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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Monday, November 2, 2009

MediaSaysSo:African Americans are the only people who suffer; have corner market on poverty according to media

THIS is not going to gain me any more popularity is it? Then again I am targeted in part becuz, as one perp said to me "your too honest". (F-you by the way.)

Good here is more honesty..

Why is it being marketed that only African Americans are urban and only they suffer such set backs or such horrors?
Its ironic as in my case where a perp turned to me and said "It doesnt pay to be poor".

Precious: Based on the Novel Push by Sapphire

http://www.hitfix.com/video/watch/16737337001/28138074001

First of all women in general need to go back to sticking together instead of letting race and culture be an issue, and make it clear that THESE KINDS OF HORRORS DO INDEED EXIST AND THEY HAPPEN TO ALL VULNERABLE WOMEN.

Also, they happen to RICH KIDS as well and I bet the horrors that go on with them are even more bizarre as there is more resources. Why dont they promote the life story of a terminal sex slave who is marketed to other men way after her father is done with her.

This is just the the tip of the iceberg as to what kinds of things go on in this world we live in. But no one dares believe it unless its an occurrence in an African American ghetto. There are still various ethnic ghettos especially in other countries. Ghetto just means that a certain race, religion or ethnic group lives there.

I appreciate African American culture being able to bring this to the table and in the past they have had the audacity (good , don't lose that) to make the public look at things that are not polite or that they would rather not see.
But when you lead people to perceive that these things still only happen 'over there', on THAT side of the tracks, you shy away from some of the worst abuses going on. To subliminally exclude any group like this puts all victims in danger.

Its the same every time..those awful Lifetime movies (Lifetime Network:modern obedience training for women) where the white woman is screwed over by male society or becomes homeless..with white women its expected that she will NOT fight like a dirty dog or act out violently. Its all too 'polite'. I have heard black pimps like white girls better, because they "behave" and wont act all "crazy" by being aggressive (subconsciously acting out against thier enslavement, which they should be doing if they are healthy). And the only examples of Italian women I have seen is when Vito's mother stabs her husbands murderer in the heart. Maybe Livia from I, Claudius BBC but good luck with the US public knowing what that is and that is from a Celtic country where the ancient ideal of a woman holding power has not been completely decimated.

Its still easier for the public to conceive of this happening in this environment..what they dont want to know is that there is a rich kid out there or perhaps a very white girl this is happening to as well. And its less likely that she'll make a movie becuz people actually care and will listen..so of course the family will just have her committed or gas lighted and committed or labeled.

If you can get this kind of story out to the public then you have succeeded in getting under the wire becuz abusive men and thier female counterparts do not want the world to know such things go on.

This is a start but I wish it would once again become a woman thing, not a black thing. That is plain selfish and self-aggrandizing. And yes, we can all do without the uptight 'white' suburban feminists that seem to never focus on real abuse and hate on sex workers instead of help them...its goes without saying that these kinds of feminists are useless, and can afford to play games with philosophies about womanhood, sisterhood and how to live ones life.

For the rest of us, ever day is a fight, internally and externally to stay alive in world where there are networks - a brotherhood if you will, of abusive men who would rather you not ackowledge there existence or know what goes on.

And I notice that there is this popular attitude that 'there aren't that many pedophiles around'.
Guess what? They hide. They are the ultimate sociopath. The dumb ones you see getting caught on the news with the thick glasses and candy bars in their pockets are no where near the reality of the true pedophile.
Besides them seeking protection from their own groups covertly, they also have a tendency to get smart as they get older.

What would you call a 60 year old that sees 19 year old girls? Take a guess.

Men often go to other countries to do what they know they cannot do here. Wise up.
This is not a black issue its an issue that needs to be faced and our society can only seem to stand reality if its sectioned off.

Fighters come in all colors, sizes, and genders.
For every one of these you hear about survivors die on the street or other horrors. And often society's attitude is that the person was a piece of human trash anyway..no one cares how they got that way.

There is a reason that you should disregard what Hollywood produces. And this is pretty ironic coming out of Hollywood with what I have heard goes on THERE of all places.

You dont have to be African American to suffer through a miserable life and it seems these days if you do you get little respect for your troubles.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Fall 1998-- NCX ' SOLITARY CONFINEMENT TORTURE IN THE U.S.' by Bonnie Kerness

http://sonic.net/~doretk/Issues/98-09%20FALL/solitary.html

"The latest effort to multiply the number of people living in isolation involves the alleged spread of the "gang problem" in U.S. prisons. While most of us who deal with prison issues know of gangs in prisons, we also watch this "problem" being created, as well as enhanced, by many facilities. New Jersey, for instance, is building a new 750 bed "gang unit." In order to fill this new unit, they are rounding up people for interviews to determine "gang membership." New Jersey has never had a gang problem. Prisoners report that the Department of Corrections uses various counterintelligence tactics to create one, and guards start rumors provoking one group against another. This trend, repeated throughout the country, results in more supermax prisons being built.

We have been told by Corrections personnel that the nationwide move to expand the use of isolation is being fostered to a great extent by guard unions, which now contribute heavily to political campaigns of "law-and-order" candidates. Various forms of lobbying secure the necessary support to build new solitary confinement units or prisons. Guards report feeling that these units provide a safe working environment. Advocates and monitors of prisons report that control units also provide a place in which prison staff can commit atrocities unobserved.

The goal of these units is clearly to disable prisoners through spiritual, psychological and/or physical breakdown. This is accomplished by arbitrary placement in isolation; years of solitary or small group isolation from both prison and outside communities; extremely limited access to education, worship, or vocational training; physical torture, such as forced cell extractions, strap-downs, hog-tying, beating after restraint, and provocation of violence between prisoners; mental torture, such as sensory deprivation, forced idleness, verbal harassment, mail tampering, disclosure of confidential information, confessions forced under torture, and threats against family members; sexual intimidation and violence, usually against women prisoners by male guards using strip searches, verbal sexual harassment, sexual touching, and rape as a means of control."

Gang stalking..institutionalized. Now do you see why its so ridiculous to NOT include police as perps? And why TI's like Eleanor White claim that she was told she was in a police net that she will never get out of? These tactics are part of every prison and are common with factions that feel covert actions and brainwashing are needed to create order. Usually militant factions.

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here is something else possibly going on. That the covert out-in public-space treatment that we get as TI's is being marketed as a way of handling prisoners as well as the mentally ill..which may be why its important to get us labeled as well as try to criminalize us. But as to WHO this would benefit I dont know..if this system were implemented then guards and possibly po po would lose thier jobs..hmm. So who does it benefit. Well, its obvious its real purpose is to cover up for corruption- to silence victim witnesses. But its also I have come to suspect to be able to continue with illegal human experimentation. But if someone wanted to impliment this system it would be beneficial to make people like me appear mentally ill or criminal thus the exuse for 'reforming' me.

It could be anyone..private corporations developing such a system etc. I cant tell if the unions would be in favor of such a system or not becuz it seems logical that their numbers and employment would be reduced due to the lack of manpower needed in the face of tech to replace them.

Perhaps these are the little birdies who drop us info often hmmm? perhaps us winning this fight benefits someone financially, who knows what peoples motives are.


Remember, I have been warned and protected by police covertly throughout this campaign so not all cops are crooks or in on the harassment for the worst. Perhaps this is due to my past or becuz its the only way that decent cops can interfere without disclosure. As a TI you will get help that is just as covert(and confusing) as the destruction you get.