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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Monday, May 4, 2026

When Money Leaves The US It Hurts Us All

Is Atlas Shrugging? Why The Wealthy Are Leaving The USA
 
"POLITICAL CLIMATE AND SOCIETAL TENSIONS 
The current political environment and rising societal tensions in the US significantly contribute to the migration of millionaires. The polarized political system, characterized by frequent policy and regulatory uncertainty shifts, prompts long-term stability and governance concerns. This volatility can be particularly unsettling for high-net-worth individuals who seek a predictable and secure environment to operate businesses and manage wealth. Moreover, the increasing societal tensions, including debates over wealth inequality, social justice movements, and political protests, create an atmosphere of unrest that can deter affluent individuals. These societal pressures often manifest in calls for higher taxation and more stringent regulations, which can be seen as punitive to success and entrepreneurship. The growing inclination towards governmental intervention and redistribution policies is especially troubling for those who value personal freedom, property rights, and economic autonomy. The erosion of these fundamental principles compels many millionaires to seek refuge in countries that uphold and protect individual liberties. In these destinations, they find financial incentives and societal respect for the autonomy and achievements of the individual. Successful and productive people frequently face accusations from progressive-leftist groups. These accusations often frame the affluent as the root cause of social issues. High-net-worth individuals are frequently portrayed as exploiting the system to accumulate wealth at the expense of the broader populace. Such rhetoric can lead to policies that are perceived as punitive, including aggressive tax hikes and increased regulatory burdens aimed specifically at the wealthy. This narrative and policy actions reflecting these sentiments foster an increasingly hostile environment to the affluent. As a result, millionaires are incentivized to relocate to countries where the political discourse is less adversarial towards wealth and success. These countries offer a more predictable regulatory framework, protection of property rights, and a culture that promotes and rewards entrepreneurial spirit and achievement."

Saturday, May 2, 2026

Useful FBI Page/The Authorities/Government is not the Enemy-Learning to Work With Mainstream Society

I'M POSTING THIS FOR REFERENCE AND TO PROVIDE SOME HOPE AND VALIDATION. UNLESS YOU CAN PROVE THAT YOU'RE A FOREIGNER LIVING IN THE UNITED STATES PLEASE DON'T CALL THE FBI AND BOTHER THEM. IT'S ONLY GOING TO GIVE TI'S A BAD NAME AND IT'S ONLY GOING TO MAKE THINGS HARDER FOR THE REST OF US. I KNOW IT'S HARD TO THINK LOGICALLY but the best thing that you can do is to report harassment or instances of mobbing or whatever it is in a way that makes sense and is framed in reality. Unless you've got business with the FBI don't go contacting the The FBI just like any other law enforcement organization. But say that you get harassed in the store you can certainly document it complain to higher ups and file something with corporate so that it's on file. You don't have to mention your situation and the theory that You're working with of being targeted. Because eventually over time if you have enough complaints filed and they're reasonable and people see that you're being messed with in a way that doesn't make sense and other people don't suffer this kind of thing it's going to become obvious that there's a pattern of you being singled out and harass in ways that are often outrageous for his other ppeople aren't having this happen. So you have to be methodical and patient and go according to the system and the laws. 

And don't let any of these fake TI groups and conference calls below smoke up your ass and tell you that they have all these answers and these laws are being made and you can go to a lawyer and all this stuff because if it was done it would have been done 20 years aago. 

When I was being framed for emails being sent under my name that were harassing law enforcement locally in 2016 someone involved in the system turned to me and said that if you work things the way you're supposed to the system eventually does work for people for jjustice in different words but that's basically what she said. I'd like to believe that so I'm going to keep trying.. maybe The system does work eventually.

 transnational-repression

https://www.fbi.gov/investigate/counterintelligence/transnational-repression 

Well this certainly is helpful even if it's not directly helpful as it is right now. 

However when I was looking something up kind of related to this issue this came up. 

You have to remember that freedom of the press still exists in this country and so does freedom of speech and the reason that the forefathers made it that way is because they had had way too much experience with the world Church for mmany centuries as well as kings and other oppressive authority. 

That's why people that claim to want freedom and liberty complaining about the Constitution is nothing more than a diversion divide and conquer. taking desperate people a lot of demographics that have traditionally worked for the oppressor and eating them to destroy grassroots movements within their own cculture (Yes I'm talking about cointelpro) and then finally promising them a piece of the pie by extending the cointel program by making them into armies who do nothing but infiltrate government jobs and then complain about the government is not something that people that are serious about real change and hope it should be engaging in or even approving of.

Right now you've got to stick to the facts and what you see happening in front of you more than ever. Not ideologies and pipe ddreams marketed to you by people that are akin more to cult leaders than presidents..(recently since 9/11 you could pick any president because they're all playing the same game). 

What is provided in this link above is fact and law. Something that people have seemed to have forgotten aabout who claim to want to be involved in conspiracy theory that would lead to truth people that are now helping the system to divide and conquer by engaging and nothing more than politicizing conspiracy theory and helping the political polarization that is part of this game. 

It doesn't matter what Biden did it doesn't matter but will politics it doesn't matter about what Trump is doing or what you call fascism what matters is law and the facts and our system of government. 

I'm also sick and tired of seeing disinformation agents or gullible people who misled and misguided who become useful iidiots spreading misinformation who keep blaming the government or complaining about the government when dealing with these theories that we deal with in our community of conspiracy theorists. 

The US government is a huge entity with many departments and many different people making that massive machine work and you should thank everyday for being able to live in a country where you're not going to starve. Let's start with food security our food supply is protected by the department of Homeland security. That's why when they show those truckers boycotting it had to be up in Canada and not hhere because truckers aren't allowed to do convoys anymore because it's considered an an act of terrorism that would put all of our food and supplies in jeopardy. 

That's why we had a better time than other countries did during COVID with food supplies and supply chains and food being aavailable 

The point of living in this country with the Constitution is not to expect a perfect country all the time or a perfect result or no corruption or a perfect system that is for young people that are idealistic. Also unfortunately I've seen enough gray hair at these protests in 2020 to say that some people will haven't grown up yet and are living in the past in a little insular bubble of liberal elitism that isn't realistic either probably fun and eeasy or comfortable.

The real work gets done by people that work very hard everyday to Make our system work and those of us that don't have enough to have what we need to get by. Instead of being spoiled brats we thank everyday for the system that we live in. because while you're bitching about a wealth gap or pitching about what you can't have there's actually people that don't have any food tonight or freshwater. There's people that don't have access to libraries and books when that could easily be provided. 

And every night before I go to sleep I think about the people that are outside when I actually have a place inside in the winter. When the wind blows or when it rains I know what it's like to be outside and not everybody is as smart as I am or has the background that I have where I know to get gear or go into the correct place or do things the right way to survive. And the system is not helping these ppeople it wants to waste government money in a homeless industrial complex or whatever it is industrial complex so they can create jobs for themselves and go to gay lives and go to parties and this is one of the reasons that mother Teresa disapproved of having too much for the people involved in the charity work because it becomes about the people running the charity or organization trying to help the needy not about the needy themselves. 

Then it becomes exploitation. 

In order to really fight you have to know your rights and the way the law works the way our government works history and there are good people out there that are helping you and you don't know they're helping and they believe in you and you don't know they believe and there are good people that will help you if you go and find them. 

Also we learned something from our past mayor mayor mannino in Boston.. to turn enemies into allies was one of his sspecialties. 

So at least take heart and have a bit of hope when you read this link. Because it lets you know that things like this can happen and they do happen and that it is feasible. And maybe someday we can get the justice that we deserve for our lives that are llost. 

Monday, April 27, 2026

An Old Hawaii Five-O Episode Provides Inspiration To Weary Long Term Targets and Activists

 https://pluto.tv/on-demand/series/612d4b0486e1e0001672e570/season/10/episode/64246cf1aa2d690008dda5b6?utm_source=plutotv&utm_medium=share&utm_campaign=1000201&utm_content=1000735&utm_content_description=pluto_share&referrer=copy-link

Pluto TV is a free streaming app if you're on the move or don't wanna pay cable anymore.  

Be Aware of The 'for profit' Thrift Store You've Loved For Years-It Seems Changes In Business Mean Changes for Customer Experience

 Not going to mention company name becuz I don't want anyone pulling a 2016 and sending threatening emails so I get framed again. 

This chain of clothing stores is a thrift or second hand kind of store. They get alot of criticism due to their for-profit business model instead of being a nonprofit. However the non profit chains aren't so great either anymore with true humanity and often hire people who seem more interested in woke politics or in protecting corruption locally instead of just minding their own business and taking care of the needy or the disabled people they hire.

I want to add that alot of programs and organizations geared towards helping people became infiltrated so it seemed after 9/11. There are probably reasons for this but I won't deal with this now at some point I will address the issue as well as sight examples. Please remember that good people still exist and the genuine goodness of the people who used to work in many positions pre 9/11 are still out there you just have to find them. Also be aware that people nowadays have had what is good or caring redefined for them by the power structure dictating what is moral and what makes people 'good'.  Theres no more neighborhoods or true local culture so people are easily misled as to what is actually going on in the real world and with real people. The Internet is not real per se. It is another plane or dimension that's man made consisting of information about human reality.  Many people especially younger people don't know the difference. 

This thrift store chain is however very useful due to prices for clothing being lower and the ability to find older clothing which is now much better quality. Some locations are probably better than others depending on what the public donate. It's a great resource actually and has been for many years. 

With its large stores and variety of items as well as it's simple one word name it has been successful and I believe they are international. 

Recently in the past few years I've jnoticed a marked change in the experience of going to the store even different locations. The customers were a lot of trouble makers. Then very recently the employees have become problematic and customers are no longer causing trouble.

I could not figure this out until I began researching the business end of  the store chain company. 

It seems they changed ownership a few years ago and then again recently and on this time they've become publicly traded on the stock market. I think people working with the theories on this blog need to be aware when a company changes investors or owners and it seems very aware of going public for trading. 

It seems  becoming publicly traded means following politics and not strictly business.

Just a heads up.  

Saturday, April 25, 2026

The head of housing at this program I'm in smells like alcohol. That pickled smell when people are functioning alkies. Great. 

It seems like everything nowadays is politicized  and all the good people that worked for programs to help people are. Not those people specifically from the old days but those kinds of people The programs now the places we would go for help and safety and the people in them have changed everything has to be part of the system now. 

And of course unqualified people have to get hired everything is politics instead of ppeople and everything is an industrial complex The domestic violence industrial complex the homeless industrial complex. It never ends. 

Monday, April 20, 2026

Patriots Day 2026

 I hope everyone enjoyed another 'Clear Day' this year. Interestingly this holiday is only a state holiday not a federal one. The clarity was still present. 

Saturday, April 18, 2026

I'm staying in a dangerous situation because I depended on something other than my principles and my work. I will try my best to keep writing and moving forward. 

Wednesday, April 15, 2026

 New email address coming for readers to contact me. Patience please thank you

Thursday, April 9, 2026

Are Child Stars Targeted To Silence Exposing Abuse?

 

 Google AI comes up with this summarization: 

Yes, many former child stars have reported being targeted, coerced, or intimidated into silence regarding abuse to protect lucrative projects and professional reputations. Survivors allege that industry, including Nickelodeon and Disney, created environments allowing exploitation, with some facing intimidation, payouts, or threats of being blacklisted if they spoke out. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]" 

However it seems that beyond directly exposing abuse and perpetrators of abuse the system wants to ruin their lives, to destroy them. The 'bad luck' and bad outcomes are beyond what the odds are for a person experiencing abuse to end up with.

With  all the help out there and recovery it makes no sense. It seems more likely that these victims lives have been methodically and systematically destroyed over time by an organized network that's in place to defend against exposure that's been around for a very long time. 

The abuse is so severe and prevelant that the media seems to be more focused on easy to digest issues like #MeToo almost as a diversion from much more shocking or  serious issues.  

The theory that child stars are targeted individuals makes sense.  

Sunday, April 5, 2026

Tuesday, March 31, 2026

Covert Action Magazine: Suspicious Circumstances of Ron Brown's Airplane Crash

 

Was Ron Brown, Clinton’s Secretary of Commerce, Murdered by the Clintons to Save Their Presidency? (2022 article)

 https://covertactionmagazine.com/2022/01/08/was-ron-brown-clintons-secretary-of-commerce-murdered-by-the-clintons-to-save-their-presidency/

This came up randomly and I realized that the anniversary date is just days away so it seems appropriate.  

Saturday, March 21, 2026

I Was Warned Tonight

 Went to do errands today. This evening people were walking by and this man was talking to someone next to him. He passed  by and as he did he looked at me as he said to his friend something about trying to get "her" to kill herself or commit suicide. 

There's something called 'Directed Conversation' and it can be useful as well as harmful. 

I understand now..   

Tuesday, February 3, 2026

Pervs Are Exploiting Loopholes on Sh*t Sites Like Temu to Access Doll Heads for their Sick Sex Toys

 https://www.abc.net.au/news/2025-10-26/child-sex-dolls-sold-on-temu-and-shein/105636720

 I f*cking hate Temu. It and anything like it should be illegal in the USA. I'm not getting lectured by the psychos over at the WEF to eat bugs and "own nothing and like it" or listening to an entire generation of misguided kids influenced by industry plant Greta  Thornbooger just so assholes can buy total garbage that is indeed a huge problem for waste, mass consumerism and sadly shopping addictions especially people with mania. 

Also I keep gettingTemu ads on my phone or tablet for Temu that are great examples of subliminals in aadvertising. Things look like naked chicks chicks and bikinis or other weird stuff like d*ildos then when you look closely it's completely innocent objects. 

Kind of foolish to send those ads to me because I'm going to use them in myconspiracy theory blog about subliminals in advertising. I probably get them because I use a different browser and email then this one. 

I'll dig up some screenshots and post them here. 

But I wouldn't put it past them to do stuff like this and I've seen some of the pictures of the doll heads it's pretty creepy.  

Funny thread on Reddit about a subliminal Temu ad: 

https://www.reddit.com/r/confusing_perspective/comments/12v3dg2/this_ad_for_a_massager_with_an_attached_suction/ 

omg .. I was just looking at another image on Google and when I pulled up the page there was a Temu ad very small banner at bottom.Interestingly there's a rat caught in a trap. That seems odd. Guess they don't like people ratting them out. 


 

Friday, January 23, 2026

if you're in the Boston area be careful of dealer ship plates on cars

 A lot of people with dealership plates or plates that say dealer or plates that have numbers and letters that aren't normal when you looked them up their dealer plates. These people are doing a lot of harassment

Thursday, January 22, 2026

Survivorship: How To Stay Safe at a Conference on Mind Control

 https://survivorship.org/survivorship-articles/how-to-avoid-being-mind-controlled-at-a-conference/

 

Lately I have been trying to see if any of these new groups and conference calls are helpful and sadly they Don't seem to have any sort of content that is genuinely helpful to people whom are working with the being targeted theory. Specifically those who have come to the conclusion did they may be targeted due to being involved involuntarily in projects like MK ultra or having family that comes from a cult background such as some of the more extreme offshoots of LDS etc (The old conference calls in the old days freedom from covert harassment group we had a lot of genuine survivors and a few of them claimed to be running from extreme offshoots of LDS). I've been to Southwest for many years believe me things out there like that do exist. 

The new conference call scene is claimed by some to be nothing more than just The newer version of the oold intelligence Honey pots. Which is a slang term in the intelligence world for something to attract you and draw you in and keep you busy or give you a false sense of security while ddivertingyou and wasting your time so you don't seek legitimate help like a lawyer etc. they even have a group with a lawyer and I haven't checked that out yet but I will. 

You have to understand how ridiculous some of the stuff was in the old conference calls but actually there seem to have been more genuine survivors and people claiming to be targeted and there was more discussion going on among genuine people. 

A few of the calls I've gone on the people do seem genuine but the hosts are questionable as usual and oddly enough a lot of the people coming in that are new that are targeted seem less concerned less worried less scared and more all over the place than we did in the old days. I think this is due to the internet being around now and the phones being in our hands and everything being so eeasy. It's actually having a negative effect on the TI community because people seem so connected that when they're targeted it's not as much of a big deal which is kind of scary. And I'm sure that's by design in the long run. 

I used to call these things on the conference calls in the early mid-2000s I used to refer to them as holding areas for the little fishies. It did seem an awful lot llike separate little river ways that go to one big pond where they want you to be collected and held in a containing area That's what it seemed like back then. 

And you can never trust these conference calls because some of the crap that was going on and those calls in the old days and I will totally tell you stories at some point because they're ridiculous lol, some of that stuff was so outrageously obvious and people were so naive back then it was really sad. 

And I feel like the world was more genuine than and it seemed as if that older '60s '70s generation that actually believes in going against the system effectively it seems like they were still around back then and we actually had a bigger chance then then we do nowadays. 

People are more self-absorbed and they just don't seem to care about things that are happening around them as long as they do with their supposed to do with the prescribed feel good activism oonline or going to some protest where they're told if they believe whatever the new morality is they're not going to get canceled and they're okay and they don't have to do anything else. 

At the same time this has been happening over the last 10 years we we've also had a huge campaign it's been very subtle but ongoing and very iinsistent on making targeted individuals look as if they're completely delusional without investigation and the gang stalking is a ridiculous concept as well as linking or trying to link loan shooters with targeted individuals. 

So a lot has changed since 2007 or so.

And it seems as if those new conference calls are indeed the same holding areas run by the same people that they were before they've come up with a nice new formula which is to not be as overtly ridiculous about misdirecting and misguiding people as well as giving targeted individuals or people thinking they're targeted, a lot of time and attention and a safe place to go in The conference call is if it's like sort of a 12-step meeting in a way and actually I wish it was run more like a 12-step meeting because it would probably be more helpful but when your intention is to misdirect and not help you don't want that do you? 

At some point I want to try to get something going and there's going to be a height and sense of security and there's going to be the ability to shut people's microphones off and their telephones and make it to this no interference no background noise and no fooling around. And there should be some kind of actual ccontent not just trying to tell people working with the target individuals and gang stalking theory that they should just go along in life and put up with it and flourish. 

This is the result of many years of those of us who are successful in getting out of the jails institutions and death that the gang stocking system wants you in especially using technology in a way that no other generation had before. Now what they've done is they've simply co-opted out of our playbooks. 

One of the key things that is very suspicious about the calls is that they don't know anything about all of the prior really hard-working long suffering actual real targeted individuals who went through a lot to do online activism and pass the torch on to others. All they know is this insular little world of the conference calls that seems to come out of this small group of people from the original freedom from covert harassment calls. A lot of them are African American they push Christianity and I smell old school cointelepro big ttime. I've also called one of the conference calls before just to get information about these new ones and had a lot of the people in it from the old conference calls that we're doing a lot of misdirecting and were a pain in the ass and now they've become even stronger. One woman was complaining "I've been listening to the same three people talking for 2 hours"..what's up with that how come I can't speak and no one else can? Is essentially what she was saying. That was clue and red flag number one as I listened quietly for a few moments. And of course they get off topic and off subject and they talk about other shit in the news and stuff like that it has absolutely nothing to do with a horrible situation that most people would be really concerned about talking about instead of talking about shit in the news. 

Then I pipe up and start asking about some conference calls that are local to me and I had to butt in because these people just kept talking taking over the whole goddamn conference call and I was in a hurry and I guess I sounded in a hurry but I was polite and this black guy is old old school sounding black guy starts saying I sound like I'm on meth which is really irritating especially because I was living in a place where the kids started to smoke meth and I had to run away and leave because I can't be around any kind of drugs because I had him only apartment that made me sick and I have chemical sensitivity. So the last thing I would want to be around is any kind of anything in the air to make me sick so that really pissed me off more than anything but then again you have to think was that by design? Because they know everything about you in theory and they would know that you're living with some kid that's getting into drugs on the methadone clinic which is fine cuz that doesn't affect me but then he's starting to do drugs that go into the air and make you sick so they would know shit like that because they're intelligence connected people and being bastards and they turn around and they say something fucked up like that  that because I'm under pressure and I'm trying to get work done and I'm in a horrible situation IM THE ONE THAT SOUNDS LIKE I'M ON METH????

If you're sitting there talking do entire conference call and you won't shut up and let other people talk and somebody butts in that's your fucking response? Again old coin telepro people and old perps. 

I fucking ignored it completely because I know exactly what those people are about in fact I remember their stupidity from the old conference calls and these are the same fucking people. Nobody should be that aggressive and attack somebody coming into a call that simply has questions there's something wrong with that and yet again a red flag. 

I thought we were supposed to all be targeted and the gang stalkers are picking on us and bullying us why in the fuck would you do that in the fucking conference call? 

I just ignored it cuz these people are all idiots especially fucking with me cuz I'm smarter than they are. And if I had money I would actually find out who every single one of these people is on that call and I would fucking check them out and have a private detective that wasn't blowing smoke up my ass check them out and find out who the fuck these people are and why are they so fucking goddamn full of shit feel lucky I don't have the goddamn money to split apart that little fucking party because it's wasting a lot of people's goddamn ttime. And if I ever do get time and money you'll be betting I'll be fucking breaking up that damn party I don't care who the fuck is funding it. 

Aside from my personal anger and how disgusting it is to waste people's time who are struggling and suffering... That's The danger and that's why I'm posting this now because you have to watch out for red fflags. The problem is that people are the newcomers don't know what to watch out for. And now we have a kinder gentler machine gun hand as Neil Young once said making fun of George Bush's speech. 

Now we have a kinder gentler holding area for targeted individuals probably run by intelligence people. And you have no idea how hard this was in the fucking old days if you're just doing this now people would do crazy shit over the phone to this dday unless you have one of those people that's a TI in the group with an engineering background which we used to have those people and army people as well and lots of military people people that could explain how the technology worked it doesn't seem those people are around anymore probably cuz they know these calls are full of shit lol however people would explain how this was working I mean how the fuck do you do some crazy shit like that through a phone? How do you make a whole group of people nauseous through a phone? I mean they used to talk about weapons like this and now of course they don't use them anymore because somebody could actually record somebody doing something like that. 

They did a lot of scary evil nasty shit in the old days and you have no idea how much harder this was and it is now because nobody had phones and nobody had cameras. But it actually would have been easier to get legal help back then if you could prove it. 

Now the whole thing is completely treated as if it's a non-issue. I can't wait to see how ridiculous the fucking conference call with the lawyer iis.

Anyway all that being said some actual real people that genuinely care about TI's and those are survivors of mind control to me they're getting lost in the mix they don't even seem to be around anymore they're from another generation and they're getting older and their content is getting lost which I'm of course again is probably by design. 

The people on this conference call didn't even know who Eleanor White was. Right there that's a red flag. 

One of the groups that many people had depended on for years is called survivorship and it's for people like Neil brick and again I don't know how genuine any of these people are but their work seems to be very helpful as opposed to some conference call that tells you to just keep on keeping on instead of talking about the deeper issues involved in being targeted. 

One of the things I found interesting because I'm always rediscovering new stuff as I grow an age I see things that I didn't see before while reading the same content over again years llater. What's interesting in this link that I'm going to post is there's a part called Observing Others. It's telling you to observe others while you're at one of these mind control conferences. And in it the author writes a lot about what I now understand is called NLP and it's a form of psychology that can be abused to control people especially those who are survivors of mind control projects and/or programming. 

I used to call it 'tactical gesturing'. And I'm going to do a video on it because I feel like people really need to know I'm going to use the proper terms and references wherever I can find them in the other lliterature. Because when I made a video on it I am forever bitter because when I was framed my lawyer who was working for the other side like they all were decided to try to say that there was something wrong with my video that I made on this subject of course you have to remember at that time my blog was on trial and all if it's content not me and not trying to find out who actually sent the three emails threatening law enforcement which would have been pretty easy The point was to try to frame me for it. 

So because I wouldn't back down they thought they would try to stop me by saying that I was mental or something was wrong with me which didn't work either. 

And again I had a lot of help so it wasn't going to work anyway. Just like I'll have help again just you try anything so don't even bother. 

Anyway I'll do a video this time that actually makes a little more sense and doesn't have just my little coined terms for it. Just because I didn't know the proper terms doesn't mean I didn't know what they were and what was going on. There's very talented musicians that are famous that never knew how to read music and always had their own little coined terms for things but that didn't mean that they weren't able to compose music without the official school knowledge. 

It's kind of the same thing I was on the right track I just didn't have the appropriate information to describe it. And I certainly do not appreciate it being used to make me look like there's something wrong with me but I'll take care of those people later on with my own llawyers. And exposés and books etc. 

I'm very impressed about how this lists a lot of tactical gesturing or now we know it's called NLP and gesturing generally that can intimidate someone or be used as a form of abuse of pavlovian psychology. These things are also used in NNLP by making it so that pavlovian psychology is abused and your anchored or sensitized to a gesture and that's used to reinforce constantly. 

That's coming very very handy nowadays because like I said people didn't have any recording equipment on hand in the old days so they could just come up and do whatever the hell they wanted to now things are set up more like East German stassi and it's been very useful to use NLP to let somebody know that they're being gang stalked when nobody else would notice a gesture as opposed to outright confronting the person or doing something crazy in front of tthem to them in a public place. 

So this survivorship piece lists some of the most common gestures used to intimidate. One that I know of that many people have experienced is somebody putting their hands in the form that looks like a gun shooting. Laughably that was done to me recently in a laundromat by a complete nutcase who is messing with me and my partner and I actually have it on video. There's no way that somebody that crazy would get that crazy about a laundry machine and then do all kinds of creepy gesturing One of them was the gun. 

You also have to remember that I've been framed up and they tried to make it look like I was going to do some kind of violent act against authorities or other people bbecause somebody wrote emails under my name using material from my public blog and because I'm a public person with a public blog it's easy to take my stuff off my blog and reframe it and sign my name to it with a threat. So therefore if you're framing me up as someone that's going to do a shooting or violence it would make sense to use the gun gesture to intimidate me because you're reminding me that you control everything with your stupid frame up. 

You just have to ignore this stuff and do what the survivorship blog says which is to have a safe person with you and watch out for ggesturing.

I recall I was in Arizona when I was traveling especially for my health which I had to do because I had to moldy apartment perhaps on purpose but it saved my life to go there every year it was for health reasons as it made the mold a lot better and traveling prevented early onset Alzheimer's from the brain ddamage..

I remember I think I was at the DMV for some reason and I rrecall people were approaching me out of the corner of my eye you got this sense that they were testing peripheral vision. Now this is very important to them because if you have extremely good peripheral vision then they're going to try to do gesturing as much as they can for the rest of your goddamn life until you're probably old and blind and it's really irritating. Because they know you can see stuff out of the corner of your eye. Also I was some place that was infiltrated well-known feminist women's center in Cambridge and at the time I didn't realize but the place was completely infiltrated and I remember one woman who knew exactly who I was and who I what I was capable of and I didn't know who she was turn to someone else and said "she's extremely observant" as if to defend me or deter that person from picking on me for some reason. 

Well if you're the prototype of the super soldier or you have MK ultra going on and both her grandparents are US Marines and your mother is a documented radiation experimentee and your theory is is that your MK ultra then it would make sense to to choose somebody who's genetics give them a huge advantage like being extremely observant having excellent peripheral vision and I used to have 20/10 vision as the nnorm maybe even sharper. I joke that it's sniper vision with the doctors and they don't think it's funny lol. When I started having 20/20 vision that's when it's blurry for me. 

So they know that you have 2010 vision they know that you have extremely good peripheral vision more than most people and they know you're extremely observant. That's why they use gesturing constantly all the time and people are doing it all the time when they walk by you and it gets really irritating because they take advantage of the things that should be putting you ahead of other human beings and making you superior and giving you as an advantage they make sure it becomes your disadvantage. 

So it's not just used as NLP to control you or intimidate you it's not just used it conferences to get you all screwed up when you're trying to get help for being a mind control survivor working with that ttheory. It can be used in gang stalking theoretically. 

The key is to try to not get anchored or sensitized to any one gesture. For years they try to do this to certain people and nothing works and then at a certain age in a week moment within my emotional stress with enough of a stressor or a life event then they get yyou. And you were in prison for the rest of your life without one gesture. 

One thing I can suggest if you are sensitized and it's really annoying to just walk out the door cuz you have to deal with this clownage. I've always thought that trying to go to a psychologist without telling them what's really going on and asking them how you would unanchor or desensitize yourself from such a situation without describing it directly maybe a psychologist who sympathetic would tell you how to undo what they have done abusing pavlovian psychology and NLP. 

I mean the gun gesture does scare me a little bit because I was framed for being violent when I have no violent history and laughably even now you can clearly see that in my local area they're trying to make it look like I'm violent. I even had a person in Brookline in a park make fun oof what the system was doing even though they kind of were saying it in a mean way to me in spite of themselves they help me by letting me know that that's exactly what I'm being looked at as somebody who's planning some kind of horrible massacre or something. Which is absolutely ridiculous but when you tell one lie which is what the system did here in 2016 you have to keep telling more lies to cover your fucking ass and I don't you? 

So basically once they frame you then they have to try to like make it look like that you're wrong the whole time and they're going to keep using this gesturing thing this NLP thing either to intimidate you scare you or to get you going so that you do look like there's something wrong with yyou.

And with all these immigrants I don't mean to be mean but there's a lot of people with visa problems and they're squeezing them right now and there's a lot of drugs and a lot of traffic of children that's why they want all these people here the elites the perverts the scumbags in office that's why they want these people here because they come from complete shit holes and especially Central America where it's George George Bush destroyed these people when his he was in office in the '80s with those secret wars in Central AAmerica. And these people are wounded and hurt and they just don't have what Mexican seem to have they just don't have that fight in them a friend of mine told me that the warrior class was destroyed in Central America and it wasn't destroyed in Mexico that's why the cultures are different. .

I mean in a lot of these countries either MS-13 is running the show or then the government runs the show and puts away the MS 13 members and they take innocent people and put them away so either way these fucking people constantly are being oppressed by some abuse of power. 

Which is why they want them in this part of the country because they're obedient they're a little bit more dim than other kinds of Spanish people they keep to themselves they're very all about themselves they don't really reach out they don't like other kinds of people they work they have babies and they'll vote Democrat and to be honest with you if I was running the show here in my state I would do the same thing because we do need new blood and we need people that are going to work and don't have a rebellious streak and I'm telling you something these people are the best house slaves I've ever seen and they certainly have no rebellious streak at all. 

I mean they will gang stock anybody in about 2.5 fucking seconds if it gets them what the fuck they want or just because they are so clicky and into each other and into themselves and into their language and their culture and what they want they're very eexclusionary. And the young males will start trouble with any woman when when The young males are about high school age up until the time they have children. And that is not other kinds of Spanish people especially Mexicans. I have never seen any other kind of Latino people be rude to older women. .

So these people are completely dedicated to whoever gives them a job or whoever is in power and the way Massachusetts is I can understand why that would be the best choice for them. 

It just isn't the best choice for me because it's aggravating as fuck every single goddamn day which which of course works out for the people that frame me. 

By the way I Don't understand anybody in authority that goes up against me or anybody working for authority going up against me because if you go up against me you're working for the bad guys. Do you want to support Jeffrey Epstein and all that mess go the fuck aahead. But let's be clear if you go up against someone like me you side with the bad guys. Now the people that I just wrote about Don't seem like they even know who the bad guys are the good guys are. They just want what they want and because they come from some place that's so oppressed they have absolutely no concept of the Constitution. 

So it works out well for those in power. 

Then again it makes it easier to iignore. But a lion covered in ants May still be a lion that can ignore the ants but enough ants are going to destroy a big animal eventually by eating away at it every second of every day. 

That's why moving around is best just like cointel pro on once they get you in one place and know your routines you're done. Unfortunately I can't travel right now I have family obligations and I'm responsible unlike the people that do the organized harassment.  

So remember there are genuine people out there and there is genuine help it's just you have to do a lot of research and be smart. You're not going to find easy answers outside among the public and you're not going to find easy answers on conference calls. In fact it's really easy to misdirect you.

It takes a lot of hard work to get out of programming and to make sure you're not stifled or put down in some wway. 

And I'm an example of what happens when you do use all the resources on the internet and you start to win they'll just fucking frame you and make something up about you. So always pay attention because my problem is I didn't pay attention to key people that were protecting me either dying off or leaving office or retiring. 

 The safety and security that you have can change at any time. Ironically you're more like those people emigrating here from war zone or political unrest where nothing is ever safe and nothing ever llasts as an American in your own country then they are as new Americans. 

Your safety doesn't last everything changes depending on who's in office with new agendas. And nothing is ever ssafe or guaranteed. And if you do make it out of programming they give you a new maze to live in and it's called gangstalking. 

In theory of course. 

I hope the link helps you and I hope you can get something out of survivorship the way I did so many years ago. And I'm still getting things out of it reading things I did not see before clearly perhaps I did not have use for them at the time. 

That is a sign of real research and actually useful information you skim over it again years later and new things appear to you that are uuseful. 

 

 

 

 Thank you for all your moral support. I didn't put anything on here for financial support because I didn't really need it I can still struggle through with all the help I've received over the years I know I can build a life for myself. I have lots of friends and people that care helping. I'm going to say the course I'm on and see if I can make it work. I hope someday to repay all the helpful people who have helped me. 

The next post will be something actually concerning with this blog is supposed to be about not my personal struggles lol 

Sunday, January 18, 2026

 I took that down because if someone is surveilled it's harder for them to be harmed or disappear. Got it 

Friday, January 9, 2026

website/blog of note: Government Sponsored Stalking Info

 https://govsponsoredstalking.info/?p=5021

https://govsponsoredstalking.info/ 

This person seems to appear a genuine Targeted Individual. This post has a very useful sentence that states our plight very simply: 

.."but that is what happens when you don't move or grow and someone keeps bothering you". 

It is hard to get anything done when someone or someone's keeps bothering you! 

This person tells of their own struggles functioning as a targeted person but also has some information.

Again like a lot of blogs and such there's claims that don't have any evidence or proof like it's government run harassment or masons etc. Even if this were true there's no way to stop it as of today. 

TIs aren't bad people or mentally ill (but long term targeting of a person can cause 'mental illness'). Unless they are genuinely having perception or brain problems or disinformation agents. They are often confused, tired, exhausted (even to the point of battle fatigue sometimes), frustrated and desperate for answers and relief. Things may occur to them that fit at a certain time that arent factual or logical and later on seem inaccurate. It is irresponsible to post content like this but often it's unavoidable. 

That's why we must sift through information to find what is useful and not just take in content blindly. 


Rational Wiki isn't Rational at All

 Targeted Individuals on Rational Wiki

https://adjkjc.github.io/bit.ly/2z5IcKu.html

Obviously Rational Wiki isn't rational because each targeted person's claims would have to be investigated properly and a lot of information would have to be taken in and reviewed before making any decisions or judgements about the validity of someone's claims. 

It's sad that in this country with our amazing Constitution and resources and education that something like this piece of disinformational crap can exist. 

 When it comes to tackling the hard realities of life anything 'wiki' is completely useless. 

Tuesday, January 6, 2026

 Stop throwing shit at the door and windows or I'm going to find out who you are and make your life miserable.. 

I like this place but it's a cesspool of political corruption

 How hard do you think the affore mentioned task would be due to the latter statement? Not very. 

Just be niicccee like when I got here.

I really don't care about people who live around me who may think they know.

 

Trust me 

 They don't.

Let's have a nice productive winter. Nice and friendly like.