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Saturday, December 20, 2008

torture and depression

http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_qa3912/is_200106/ai_n8986665

http://www.mcmanweb.com/dysthymia.html (too bad targets cant talk to anyone and the other suggested therapies. This is why it kills some TI's.)

good peice:http://www.dabatem.org/index.php?page=icerik&id=13&pn=1

http://scienceweek.com/2005/sb050107-5.htm (ordinary people as torturers).

http://www.cvt.org/main.php/Advocacy/TortureisUn-American/EffectsofPsychologicalTorture

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The horor Days are coming: Xmas and New Years. For all TI's it may be more difficult, I know for survivors of TBMC it can be just unbearable. Things may be closed and accessing resouces will be difficult. When I was younger the hammer would just come down during this time..memories would cut me mentally. Remember how badly the system wants you gone for whatever thier reasons are. That is what this is really about and dont give it to them. If you read up more on torture and its affects especially sophisticated phycological torture like TI's experience you will see that you are probably reacting perfectly normally to your situation.
What I would like to see a peice on is how the addition of systematic ignoring by the aware as well as the unawareness of the general public adds into the equation.

These two factors are what really have the affect of wiping the personality and causing things like becoming docile and forgetting what happened. I beleive that denying the victim the reality of thier own life is the final insult.

1 comment:

  1. "I beleive that denying the victim the reality of thier own life is the final insult."


    That is poignant, Even for ordinary TI's not mind control or psychotronic weapon victims, the fact that you can find no affiormation or validation of your experience makes it extra rough. In fact many mentsal health providers are in on it, and will use any discussion about the harassment to label the target as mentally ill or paranoid, whichis whsat they are aiming for.
    Remember that in this twisted season of religious "spiritual" materialism, that God sees all, and we all must reckon with God when our time is over. I dont believe anyone/religion who says they know this or tyat about God conclusively, all I know is ive gotten a couple signs, and believe God is just.

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