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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Heroes Dont Need Holidays

IAs usual on a holiday there is no feeling of gloom and doom or hopelessness. Other than being a Targeted person and taking this very personallly did you ever consider that the technologies used to make us so crazy and miserable, that we know are used for mass mind control also are used to ensure holidays occur, that they are profitable and most importantly, when people gather together on such occassions its carefully engineered so they do not feel the normal daily oppression they do the rest of the year? This is important becuz if people gather together they may begin discussing things. They may compare notes and agree that life should not be this difficult or miserable in one of the leading industrial and wealthiest countries in the world.

So holidays are purposely psycho managed so people will feel good and then its used as an escape.

However its not natural for humans to feel so horribly to begin with on a daily basis.

Psycho management does what ignorance and religion or other forms of psychological oppression used to do.

And think about how many people just in the USA are in on individual Target's campaigns. Those property have some understanding of society being managed by covert methods.

So not everyone is being innocently oppressed. The powers thst be cannot enslave a society as they have historically without the assistance of the People themselves.
Always.

And I know being targeted makes you feel bad.

You are not what they have slandered. You are not what they have made you out to be.

You are a freedom fighter, a hero. In a country with many spineless cowards, I don't see behave as dependent children on an oppressive authority figure and simply out right greedy animals.
You are as the characters of stories about heroes throughout history.

Screw new years. It's always been for amateurs anyway.

3 comments:

  1. Here's another excuse or two they come with: we're not wanted/needed anyways. I don't know how so many operatives can be so heartless and cruel. Yeah, oh well, nobody wants us anyways. Unless those are just more prescribed harassment to keep us down.

    "They" seem to think that they are so important and special. And look at what they are a part of. Ridiculous. Just so the research arm of the military and various out of control companies can turn their profits.

    Maybe we as TI's can adopt the attitude that "we" (as TI's) don't want "them". Maybe "we" are mad at them for not accepting that they are living in an unnatural state of denial and failure. I say failure because although they have done their damage, they still didn't get the TI's who battle through the wicked mob and regimented shills who battle us daily to "accept their situations".

    Maybe the big "we" think "they" are nothing special, either, and 'we' are not an anonymous faceless bunch of ghouls hurling rocks into the big vast darkness.

    Just look at how many of them are aligned against us.

    * "They" are in denial
    * "They" are hurling rocks from the comfort zone of their layers of protection and harassment
    * "We" see they are nothing special, and they are not. Just a bunch of listless not-very-bright phonies throwing rocks at us. We should all have a big laugh at them.
    * "We" do not need to "know our place, bitch".
    * "We" are also not "whores" and "hoes" and unwanted nobodies anyone can push around.
    * "We" think it's too fricking bad that they are upset they "we" are not "accepting our situation".

    What exactly is our "situation", anyways? I don't take orders from little twerps who attack from out of the darkness of corruption.

    "We" should get the message across to "them" that "they" are wasting their time. We probably can develop some sort of partial immunity from the tech, we've been interfaced to it for so long.

    So many anonymous attackers have popped up saying things like "oh you're not wanted" and that I'm nothing special, blah blah blah. Yeah yeah, but I can see reality, and I've been enduring this for a real long time.

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  2. That's another one I get: "don't waste my time". And that they wouldn't be doing this if they thought I was some sort of idiot. They want me to appreciate that they are trying to reform me, like I'm supposed to be gracious for all the attention they've given me.

    Maybe it's more brainwashing in order to get results easier? Haven't thought of that one. But the fact that the campaigns are so goddamned ruthless and vicious tells me they are trying to break down our doors like a battering ram. They make themselves out to be a loving, caring bunch of caretakers trying to do what's best for me. But if they are rationalizing this with "oh nobody wants you anyways", and having perps stalk me saying thinks like "hoe" and "whore" and laughing, then surely I'd be on to their little deception that they are loving caretakers of mine meting out tough love because they care, and I'm not an idiot? That's where they are tripping up. They fact they haven't refined their operations to hide these deceptions well enough tells me they aren't as smooth and professional as they think they are. It's a good thing I can see through it it all.

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  3. This 'Heroes Don't Need Holidays' post is quite impressive. Lots of feelings you wrote in this have been in the backround of my thoughts, but to actually focus and bring it to words in such manner is absolutely brilliant. Excellent observation, I can definitely relate to the super sensitivity of surroundings. Tapping into feelings and surroundings started at a very young age for me, when I was just a little boy I was able to feel empathy from people around me, I could feel strong feelings of others and could cry just looking at a person with noticeable hardships in their appearance and such. At this point I still have this, although the interferences of being targeted can at times push me to not care. Maybe you don't care much about anything I wrote, and it is too long for you too read, but I thought if I had a blog like this , I would be very interested in the personal feelings of readers of my material and making connections. Actually that is the prime reason for most artistic contributions that I make, a connection, a lifeline, bring to light the wonderful virtues a person may have within them however buried they are under the rubbish of attacks from the groups against us.

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