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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Saturday, March 15, 2008

Unsafe

Wow, I must have been very tired from travelling. I even spelled "diversions" wrong.

Unfortunatley, I am back in my hometown but after travelling for years I simply tell myself this is just a city like any other. It is, in fact becuz everywhere a Target goes its the same.. the harassment by 'perps' is in every city you travel to. Different cities have different styles thats all.
Boston is hard for me becuz everyone thinks they know me from when this started..its been fun messing w/ the perps here since I know whats happening. I had to come back here to sort out some affairs. Some people look scared as if its a shock to them to see me back.."whats she doin walking around?" attitude, of course all targets should realize this could just be more mental play.

I ran out of money yet again so I am staying at Pine Street Inn womens shelter in Boston, MA.
Already the crazies are sent in as well as the obnoxious stress producing street theatre among the women there. This is a common tactic of this shelter and it was used on me before, now I see it for what it is I ignore it but always remember, wherever u find yourself in the homeless community, the crazy lady next to u talking to herself might not be crazy at all-especially if what she's saying is..uh, relevant to yer situation.
These females just think its playtime in the playpen for them. They see a person they percieve as 'stupid' (a favorite name calling campaign against me at this shelter) has returned and they think its a f*ckin free for all.

They are so lost. They actually are clueless of things outside thier little reality changing.
This is why one should never turn perp..its just another form of mind control slavery.

As long as I am staying at Pine Street Inn in Boston, MA I do expect to be approached, harrassed, name called, mobbed or psychologically harassed in any form whatsoever.
I also, being on my best behavior do not expect to have any issues with staff or other clients.
Lastly, I expect the usual level of stress in any shelter but any and all attepts at continuous fighting around me, especially as it seems to occur specifically where I am sitting will be duly noted and blogged and conference called etc.
After simply mentioning how street theatre was stupid, the women looked shocked and stopped immediately. I've already been approached by a man outside(of course he was standing with the fat woman who was involved in the shouting match at dinner over a sweater) who -on CUE asked me how am I doin..common practice to begin to gain info or trust from target. I told him I was a gangstalking target for life and it sucked. His face went lifeless. There is a website dealing with gangstalking who's saying is "without the players there is no game" ..they are absolutley correct.

If you find yourself at this shelter or any other in Boston or surrounding areas u must realize and remember the people of this region and especially this state percieve themselves as ultimately smarter than everyone else..being 'smart' is of high value in New England even among the very poor. Its a virtue that is valued perhaps more than money and one is trained from childhood to be smarter and nore competitive mentally than anywhere else in the USA. It is documented that the population of MA is actually smarter than the rest of the nation.
Also this region loves power, it bathes in it. So if the local peasant population of Oliver Twist-like informants, criminals and ratts can percieve themselves as part of a criminal or political abuse of power by those in high authority by helping destroy a target they certainly will.
Understand that mafia type criminals are secretly seen as folk heros here..it all goes back to the different waves of immigration-Catholics need not apply and all that. Its the ultimate middle finger to the slave owning, Harvard going WASP population that really rules this area or did since the begining.

Directed conversation seems to be and always was a favorite tactic here. That and staring which thatnk gods now I know is gangstalking..for years it drove me nuts, I thought Boston was the worst place now I see when u r targeted for 4life, probably intergenerationally, you'll have that good ole"bad luck" wherever u go. Its such b*llshit.

Also realize staring people down is common in Boston as a status preserving tactic. If u notice, as I had for years, everyone is thourouly checking everyone else out, judging, scaling. Good for college to analyze such-not good for life.

ADVICE:
If u r sick of being harassed in your hometown, get up and travel. Go to camping gear stores and buy what u need. It doesnt take alot of money and please watch out for Greyhound, absolute perp central and yer NEVER going to be able to get anyone to admit it becuz thats a labeling u crazy tactic. BUs drivers on the whole are the most frequent perps I have experienced in my life and traveling. Only where they are not union do they behave civily.
As you travel u will discover other regions tactical styles. Use this info to foil the perps in other
regions. There are things about MO that if people from MA had to live there they wouldnt last an hour becuz the value system is different. VALUE.
ANd the reverse applies.

As usual good luck.

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