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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Friday, January 21, 2011

http://targetedsurvivor.blogspot.com/2011/01/cover-stories.html

3 comments:

  1. I guess you're right. It seems like there is enormous pressure to give up and just quit, just erase everything in an attempt to just live your life. That makes sense that they would work that into the campaigns as well, to get us to cave in and quit. I still haven't seen any updates from GMB Bailey/Gangstalking since around Dec. 16. Well, she did mention taking some "time off", because she was getting her dreams messed with.

    Well, that is a constant thing they do with targets. I have had many experiences to drain me of my energy while sleeping. For example, this week, I had one dream that I was awake and was trying to get to sleep. When I awoke from this dream, I found that I didn't feel rested at all like I should have been from sleeping that long (1-2 hours). One dream, they captured and recorded something a girl was telling me in my dream, and kept replaying it over and over again at certain intervals (every 5 seconds), and it persisted into my awakened state. In my dream, I realized right away what happened, as that thing the girl kept saying was out of sync with the rest of the dream action. Also, I get occasional dreams of being in a haunted house, where I'd be alone, there is nobody home, and I hear a voice saying one word. I realize at the time it is a hallucination voice, but this is within my dream. So I realize they can induce voices in dreams, and overlay them somehow with hallucinations.

    At the beginning, they were using V2K to blast me awake, but they started getting sophisticated with "waking dreams", and "waking hallucinations", where there is a voice saying one word, repetitively, but it had been captured from my inner voice or my dreams. This all has to be related to remote neural monitoring. I'll bet they have a system that is far more sophisticated that RNM, though. Remember the lawsuit on RNM, was from 1990 or so. So, 21 years later, they have to be doing things far more sophisticated.

    I'll bet those visions they're giving you serves the purpose that you'll blog about them, so the assholes at the bottom level can discredit us as being crazy. But what can you say... the lawsuit is from 1990, detailing the level of sophistication, and they are capturing things my dream "characters" are saying and replaying them back to me over and over in an awakening state. That is easy for them to do. Of course, nobody cares about that at the lower levels, because they'd rather stay dumb or keep everyone else dumb by saying oh why would the govt. do that or that stuff is only theoretical.

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  2. One thing my mom asked me when I mentioned Remote Neural Monitoring: she said "how did you find out about that?" Interesting that 2 years later when I mentioned it to her she just said "that's called schizophrenia". She also would say "Oh no don't tell me you are losing it and need meds?"

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  3. Yeah, I guess that would be a goal, to make us TI's feel icky and undesirable, especially if they fail in beating us down enough. I personally feel like I'm being punished for having talent. That seems like a goal of theirs, too -- make us feel like bastards for actually being able to think and play instruments, paint, or fix things, whatever it is we can do. The rest of these fuckers are so arrogant... people that don't know me are downright self-righteous and have this air of arrogance to counter their jealousy.

    Basically, we face daily a bunch of ordinary average helpless beings who can't seem to get over themselves because they think or were made to think that we think we're so much better than they are. Or whatever whine they come up with. I used to here whining to that extent before everyone saw that I was being beaten down. Now they just have this smug arrogant look. But that's just because they have no inner power nor beauty; only contempt.

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