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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Saturday, June 18, 2022

Common Psychological Harassment Tactic: Repetitive Questioning, Same Phrase, Different People

So I've been asked "where do you live?" by persons in official capacities for over a week and  a half now, when the question isn't necessary or is inappropriate to ask. 

Let me explain why people NEED TO STOP DOING. THIS.

Firstly I'm not going to allow a whole new wave of harassment based on my being houseless, a semi retired Traveler or any other circumstances considered 'homelessness' by mainstream society. 

I will not have this weaponized against me. Why this is even POSSIBLE right now in this area is complex but it makes sense considering the political climate, the timing and what's gone on during COVID and the colonialism known as globalism.

It's similar to another instance of a pattern emerging that was used years ago I wrote about in this blog. 

Some years ago certain  demographics of people were using THE SAME PHRASE repeatedly in a short space of time and it became harassing and it was based on me and anyone with me having a large backpack. 

The question  used was "WHERE ARE YOU COMING FROM AND WHERE ARE YOU GOING?"

Variations of this were " where are you two coming from and where are you going? " or " Where are you coming from? Where are you going?"

It wouldn't have been  so bad if it was asked by random people-it would have been just weird. 

However it was asked by types like ride hailing services drivers (Uber/Lyft types), store employees specifically cashier's and construction union types specifically people who were using the same storage facility as me at that time. 

The fact it was always inquired as if I was at a border check made it sound like it had some weight to it or like it was related to security. The fact that people who could be construed as some sort of authority, especially in my immediate environment made it seem like it was being put forth by higher authority even though the question was totally inappropriate and possibly illegal. 

Remember, after 9-11 a certain security branch recruited public transit employees especially bus drivers and truckers to help with identifying terrorist threats. They were told they were this country's "first line of defense" after 9-11.

This was also during a period of time that I saw and heard a young woman cashier at a big box store beginning with W,  actually interrogate a workin class type male about his purchase of motor oil. It was fucking unbelievable.  "How are you today sir? I see your buying alot of cans of motor oil what are you using it for?". 

I thought I was in some sort of dream. This couldn't be America (and it certainly wasn't Texas. It was Massachusetts of course). I was shocked when the man sheepishly answered. He looked tired and didn't want any trouble. 

This is how this country has been systematically beaten down, intimidated and beaten down this kind of 'security theater'. Fucking motor oil? Two old Pit Rats, semi retired Travelers from Harvard Square with backpacks?? These are conditions in which warrant ANTI TERRORISM interrogation techniques?? Seriously? 

I've seen some incredibly dumb shit and some incredibly scary shit in my time with these GS adventures or studying and writing about the theories of it or fighting covert wars but it gets a bit much when you just make shit up and subject people to it just for the sake of controlling them while the nobodies you have doing it get off on a mini power trip. unless they are that retarded and actually buy into the idea they are doing something.

I've overheard people I know damn well are straight out perps telling students at a college they 'help with security' on campus and 'help protect the college too'. 

These are usually people who have some fucked up charges in their criminal history and have brainwashed themselves or been brainwashed into believing or at least get good at convincing others they are doing something good when it's just them avoiding more trouble or getting something the quick and easy (dishonest) way. 

This is a type of tactic that's used and if there was a GS textbook it would be in it. 

So asking me "where do you live?" repeatedly when the question is unecessary and unrelated to the subject at hand over time forms a pattern of harassment. 

The motive or purpose is to begin to weaponize a person's houseless status against them. 

I highly suggest it stops. Once again I've been through this before and I know how to deal with this. 

It's also been a pattern on public transportation, profiling people who look houseless or colorful and alternative. There's  tight little conspiracy in my area where people who pull this crap are protected when you report them. Well I got an actual responsible higher up the other day and reposted it to them along with a pattern of this goinng on this year and they are probably pissed I actually got around the system THEY USE to get around being caught .

There was no anti homelessness like this before the pandemic. That and the protests along with Identity Culture alongside a condo obsessed building boom gentrification of the area has been used to literally get rid of houseless people and now normalize anti homeless sentiment. The young people are also trained in the past few years to hate and reject homeless or alternative people more and more and accept ANY sort of 'alternative' person who's approved of by the corporate globalist left wing agenda (people of color/gay/immigrant). 

Why is there this trade off and not inclusion? Well pumping meth into all the local homeless scenes was pure genius (but predictable old trick) on the part of the system. Then every homeless person gets associated with that. 

Intimidating anyone out here with a brain also helps. Recruiting people in street scenes after the Boston Bombing changed the security in this area from local to federal is also a major factor but I will write about that later.

That's probably the main problem with MA. It hasn't been The Commonwealth of Massachusetts since the Boston Bombing. It's federalized and that means Globalism as the top agenda. 

Taking away the sovereignty of states the Bill of Rights outlines is very important to globalism. 

By any means necessary even terrorism obviously. 

Stop asking me where I live. I'm not dealing with. It and I will and can gracefully get around it every time-basicaly because it has nothing to do with the issue at hand. And YOU know it and so do I. and I will make sure that's re-established every time. 

That's really the secret to GS theory is to re establish order every time. To take back your reality. 

Saturday, June 4, 2022

BLM. Truth Will Prevail

BLM Is in Trouble...

https://www.heritage.org/progressivism/heritage-explains/blm-trouble-still-making-our-lives-worse

"Doescher: And we're seeing this stuff come out now. BLM is currently, you know, they've got 60 million plus. Who knows how much? They have got all this money in the bank. Allegedly they're leaderless. We don't know who's leading them. The three women that started BLM are now off doing their own thing. My first question is how did they get 60 million to begin with?

Gonzalez: They did not get 60 million. They got 90 million.

Doescher: Wow.

Gonzalez: That's what they said in their 2020 impact report which was published in March 2021 if I remember correctly. And it was quoted heavily from Patrisse Cullors, one of the three women that founded Black Lives Matter as you said. The report, Black Lives Matter own report said it had raised $93 million in 2020. By the way, I always make it clear and let me take the moment now to make it clear that when we talk about Black Lives Matter, there are at least three components.

Gonzalez: One is the concept which I think is unimpeachable. I say Black Lives Matter. Obviously all lives matter, but what's important to affirm that Black Lives Matter because the history is so, we all know the history. I don't even need to explain why it's important to say Black Lives Matter.

Doescher: Sure.

Gonzalez: Then there's the movement. I guess people who demonstrated, who found the video of the death of George Floyd harrowing, which it was. It was a tragedy. And then there is the organizations and their founders. The media only wants to talk about the first two components, the concept in the movement. They never talk about the organizations. Black Lives Matter Global Network Foundation.

>>> BLM: A New Marxist Revolution

Doescher: Okay. Let me just stop you right there because this is very, very important that we define exactly what this is. They're registered as a 501(c)(3). Is that correct?

Gonzalez: As of a late 2020.

Doescher: Okay. A 501(c)(3) is a non, supposedly it's tax exempt.

Gonzalez: Right.

Doescher: You raise your money, but you are not allowed to take a stance politically on things. You're allowed to support ideas.

Gonzalez: Right.

Doescher: You're allowed to educate people.

Gonzalez: Right.

Doescher: But you're not allowed to take political stances on that. So that's what BLMGNF was founded on. That's correct.

Gonzalez: When you get this tax status 501(c)(3) you cut a deal with society. You have to reveal. You have to have a 990. Every 501(c)(3) organization has a 990 which says what is doing with this money? Who gets what? And Black Lives Matter doesn't have a 990. Wow.

Doescher: Wait. So if I go on and look up for their form 990, which you can do. You can search any nonprofits form 990 online. It's very easy to do. You can't find theirs? How do they get away with that?

Gonzalez: Not for 2020 it doesn't. And that's why the state of California has told BLMGNF that it's tax exempt status is on hold and it cannot raise funds until it submits delinquent filings, which is 990s.

Doescher: Wow.

Gonzalez: Now, this is important because the state of California, when it applied for 501(c)(3) status, BLMGNF used an Oakland address. They all come from the Bay Area.

Doescher: Right.

Gonzalez: Or from Los Angeles. So it really is based loosely in Oakland. It's a web, right.

Doescher: Right.

Gonzalez: It's a global network foundation. It is based all over the world. But the address that it used in that filing was Oakland, California.

Doescher: Let's put this on hold for a second because we will get into this a little bit more in a second. So they raise all this money, 93 million or whatever. We're seeing 60 million in the bank.

Gonzalez: 60 million. That's how much it said it had on its balance sheet.

Doescher: Right.

Gonzalez: In that filing.

Doescher: So let's say they spend $33 million. What are they spending this money on? What are they doing with this money? Are they growing the organization? Are they branching out into things. I know you talk about in your recent piece how they're affecting our children in school. So clearly they're doing something with this money. Go into that a little bit.

Gonzalez: Well, BLM at School, which is the sister organization of Black Lives Matter, is exactly the same thing. Which is the one that has the BLM at schools Week of Action which just passed, and which is the one that distributes educational resources and curricular resources to the country's 14,000 school districts. It uses a lot of money. How much money did BLM at School get from BLMGNF? That's a good question. Look, I think-

Doescher: But really it's safe to say that they're sending curricula around to all of our school districts, and then the school districts are in the position where we implement this or we don't. So our kids are being potentially educated by BLM.

Gonzalez: Well, we just saw the video, the TikTok video of little pre-K children here in Washington DC marching around their classes saying Black Lives Matter, Black Lives Matter. There's no way for these pre-K children to understand what these organizations are about. They have never heard the word Marx. They don't know that Black Lives Matter at School still has it on its website that the family must be abolished. Which BLMGNF had on its website on the Andrew Olivastro, a Heritage Foundation colleague and I wrote about it.

Doescher: Yeah.

Gonzalez: And it was read by over a million people. And all of a sudden they purged their website of, all of a sudden there are 13 principles went down to 12. Not in BLM at Schools. In BLM at Schools they forgot to airbrush that. They still have abolish the family. So these little children do not know that Alicia Garza and Patrisse Cullors say they're trained Marxists because they were trained by Marxists.

Doescher: Right.

Gonzalez: They were trained in Marist organizations, created by Marxism and followers of Antonio Gramsci about how to overtake American society. And they don't have any way to know this ideological baggage.

Doescher: Yeah. And you're saying overtake American society in their 13 guiding principles that you reference in this piece here, they've got everything from globalism to queer affirming to trans-affirming. I mean this is way more than Black Lives Matter.

Gonzalez: Look, Alicia Garza goes around and says, "We have to dismantle the organizing principle of society. We have to dismantle how we've organized this society." This is social justice. This is a totalizing goal.

Doescher: Yeah.

Gonzalez: And what is included in that organizing principle? Well, she also says that capitalism is racist and black lives cannot matter under capitalism, which is a falsehood by the way. Capitalism is a color blind mechanism. It's actually free markets. Capitalism is itself a Leftist term. Free markets means that if I build a better mousetrap, it doesn't matter if I am purple. That better mousetrap is going to make me rich.

Doescher: Yeah.

Gonzalez: That's what free markets means.

Doescher: Well Mike, your piece is fantastic. Black Lives Matter continues to harm America. Money problems aside, we look to the core of what this group is pushing and it's amazing. And I'll let you finish here wrapping us up here. But you say thousands of people continue to suffer from the mayhem BLM has created. I think that is so compelling, Mike.

Gonzalez: Well, look at the spike in the murder rate. Two recent studies, I mean recent like in the last three months, have demonstrated that there is such a thing as the Ferguson effect. That is police pull back. They're not as proactive in areas where there have been demonstrations and riots against the police. We knew this. There's also the rogue prosecutors which Heritage has done so much great work about.

Gonzalez: That prosecutors have been elected with money donated by George Soros, by the way, for their campaigns, have been elected in many cities since Black Lives Matter came out to basically not prosecute anybody. If you go to the Black Lives Matter website you will see they continue to want to not just abolish the police. They want to abolish the prison system and the courts.

Doescher: Yeah.

Gonzalez: No society can survive this way. Only chaos results from abolishing the police, the court system and the prison system. We humans need to have law. We need to have order. Without it government is not providing. The bargain is that we give up some natural rights or a part of our natural rights in order for the government to establish order and keep order. If the government is not establishing order as we're seeing in these cities, so that is one way that Americans are suffering today because of the mayhem BLM created with the 630 riots in 2020.

Gonzalez: But there's also the indoctrination that we're seeing. The critical race theory going into the K through 12 schools. We see what is happening in our places of work where workers are being submitted to struggle sessions, reeducation sessions, to change how they think because there's this idea that we have unconscious bias which is unproven.

Doescher: Yeah.

Gonzalez: So I think that even though they're down now because people finally beginning to report about the allegations of corporate corruption, BLM continues to be a full force in our lives today.

Doescher: Yeah. Well Mike, you're handling it. You're tracking it. We really appreciate you doing this. Going around the country educating people. And you know what? People are learning...."


Oh, to be as privileged as a Black Lives Matter leader
https://nypost.com/2022/04/15/oh-to-be-as-privileged-as-a-black-lives-matter-leader/ 

Black Lives Matter co-founder Patrisse Cullors claims her mistakes with $90M in 'white guilt money' are being weaponized against her and she didn't profit from $6M LA mansion and $6M Toronto 'arts center' https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10831013/BLM-founder-claims-mistakes-90M-white-guilt-money-weaponized-against-her.html

BLM activist charged with fraud claimed she wasn't paid a dime from her own charity but secretly paid herself $170,000 a year 'while raiding its coffers': Video shows her claiming gun criminals are 'victims' https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10620931/BLM-activist-charged-fraud-pocketed-160-000-Violence-Boston-charity.html 

Boston social justice activist, hubby scammed at least $185K from donors: feds https://nypost.com/2022/03/16/boston-blm-leader-husband-charged-with-fraud-conspiracy/ 


Toledo man charged with using ‘Black Lives Matter of Greater Atlanta’ Facebook page to defraud donors