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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Monday, May 9, 2011

Something keeps wanting me to stay at the airport. I didn't tonight and I felt a.presence disapprove of this as.if I made the wrong choices.

I am tire of being watched all the time and having my life controlled.

What the perps or some other faction is trying to accomplish is to get me into umass under the guise of writing my book and then I am sure then keep up the behavior modification so that I forget all about what happened.
I am targeted hard here within city limits. Everyone seems to be told not to help me.in this situation beyond what is necessary thus the allergist at Tufts Medical not admitting on paper that the Bactrim was responsible for my having this allergy condition.

Constant low level sexual arousal is present and I can't fight the effects of that. Its been documented in my traveling that I am noticably more horny when I get to the east coast than anywhere in the country. Its either chemical or tech. Either way if I am not having sex yet am constantly feeling arousal even on.low.level this is perfect mind control. It creates hostility, frustration and if I don't.have some relief of aggression daily at least once self induced I get suicidal and.some days that translates into feeling aggression outwardly not inwardly.

I never got to slowly change my life it was just this tearing away of jake then scott, and a rich sex life then nothing. Its caused damage to my psyche as well as has weakened my system and of course I became sadly out of shape. While here I always compensate with food.

So its a form.of control I can't fight. I don't want to forget what happened and I do want a.lawyer.
by clock

3 comments:

  1. Anonymous5/9/11, 4:18 PM

    http://www.whale.to/b/nsa7.html

    This is pretty credible, I feel, because it is mentioned in an actual lawsuit. And look at the date of the lawsuit. It seems like if they are capable of doing these things back then, imagine what they could do today.

    Here's another link:

    http://labvirus.wordpress.com/2010/02/01/nsa-remote-neural-monitoring-lawsuit-john-st-clair-akwei-vs-nsa/

    Here's an excerpt:

    ---quote---

    The NSA has proprietary electronic equipment that analyze electrical activity in humans from a distance. NSA computer generated brain mapping can continuously monitor all of the electrical activity in the brain continuously. The NSA records and decode individual brain maps (of hundreds of thousands of persons) for national security purposes. EMF Brain Stimulation is also secretly used by the military for brain-to-computer link (in military fighter aircraft, for example).

    For electronic surveillance purposes, electrical activity in the speech center of the brain can be translated into the subject's verbal thoughts. RNM can send encoded signals to the brain's auditory cortex, thus allowing audio communications direct to the brain (bypassing the ears). NSA operatives can use this covertly to debilitate subjects by simulating auditory hallucinations characteristic of paranoid schizophrenia.

    ---quote---

    I'm not sure they are doing it to hundreds of thousands. So maybe that's why they have targeted individuals: they are few in numbers, and they have a subject to focus on. It wouldn't be feasible to focus on every member of the population. Though, that will change in the not-so-distant future, if we allow they to carry out their plans for domination. If it goes as planned, every member of the population will be monitored, as the articles state.

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  2. Anonymous5/9/11, 5:08 PM

    I may have posted this before, but I'm afraid I forgot to post the link in my last reply:

    http://www.targetedindividuals.com/john-st-clair-akwei-vs-nasa/

    It says it's very cost-effective to target individuals using this network in place. A perp passed the message to me, too, that it wasn't costing much to have me monitored etc.


    The NSA has a permanent National Security “anti-terrorist” surveillance network in place. This surveillance network is completely disguised and hidden from the public.

    Tracking individuals in the U.S. is easily and cost-effectively implemented with the NSA’s electronic surveillance network.

    NSA personnel serve in quasi-public positions in their communities and run cover businesses and legitimate businesses that can inform the intelligence community of persons they would want to track. N.S.A. personnel in the community usually have cover identities such as social workers, lawyers and business owners.

    NSA personnel can control the lives of hundreds of thousands of individuals in the U.S. by using the NSA’s domestic intelligence network and cover businesses. The operations independently run by them can sometimes go beyond the bounds of law. Long-term control and sabotage of tens of thousands of unwitting citizens by NSA operatives is likely to happen. NSA Domint has the ability to covertly assassinate U.S. citizens or run covert psychological control operations to cause subjects to be diagnosed with ill mental health.

    And it explains a little bit about reading 'evoked potentials' with special equipment they have. I'm sure the tech. has been greatly improved since this orginal document has been posted. And yet, the sheeple still remain clueless as to why they are going along with this.

    That's why I find it necessary to make sure all sheeple, informants, and random everyday assholes involved get their just do. Exposing these NSA operations (if they exist) is important, but I'd rather see every asshole who was involved in beating me down get their just due, FIRST.

    Who knows. If the NSA is really behind this, and if they really do have tens of thousands of agents monitoring every citizen at will, then it's theoretically possible for them to round up all perps involved in this at the street level, and mete out some sort of punishment to fit the crime. The problem is, will we be snuffed out silently before this happens?

    So many other aspects/agencies/criminals involved, so it's a mess. And also, these "agents": I'm sure they are the perps we encounter.

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  3. Anonymous5/9/11, 5:16 PM

    OK, now I'm getting messages passed that it "costs a lot" to do this. I figured as much. That must be why they are so persistent, and why it's prudent to get everyone turned hateful against us: they are paying a lot, and they HAVE to get results. With all the money they have, they have to know the most efficient means of getting sheeple to love tormenting us.

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