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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Friday, June 26, 2026

important warning about continuing use of neuro interrupters spraying targets in public

 Some years ago during late Bush/early Obama there was a few posts I made about the use of what was described to me as 'neuro-interrupters'.

I was at a certain university where I had a former friend who could easily compromise one of the female professors there. In other words I wasn't welcome there because I knew too much about certain people at the university (as was the case in many colleges around the area at that time).

There was a lot of stuff going on that would be shocking to people now.

There were people going around spraying something out of perfume bottles. They try to spray me in the library of the uuniversity while I was using the computer. I believe it failed however because of my past experiences I had learned quickly to avoid tthis spray or perfume bottle tactic/action. 

They also looked really out of place and obvious and I think they just left because they got noticed. 

However before then it's hard lesson was learned in two horrible ways. The first incident was sitting in the doorway of an empty business in Kenmore square panhandling because of course I've always been kept dirt poor in this ggame and I recall someone coming over to me sitting down in front of the closed business in the doorway and looking down and just spraying me and then walking away. I was 100% vulnerable sitting in that doorway. 

Within a few minutes I I was dozed out with something that made me forget everything except my name and I couldn't really use my brain and I couldn't think at all I had no thoughts in my head I was like a zzombie. That lasted for many hours half the day actually. Until it wore off. 

The other incident was much more frightening. I had gone to another state on a bus because I was traveling trying to figure things out. I was also traveling to Southwest USA to try to save my health from a moldy apartment or I had experienced extreme life and health altering mold exposure to various kinds of mold. 

I believe the place I came back from was St Louis I don't remember I remember being on a bus. One day I'll get into how horrible the All American bus line was back then because remember there was only one bus line for a very long time they did all the major rroutes. I believe I was staying in a hostel. When I put my pants on I I got on the bus and my legs started to burn My complete lower hat with a genes touched my skin burned. I didn't really understand what was going on but I had the same effect as being sprayed with that perfume bottle except it was much worse. 

I literally was a drooling zombie that could only remember my name for hours. When I arrived in Boston I immediately went to a hostel it took the pants off and took a shower and it cleared up. When I took the pants off I noticed that the skin underneath the jeans was entirely red and bburned. 

The example I used in this original blog post explaining this story references the movie Elizabeth about Queen Elizabeth I. Where a lady in waiting puts on one of her dresses for her former lover to pretend that it's her in the hallway of the palace and they begin copulating as they do so she begins to sweat and the pores open up in her skin letting the poison in from the dress that was meant for Elizabeth by arrival spy for enemy of the crown. It killed the lady and waiting but it was lucky for Elizabeth. 

When we were growing up in the '70s and in the '80s our parents used to tell us about the LSD days and Jimi hendrix's headband is rumored to have been laced with liquid acid so that when he began to sweat as he played the LSD would enter his sweating open pores and he would begin to trip while he played on stage this is an old hippie trick but it's based on the actual science of how the body can ingest a chemical through the skin. 

I have not seen this happening for many many years. However the atmosphere recently has been extremely hostile specifically just in the last week or two and it's eescalating.  It wouldn't surprise me that this tactic would become commonly used in this very hostile environment right now in this area. 

I have to say that the effects have been refined. The smell isn't as shocking it smells just like a heavy perfume but it's way too heavy to be normal perfume and it's not coming from the person it's going in your direction You're the intended victim which is what I experienced before. After the spray bottle you have to remember that either Cheney or the other guy in that administration put out some kind of law or some kind of statement that said that this was unacceptable behavior to spray bottles and it was considered terrorism. 

Therefore it stopped with The spray bottles and being overt. However you could smell the same smell and you got the same effect in a year or two after that but I posted that you could no longer see the delivery system. It seem to be coming from somewhere that you couldn't tell. Now you're dealing with James Bond type stuff. Little gadgets and things like that little hidden probably. 

Since then it hasn't been a part of what's going on and I haven't seen or felt anything like that in many many years that surprisingly a very long time ago that I last posted anything like that. 

However I certainly just experienced it and it is like I said much more rrefined. The effects are more refined it is not such a knockout where it's kind of like you can't think and you're a zombie and you can only remember your name. It's more of a quieting of the mind almost like an antipsychotic or a psych med. 

And the smell really does resemble somebody's perfume however it has the same heaviness and that same thing where you can sense it's a cloud of chemicals coming toward you not emanating from somebody's pperson. 

Whatever this chemical is this agent of covert warfare it has a very distinct body to it in a very distinct heaviness to iit were you definitely know it after you experience it for the first time the problem now is that people probably won't even know they've been hit with something because it's very subtle now. 

Wish of course mirrors everything else I'm seeing in this world today All the overt stuff that they did after 9/11 absolutely not they're not doing all that and that's now I see in every corner 

 It's interesting that this is being sort of subverted and subdued and made to be more subtle and hard to detect because that's like everything that's going on right nnow. Things that are still corrupt organizations and systems that are still corrupt are just getting cosmetic makeovers so nobody can see the corruption still but it's the same corrupt system lol. 

So be aware that that is happening once again now. And if you experienced it during 9/11 era you're much luckier than whoever is being newly targeted or hit with it now because they're probably not even going to know what's going oon. Those of us that are seasoned veterans are going to recognize this chemical in its new form because it was so heavy hitting an extreme in its original form after 9/11. 

You're going to feel different and your mind is going to become closed down. It's the same zombification process but you wouldn't notice iit it does make the world look cloudy and dull and it once again is almost like a horrible imprisoning of the mind like the last experience many years ago with the post 9/11 versions. 

It's interesting when you read serpet in the rainbow not the movie but the book that college is were sending people to go and find the secret of how Haiti can make zombies out of people. You can't tell me that somewhere along the line with all of tthis kind of researched if they didn't put it to good use in this kind of warfare lol. 

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