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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Monday, January 3, 2011

I have to get out of here...system is winning

Ah the magic of dissolving old memories and a kinder, gentler system of hypnotic 'suggestion' during the height of the Obama administration.

Once again, feel free to go f*ck yourselves.

People who are targeted as well as people who know what is really going on are NOT going to give in that easily. I cannot BELIEVE that I was swayed even this far this particicular time.

Tangerine from Led Zep came on. I hardly could recognize it. ANd i know that song like the back of my hand. All recall connected to it was almost wiped sa well. All memory of my old life.

I couldnt find the video clip (sad really). Maybe one of you with tech at home could create a clip of this movie scene and put on YouTube. Conan the Barbarian for all its old age by now is still a very useful movie for the situation we are in for inspiration from our culture's version of mythology. The upper classes of ancient Greece and Rome knew of the valuable lessons for them as leaders and military men that were woven into the fables and myths of their culture. The age of the movie or story we take lesson from has no value. Its the timelessness of the lesson itself and much of what has been created in the past is now very valuable and pertinent or perhaps these were things that man always needed to remember to fight for freedom and liberty but our culture as it is now has forgotten..fallen into a sleep really and these tales will serve to keep these lessons alive.

Here at least is a page dedicated to the scene I feel is so important to demonstrate the problem of being hypnotized into sleep and the danger of forgetting what our mission is and becoming a slave of the serpent-like hypnosis of a corrupt, evil overlord.
http://www.moviedeaths.com/conan_the_barbarian/thulsa_doom/

If you can watch this scene from the movie its a better example. This is what basically occurs when the overt gang stalking ceases and you are left with your memories and alot of continued systematic ignoring of you and denial by the public in general (who are aware of what is going on).
As of now there seems to be a very consistent use of tech-as-management instead of tech as torture during Bush, along with alot of the horrors that went along with that administration. I cannot believe that their whole plan is to hypnotize people back to sleep as of nothing ever happened and have individual TI's as well as an entire nation 'forget' about being abused, lied to, mistreated and terrorized.

As a nation you now understand what its like to be abducted, have horrible things done to you under a sort of anestesia and then woken up to deny it ever happened becuz tha tis what thsi has all been akin to.

I watched MST 3000 the other day. A funny little show reminicent of what Fire Sign Theatre used to do to movies but they did it to lots of different material. Both were practicing a form of Surrelist art that deconstructs in order to make a new constrution in the conshusness. I just couldnt relax and laugh. It reminded me of what my life was like in the 90's, when things were normal. Its like this whole thing was to get rid of that mentality or people's ability to be able to have that kind of command over their reality, their surroundings, their conshusness.

Whats going on is still very dangerous. I believe it IS indeed Nazi driven and it has alont to do with the book "The Way of the WASP by bush's old speech writer where all cultures that dont fit into thier idea of what is proper and controlled must be eliminated.

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