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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Tuesday, August 11, 2026

Can You Smell The Desperation?

 O.. m... G

I'm being stalked with attempted domination/humiliation in public frickon bathrooms now! I'm being spange blocked (attempting to interfere with panhandling, soliciting or begging by some method) even by cars! 

I notice it's the end of tourist/event season maybe this has something to do with it but the bitches in the bathrooms is  not going to be tolerated. .

Stop trying to wake me up with leaf blowers and loud kids. I will try to get up earlier. But theres a guy who's there much later and his area is a permanent horrible mess but I suppose he's liked by people so he gets to leave a mess in a public place all day long and do other weird stuff. (How can you have a leaf blower and then they are still on the ground I'm noticing. It must have been something else with a motor that hovered unnecessarily right next to me for over 5-10 min)

Stop trying to get me up at 8am. Stop trying to get me up when I'm napping later in the day  I HAVE A CHEST COLD idiots  i need rest yesterday and today. Didn't you morons notice that I am usually out all day? Gee a smart person would notice I seem tired or that I'm here all day and sleeping a lot. But your not smart 

Ive been coming here as a homeless traveler for over 20 years and I've been in this area since I was born. There's no way I'm leaving. Whoever is new in office recently needs to understand that. It's YOU who are a newcomer not me. 

If I get the leave.blowr thing again or whatever it is im going to get right up and film you. Also little kids being loud doesn't bother me. It bothers my mom so of course because your lazy you think "hmm".  She's not Italian, dumbasses. That's the difference 

  Last night I was talking  to a guy who I've been chatting with casually for over a decade  but he didn't remember me has older. When I was talking to him a got a distinct impression someone saw this and had this idea that I should not be talking to him because I'm dangerous. 

If everyone thinks I'm dangerous and it's because of the behavior I had in my past relationship it's.theres legit reasons for that and it's not the way I am normally. I have multiple professionals helping me with being on my own now and they haven't seen fit to blame my difficulties on my being ddangerous. There is a such thing as reactions that begin to be normalized and that goes away when the situation changes.

I am not dangerous. If anyone says that they are making it up or being subjective due to an agenda, a personal vendetta or some other situation where they gain from making things up.

I think personali I've shown a great amount of restraint with various situations and I've been treated unfairly and unfairly and very badly over the years.  

 

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