has changed. I felt very depressed and I felt very let down and not connected to the skies the way that I used to be specifically the Moon. 

Human should pay attention to the message created here on earth before they start going out and messing with things they don't understand. Just because scientist understand how to build things llike rockets to go into space which is essentially the same thing as inventing a car to get around or an airplane to fly around the Earth is it necessarily mean they understand other things that might be important. If they don't understand those things on earth and don't take them to consideration they're not going to take things into consideration outside the Earth either. 

The issue of electromagnetic pollution is well as waste over cconsumption these other kinds of issues have to be solved before we responsible enough to go messing around in space. I understand how transhumanism would be important in trying to go out into space but that doesn't mean that you shouldn't consider the state of the human soul spirit etc and even how that ties into biology physiology and even anatomy. These things used to be common studies back in the old days the Renaissance man or the well-rounded person of science science progressed it became more important medicine and military were the focus and they kind of disregarded all this other stuff as quackery or put it under the heading of  'Occult'. 

I've noticed something in this life on this , the last thing the system seems to want you to do is to understand how much of a powerhouse you are in these bodies on this earth. And there does seem to be a concerted effort to make sure you reach your full potential or  your full size if you will.  

I posted a video last year or the year before when I was living in a nice suburb around breakheart reservation north of BBoston. There was a greater connection there to the trees into nature. And all woods are different by the way. Traveling around this country I feel that they're similar in many ways even maybe connected interconnected but each set of woods and has its own personality of course it all depends on the people buried underneath  and what that Flora has come into contact with to make it what it is over hundreds of years even thousands. Depends on who lives in the area what's around what kind of pollution is there etc. The weather there a whole bunch of different factors. Once you get out into the Southwest you get a little more at e because there's less human building and habitation going on and you can see things that set you free a little bit more and get you in with long-term timelines. When you go and see The water lines that that are on the huge stone structures in the desert and you realize it shows the progression of massive changes like that there used to be ocean here or water. You become a little more entwined with the finite and realize that you're part of something much bigger but you're not here that long and really everything is here provided for you while you're alive in this body. And life becomes more at ease. 

The video I just spoke about before I got distracted speaking about my beloved travels in the desert that I love to remember as I have not traveled there in 10 years, The video I spoke about wwas that compelled me to put it on this as I was very into air crash investigation as it's important to me to look at something and see people doing actual real investigations where they cannot lie and they cannot twist around the truth make excuses as they have done with a lot of things we've seen especially with the TI community. The approach to our situation has been so unscientific it's ridiculous. And the recent vilification writing everyone off as mentally ill without any kind of investigation at all or consideration is totally ridiculous. And by the way it was not always like this they would not be able to do this to us years ago because academia was not compromised by things like Epstein and all the blackmail going on and by the way if you did not know this I will let you know that the Russian organized crime organizations actually infiltrated our country in the late '90s or so and I won't tell you how I know that but an old friend of mine who's long said that unfortunately they're nice little business had been interfered with by the Russian Mafia coming in and demanding a piece of their action. And after that everything changed you can see it even in the cities things changed. Imagine you have a bunch of out KGB people with no government That's going to be pretty dangerous if they get involved in crime. There's actually a video a documentary out there that tell us how international criminals can now easily buy nuclear submarines from defunct governments like the USSR. So all of this tearing down the wall of East Germany and the USSR that you've seen it's not necessarily a good thing because these governments become destabilized and all it does is contribute to international organized crime which probably was the purpose by design. 

Anyway that aside now you have an understanding of how easy it is nowadays with surveillance and who's out there now to get blackmailed and then everyone is under control right? And we've seen academia be controlled just by a bunch of stupid kids who don't like somebody and get somebody canceled years ago even with workplace mobbing their own academic peers couldn't even get them fired if they had tenure. 

So years ago we were more protected and we were more tolerated because people in academia and old money and wealthy people knew that this is the way the world works and it is very feasible. But now everyone has to turn on us probably because everybody has skeletons in their closet just like everybody eelse. And the more rich you are and the more you have a degree and the more respectable you are the more important it is to make sure nobody knows those skeletons are there. 

I posted a video because I was interested in airplane crashes. There's something paranormal about it. What they call holes in the swiss cheese when they do an investigation The different factors that make it so the plane crashes whereas maybe if one or two things were absent the plane crash would not have happened. 

All these factors have to be involved in all these incidents. Well what makes it so One plane crashes and another doesn't? Just like I wondered about death what makes it so one person survives right next to the other guy that dies? One such example is a gentleman from Massachusetts who was driving a truck in New York City and as he was driving something happened underground and one of the manhole covers in the street became airborne with great force went right through his windshield and lodged deeply directly into his skull vertically. Now what are the goddamn chances of that happening seriously? Why him why on that day? 

I've even looked at the victims of serial killers and stuff like that and I wonder maybe if there was something faded about their deaths even the people that were in these airline crashes like the pilots. Did someone want to get rid of them is there a reason that the universe had to get rid of them for the timeline to continue in a certain way? 

Even traffic accidents. Why do you things happen a certain way at a certain time? Is there a formula or algorithm to death iitself? 

Of course that's something you should think about and then get away from and because I don't have a math degree I actually have a math disability it's probably for the best. 

In the video that I posted it showed a man from India filming on his cell phone on an airplane and that video was the last moments before the plane set on fire and crashed but the video actually continues after the crash. Once the plane crashes and the fire ddisappears The video clearly shows Flora and trees in the area where they crashed and there's an eerie dead silence but there's something in the background that you can hear not with your ears but with your super hearing or something like that. Something like the trees and the flora being disturbed by a sudden event such as an airplane crashing and fire and humans dying. 

At the time the video of the death itself was what was compelling because you actually get to see it but now moving further in my evolution I can see that my focus was more on the trees and the flora in the background. That's what attracted me to the video more so. The contrast of what was living opposed to what had died also that there's communication bbetween plants that goes on even after we die. And even while we are alive and this is something we need to start considering very seriously. 

Until we start considering things like this and taking over consumption waste and pollution very seriously and stop messing around with pseudo movements and complete idiots like GGreta and all these diversions and politics and social media and sensational culture we have no business going out into space. I've seen interviews with scientists they're asked about the pollution that something that they're working on causes. And it's the typical reaction of people in a position where they can afford to be wasteful. It's not the reaction of someone who takes pollution seriously and is responsible. The reaction of the scientist and the interview that I saw was he rolled his eyes and I had a childish boyish grin and everyone kind of laughed it off that this thing he was working on was left in the ocean and it should be taken out cuz it's going to cause permanent pollution. He just reacted like rich people react to things like this he didn't react like a responsible scientist. 

So you have to realize humans are human before their scientists that might make sense and be llogical first and foremost. 

I live a chaotic life and my personal life has become something that takes me away from my work and I wish I had the ability to take all these things that I've seen and all these references and find them for you. Years ago if you look things up on Google you could do that you could find something that you lost that you were thinking of that you saw now everything is geared towards buying things and everything's flooded with bullshit so it's hard to do research to find references. 

To be fair about technology I hated the idea of AI answering my searches but now I found it useful extremely useful but only in a utilitarian way. It has its limitations because it only answers things within the framework of what is socially acceptable. But for day-to-day stuff it does mmake things more easy to get day-to-day things done that are hard to deal with that get in my way faster I can get day-to-day dumb stuff done the more I can get on to the more involved stuff. I am amazed at how AI answers questions about cooking and that you can ask it a full sentence now and it will answer you. 

The downfall is people my mother's generation who tend to be lonely because of divorce rates and mistrust of the system when they were yyounger they're starting to get into things like Gemini a little too much. I don't know what Gemini is My phone keeps getting me to try to use it and I keep dismissing it it sounds like it's probably just another beefed up version of Alexa or something. I think it bothers Gen x for us to talk to something that we know is dos. You have to remember the world is frustrating for us because we remember all this stuff and its creation and we don't have a lot of time for bells and whistles and all the pretty colors because we just want to get to to the basics because we know that technology is supposed to be a tool. Like our grandparents from world war II down in their workbenches in the basement all their tools You're supposed to pick something up use a tool and put it back neatly and in order to wear it belongs. You're not supposed to carry it around with you all the time and live in it like it's another goddamn dimension like the damn phones nowadays and I feel bad for these kids where they've been forced to be born into the phone. I didn't miss word that you know I'm articulate literally I mean that they were born into the phone. The world that is on the internet on that phone. They believe that it's actually another dimension and they live in it. I don't know if there's any way to correct that but I think it should be corrected with the next few generations. 

I know that we're a species that knows that we're going to die soon we have the curse of knowing what's going to happen to our planet and we also know as animals not humans The God spark and the brains we know as dumb animals that were killing ourselves and polluting ourselves to death and that we shouldn't be doing it but it's hhappening. We are a species in panic but we act like we're not every day 

And we need to get right with what we really are who we really are and where we live on this planet and in space and if we can do that we can make peace with all this and then maybe we can go out into space in a way that's actually productive and not just screaming and yelling as you're drowning in the sea not expecting to be rescued but fighting for your life because that's human instinct. 

Speaking of the Russians they have a very sensible and wonderful saying which is "Hope is the last thing to go'

 Instead of americanizing Russia what we should be doing is taking advantage of all of their knowledge and all of their culture and all of their wisdom. I have the advantage of being Eastern European in part so therefore I'm more comfortable with this or maybe I understand it a little bbetter.  I didn't say I like their system of governance in the last couple of hundred years I didn't say I like their culture now but there's an ancient wisdom to be tied into that we're going to miss out on. 

My personal conspiracy theory with the East is that we've always been threatened by them especially the powers that be the keep us controlled with long-term systems of control like the church which if you didn't realize is the real reason you think white people are sick. White were pagans like everybody eelse thousands of years ago. It took almost 2,000 years to make us slaves and some of us luckily are not. In order to not have that long-term source of control of the people interfered with I believe that the powers that be had to beat down the Oriental cultures in the east and had to make sure there was no fusion between our cultures I believe they allowed African Americans to have white people get their groove back and for them to help us do that with their music and culture only to the point that they could use it as a weapon what you create things like AIDS and then The cultural fusion that would have saved everyone was stopped and has now been turned into polarization and a racial Cold war. 

And forget Africa itself they would rather you look at African American culture than African culture any day because African culture would actually be really useful in a fusion like a spice in a recipe or an ingredient. 

I believe that there was a huge tthreatwith the meeting of cultures between Russia and the West. 

The term cultural survival should not just apply to people of color it should apply to all peoples. Because remember Europeans were some of the first people enslaved and had their freedom and their religion taken away from them. It iisn't unusual that they would spread that misery around for hundreds of years. 

That is another blog post I can provide you with examples of how Early Europeans that were not ruled by the church in fact it had not been invented yet roamed around even in the Americas and got along fine with native peoples because at that time they were more similar in culture. 

I've also heard horrible things about how this space exploration is nothing more than the militarization of space like that's what we need more militarization. 

If you haven't noticed we already live in a culture now in America that's basically a soft core military dictatorship through cculture an ideology and identity politics. 

Let's fix the misery here before we bring everything out into space. Because just like the Tower of Babel in the Bible you won't be able to reach God up in the skies because you're not building it rright. perhaps you should start thinking interdimensionally instead of mechanically. and the portals to those dimensions begin with facts and wisdom about science nature being fused with technology. 

I'll miss the moon giving me comfort. I'll just now have to depend on the open ssky. Hopefully they can't take that away. 

 I would like to hear from Survivors of. RA and programming who have been in recovery from alcohol and drugs for many Years. Leave comments on this post.

I'm trying to see if like myself childhood memories are mere flashes or out of body and if there's no memory at all from certain time frames especially during any time spans of substance abuse. 

I cannot recall much of my 20s and she to deprogramming even my later 20s in some instances. I recall people vaguely but don't recall things like where I lived, what my daily life was like etc. in some time periods I only have flashes of memory much like before the age of 7 yrs.

This may also be genetic and due to gene variations. 

I will have an email soon for people to write to me. 

Thanks 

Behavior Modification Through Stress: Gang Stalking Programs Aren't Just Harassment (especially for Survivors of Programming)

 Psychological factors in exceptional, extreme and torturous environments

 https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4890253/

 Google AI:

https://share.google/aimode/Yo6Hw0Ou21cAMjCUc 

"Behavior modification through stress and torture is a widely condemned practice that relies on extreme psychological and physical duress to break an individual's will, alter their behavior, or extract compliance. This approach is classified as torture or cruel, inhuman, and degrading treatment under international law. 
The scientific consensus and human rights documentation surrounding these techniques highlight several core aspects: 
1. Mechanisms of Breakdown 
Captors and abusive regimes have historically employed behavioral and sensory manipulation to induce compliance. These methods include: 

• Sensory Deprivation and Overload: Isolating detainees or bombarding them with extreme light and noise to disorient the mind and disrupt normal perception. 
• Stress Positions: Forcing individuals into agonizing, unnatural physical postures to induce muscle fatigue, pain, and systemic exhaustion without leaving lasting visible marks. 
• Learned Helplessness: Controlling every aspect of a subject's environment to create profound unpredictability, destroying their sense of agency. 
• Psychological Degradation: Utilizing threats, humiliation, and mock executions to psychologically dismantle a person's identity and resistance. 

2. Ineffectiveness in Behavioral Control 
While the goal is often to manipulate behavior or extract actionable information, research and neuroscience show that these methods fail to achieve reliable or predictable results: 

• Cognitive Impairment: Extreme stress and torture impair the brain’s signal-to-noise ratio, disrupting a person's ability to accurately process, remember, and articulate information. 
• Unreliability: Coerced compliance or false confessions are common byproducts, as victims will say or do anything to escape the unbearable suffering. 

3. Long-Term Health Consequences 
The use of stress and torture causes severe, enduring trauma. Survivors frequently suffer from profound psychological and neurological damage, including: 

• Neurological and Structural Brain Changes: Studies have shown that extreme stress alters brain networks, often leading to unremitting psychiatric symptoms. 
• Severe Mental Health Conditions: Survivors commonly experience complex post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), severe anxiety, chronic depression, hallucinations, and loss of self-identity. 

Resources and Support 
If you or someone you know is dealing with trauma or the effects of abuse, specialized care is available. 

• Center for Victims of Torture: Provides healing services to survivors and works globally to end torture. 
• Freedom from Torture: Offers direct clinical care and support for survivors of torture and severe trauma. 
• 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Offers free, confidential support for anyone in emotional distress. 

AI responses may include mistakes." 

Lone Shooter Cambridge -After Years of Trying To Make Me Appear 'Dangerous', Crazy and Accusations of Plotting Mass Violence My Hometown Gets a Lesson in Cold Hard FACTS and the Science of Cause and Effect Humans Can't Control

 So while a lot or people are down on me in this area and have been trying to make people believe I'm potentially dangerous for years with lies, frame ups, made up stories and rumors or twisting my words around or misrepresenting my work now you have had actual dangerous people with a history of violence commit a crime where people were hurt.

All because you were not following laws or because you were focusing on the wrong people playing games.

This is the definition of brain washing the public. To have a justice system thats allowed to become Woke instead of doing its job and villifying someone who's just trying to help people by write nf a simple blog and having the public accept that when obviously it's wrong. 

Well now there's consequences. 

I posted here last summer about a man in a park with a crowd of people walking their dogs.  I stopped to interact with the dogs and one dog came to me and leaned right into me a big golden retriever. One man had just commented on how his dog didn't like me being dressed in all black. As the golden retriever came over to me and leaned into me to be petted, the same man said "oh she doesn't seem like someone plotting a mass murder" or something to that effect. It was definitely an obvious comment. 

So now after playing games with someone's life because you don't like their ideas that society isn't ready for that they write about and they have to be discredited for other reasons now you have real problems arising from genuinely dangerous people because of allowing ideologies and politics to interfere with laws. 

I've been experiencing progressive policing in Cambridge for  a few years now and it's ridiculous. I'm sure progressive policing would have worked with the guy shooting people on Memorial Drive. Give me a break. 

If things were set up the way they were years ago it may not even have happened but I understand in a globalist world that having things work that way now may not work very well. 

Still it was a bit of a revenge for me to see a guy who was obviously a product of go woke go broke policy changes doing something that I had been accused of being capable of both officially and forcing the public to go along with an ongoing character assassination by being afraid of me or taking part in that to be accepted or to just get off on destroying someone's life. 

Well now reality sets in concerning who is actually dangerous. NOT the traveling blogger whos ideas threaten you but a guy who's actually capable of violence. 

I hope this is a lesson to everyone in this area about pushing agendas and people too far. 

For all we know this guy was dogged to death and decided to freak out with a gun because he didn't care anymore and couldnt take or anymore. We don't know.  

I will be so disappointed in people if they actually try to make this incident make me look more dangerous or capable of violence. How can you possibly pull that off? Believe me this area is determined, smart and hell bent on their agendas and bottom lines. unfortunately they have lost the wisdom in the northeast that you have to do as much good as you do bad to preserve balance and power must be able to be questioned and dissident voices tolerated. 

  Why would you sit outside someone's partially open bathroom window in your car at 2am and smoke crack/meth or whatever garbage? Geez find some private spot.  I get it your in your car but find someplace private.  away from 

McGrath Highway Bridge Project: A Conspiracy Theory

( I'm going to write a disclaimer about this post I no intentions of doing any harm or any violence or any terrorist action now in the past or in the future at any time. I have no intention of harming any kind of structure or interfering with any kind of construction of any structure. If anything happens to that bridge it has nothing to do with me and I do not want to be framed again. And I don't want to be on any kind of new terrorist watch list for any other bullshit local list that I'm dangerous or some nonsense simply because I wrote about this bridge. I'm going to enjoy the bridge as long as I can and take pictures as long as I can but interfering with mankind so-called progress is not for me to say one way or the other. Humans have to make these mistakes so they learn also it's people like me whose job it is to take into account an environment that most people are not aware of that we are sensitive to and to bring back what we've seen like an intelligence report so that people may understand what's happening. )

 

 I wanted to post this on my WordPress blog and I probably will unless I forget about it. Had this idea weeks ago

 Just want readers who are interested to try to experiment of experiencing it themselves. 

The theory is concerning the planned demolition of the Monsignor McGrath highway bridge which spans Somerville and east Cambridge Massachusetts and the construction of a flat road in its place. 

It's strange how the bridge has been neglected for so many years and not repaired. Well if you were planning long term to rebuild the area and re engineer it you would let it rot wouldn't you? 

What has been experienced by people is a phenomena where they leave one neighborhood say starting their ride in  east Cambridge near McGrath plaza and they experience a totally different mental and emotional effect on that bridge before descending into the other neighborhood on the other end of the bridge which would be nearby Union Square in Somerville, Massachusetts. 

The plan for the area and the bridge posted online writes that the planners want to 'join the two neighborhoods' making them one. There is also coersion using race issues as bridges and such are now deemed racist as it's claimed they were used to keep certain demographics out of certain neighborhoods which makes no sense nowadays with public transportation taking anyone pretty much anywhere they want to go including over bridges.

This plan outlines how this is going to be done by completely taking down the bridge and building a flat road between the two areas at each end.

This would not be anything to take note of usually especially since Massachusetts has been notorious for not maintaining bridges properly. The feds have had to interfere over the past twenty years or so and force Massachusetts into maintenance or repairs of its bridges. This is unbelievable considering how much highly qualified construction is here and how much pride people used to have in keeping the area up. 

The theory is is that The bridge seems to be built out of very strong materials from the old days you probably couldn't even source now. Steel iron all other kinds of things that seem to be something from another time. 

When you ride on the bridge coming from one neighborhood to another you you notice of course that the psycho management or the feeling that you get or the vibe rather that you get in one neighborhood is very different from the oother neighborhood. This of course would be East Cambridge and and the other side of the bridge is Union square area Somerville Massachusetts. 

When you're on the bridge however if you are seasoned in being very sensitive to your environment or if you are known to be a psychic or a medium or a sensitive as they call them you will definitely notice the change in your perception of the environment when you rise up off that bridge up into the aair and travel over it into the other neighborhood.

 You can think more clearly. You have your mind back again. It's a one minute ride that feels almost like a return to the federal holiday phenomena where I post all the time to enjoy your clear day because on clear days which are federal holidays in this country and sometimes state holidays I've noted if there's a return to a feeling and a mental mindset which resembles the 1980s for those of us old enough to have been alive then where there doesn't seem to be any fear hostility anger manipulation of emotions or constant background noise in your head or concentrusive thoughts or things just generally making you feel as if there's just too much all the time going on. And there's a strange feeling of being one or two dimensional in this area within the route 495 belt. You almost feel like you're part of something so big that you're dropping the ocean and you're not important and you don't exist. And you feel as if you're two-dimensional as if you're not three-dimensional and as if things aren't really solid around you. Everything is one big blur in a way and it's very depressing. And I don't know what it is about the LED street lights but without those I'm telling you right now All of this would not have been pulled off this quickly with diversity and ideology and forcing everybody to get along and all this kind of thing. Unfortunately we don't have engineers and scientists in the TI community anymore on the phone calls on the conference calls which we used to have and they would be able to explain how this stuff might work in theory. I can't explain iit.

Back to the bridge the bridge Yes it does seem like when you go over the bridge you get a break in a way. Because on those clear days those federal holidays I feel three-dimensional again I feel important again I feel like I have autonomy I'm a separate individual not connected to a greater whole or a greater thing that's bigger than me and makes me feel small like my life 'doesnt matter'. I feel just like a normal person like I used tto and I also feel as if I think to myself on those holidays "Wait a minute why the hell is my life so miserable and why the hell does this stuff even matter why can't I just go out and get an apartment and get a place to live and why can't I just live my life and write my book what is such a big freaking deal about me for God's sake?". And the whole thing does really seem ridiculous All the drama that goes on in this country all the drama that goes on with being targeted it's absolutely ridiculous and it's not even real and you can clearly see that. It's what we should say is induced by let's call it psycho management of an area. 

When you go over that bridge you can feel yourself returning to normalcy you can feel yourself able to think My decision making improves within seconds milliseconds even I sit there and say to myself why the hell am I doing it this way when I should do it that way oh my goodness why am I so stressed about this and that when it's easy to fix! 

And then unfortunately the vehicle you're in goes to the other side of the bridge and goes back down into the other neighborhood and your bback feeling encapsulated again I'm feeling jammed again it's just in a different neighborhood with a different vibe. 

In some ways I prefer East Cambridge for certain things and in some ways I prefer Union square for certain things the vibe that goes on in those different areas. and those are two very nice and very cool areas and I think it's a shame and I don't trust the system because I think it's going to be not a great idea to join the two areas together without a bridge. 

They like to market the bridge as something from the past that represents white supremacy roll eyes give me a break but however the The bridge and things like the bridge that are structures might actually serve to protect to individual unique neighborhoods. 

When you call things vibes like they do on Google maps what the neighborhood has a vibe really you're talking about the energy created by the structures the animals what's underneath anything buried there that's rotted into the ground The water systems pollution lack of pollution The people there the energy they give off from their bioenergy from their very bodies. The energy signatures left on the buildings by the people that lived in them and built tthem and this includes ethnicity groups of different ethnicities living somewhere leaving their energy somewhere even if the area is now occupied by other people and of course they bring with them certain kinds of architecture etc. 

These make unique areas. It would be a shame to lose them to another globalist flat boring place that probably the whole purpose of designing this thing is to make it so that they can psycho manage the whole entire area and make it one big condo mall from hhell. Complete with semi-private public space which is also a bunch of bullshit but understandable without any created such a public menace with mass and unaffordable housing which and affordable housing by the way is going to solve anything until you solve the problem of disenfranchised people. Or just in franchise because of globalism destroying neighborhoods. 

Which of course is pretty ironic considering what I'm talking about but it ties in. 

One last thing about that beautiful area. I don't know what it is about Somerville but it's the only area where I can look up in the sky and see the stars it almost seems like the buildings or the land is higher and closer to the stars for some rreason. I think the key is is that there's not a lot of tall buildings. And I think that's very important to preserve. People have no idea how your health and your long-term life span and enjoyment of the body you're in and even your soul and your spirit are nourished by tiny small pieces of greenery where there's wild rabbits and where there's no tall buildings around so you can see the stars. 

I'm going to enjoy the area as much as I can. And hope that someday people understand the dangers of electromagnetic pollution. As well as the misuse of technology for sinister ppurposes. 

All this talk of freedom and all this talk of creating a world where everything is accessible to everyone is nothing but a deception if you quietly enslave the ppopulation while letting them believe that they have more freedom and more access than ever. 

 

When Money Leaves The US It Hurts Us All

Is Atlas Shrugging? Why The Wealthy Are Leaving The USA

 https://expatmoney.com/blog/is-atlas-shrugging-why-the-wealthy-are-leaving-the-usa

 

"POLITICAL CLIMATE AND SOCIETAL TENSIONS 

The current political environment and rising societal tensions in the US significantly contribute to the migration of millionaires. The polarized political system, characterized by frequent policy and regulatory uncertainty shifts, prompts long-term stability and governance concerns. This volatility can be particularly unsettling for high-net-worth individuals who seek a predictable and secure environment to operate businesses and manage wealth. Moreover, the increasing societal tensions, including debates over wealth inequality, social justice movements, and political protests, create an atmosphere of unrest that can deter affluent individuals. These societal pressures often manifest in calls for higher taxation and more stringent regulations, which can be seen as punitive to success and entrepreneurship. The growing inclination towards governmental intervention and redistribution policies is especially troubling for those who value personal freedom, property rights, and economic autonomy. The erosion of these fundamental principles compels many millionaires to seek refuge in countries that uphold and protect individual liberties. In these destinations, they find financial incentives and societal respect for the autonomy and achievements of the individual. Successful and productive people frequently face accusations from progressive-leftist groups. These accusations often frame the affluent as the root cause of social issues. High-net-worth individuals are frequently portrayed as exploiting the system to accumulate wealth at the expense of the broader populace. Such rhetoric can lead to policies that are perceived as punitive, including aggressive tax hikes and increased regulatory burdens aimed specifically at the wealthy. This narrative and policy actions reflecting these sentiments foster an increasingly hostile environment to the affluent. As a result, millionaires are incentivized to relocate to countries where the political discourse is less adversarial towards wealth and success. These countries offer a more predictable regulatory framework, protection of property rights, and a culture that promotes and rewards entrepreneurial spirit and achievement."

Useful FBI Page/The Authorities/Government is not the Enemy-Learning to Work With Mainstream Society

I'M POSTING THIS FOR REFERENCE AND TO PROVIDE SOME HOPE AND VALIDATION. UNLESS YOU CAN PROVE THAT YOU'RE A FOREIGNER LIVING IN THE UNITED STATES PLEASE DON'T CALL THE FBI AND BOTHER THEM. IT'S ONLY GOING TO GIVE TI'S A BAD NAME AND IT'S ONLY GOING TO MAKE THINGS HARDER FOR THE REST OF US. I KNOW IT'S HARD TO THINK LOGICALLY but the best thing that you can do is to report harassment or instances of mobbing or whatever it is in a way that makes sense and is framed in reality. Unless you've got business with the FBI don't go contacting the The FBI just like any other law enforcement organization. But say that you get harassed in the store you can certainly document it complain to higher ups and file something with corporate so that it's on file. You don't have to mention your situation and the theory that You're working with of being targeted. Because eventually over time if you have enough complaints filed and they're reasonable and people see that you're being messed with in a way that doesn't make sense and other people don't suffer this kind of thing it's going to become obvious that there's a pattern of you being singled out and harass in ways that are often outrageous for his other ppeople aren't having this happen. So you have to be methodical and patient and go according to the system and the laws. 

And don't let any of these fake TI groups and conference calls below smoke up your ass and tell you that they have all these answers and these laws are being made and you can go to a lawyer and all this stuff because if it was done it would have been done 20 years aago. 

When I was being framed for emails being sent under my name that were harassing law enforcement locally in 2016 someone involved in the system turned to me and said that if you work things the way you're supposed to the system eventually does work for people for jjustice in different words but that's basically what she said. I'd like to believe that so I'm going to keep trying.. maybe The system does work eventually.

 transnational-repression

https://www.fbi.gov/investigate/counterintelligence/transnational-repression 

Well this certainly is helpful even if it's not directly helpful as it is right now. 

However when I was looking something up kind of related to this issue this came up. 

You have to remember that freedom of the press still exists in this country and so does freedom of speech and the reason that the forefathers made it that way is because they had had way too much experience with the world Church for mmany centuries as well as kings and other oppressive authority. 

That's why people that claim to want freedom and liberty complaining about the Constitution is nothing more than a diversion divide and conquer. taking desperate people a lot of demographics that have traditionally worked for the oppressor and eating them to destroy grassroots movements within their own cculture (Yes I'm talking about cointelpro) and then finally promising them a piece of the pie by extending the cointel program by making them into armies who do nothing but infiltrate government jobs and then complain about the government is not something that people that are serious about real change and hope it should be engaging in or even approving of.

Right now you've got to stick to the facts and what you see happening in front of you more than ever. Not ideologies and pipe ddreams marketed to you by people that are akin more to cult leaders than presidents..(recently since 9/11 you could pick any president because they're all playing the same game). 

What is provided in this link above is fact and law. Something that people have seemed to have forgotten aabout who claim to want to be involved in conspiracy theory that would lead to truth people that are now helping the system to divide and conquer by engaging and nothing more than politicizing conspiracy theory and helping the political polarization that is part of this game. 

It doesn't matter what Biden did it doesn't matter but will politics it doesn't matter about what Trump is doing or what you call fascism what matters is law and the facts and our system of government. 

I'm also sick and tired of seeing disinformation agents or gullible people who misled and misguided who become useful iidiots spreading misinformation who keep blaming the government or complaining about the government when dealing with these theories that we deal with in our community of conspiracy theorists. 

The US government is a huge entity with many departments and many different people making that massive machine work and you should thank everyday for being able to live in a country where you're not going to starve. Let's start with food security our food supply is protected by the department of Homeland security. That's why when they show those truckers boycotting it had to be up in Canada and not hhere because truckers aren't allowed to do convoys anymore because it's considered an an act of terrorism that would put all of our food and supplies in jeopardy. 

That's why we had a better time than other countries did during COVID with food supplies and supply chains and food being aavailable 

The point of living in this country with the Constitution is not to expect a perfect country all the time or a perfect result or no corruption or a perfect system that is for young people that are idealistic. Also unfortunately I've seen enough gray hair at these protests in 2020 to say that some people will haven't grown up yet and are living in the past in a little insular bubble of liberal elitism that isn't realistic either probably fun and eeasy or comfortable.

The real work gets done by people that work very hard everyday to Make our system work and those of us that don't have enough to have what we need to get by. Instead of being spoiled brats we thank everyday for the system that we live in. because while you're bitching about a wealth gap or pitching about what you can't have there's actually people that don't have any food tonight or freshwater. There's people that don't have access to libraries and books when that could easily be provided. 

And every night before I go to sleep I think about the people that are outside when I actually have a place inside in the winter. When the wind blows or when it rains I know what it's like to be outside and not everybody is as smart as I am or has the background that I have where I know to get gear or go into the correct place or do things the right way to survive. And the system is not helping these ppeople it wants to waste government money in a homeless industrial complex or whatever it is industrial complex so they can create jobs for themselves and go to gay lives and go to parties and this is one of the reasons that mother Teresa disapproved of having too much for the people involved in the charity work because it becomes about the people running the charity or organization trying to help the needy not about the needy themselves. 

Then it becomes exploitation. 

In order to really fight you have to know your rights and the way the law works the way our government works history and there are good people out there that are helping you and you don't know they're helping and they believe in you and you don't know they believe and there are good people that will help you if you go and find them. 

Also we learned something from our past mayor mayor mannino in Boston.. to turn enemies into allies was one of his sspecialties. 

So at least take heart and have a bit of hope when you read this link. Because it lets you know that things like this can happen and they do happen and that it is feasible. And maybe someday we can get the justice that we deserve for our lives that are llost. 

An Old Hawaii Five-O Episode Provides Inspiration To Weary Long Term Targets and Activists

 https://pluto.tv/on-demand/series/612d4b0486e1e0001672e570/season/10/episode/64246cf1aa2d690008dda5b6?utm_source=plutotv&utm_medium=share&utm_campaign=1000201&utm_content=1000735&utm_content_description=pluto_share&referrer=copy-link

Pluto TV is a free streaming app if you're on the move or don't wanna pay cable anymore.  

Be Aware of The 'for profit' Thrift Store You've Loved For Years-It Seems Changes In Business Mean Changes for Customer Experience

 Not going to mention company name becuz I don't want anyone pulling a 2016 and sending threatening emails so I get framed again. 

This chain of clothing stores is a thrift or second hand kind of store. They get alot of criticism due to their for-profit business model instead of being a nonprofit. However the non profit chains aren't so great either anymore with true humanity and often hire people who seem more interested in woke politics or in protecting corruption locally instead of just minding their own business and taking care of the needy or the disabled people they hire.

I want to add that alot of programs and organizations geared towards helping people became infiltrated so it seemed after 9/11. There are probably reasons for this but I won't deal with this now at some point I will address the issue as well as sight examples. Please remember that good people still exist and the genuine goodness of the people who used to work in many positions pre 9/11 are still out there you just have to find them. Also be aware that people nowadays have had what is good or caring redefined for them by the power structure dictating what is moral and what makes people 'good'.  Theres no more neighborhoods or true local culture so people are easily misled as to what is actually going on in the real world and with real people. The Internet is not real per se. It is another plane or dimension that's man made consisting of information about human reality.  Many people especially younger people don't know the difference. 

This thrift store chain is however very useful due to prices for clothing being lower and the ability to find older clothing which is now much better quality. Some locations are probably better than others depending on what the public donate. It's a great resource actually and has been for many years. 

With its large stores and variety of items as well as it's simple one word name it has been successful and I believe they are international. 

Recently in the past few years I've jnoticed a marked change in the experience of going to the store even different locations. The customers were a lot of trouble makers. Then very recently the employees have become problematic and customers are no longer causing trouble.

I could not figure this out until I began researching the business end of  the store chain company. 

It seems they changed ownership a few years ago and then again recently and on this time they've become publicly traded on the stock market. I think people working with the theories on this blog need to be aware when a company changes investors or owners and it seems very aware of going public for trading. 

It seems  becoming publicly traded means following politics and not strictly business.

Just a heads up.  

The head of housing at this program I'm in smells like alcohol. That pickled smell when people are functioning alkies. Great. 

It seems like everything nowadays is politicized  and all the good people that worked for programs to help people are. Not those people specifically from the old days but those kinds of people The programs now the places we would go for help and safety and the people in them have changed everything has to be part of the system now. 

And of course unqualified people have to get hired everything is politics instead of ppeople and everything is an industrial complex The domestic violence industrial complex the homeless industrial complex. It never ends. 

Patriots Day 2026

 I hope everyone enjoyed another 'Clear Day' this year. Interestingly this holiday is only a state holiday not a federal one. The clarity was still present. 

I'm staying in a dangerous situation because I depended on something other than my principles and my work. I will try my best to keep writing and moving forward. 

 New email address coming for readers to contact me. Patience please thank you

Carlos A (Boston Bombing cowboy): Hero or Fraud/Boston Bombing False Flag-Hoax Anniversary April 13th

 

 https://archive.org/details/scm-400542-awpt-boston-carlosaheroornwof

 Carlos A (the cowboy hat man at the Boston Bombing): A Hero or a Fraud? 

Are Child Stars Targeted To Silence Exposing Abuse?

 

 Google AI comes up with this summarization: 

" Yes, many former child stars have reported being targeted, coerced, or intimidated into silence regarding abuse to protect lucrative projects and professional reputations. Survivors allege that industry, including Nickelodeon and Disney, created environments allowing exploitation, with some facing intimidation, payouts, or threats of being blacklisted if they spoke out. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]" 

However it seems that beyond directly exposing abuse and perpetrators of abuse the system wants to ruin their lives, to destroy them. The 'bad luck' and bad outcomes are beyond what the odds are for a person experiencing abuse to end up with.

With  all the help out there and recovery it makes no sense. It seems more likely that these victims lives have been methodically and systematically destroyed over time by an organized network that's in place to defend against exposure that's been around for a very long time. 

The abuse is so severe and prevelant that the media seems to be more focused on easy to digest issues like #MeToo almost as a diversion from much more shocking or  serious issues.  

The theory that child stars are targeted individuals makes sense.  

Covert Action Magazine: Suspicious Circumstances of Ron Brown's Airplane Crash

 

Was Ron Brown, Clinton’s Secretary of Commerce, Murdered by the Clintons to Save Their Presidency? (2022 article)

 https://covertactionmagazine.com/2022/01/08/was-ron-brown-clintons-secretary-of-commerce-murdered-by-the-clintons-to-save-their-presidency/

This came up randomly and I realized that the anniversary date is just days away so it seems appropriate.  

I Was Warned Tonight

 Went to do errands today. This evening people were walking by and this man was talking to someone next to him. He passed  by and as he did he looked at me as he said to his friend something about trying to get "her" to kill herself or commit suicide. 

There's something called 'Directed Conversation' and it can be useful as well as harmful. 

I understand now..   

Pervs Are Exploiting Loopholes on Sh*t Sites Like Temu to Access Doll Heads for their Sick Sex Toys

 https://www.abc.net.au/news/2025-10-26/child-sex-dolls-sold-on-temu-and-shein/105636720

 I f*cking hate Temu. It and anything like it should be illegal in the USA. I'm not getting lectured by the psychos over at the WEF to eat bugs and "own nothing and like it" or listening to an entire generation of misguided kids influenced by industry plant Greta  Thornbooger just so assholes can buy total garbage that is indeed a huge problem for waste, mass consumerism and sadly shopping addictions especially people with mania. 

Also I keep gettingTemu ads on my phone or tablet for Temu that are great examples of subliminals in aadvertising. Things look like naked chicks chicks and bikinis or other weird stuff like d*ildos then when you look closely it's completely innocent objects. 

Kind of foolish to send those ads to me because I'm going to use them in myconspiracy theory blog about subliminals in advertising. I probably get them because I use a different browser and email then this one. 

I'll dig up some screenshots and post them here. 

But I wouldn't put it past them to do stuff like this and I've seen some of the pictures of the doll heads it's pretty creepy.  

Funny thread on Reddit about a subliminal Temu ad: 

https://www.reddit.com/r/confusing_perspective/comments/12v3dg2/this_ad_for_a_massager_with_an_attached_suction/ 

omg .. I was just looking at another image on Google and when I pulled up the page there was a Temu ad very small banner at bottom.Interestingly there's a rat caught in a trap. That seems odd. Guess they don't like people ratting them out. 

 

if you're in the Boston area be careful of dealer ship plates on cars

 A lot of people with dealership plates or plates that say dealer or plates that have numbers and letters that aren't normal when you looked them up their dealer plates. These people are doing a lot of harassment

Survivorship: How To Stay Safe at a Conference on Mind Control

 https://survivorship.org/survivorship-articles/how-to-avoid-being-mind-controlled-at-a-conference/

 

Lately I have been trying to see if any of these new groups and conference calls are helpful and sadly they Don't seem to have any sort of content that is genuinely helpful to people whom are working with the being targeted theory. Specifically those who have come to the conclusion did they may be targeted due to being involved involuntarily in projects like MK ultra or having family that comes from a cult background such as some of the more extreme offshoots of LDS etc (The old conference calls in the old days freedom from covert harassment group we had a lot of genuine survivors and a few of them claimed to be running from extreme offshoots of LDS). I've been to Southwest for many years believe me things out there like that do exist. 

The new conference call scene is claimed by some to be nothing more than just The newer version of the oold intelligence Honey pots. Which is a slang term in the intelligence world for something to attract you and draw you in and keep you busy or give you a false sense of security while ddivertingyou and wasting your time so you don't seek legitimate help like a lawyer etc. they even have a group with a lawyer and I haven't checked that out yet but I will. 

You have to understand how ridiculous some of the stuff was in the old conference calls but actually there seem to have been more genuine survivors and people claiming to be targeted and there was more discussion going on among genuine people. 

A few of the calls I've gone on the people do seem genuine but the hosts are questionable as usual and oddly enough a lot of the people coming in that are new that are targeted seem less concerned less worried less scared and more all over the place than we did in the old days. I think this is due to the internet being around now and the phones being in our hands and everything being so eeasy. It's actually having a negative effect on the TI community because people seem so connected that when they're targeted it's not as much of a big deal which is kind of scary. And I'm sure that's by design in the long run. 

I used to call these things on the conference calls in the early mid-2000s I used to refer to them as holding areas for the little fishies. It did seem an awful lot llike separate little river ways that go to one big pond where they want you to be collected and held in a containing area That's what it seemed like back then. 

And you can never trust these conference calls because some of the crap that was going on and those calls in the old days and I will totally tell you stories at some point because they're ridiculous lol, some of that stuff was so outrageously obvious and people were so naive back then it was really sad. 

And I feel like the world was more genuine than and it seemed as if that older '60s '70s generation that actually believes in going against the system effectively it seems like they were still around back then and we actually had a bigger chance then then we do nowadays. 

People are more self-absorbed and they just don't seem to care about things that are happening around them as long as they do with their supposed to do with the prescribed feel good activism oonline or going to some protest where they're told if they believe whatever the new morality is they're not going to get canceled and they're okay and they don't have to do anything else. 

At the same time this has been happening over the last 10 years we we've also had a huge campaign it's been very subtle but ongoing and very iinsistent on making targeted individuals look as if they're completely delusional without investigation and the gang stalking is a ridiculous concept as well as linking or trying to link loan shooters with targeted individuals. 

So a lot has changed since 2007 or so.

And it seems as if those new conference calls are indeed the same holding areas run by the same people that they were before they've come up with a nice new formula which is to not be as overtly ridiculous about misdirecting and misguiding people as well as giving targeted individuals or people thinking they're targeted, a lot of time and attention and a safe place to go in The conference call is if it's like sort of a 12-step meeting in a way and actually I wish it was run more like a 12-step meeting because it would probably be more helpful but when your intention is to misdirect and not help you don't want that do you? 

At some point I want to try to get something going and there's going to be a height and sense of security and there's going to be the ability to shut people's microphones off and their telephones and make it to this no interference no background noise and no fooling around. And there should be some kind of actual ccontent not just trying to tell people working with the target individuals and gang stalking theory that they should just go along in life and put up with it and flourish. 

This is the result of many years of those of us who are successful in getting out of the jails institutions and death that the gang stocking system wants you in especially using technology in a way that no other generation had before. Now what they've done is they've simply co-opted out of our playbooks. 

One of the key things that is very suspicious about the calls is that they don't know anything about all of the prior really hard-working long suffering actual real targeted individuals who went through a lot to do online activism and pass the torch on to others. All they know is this insular little world of the conference calls that seems to come out of this small group of people from the original freedom from covert harassment calls. A lot of them are African American they push Christianity and I smell old school cointelepro big ttime. I've also called one of the conference calls before just to get information about these new ones and had a lot of the people in it from the old conference calls that we're doing a lot of misdirecting and were a pain in the ass and now they've become even stronger. One woman was complaining "I've been listening to the same three people talking for 2 hours"..what's up with that how come I can't speak and no one else can? Is essentially what she was saying. That was clue and red flag number one as I listened quietly for a few moments. And of course they get off topic and off subject and they talk about other shit in the news and stuff like that it has absolutely nothing to do with a horrible situation that most people would be really concerned about talking about instead of talking about shit in the news. 

Then I pipe up and start asking about some conference calls that are local to me and I had to butt in because these people just kept talking taking over the whole goddamn conference call and I was in a hurry and I guess I sounded in a hurry but I was polite and this black guy is old old school sounding black guy starts saying I sound like I'm on meth which is really irritating especially because I was living in a place where the kids started to smoke meth and I had to run away and leave because I can't be around any kind of drugs because I had him only apartment that made me sick and I have chemical sensitivity. So the last thing I would want to be around is any kind of anything in the air to make me sick so that really pissed me off more than anything but then again you have to think was that by design? Because they know everything about you in theory and they would know that you're living with some kid that's getting into drugs on the methadone clinic which is fine cuz that doesn't affect me but then he's starting to do drugs that go into the air and make you sick so they would know shit like that because they're intelligence connected people and being bastards and they turn around and they say something fucked up like that  that because I'm under pressure and I'm trying to get work done and I'm in a horrible situation IM THE ONE THAT SOUNDS LIKE I'M ON METH????

If you're sitting there talking do entire conference call and you won't shut up and let other people talk and somebody butts in that's your fucking response? Again old coin telepro people and old perps. 

I fucking ignored it completely because I know exactly what those people are about in fact I remember their stupidity from the old conference calls and these are the same fucking people. Nobody should be that aggressive and attack somebody coming into a call that simply has questions there's something wrong with that and yet again a red flag. 

I thought we were supposed to all be targeted and the gang stalkers are picking on us and bullying us why in the fuck would you do that in the fucking conference call? 

I just ignored it cuz these people are all idiots especially fucking with me cuz I'm smarter than they are. And if I had money I would actually find out who every single one of these people is on that call and I would fucking check them out and have a private detective that wasn't blowing smoke up my ass check them out and find out who the fuck these people are and why are they so fucking goddamn full of shit feel lucky I don't have the goddamn money to split apart that little fucking party because it's wasting a lot of people's goddamn ttime. And if I ever do get time and money you'll be betting I'll be fucking breaking up that damn party I don't care who the fuck is funding it. 

Aside from my personal anger and how disgusting it is to waste people's time who are struggling and suffering... That's The danger and that's why I'm posting this now because you have to watch out for red fflags. The problem is that people are the newcomers don't know what to watch out for. And now we have a kinder gentler machine gun hand as Neil Young once said making fun of George Bush's speech. 

Now we have a kinder gentler holding area for targeted individuals probably run by intelligence people. And you have no idea how hard this was in the fucking old days if you're just doing this now people would do crazy shit over the phone to this dday unless you have one of those people that's a TI in the group with an engineering background which we used to have those people and army people as well and lots of military people people that could explain how the technology worked it doesn't seem those people are around anymore probably cuz they know these calls are full of shit lol however people would explain how this was working I mean how the fuck do you do some crazy shit like that through a phone? How do you make a whole group of people nauseous through a phone? I mean they used to talk about weapons like this and now of course they don't use them anymore because somebody could actually record somebody doing something like that. 

They did a lot of scary evil nasty shit in the old days and you have no idea how much harder this was and it is now because nobody had phones and nobody had cameras. But it actually would have been easier to get legal help back then if you could prove it. 

Now the whole thing is completely treated as if it's a non-issue. I can't wait to see how ridiculous the fucking conference call with the lawyer iis.

Anyway all that being said some actual real people that genuinely care about TI's and those are survivors of mind control to me they're getting lost in the mix they don't even seem to be around anymore they're from another generation and they're getting older and their content is getting lost which I'm of course again is probably by design. 

The people on this conference call didn't even know who Eleanor White was. Right there that's a red flag. 

One of the groups that many people had depended on for years is called survivorship and it's for people like Neil brick and again I don't know how genuine any of these people are but their work seems to be very helpful as opposed to some conference call that tells you to just keep on keeping on instead of talking about the deeper issues involved in being targeted. 

One of the things I found interesting because I'm always rediscovering new stuff as I grow an age I see things that I didn't see before while reading the same content over again years llater. What's interesting in this link that I'm going to post is there's a part called Observing Others. It's telling you to observe others while you're at one of these mind control conferences. And in it the author writes a lot about what I now understand is called NLP and it's a form of psychology that can be abused to control people especially those who are survivors of mind control projects and/or programming. 

I used to call it 'tactical gesturing'. And I'm going to do a video on it because I feel like people really need to know I'm going to use the proper terms and references wherever I can find them in the other lliterature. Because when I made a video on it I am forever bitter because when I was framed my lawyer who was working for the other side like they all were decided to try to say that there was something wrong with my video that I made on this subject of course you have to remember at that time my blog was on trial and all if it's content not me and not trying to find out who actually sent the three emails threatening law enforcement which would have been pretty easy The point was to try to frame me for it. 

So because I wouldn't back down they thought they would try to stop me by saying that I was mental or something was wrong with me which didn't work either. 

And again I had a lot of help so it wasn't going to work anyway. Just like I'll have help again just you try anything so don't even bother. 

Anyway I'll do a video this time that actually makes a little more sense and doesn't have just my little coined terms for it. Just because I didn't know the proper terms doesn't mean I didn't know what they were and what was going on. There's very talented musicians that are famous that never knew how to read music and always had their own little coined terms for things but that didn't mean that they weren't able to compose music without the official school knowledge. 

It's kind of the same thing I was on the right track I just didn't have the appropriate information to describe it. And I certainly do not appreciate it being used to make me look like there's something wrong with me but I'll take care of those people later on with my own llawyers. And exposés and books etc. 

I'm very impressed about how this lists a lot of tactical gesturing or now we know it's called NLP and gesturing generally that can intimidate someone or be used as a form of abuse of pavlovian psychology. These things are also used in NNLP by making it so that pavlovian psychology is abused and your anchored or sensitized to a gesture and that's used to reinforce constantly. 

That's coming very very handy nowadays because like I said people didn't have any recording equipment on hand in the old days so they could just come up and do whatever the hell they wanted to now things are set up more like East German stassi and it's been very useful to use NLP to let somebody know that they're being gang stalked when nobody else would notice a gesture as opposed to outright confronting the person or doing something crazy in front of tthem to them in a public place. 

So this survivorship piece lists some of the most common gestures used to intimidate. One that I know of that many people have experienced is somebody putting their hands in the form that looks like a gun shooting. Laughably that was done to me recently in a laundromat by a complete nutcase who is messing with me and my partner and I actually have it on video. There's no way that somebody that crazy would get that crazy about a laundry machine and then do all kinds of creepy gesturing One of them was the gun. 

You also have to remember that I've been framed up and they tried to make it look like I was going to do some kind of violent act against authorities or other people bbecause somebody wrote emails under my name using material from my public blog and because I'm a public person with a public blog it's easy to take my stuff off my blog and reframe it and sign my name to it with a threat. So therefore if you're framing me up as someone that's going to do a shooting or violence it would make sense to use the gun gesture to intimidate me because you're reminding me that you control everything with your stupid frame up. 

You just have to ignore this stuff and do what the survivorship blog says which is to have a safe person with you and watch out for ggesturing.

I recall I was in Arizona when I was traveling especially for my health which I had to do because I had to moldy apartment perhaps on purpose but it saved my life to go there every year it was for health reasons as it made the mold a lot better and traveling prevented early onset Alzheimer's from the brain ddamage..

I remember I think I was at the DMV for some reason and I rrecall people were approaching me out of the corner of my eye you got this sense that they were testing peripheral vision. Now this is very important to them because if you have extremely good peripheral vision then they're going to try to do gesturing as much as they can for the rest of your goddamn life until you're probably old and blind and it's really irritating. Because they know you can see stuff out of the corner of your eye. Also I was some place that was infiltrated well-known feminist women's center in Cambridge and at the time I didn't realize but the place was completely infiltrated and I remember one woman who knew exactly who I was and who I what I was capable of and I didn't know who she was turn to someone else and said "she's extremely observant" as if to defend me or deter that person from picking on me for some reason. 

Well if you're the prototype of the super soldier or you have MK ultra going on and both her grandparents are US Marines and your mother is a documented radiation experimentee and your theory is is that your MK ultra then it would make sense to to choose somebody who's genetics give them a huge advantage like being extremely observant having excellent peripheral vision and I used to have 20/10 vision as the nnorm maybe even sharper. I joke that it's sniper vision with the doctors and they don't think it's funny lol. When I started having 20/20 vision that's when it's blurry for me. 

So they know that you have 2010 vision they know that you have extremely good peripheral vision more than most people and they know you're extremely observant. That's why they use gesturing constantly all the time and people are doing it all the time when they walk by you and it gets really irritating because they take advantage of the things that should be putting you ahead of other human beings and making you superior and giving you as an advantage they make sure it becomes your disadvantage. 

So it's not just used as NLP to control you or intimidate you it's not just used it conferences to get you all screwed up when you're trying to get help for being a mind control survivor working with that ttheory. It can be used in gang stalking theoretically. 

The key is to try to not get anchored or sensitized to any one gesture. For years they try to do this to certain people and nothing works and then at a certain age in a week moment within my emotional stress with enough of a stressor or a life event then they get yyou. And you were in prison for the rest of your life without one gesture. 

One thing I can suggest if you are sensitized and it's really annoying to just walk out the door cuz you have to deal with this clownage. I've always thought that trying to go to a psychologist without telling them what's really going on and asking them how you would unanchor or desensitize yourself from such a situation without describing it directly maybe a psychologist who sympathetic would tell you how to undo what they have done abusing pavlovian psychology and NLP. 

I mean the gun gesture does scare me a little bit because I was framed for being violent when I have no violent history and laughably even now you can clearly see that in my local area they're trying to make it look like I'm violent. I even had a person in Brookline in a park make fun oof what the system was doing even though they kind of were saying it in a mean way to me in spite of themselves they help me by letting me know that that's exactly what I'm being looked at as somebody who's planning some kind of horrible massacre or something. Which is absolutely ridiculous but when you tell one lie which is what the system did here in 2016 you have to keep telling more lies to cover your fucking ass and I don't you? 

So basically once they frame you then they have to try to like make it look like that you're wrong the whole time and they're going to keep using this gesturing thing this NLP thing either to intimidate you scare you or to get you going so that you do look like there's something wrong with yyou.

And with all these immigrants I don't mean to be mean but there's a lot of people with visa problems and they're squeezing them right now and there's a lot of drugs and a lot of traffic of children that's why they want all these people here the elites the perverts the scumbags in office that's why they want these people here because they come from complete shit holes and especially Central America where it's George George Bush destroyed these people when his he was in office in the '80s with those secret wars in Central AAmerica. And these people are wounded and hurt and they just don't have what Mexican seem to have they just don't have that fight in them a friend of mine told me that the warrior class was destroyed in Central America and it wasn't destroyed in Mexico that's why the cultures are different. .

I mean in a lot of these countries either MS-13 is running the show or then the government runs the show and puts away the MS 13 members and they take innocent people and put them away so either way these fucking people constantly are being oppressed by some abuse of power. 

Which is why they want them in this part of the country because they're obedient they're a little bit more dim than other kinds of Spanish people they keep to themselves they're very all about themselves they don't really reach out they don't like other kinds of people they work they have babies and they'll vote Democrat and to be honest with you if I was running the show here in my state I would do the same thing because we do need new blood and we need people that are going to work and don't have a rebellious streak and I'm telling you something these people are the best house slaves I've ever seen and they certainly have no rebellious streak at all. 

I mean they will gang stock anybody in about 2.5 fucking seconds if it gets them what the fuck they want or just because they are so clicky and into each other and into themselves and into their language and their culture and what they want they're very eexclusionary. And the young males will start trouble with any woman when when The young males are about high school age up until the time they have children. And that is not other kinds of Spanish people especially Mexicans. I have never seen any other kind of Latino people be rude to older women. .

So these people are completely dedicated to whoever gives them a job or whoever is in power and the way Massachusetts is I can understand why that would be the best choice for them. 

It just isn't the best choice for me because it's aggravating as fuck every single goddamn day which which of course works out for the people that frame me. 

By the way I Don't understand anybody in authority that goes up against me or anybody working for authority going up against me because if you go up against me you're working for the bad guys. Do you want to support Jeffrey Epstein and all that mess go the fuck aahead. But let's be clear if you go up against someone like me you side with the bad guys. Now the people that I just wrote about Don't seem like they even know who the bad guys are the good guys are. They just want what they want and because they come from some place that's so oppressed they have absolutely no concept of the Constitution. 

So it works out well for those in power. 

Then again it makes it easier to iignore. But a lion covered in ants May still be a lion that can ignore the ants but enough ants are going to destroy a big animal eventually by eating away at it every second of every day. 

That's why moving around is best just like cointel pro on once they get you in one place and know your routines you're done. Unfortunately I can't travel right now I have family obligations and I'm responsible unlike the people that do the organized harassment.  

So remember there are genuine people out there and there is genuine help it's just you have to do a lot of research and be smart. You're not going to find easy answers outside among the public and you're not going to find easy answers on conference calls. In fact it's really easy to misdirect you.

It takes a lot of hard work to get out of programming and to make sure you're not stifled or put down in some wway. 

And I'm an example of what happens when you do use all the resources on the internet and you start to win they'll just fucking frame you and make something up about you. So always pay attention because my problem is I didn't pay attention to key people that were protecting me either dying off or leaving office or retiring. 

 The safety and security that you have can change at any time. Ironically you're more like those people emigrating here from war zone or political unrest where nothing is ever safe and nothing ever llasts as an American in your own country then they are as new Americans. 

Your safety doesn't last everything changes depending on who's in office with new agendas. And nothing is ever ssafe or guaranteed. And if you do make it out of programming they give you a new maze to live in and it's called gangstalking. 

In theory of course. 

I hope the link helps you and I hope you can get something out of survivorship the way I did so many years ago. And I'm still getting things out of it reading things I did not see before clearly perhaps I did not have use for them at the time. 

That is a sign of real research and actually useful information you skim over it again years later and new things appear to you that are uuseful. 

 

 

 

 Thank you for all your moral support. I didn't put anything on here for financial support because I didn't really need it I can still struggle through with all the help I've received over the years I know I can build a life for myself. I have lots of friends and people that care helping. I'm going to say the course I'm on and see if I can make it work. I hope someday to repay all the helpful people who have helped me. 

The next post will be something actually concerning with this blog is supposed to be about not my personal struggles lol 

 I took that down because if someone is surveilled it's harder for them to be harmed or disappear. Got it 

website/blog of note: Government Sponsored Stalking Info

 https://govsponsoredstalking.info/?p=5021

https://govsponsoredstalking.info/ 

This person seems to appear a genuine Targeted Individual. This post has a very useful sentence that states our plight very simply: 

.."but that is what happens when you don't move or grow and someone keeps bothering you". 

It is hard to get anything done when someone or someone's keeps bothering you! 

This person tells of their own struggles functioning as a targeted person but also has some information.

Again like a lot of blogs and such there's claims that don't have any evidence or proof like it's government run harassment or masons etc. Even if this were true there's no way to stop it as of today. 

TIs aren't bad people or mentally ill (but long term targeting of a person can cause 'mental illness'). Unless they are genuinely having perception or brain problems or disinformation agents. They are often confused, tired, exhausted (even to the point of battle fatigue sometimes), frustrated and desperate for answers and relief. Things may occur to them that fit at a certain time that arent factual or logical and later on seem inaccurate. It is irresponsible to post content like this but often it's unavoidable. 

That's why we must sift through information to find what is useful and not just take in content blindly. 

Rational Wiki isn't Rational at All

 Targeted Individuals on Rational Wiki

https://adjkjc.github.io/bit.ly/2z5IcKu.html

Obviously Rational Wiki isn't rational because each targeted person's claims would have to be investigated properly and a lot of information would have to be taken in and reviewed before making any decisions or judgements about the validity of someone's claims. 

It's sad that in this country with our amazing Constitution and resources and education that something like this piece of disinformational crap can exist. 

 When it comes to tackling the hard realities of life anything 'wiki' is completely useless. 

 Stop throwing shit at the door and windows or I'm going to find out who you are and make your life miserable.. 

I like this place but it's a cesspool of political corruption

 How hard do you think the affore mentioned task would be due to the latter statement? Not very. 

Just be niicccee like when I got here.

I really don't care about people who live around me who may think they know.

 

Trust me 

 They don't.

Let's have a nice productive winter. Nice and friendly like.