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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Thursday, April 3, 2025

Movie: COSMOS from 2019/Don't Give Up or Regret Your Contributions

Movie COSMOS from 2019. Readily found on Tubi, YouTube and other apps for free.

Please view this posted version of the movie between the following two times frames for this post: 
42:58 to 46:14

This is the clip I intended to use for this post but I cant find this exact excerpt on YouTube and don't have the technology to make clips.

Enjoy the movie if you want to view it in its entirety. 

Sci-fi Movies 2019 Adventure in English Full Length Mystery Movie (COSMOS)
 

Nowadays it does feel as if what we are doing is fading or that it's never going to change anything or come to anything. Much of the work we do is no longer accessible or readily seen by most people due to the war on conspiracy theory culture. The most recent tactics have convinced the public we are fake news or disinformation which is ironic really. 
 
The extremists such as the Woke movement cult type mentalities now write us off as having 'confirmation bias' as if we are using conspiracy theories to simply confirm what we already believe. How is that possible when our work is supposed to present theories to people that don't have the information to begin with? 
 
Google searches no longer show blogs as results for queries concerning key words like 'harassment' 'stalking' 'police harassment'. If direct search terms are used such as 'gang stalking' or 'targeted individual' establishment attempts at silencing us come up in search results even though they are biased and unfair. We all have seen how govt and academic websites are being used to discredit us with articles and papers that are propaganda and do not use scientific methods nor critical thinking.
There are reasons for this but it's sad that our institutions have crumbled to this extent as they are the ones spreading disinformation.  By design.
In decades past, academia especially would not dare to cross that line because they did not want their credibility to be questioned if conspiracy theory turned into solid fact and then into history books as so often happens and also because many people in academia and govt knew that these things were happening and it was more humane as well as respectful of our Constitution to not get involved in being our detractors. Workplace mobbing in academia is some of the worst and most prevalent on record. Before the woke era and Gen Z being weaponized against society, it took years of harassment to unerve someone with tenure in order to get rid of them, as an example of one motive for such actions.
 
Maybe fear of such actions as well as the threat of pulling funding or maybe the Epstein situation unraveling world wide, is what has been the true motivation for such bogus writings from academia concerning conspiracy theory culture and the community of people claiming to be targeted and harassed. We are not much different than any group of whistle blowers it's just that many of us can never make a legal case due to the complex nature of the situation and each one varies. 

This is how far our society has fallen. This is how bad the brainwashing has gotten and how sick everyone is becoming. This is the result of people not truly sleeping for eight hours a night living under HEV blue light eminating from LED street lights since 2017. 
 
The sickness began with 9/11 and it will not stop until the truth is told and accepted. In years past there was a balance struck where at least minds stayed open and questions remained. Now, anyone not cooperating is being phased out, brushed off. Left behind in the new world order which in itself is now considered conspiracy theory.
Years of concepts and ideas are being reduced to something as mundane, simple, cultish and stupid as the Q-Anon movement which is a disinformation campaign in itself or at least a diversion.
 
Theres a song by metal band Mayhem that anyone who is comfortable with their status as an MK Kid or a SRA survivor should listen to. If you're not healed it will be triggering in ways you can't handle but if you know what you're doing listen to Illuminate Eliminate. 

This is what they've done. They've taken everything we and those before us have worked for and packed it, carelessly and tastelessly into the Q movement as well as Woke movement and everything in between. Now that it's a political fad or attached to messiah's like Trump or whoever is on the Left, and now it's attached to actions like Jan 6th, basically it's been packed onto a vehicle and that vehicle is going to be sent away eventually. 

They are making a big deal and glorifying subject matter that should remain silent, hidden and only for the initiated or only known out of necessity. They've illuminated and soon they will eliminate. 

People are behaving as if they are fighting for some perfect world by taking part in what is basically tribalism. Blood sweat and tears has been reduced to that. So many human beings who will never to known or their sacrifices acknowledged will have died for nothing if we do not remember that this is a quiet, ongoing chess game not a temporary war with noise, cheering, banners and protests. I learned the folly early on of attempting to counter covert warfare with overt actions. It doesn't work. 
 
You are a chess piece on the board. I am a chess piece. When we die, the game continues, always and will go on as long as human society does so. When we die our piece is simply removed, there is no victory or winning. 

You are wasting precious time, energy and life force in joining movements like Q-Anon or Woke Inc. The intricacies, nuances and complexities of power and it's movements and purpose cannot be reduced to such simplicities. Doing so is suspect. You're wasting your time. 

Only those that have no choice become concerned with such things and such subject matter. Without the threat of a life or death situation, there is no real careful processing of such information about what is hidden or goes on in secret in human society. What motive would your average person have for such considerations? 
 
We cannot allow salesmen and circus purveyors to sell something so valuable so cheaply to the public only for it to be forgotten once they lose interest in it like a forgotten toy as we live in a society of waste and consumerism.
 
No TIs I know have comfort or podcast equipment in their homes or can afford the casual manner in which these trendy people speak about these issues. 

Being co opted is one thing. Being co opted in order to ensure we and our information and ideas are wiped out in what is clearly becoming a new dark age, is not acceptable. 

So if you think you've lost something and you feel as if your life's commitment adds up to nothing just remember that you did not choose this. You were abducted. This goes beyond recruitment. If you are a Survivor that's legitimate then you had no choice but to begin speaking out or you would have died. There was no other choice. 
 
Dont feel bad that you're life was 'wasted'. After seeing how the world really works it becomes evident that human life on this planet is a waste. That so much could be fixed, improved or that much isn't even as it appears but is just an illusion that's forced on people and maintained daily by this shadow system. 

The way society is evolving now it seems that many people feel their lives don't matter because others have slogan that theirs' does or that being merely human doesn't matter because of approaching technologies or how the Internet has caused people to lose their humanity by existing in an alternate dimension (cyberspace). 

I've noticed since February and with the disappearance of airplane trails in the sky it's pretty raw to deal with reality right now. I believe that you are probably supposed to feel as if you've wasted your life in a dream or on something unworthy because that's what we've been kept in for years but of course like every other designed reality it's not true. It's not real. It simply serves the agendas and the to do list of whoever is now in power and for however long. 
 
Always remember the ongoing chess game in the background...of which you are a piece on the board. This continues, and your work does also. 
 
 

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