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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

feel a bit better

OK so these last posts were somewhat crazed, but I wasnt feeling well.

That post office is like 100 years old and at first I thought it was ok but there must be something there. This other woman from Boston older, stayed there for a long time and started to become sensitive to light as well as constant migraines. I noted I started to feel the same there so I got out of there.

I mean I had to leave due to coming in late. I was so tired and wacked out with that headache.
I just spent so much time on that post it was 10 before I knew it. It might have been for the best due to me being sick as well as being kept up til 11pm with loud card games and then having to deal with Katlin's insanity in the morning.

Besides the place had other things going on I wont get into.

The mental illness that one sees here is comparable to the stories one hear's about institutions from nurses who worked in them years ago...when all the people on the street NOW were in insitutions THEN.

2 comments:

  1. I always wondered why perps wanted me to get a MySpace account (besides to stay in touch with those perps):

    http://blogs.computerworld.com/15685/what_myspace_will_tell_the_police_about_you_leaked_documents?source=rss_blogs

    Interested in finding out what information MySpace will turn over to police and intelligence agencies about you? Cryptome, the site that has leaked "spy" manuals about Microsoft, Facebook, and Comcast, has posted what it claims are company documents that describe what MySpace will turn over to the police. It makes clear again that your private Internet life is an open book to those with a court order or subpoena.

    Laws require MySpace to turn this information over to the police, in the same way it requires other sites to reveal this information. So what they're doing is not illegal. But reading the documents is a revealing window into how little privacy you have if legal authorities want to delve into your Internet use

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  2. Well duh. I just assume that everything I do is monitored or hacked into technically illegally but if its the state or govt or international authorities..whatever BB is calling himself nowadays.
    Love yourself..make love to your damn self in mirrors and make sure they see you. Love yourself and be secure in yourself or in who you are. They HATE this with the most passion I have yet encountered. All this supposed jealousy is just punishment for you loving yourself and being secure so the system cannot enslave you..its purely business. They can get what they want from you for the agenda so you are penalized.
    Cultivate sexual fantasies about making love to yourself or having the opposite sex 'you' make sweet love to the body you are in now. This is so ultimately absurd of a power trip that you will cancel any power trips they will think they can get away with.

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