Xmas is Coming.. I Hate XMas

It gets easier to ignore it as you get older or just divert your attention. 

If you have any understanding or awareness of internal programming you'll understand what it means to absolutely hate Xmas. When i was in my early 20s it was all I could do to just stay alive to get through it. For some reason it effects Survivors greatly. Halloween is probably a favorite that and our birthdays but Nov 1 was very disturbing. There's a calendar or Pagan or Satanic holidays and it's pretty accurate. Ive posted suggesting Survivors utilize this to understand more about when and why we are effected. 

Im older now and aren't effected by things internally so much anymore. I think I just dislike the falsehood of Xmas, it's historical inaccuracy and why can't we behave decently in society the rest of the time-all that. 

Luckily I'm in contact with people who dislike it as much as I do. One novel approach is to leave the Halloween decorations up and just put Xmas clothes on them. Some guy with a 20 ft skeleton in his yard did that this year. Very comforting lol. 

Try to focus on something else. As you age and get 'out of the maze' of programming-essentially with the potential to become self programming (their biggest fear) you can rebuild yourself and not have to adhere to social norms.

When I was living as a Traveler writing this blog I used to spend Dec 25th volunteering at homeless shelters because it's the best fuck u to a system that's hypocritical and offers only half measures. It's also a way to give back for what you take.  It gives you something to focus on to avoid Xmas but it's not destructive. The blind deaf and dumb (now brainwashed with Stockholm Syndrome) system in place is destructive enough. 

I refuse weddings, funerals and Xmas. I can't afford gifts right now anyway but if I could I wouldn't partake in exchanging them. 

I think about who's stuck outside in inclimate weather at night or who's got nothing right now somewhere else-forget about Xmas. 

Its ok to ignore Xmas. 

I found this interesting video where a devout Christian foreign guy compares Santa to Satan. Most average people don't focus on the holidays religious meaning anyway so why should anyone who doesn't enjoy it feel bad about not taking it seriously? 

They don't seem to be doing what they are supposed to so why should we? 

Many people deprogram and feel forced to convert to a religion in order to protect or redeem themselves. It's not necessary and that's a horrible reason to choose a religious belief system. Kind of like signing a contract under duress. 

Doesn't sound right. 

Find something to divert your attention from the holidays.