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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
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Thursday, December 2, 2010

Cars Beeping Twice In Use Again (classical conditioning)

Experiencing a noise campaign today. It is a tactic used repeatedly before in the past. Very much classical conditioning based. Cars go by and beep twice. Havent had this tactic for years now but it was heavily utilized in the late 90's and when I lived in Brighton in early 2000's.

It was very anchoring in my campaign. Its interesting that its being used again after so many years. I must have touched a nerve somewhere either in my activism on these blogs or elsewhere.

Good, that means they feel they have lost some control and are desperate to get it back.

Very good.

This was one of the tactics that my ex Scott was amused by, well he was amused that I first of all understood what it was even without knowing what gs was and secondly I got an email address named "beeptwiceifyeranidiot" which he thought was infinately amusing. I think he thought me standing up to this system was very funny. A few cops I saw along the way also seemed to have the same attitude. Like they thought it was hot sh*t due to them having to be ruled by such assholes themselves or having to deal with corrupt cops or whatever, and liked the idea of someone basically not falling for this crap. The looks and amused laughter I got were not harassment nor part of shaming or humiliation. It was genuinely them seeming to enjoy my tormenting my (attempted) tormenters right back.

Tormenters... its such bullshit. How did these men (uh, their men first of all- not quite gonna make it right there) going to measure up to the horrors in internal programming? There is nothing MORE tormenting that what the programmers and the enslavers put into you as a child. If it were not so mc slaves would not risk thier lives to complete missions etc. There has to be a fear worse than death or mortal threat driving them.

I believe this system seeks to take ownership of the slave by trying to 'out torment' our internal programming. Its akin to taking ownership of a file that you dont 'own' in Windows 7. We are treated as such files it seems.

So once again this system DENIES Survivors thier autonomy and Free Will. They only seek to find some other form of enslavement for exchange. Any mainstream monotheistic religion or its reactionary counterpart, servitude wether for positive or negative ends or simply to give in to forgetting what has happened and moving on and that will be the lifetime enslavement right there. They want Survivors controlled not under thier own Will.

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