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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Tuesday, June 9, 2015

A Very Big WARNING On Chemical Terrorism Used On Targeted Individuals and The Masses

This is something I haven't done enough work on. Mostly becuz I thought this nonsense ceased after the Bush-9/11 era.

Ive posted about spray bottles being used to administer psychedelics to Targets during Bush and early Obama. These drugs seemed to make the TI either more seceptible to the technologies or make them more effective by altering the brain.

I also experienced being drugged by a substance thsy makes the mind basically blank or dulled. During Bush it was put into a pair of pants so wjen i put them on the drug became administered through my skin pver many hours. When the clothing was removed my skin was red almost like a rash. I could only remember my name. That was it until it wore off.

Ive also experienced being exposed to a substance that seems to dumb down the mind and now I realize its purpose is probably to block aggressive behavior.

Animal Behavior by Reena Mathur:
https://books.google.com/books?id=KeZAINzKQmQC&pg=PA51&lpg=PA51&dq=%22+neuro+inhibitors+%22&source=bl&ots=223sE8GA4D&sig=FUhibX57dm-0pXqHharC0nPPi8k&hl=en&sa=X&ei=ofR2VaH-F8vQtQXEs4HwAw&ved=0CCMQ6AEwAg#v=onepage&q=%22%20neuro%20inhibitors%20%22&f=false

THE SMELL IS DISTINCTIVE. IT SMELLS LIKE BABY POWDER AND MUSK.
I will NEVER forget this scent. Ive been smelling this since Bush era. Its horrible.
SOME COLOGNES HAVE SIMILAR SMELL BUT WON'T PRODUCE LONG LASTING EFFECTS LIKE WHAT GS SYSTEM USES TO DRUG TARGETS. (Maybe they are putting this into colognes or the smell is put into the mindinhinitor drug to mask it AS a cologne so people dont notice).

You will know when you are exposed to this substance. After smelling the distinctive scent, your mind wil become less 'deep'. Your mind slows a bit but also you will notice a lack of motivation that you had just moments or seconds earlier. Internal drive, based on natural normal healthy aggression or fight will be drowned out by this substance.
Your mind and thoughts will become shallow.

Ive experienced this scent IN PUBLIC SPACES also which means possibly its being used on the public.
Buses and underground train stations.
In MA I regularly smell this in the Harvard MBTA station.

In Austin TX one of the key dangers is that bus riders on public transit can't open the windows, unlike Boston area buses.

During Bush in Boston on a bus out of Station Cambridge, I witnessed an entire bus full of people all fall asleep at the same time. I also slept but awoke to notice the 'coincidence'.

I think they were just testing these things then in public spaces. It seemed like a testing process. And recall what a woman said to me in the street, out of nowhere in conversation: "Theres more experimentation going on in Boston than in Maryland".. and that I shud leave town. She was right it was very bad then.

Now it seems chemical 'management' of the public is used in smaller doses but consistently. On buses, in train stations. ANYWHERE THERE IS A CLOSED SPACE WITH A AIR VENTILATION SYSTEM IS A DANGER.

Most people dont notice these things and their lives are unaffected. If u r targeted, you get dosed as an individual being atracked with these chemicals under circumstances that make it so they are used for behavior midification or as a punishment.

Before writing this I was listening to Kreator (German metal) and exhibiting a drive to fight back while writing my blog or taking care of internet stuff in a fast food place. (They usually get you with this when you are sitting down stationary).
I am 'too aggressive'. (Recall when I tried for a job at CVS in Brighton MA in circa 2004 the bald, skinny manager led me along for 3 weeks, then when I inquired he exclaimed " Your too aggressive!! " and that he wasnt going to ever give me the job anyway. This is something thats been marketed to people as part of my roster of thjngs to hate about me or rationales for my being targeted.)
Thus a male walks by me on his way to the rest room, glares at me with that stupid controlling perp look and I smell that scent. Sure enough i experience the dumb down effect seconds later.
I usually try to get out of the space I was sitting in and breathe through a bandana. It works but once its ingested the effects are for hours. And the effects are noticeable and undeniable.

They arent using spray bottles anymore. There must be some delivery system for the drug that's stealth, which is probably old hat and standardized by now in spycraft.

The perps' greatest tactic and advantage is to catch a Target off guard. One can only be so hypervigilant without going crazy.

Just take caution and make decisions based on being informed. The modern world is a covert warfare, psy ops battlefield for your mind.

Dont be afraid. Don't panic. Stay in control and take action thats effective and that makes it so you can keep functioning.
Bush told us not to live in fear. There seems to be a part of Bush the younger that is somewhat rebelliius of his elder's agenda. Bush has actually been helpful to freeing people by allowing us to see just how extreme this situation is. And his advice about terrorism applies to any oppressive forces.

If you are good at political activism and proper channels like contacting congressmen etc then take that action as people like me cannot. I can only report and inform.

1 comment:

  1. Maybe certain singers are more easily controllable than others. So if you look back at certain musicians who died tragically short lives under questionable circumstances, you can see patterns emerging.

    Michael Jackson - true innovator. had lots of artists influenced by him. Was more of a leader than a follower, which would get you noticed by the system. They put you "on watch" when you can innovate. Had lots of plastic surgery, sure, but was hardly plastic like a lot of "stars" you see today. Was ready to make a comeback, so the timing is very coincidental. Kill him off before he can tour and influence people the way the Powers don't want him to.

    Jimmy Hendrix - had a very innovative style. Was very self-made. Had a selfish bitch girlfriend and manager that obviously valued money more than human life. And the system probably does stuff like this to create legends. If you kill someone at the peak of his or her career, you create this legendary status that the system can profit in merchandise and record sells. And the recording industry is driven by the seedy underworld anyways, so this makes sense.

    Brian Jones - Make it look accidental when there are 5 people involved in drowning him. That way you don't need to pay him that severance package. Nice move that saved money and cost a life. The key here is that this was Jones' band, and Jones was a talented multi-instrumentalist that overshadows Mick and Keith. After Jones died, Richards became the musical guru all of a sudden. Never mind the fact that Marianne Faithful helped write at least one of their songs, and Jones never received writing credit, neither did Mick Taylor. Every song said "Jagger/Richards" and where were the Faithful, Jones, and Taylor credits? This was Jones' band, and his assassination was a way for Richards and Jagger to steal the band off of him.

    Selena Quintinilla-Perez - She was killed during the recording sessions of her big breakthrough crossover album. Funny how she was killed just before she was going to make it big in the States instead of just Mexico. In this regard, this murder was very much like Jackson's murder. They were about to go on tour and make it big, and oopsie! They just happen to get murdered somehow. Her killer keeps saying she never wanted to kill her. She is a crazy psychopath, but the Sytem is the one ultimately responsible here. The system uses crazy delusional types like this with anchors, triggers, and psyops to control their "useful crazies" She could sing very emotional, and without Autotune! You don't need an emotional singer when an marginally talented one who is much easier to control is available. Studio technology (like Autotune) is able to make anyone sound good. True, you don't have the emotion then, but they are in the business to make a profit, not preserve true talent. And modern studio technologies can render any one expendable.

    We are in the age of "disposable" singers. It's like having a disposable camera: they're cheap and plastic, but they still work "good enough", and you can throw them away.

    The world is filled with throwaway talent. Better to have mediocre talent they can control the public with than to have anyone true. They can kill the genuine talent off and immortalize them with recordings and market them as legends or martyrs. And they can manipulate the public emotionally with this concept.

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