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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Harvard. MIT and the elite Areas Are Dangerous/Going To Find A Place To Be Myself Again

I've come to fully realize that America is done. Its populated by people who don't care. Don't care about anything other than money, their own egos and making fun of anything that interferes with them being able to remain spoilt brats who are totally irresponsible world citizens.
Defending your country now means being a total asshole and giving in to the powers that force you to remain an oppressed idiot.

Being around Harvard and MIT in Cambridge is totally self destructive. These institutions are responsible for a lot of what's going on right now as well as every inch of Cambridge seems psycho managed and monitored by 'eye in the sky' and see through the wall technologies.
People keep hinting to me over the years in different locations across the US to get away from the cameras. The surveillance and security systems that are everywhere nowadays.

The hospitals and doctors I go to are either in on my campaign and don't do their jobs leaving me sick or damaged or they do actual harm to me when treating me.
That's been going on for years and for me to believe that it will stop is naive. Deception and false hope is what the TI runs on after the initial destruction of our lives.

Harvard and MIT are extremely dangerous. What I've been doing here all these years I don't know.
Probably the system's been stringing me along with false hope and wasting my time so I would end up in ill health with nothing still just as I am now.

Most of the metro Boston area is psycho managed. Its horrible to live in. Anywhere there is anything connected to Harvard University is monitored by sophisticated means as well as psycho managed with technologies.

Americans generally don't seem to care about Fukushima radiation on the west coast or the effects from the Carlsbad NM nuclear accident. Many Americans are simply unaware such things are even occurring.

The culture is so incredibly stupid. And once you can see the deceptiveness in the eyes of the people in the entertainment industry-every dumb talk show, ad and even 'alternative' stuff is now some of the worst-you know this culture nothing but diversionary and that humanity is doomed.

After you can see clearly what's really going on you realize how dangerous this country really is and how its never going to be capable of changing or recovering its dignity.

Harvard is totally out of control. They do whatever they want in total lawlessness and no one can stop them. I never realized how much Harvard is and MIT-just the east coast elite generally are responsible for so much evil all over the world.

Whatever I believed in that existed in Harvard Sq was a deception. My parents met there etc and it was always open to people trying to find their way. Whatever the original forefathers built here is now blocked and its soul has been ripped out by the NWO. Like every other 'special place' all across the country.

The same goes for believing in the United States.
Just look at the statue of liberty. Its Lucifer or Baphomet in a frickin dress, that's all. Look at how masculine the face is. How stern and cold.

Its a guy for f*cks sake.

Perfect, hard features. Expectant and demanding of perfection and excellence. Luciferian.

Give me your tired and your poor, yes perhaps but no one tells you the price you pay from yourself and from humanity ONCE YOU GET HERE for a 'good life'.

People keep playing up my gang stalking campaign like its making me stronger or some military mindset nonsense. All its done is destroy and do evil.

This is all a cover for MK Ultra human experimentation and continued behavior modification.

It appears that about 70% of the Cambridge/Boston area if not more know about this and know who I am.

And some percentage of the population in every city and town across the USA.

People don't want to solve problems, they want to play games in the US. Especially the people in this area who actually really believe they are better than me becuz they were recieved education and I was denied education and brain damaged to force me to lose my intelligence, health, looks and talents.

America is nothing but evil war criminals and I no longer want any part of it. All they are going to do is continue to amuse themselves with my demise.

Why stay?

all of this of course is the results of my being heavily targeted.

The people involved in the cover story could care less about mk ultra or deprogramming or my pain and suffering.
Everyone locally is more concerned with covering up the fact that the cover stories involve adult entertainment companies and services that are connected to drugs, organized crime and pedo networks and would be highly incriminating and embarrassing for me to reveal in part or in its entirety how these services work.

That's all they care about and the whole area has some vested interest in the multiple vices tied into those organizations and services.

It would also make my other claims more believable. That its all connected to Satanism and the military industrial complex, universities and private contractors, law enforcement. Hospitals.

I'm clear now due to the time of night, the fact its the weekend and going into Sunday and my location. But I won't be clear tomorrow and especially next week during weekdays.

Getting any justice here is impossible or writing an expose. So is thinking straight or acting with common sense.

Everyone around me is fake, most of them work for the system handling me and getting info out id me or attempting to be my handlers.

Its easy to control someone whos brain damaged and been isolated for si long from genuine people and their own lives.
Target the person really hard during the day make sure they have no sanctuary and surround them with informants who are fake friends. It probably pays well and many of them are either into drugs, dealing or in trouble for kiddie porn, work with crooked cops or misguidedly work for what seems legit like military or feds.

It has been very clever to curb all my options to be able to be alone or be somewhere safe away from people or street people.

The fed will claim I'm a victim witness that must be watched but if anyone jows what's really going on in the USA it is they that create most terrorist incidents and assist the Intel networks. Its more cover for MK Ultra and behavior modification.

If I finally run to them and confess what litw I know then mk ultra and interrogation using torture on a programmed person who is compartment alized will have been successful.

They don't give a f*ck about any cases or solving crimes. They already know who is doing what and could have caught the guilty parties by now. And prevented the countless suffering of many individuals who are being exploited.

If they cared about what I knew they would have given me a subpoena during the federal investigation in early 2000s. Somebody would have told me what was going on.

Instead they chose to either be part of the harassment or sit back and let it occur from other parties perpetrating it.

This is an ongoing cover for MK ultra behavior modification.

What they genuinely want is for every American citizen to submit their wills to a corrupt fed or FBI or police force etc and basically become wiring informants as an act of surrendering to ongoing torture and intimidation.

They will not rest until every citizen is a brainwashed drone of the NWO.
No privacy, no pride no sense of self or sepersteness. One MUST become part of the hive.

This is behavior mod on a large scale. Mass mind control.

They are basically containing someone who knows what's going on for life like a prison sentence, though I appear to be free and independent the Self I put forth is totally fake. Its to cope with having to live hiding what's really happened.

This system will never let me go and its easy for them with how brain damaged I am, targeted and without resourses to escape.

But never giving MA the satisfaction of gloating over destroying me again b leaving the country would be enough.

I hate how controlled I am in the USA and I am tired of forming alters (fake personalities) in order to function and live in the USA.

I need to find a place I can rebuild what's left id my true Self, the person I really am I was healing before I got abducted into this system in 2003.





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