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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Sunday, August 15, 2010

How the experimentee's treatment relates to what is going on now with gs

What explains this is a new form of society we live in. It really is the creation of the system I was shown early on. A creation of a Hell on earth where torture and pain are used as social control in a society where there is no privacy. Its as if the entire planet has died and gone to hell or the Gates have finally been opened. And on one seems to mind or care. Either that or we are experiencing a dispensing with of justice in the internest of sport but its done overtly and again no one cares.
http://targetedsurvivor.blogspot.com/2010/08/more-ideations-boston-commons-computer.html
When authority agrees with the blood thirst of the mob then there is no such thing as justice or a democratic society anymore. All is lost. But like I said no one seems to mind.

Everyone knows that what is bieng done to me is being done for sport and profit. There was no need to torture me into confessing my life story or any info about anyone. A subpeaona would have been just fine: but that would have involved the legit justice system and what they wanted me for was sport and to destroy a target- not justice. MK Ultra is useless unless its being used on truly dangerous persons to society or for real reasons of national security. NOt to take a victim of exploitation mostly sexual and cover your asses by turning the person out as a piece of sport for the mob-which is exactly what they did to me. and the precedent set in the way that other survivors have been treated- just look at the video of the humnan experimentees in the Pres Advisory Committee videos- has set the stage for what is going on NOW to be socially acceptable on every level.

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  1. I am guessing that in different times they would do a public stoning, crucifiction, or hanging of individuals that the worldly powerful feared. Instigators would then manipulate the penalty decisions so it looks like justice to non perps. Most likely these victims were more talented, beautiful, and more spiritually powerful than the ones who had or wanted control. Some victims must have been threats to their false lives. Maybe their loves loved the targeted victim more than them, so in their warped little heads they think willing the destruction of the individual will show their love to someone else, of course a false surface love it would be. I would bet also there are poisons they used also to ruin the person physically, or emotionally, to appear sick, and thus undesirable by partners. Perps just getting in the way of the natural selection. Modern times now has more ways to manipulate natural selection. I learned on this blog that the gangstalking systems are similar to little thieves stealing banked up kindness, self control, potential relationships, and inner strength, very true. These so called humans are known to be powerful, so a man perceived as having worldly power would feel threatened by a more spiritually physically beautiful person not, thus the motive for thier destruction. Thinking themselves as godlike they decide to disapprove of this targets status, or potential abilities and then move to destroy.

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  2. I am guessing that in different times they would do a public stoning, crucifiction, or hanging of individuals that the worldly powerful feared. Instigators would then manipulate the penalty decisions so it looks like justice to non perps. Most likely these victims were more talented, beautiful, and more spiritually powerful than the ones who had or wanted control. Some victims must have been threats to their false lives. Maybe their loves loved the targeted victim more than them, so in their warped little heads they think willing the destruction of the individual will show their love to someone else, of course a false surface love it would be. I would bet also there are poisons they used also to ruin the person physically, or emotionally, to appear sick, and thus undesirable by partners. Perps just getting in the way of the natural selection. Modern times now has more ways to manipulate natural selection. I learned on this blog that the gangstalking systems are similar to little thieves stealing banked up kindness, self control, potential relationships, and inner strength, very true. These so called humans are known to be powerful, so a man perceived as having worldly power would feel threatened by a more spiritually physically beautiful person, thus the motive for thier destruction. Thinking themselves as godlike they decide to disapprove of this targets status, or potential abilities and then move to destroy.

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  3. The one thing I can say is that we targets have no margin of error whatsoever. We have to be better than perfect and work harder than the others just to "break even", thanks to the gangstalkers sucking away all of our energy and nitpicking on every little flaw. As far as little flaws and nitpicking go, they take little minor flaws of ours and turn them into huge deals for their harassment/behavior modification. That's why we TI's can be saints as far as thoughts and actions go. But this is the result of the perps covering their asses; the larger the lengths they need to go to cover their asses, the more perfect we have to be as TI's. We can't have any flaws whatsoever. Like another TI said, they have two standards, one for them, one for us. Standards of perfection don't apply to the anonymous faces that are part of the mob; only the targets need be hard-working and perfect.

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  4. I have the same thing happening to me and also many others are out there so this must be caused by a govt agency homeland or nsa??? It is a covert technology is why it is tuff to go to court with. Many liars all the way when charges are filed and police want people to seem as if mentally ill when they are right there listening to the same crap on their cells and radio and seem not to acknoledge its existance.

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  5. I was using my HP oscilloscope, and they are upping the harassment because of this. They are afraid of my talent for electronics troubleshooting and circuit knowledge. And now the perps are back to playing the "we won, we won, we won, it's over" skits. As to the latter, I'm not sure if it's just denial on their part, or just a psych. warfare tactic.

    The bad part about all of this is, I never wanted to use my electronics ability to find out the perps. This makes me uncomfortable, having to think about countering hateful tactic with my hobbies instead of using my talents to do something I love. Maybe that's the reason I have the ability in the first place: maybe that is my "mission" here, to help thwart and prosecute the perps. Yuck. I'd rather be doing it out of something positive.

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  6. Some perps and or factions are actually encouraging me to find out their tech and how it works. Maybe these are the high level perps who don't have as much to gain from all from all of this. They are back to using V2K tech. again. That's weird, though, because when they do this, they keep playing this truncated word over and over again, spaced at 5 second intervals, in an apparent move to disguise their V2K as a waking hallucination.

    This V2K they are using is more sophisticated than the classic microwave hearing I keep reading about. The classic microwave hearing uses tissue expansion, making the brain expand and contract via a modulated signal to give the perception of hearing voices/sounds. But this newer tech seems to be beaming signals to the auditory cortex directly, via the remote neural monitoring method, but in reverse. It's not rapid tissue expansion; that is for the street level perps, the modded microwave oven deal. This tech. is far more sophisticated.

    The skits were repeated phrases of "game over". Maybe they are alluding to their demise in a sarcastic manner.

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  7. Difficult to prove exactly how it is done but easy to prove how people act nuts over the slander with a video cam corder. I know exactly who is doing it in my case but proving it is another matter.
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