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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

More Mind Tricks To Trap Me Into Moving Somewhere Disasterous

And of course lately I am getting a lot of ideations as well as flashing visions. Only two.

That I STILL belong in Oregon more so than any other place in the USA. That I would be welcomed there. This particular harassment has been going on for a few years now. It comes and goes but usually occurs when I am settled into a city somewhere, trying to stay in one place.

What's wrong with this is that I cannot live in OR due to the high mold content and the constant rain, humidity. I've traveled through there and I wasn't well during my short visit. I could not imagine living there.
Its also lacking in any classical or Greco-Roman or Masonic artworks or buildings, symbols or designs like the east coast or even Cali. Its only natural beauty is woods and mountains which, being from New England I am sick of anyway. Their woods don't have the very dainty, pretty quality New England has. To me its just a lot of wilderness. No form or artfulness to it.
Places like Portland contain a kind of modern artwork style and no classical works. It has a depressive effect on me after a short time. The sculpture there in public spaces made me depressed just looking at it. Oregon is not glamourous nor respectable as a structured, historic type place.

Though traveling through one area coming out of Utah one summer before hitting Portland area of the state, I got this feeling of being very comfortable as if some entity of parties would be more than happy to have me up there.

A strange inkling and flashing visions isn't a very good reason to move somewhere especially outside a major city in a whole other section of the state.

The other harassment that's been going on as anyone that reads this blog should know, for a very long time, is that I should go back home and go to UMass.

Now this is just ridiculous. Why does it have to be UMass? I can't go to school anywhere else??
Anyone who reads this blog knows that in MA last year I had a terrible time especially with my health. Whatever is going on up there its extremely dangerous for me to be there. This is where I started bleeding internally and was targeted very hard in that apartment in Dorchester MA.

The entire northeast is off limits for any extended periods of time. My health starts to fall apart there and I gain weight.

Nova Scotia is now a major electromagnetic pollution area. Unless you are young and healthy or wealthy I wouldn't live there. Under any circumstances.

Perhaps years ago when I WANTED to go to school there I could have but its too late now.

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