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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Getting harassed a bit @ Emerson..not the usual

I was just in Emerson today to make a quick stop to look up a few things and this rent-a-cop who has been eyeing me for a while lately outside had to come up and start prowling around and being very intimidating in a veiled threat kind of way.

This is the same guy who I caught eyeing me up yesterday when I was in Dunkin that his beat as well? Which is it? D&D or Emerson? Or the whole sidewalk? He actually went by me in the hallway while I had my bag in this chair and I was standing up...he looked at me and it was real threatening. He WAS stalking me essentially and I say this becuz cops who are in on this do the same 'type' of routine as this every time. It IS stalking of the TI.

Believe me I know this man is a problem and not an honest guy...

Now, the security company downstairs went through the ID thing with me months ago and I was checked out before I was allowed to come up here becuz they had some thefts in the summer due to high school kids getting in here too easily.

Now all the security people know me...why did Mr. Rent-a-flat foot not just ASK them about me?? And also the staff here has seen me. This is the typical way that the perps have to operate..becuz if they WERE BEING HONEST AND NOT TRYING TO PERPETUATE A SCAM THEN THEY WOULD HAVE HAD TO DO THE APPROPRIATE ACTION which wud simply have been to ask around about me.

This f*cker was a joke you had to see it. This kind of intimidation is so 2 years ago....what the hell is he doing? Yer gonna plop down in a chair and stare at me like I'm yer bitch?

Lemme tell you something you on the take scumbag...I told you once that ANY cops who harass me THAT overtly are going to cause about embarrassing facts about certain important men in this city...AND THAT INCLUDES THIS GUY IN MY FACE. This was really overt and he was strutting around like the 50something pathetic old man that he is trying to appear to have swagger and like he owns the place. He acted like a, I am sorry a REAL cop wud have stealth and not be THAT sloppy.

I dont know who this guy is, who he is down with or what his deal is but he needs to do his job and not try to play secret agent or criminal. Trust me I looked in his eyes..he aint got what it takes to be that evil, which is a good thing.

I will not tolerate this nonsense. You will not are wrong and you know it. You need to go chase some real criminals and stop being arrogant jerks abusing your authority.

The best part of this soap opera clowns little drama he created (god take a writing class and leave everyone else alone) was when he went up to the poor reference desk employee and involved him in these bogus activities (which is great becuz now I have a witness who says that his actions were indeed 'a little weird'..see now a cop wud not have involved another civilian in their criminal activities..also I do not appreciate him using an Emerson employee and possible student for this nonsense..the people here have pretty much been tolerant of me and allows the public to peacefully co exist with students to gain access. I have NEVER been hassled here by staff...if anything they have been very peaceable especially if I mention I am an outsider artist- I shud really work on that more again. The point is that it makes me more determined when I see gang stalking affecting people who are innocent or have no reason to be dragged into this.
I have been spied on here, like people peeking around corners sometimes or a few directed conversation episodes but its been very infrequent. The one thing here that is interesting has been scent harassment once or twice which I never have experienced anywhere doesnt really affect me. And the only things I really have seen as legit gang stalking have been two directed conversations and a few little spies occasionally.
I just think that Emerson students actually have alot of things to be busy with, they are exercising thier imaginations so frequently in thier work that this sort of activity wud seem a bore to TRULY productive creatives and it is in fact a terrible bore...and perps are tasteless horrid little creatures with small minds who have no idea how to master thier imaginations.
And i wud like to think that Emerson students wud be BETTER than everyone else, becuz they are artists. Secretly that is my elitism I am guilty of....I truly believe all artists are superior to the rest of humanity.
I have been perped by artists dont think they arent capable...but that is more tolerable than by..oh.. a rent a cop for instance. F*cking insulting.

So that is my experience today. I must've said something or wrote something or posted something that shows I am not going to behave and sink into the quicksand as planned...awww, too bad.

So I feel bad for the reference guy.. the rent a perp leaned over the desk and said something. It was so..desperate and dramatic.

I went to the reference person he said it was weird (never try to be a bad actor around people going to school for acting --duh.) and that the rent a cop was asking if they were a truly secure facility. So that begs the question is the rent a jerk even an Emerson security guy? If he doesnt even know the security level or security set up of the building that he is prowling around.

I have to consider that this idiot doenst even know about gang stalking..that someone told him some lies or that he is just threatened by me as a male (yet again) and has decided to take it upon himself to harass me. I hope he isnt a perp..then my perps can bust him up and he wont bother me again...the one benefit of being a prisoner of this type is for some reason only your perps can mess with you as they see fit, other people who nose around you get thier asses beat. I dont really understand what is going on and I may never get it...there is so much I dont get to see.

What annoys me over these many years is that I, a woman of no means, have been treated like a major thief, a criminal, a terrorist...when I am far from any of those things. Its so...non sensical. Welcome to down the rabbit hole. 2+2 WILL = 5 is people are scared or bribed enuff into agreeing that is does.
What knowledge do I have of weapons? Or of chemistry? Or of bombs? The firemen who harass me would be the FIRST ones to suspect in arsons...not a lay person in fire science.
The only problem is that I am a victim and they want me to stay that way. I am a woman who will not behave, who in this day and age is being treated like a slave who has run from its master..can you BELEIVE this sh*t?? And if you dare to fight back then you are trouble, dangerous or a criminal.

They expect to be able to have corruption and justice under thier jurisdiction..which is exactly why they come off like spoiled brats every time I deal with them.

They are spoiled rotten and they will do whatever it takes and continue to have tantrums to keep it that way...and no WOMAN is going to stop thier good time. Well, you little bastards, I aint your damn momma, and I aint yo ex wife (god help those poor bitches)...I am an independent force of nature and YOU interceded in MY affairs. YOU are in MY MY MY MY WAY.
You WILL end up out of my way...
becuz there is no man, no compromised woman, no brainwashed child and no section of the intimidated sheepish public who is going to stop me from getting what should have been MINE.

It is as simple as this... you are still in the red. I could die tomorrow and this would not change. All your brat attacks cannot change the truth. You attacked and destroyed a vulnerable female with no support or protection. You screwed up and you deserve what is coming to you. You are scum and you are guilty.

The whole country is sick to death of your crap and supporting criminals so YOU can ride easy on that wave per business as usual.

Waves crash. Nothing lasts forever...and dont even TRY to turn me into some sort of nut case or some dangerous person becuz I SPEAK THE TRUTH.

This building could not be more secure...BECUZ I AM HERE. If anyone messed with this place I wud be the first one to get security (the real ones who sit downstairs) and be of assistance. Since Emerson has been nice to me while, say, military contract happy MIT was really mean to me, this is someplace I will naturally defend. They know that too..they know that is my nature. I have seen them test me to see if I will come to the aid of people and I cant help it its just part of my nature. My whole family are like rescue dogs and I dont know why that is....but that is the point of the insult isnt it? To make me seem a threat to someplace I am fond of...becuz it takes away something I like.

Remember Lennon wrote in 'Its getting better all the time' that he would be cruel to his woman and "keep her from the things that she loved?" This is the same tactic only done by multi stalkers.

They must separate you from anything you are fond of, anywhere you feel safe and anyone who cares for you or supports you. THEY must own you and the danger of that is that THEY want to isolate you so that THEY can abuse you until you take your own life. I will not allow that and I cannot.
I have somethings to do here in this life and I cannot afford them to be in my way. Its very simple.

What kind of a threat must one woman pose who has nothing and supposedly is SUCH a nothing that she is of such focus to men of authority and their hounds???

Once a stalker like this idiot gets it in his head that you are a chew toy, then he wont leave you alone....I hope he is just a stragler and not a real perp becuz then he'll get his ass chewed out. If he IS a perp, you guys need to look at who you are picking for these gigs...what the fuck was that today? This is like 2004 tactically.

Try to keep up wont you?? It has become a real bore dahlings.


  1. So familiar, the "stand around dude" who makes it extra obvious he is not a real security person, but an imposter doing the gangstalker ploy of "see me, I'm your stalker". I cannot abide by these assholes standing around me, and my father in his dementia act does this all the time with such consistent frequency.

  2. I have perps like that: there's a "security guard" at one of the branch libraries well, there's two of these ugly middle aged bastards at TWO seperate branches who take it upon themselves to make me miserable when I to "their" libraries. I feel like their private little punching bag, or chew toy. Is this guy a real employee or a temp? The "men" I'm talking about are regular employees. YOu will notice the perp shit employees always last the longest wherever they work. It's not how hard you work but how big a perp you are in today's world.

  3. He was a real security guard..he was Emerson not the contracted out security...I was told he is most likely a retired policeman so if that is the case THERE is the lead back to the..ahem, problems.

    The other security who knows me were very responsible with thier authority and I commend them.