.. or something else is wrong. Narcissism or maybe being a survivor of domestic abuse. I and the other person that's staying here just for two weeks are experiencing unbelievable instability from our host. Her situation which is stressful, is exactly the same as it was before her boyfriend stormed out and left her 2 days ago. After he left (we had to hear them fighting and he referred to us as "homeless f*cks" whereas the other person staying here is actually well off and doesn't even need to be here and I had a home for two years but had to leave due to a person living there with dual diagnoses threatening me with assault.)
So her situation seems to have become unbearable only AFTER her boyfriend has left.
That argument between them was bad enough but she's been screaming at me on the phone and I put a stop to it yesterday. Now is bringing it up again today and then blaming me for this when I was just trying to start my morning. It doesnt help that the other person antagonized her this morning by actually trying to have a real conversation about these issues she's putting on us.
I had just resorted to agreeing with whatever she says because obviously she's not acting like a reasonable person.
My friends think a lot of this is staged to make me look yet once again dangerous or crazy or get cops called. That she's going to keep antagonizing me and blaming me and talking about it and making me feel afraid until I do something. She can also now tell all her rich friends (she's got the whole area fooled as to hiding these behaviors) that I am some sort of problem.
Something told me to leave this morning and it's probably only going to get worse even as I try to just finish what's important for two weeks.
I find it interesting that once again there's a household where gaslighting is going on and I am being portrayed as aggressive or doing something wrong.
Luckily this person as well as the person in the last place I had to flee from both have sordid legal histories, specifically alcohol and drugs (one drugs the other alcohol) and prior incidents of police being called to these residences.
I'm going to try to see if these are new ways of trying to get me in trouble because if the next place I go has this same dynamic I think its very suspect that each place I try to stay now has one person offering me to stay and there's another person living there who does not want me there and harasses me then there's induced fighting or at least trying to bait me.
People know that at that last house that person living there destroyed my confidence over two years time and it's JUST A THEORY but it wouldn't surprise me if this is a great weak spot now to work on my nerves.
It better not happen in the next place.
Also each person who pulls this crap either has legal issues they need resolved, massive debt or drug problems or is someone in a shelter who of course is probably compromised.
So I'm totally hip to this now and I am not letting it get to me.
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