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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

People Need To Remember Why This Blog Was Started in 2007

This blog was started in 2007 out necessity as an act of self defense and activism. 

Then as things became more clear  as to what theories may be most feasible it became focused on my very close relative and her being a DOCUMENTED RADIATION EXPERIMENTEE in the 1950s. Both her parents were US Marines and she was given radium suppositories and treatments as an experiment to try to shrink her tonsils instead of the traditional removal of tonsils on children. My relative was only a child when this was done at a US ARMY HOSPITAL IN WALTHAM, MA, USA. 

The hospital is now gone but my relative and I have suffered multiple health issues over the years as this person being female, any eggs in her womb as a child, would also be effected. 

(Just a medical note here: human females are born with a certain number of eggs at birth and begin dropping those eggs for fertilization between an average of 13 to the age of about 54 when menopause begins. Menopause is simply an indication that supply of eggs from birth is now run out. Shockingly a large percentage of people probably do not even know how their bodies work or how human animals reproduce). 

My close relative and I are the only two people in our families with chronic severe endometriosis, mine being from age 16 only two years after my first menses. She has had  thyroid problems throughout her life, a common health issue of people exposed to radiation. 

My relative has also been handled, harassed, controlled, used for criminal activity by US military personnel (non active at the time allegedly) and other text book 'bad luck' and comes from the also text book family headed by a tyrannical male who was a sexual abuser of children (no I was never assaulted as I was protected and I was also too smart and he was too old. This relative when I was a child kept warning me about predators in this world we live in and I don't think she realized she was warning me about her father the entire time or men like him.)

She attempted to file in the class action lawsuit during Clinton-The Presidents Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments. She dropped her case as she claims she was "followed".  she's easily intimidated by males especially in authority and in uniform due to her father. 

The radiation experimentation is connected to various other projects one of which is MK Ultra. 

Due to various things that have occurred it's feasible that MK Ultra was continued by other entities such as the private sector or foreign governments. Forming this as a theory is the basis for this blog and the other blog on mind control theories, content etc. 

 This formulates a best guess as to a motive for what may be the cause for being a 'targeted individual' or gang stalking. 

Aside from theories concerning my personal life or the idea that families can be targeted intergenerationally, it also leads to other more frightening theories concerning all of humanity. 

If individuals can be controlled or manipulated then what about groups or the masses? 

It would  be within the realm of possibility  in our modern world for those in power to seek to control and dominate the masses by mwna of mass mind control. 

One example of a theory is that if maintaining the US economy, protecting it and keeping it thriving is under National Security then why  wouldnt it be feasible that forms of manipulation ('mind control) might in theory be used to manipulate consumer behavior to drive the economy? 

Every person who's ever went up against the system when dealing with survivorship of high level programming (mk ultra, monarch etc)  has complained that their case ended up nowhere in the justice system because the power structure was able to withold information under 'national security'. 

 

Just watch the President's Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments. There's nothing but claims of lifelong harassment and burying information under 'national security'. 

You will notice there is one time in the entire national of the United States when there are absolutely no 'chemtrails' seen in our skies from beginning until end of just one event: the US Presidential election. 

So say that mass mind control did exist theoretically and say that it was strict law that no such interference can occur during voting time? 

Conspiracy theories and theorists are made out to be crazy and impossible and the idea of such things existing seems 'crazy'...even when people become GS targets, the GS system tries to drive targets crazy by making the entire experience seem really really insane and random. However after years of experience and travel and research and observation and networking what you realize is that the system itself has strict oversight  is extremely methodical and there has to be laws and restrictions in place concerning it's operations simply because once one takes away the smoke and mirrors of the theatrics it's obvious it is A SYSTEM. All systems have structures and function as machines would. 

 Its not my job to live an examplary life or make anyone believe anything they don't want to. I'm simply delivering information from point A to B like a courier. What people do with it is not my concern. 

That's why this blog was started. It began as a way to explain the curious case of my own situation which led me to understand my family's situation better and then the realization that there may be a danger of humanity not having the freedom it deserves or even access to due process or a fair trial or things promised in the Constitution. 

 

Theoretically people are being denied their rights as US citizens as well as their birth right as human beings and even a right to exist or the chance at self determination if these theories have any feasibility at all.

 That is why this blog is my only concern. That is why it's my life's work. 

As technology becomes one with mankind humans should understand fully the potential for it's abuse and the use of it for potentially sinister purposes. 

That is why anyone who works against me is a fool. It's not my concern. I will leave the information and people can decide for themselves. 

It's interesting that people react to me so negatively or that people are afraid of me or take so much money time and energy to smear my name and silence or discredit me

 

What is the threat if mere conspiracy theory is irrational and has no merit? 

That is why this blog exists. It began in self defense and an attempt at revenge and has become a life long effort to improve life on earth for all humanity and for me to have some sort of lasting legacy to replace the life that was taken from me.

 

Anyone who believes me or my work is about anything any different is either being manipulated or is missing the point

 Neither of which is my concern. Finishing what I started is my only concern  

 

  

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