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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Friday, January 11, 2013

Awoke Different Shirt On-Hoping I Changed Half Asleep -How Psych Warfare Diverts Both TIs And The Public From Truth

I woke up.just now with a different shirt on. I am.hoping that I simply took off this stretchy fank top and put on this tshirt ffor warmth last time i woke up to go to the bathroom.

 I am inside tonight and its someplace where staff has a key and the other people in my room are not in their beds but their stuff is still here. 

I recall that Jake my ex from Newton who was in on helping destroy my life back in Boston, before all that happened, he used to get really high and start talking like a child in this different tone and say things like he took photographs of me sleeping with his penis in my mouth. I didnt believe he was saying anything important becuz he was so incoherent. However later on I realized thats what the GS system on one level does to female.victims.

It helps to perpetuate cover stories for Targets and disinformation for GS itself. Much like David Lawson's book TERRORIST GANG STALKING IN AMERICA where many uninformed or new TIs were easily led that GS was done by terrorist groups. Theres never any connections made to MK Ultra, ritual abuse or mind control slavery in the sex industry-the latter they are terrified of the public knowing abou or even considering.

 I have always considered all the petty abuses of me of this nature to be very unimportant in comparison to the sybject of mass mind control and targeting of individials using advanced military technologies and chemical influences.

 What do.pics like thst or any exploitation of me as a Targeted Survivor of MK Ultra have to do with MK Ultra or high level programming? 

Well it helps provide the public with a cover story. I actually believe some people only know about the exploitation of the Target on a level thats more akin to normal criminal activity within the world of the sex industry. It also provides more for the psychological warfare campaign against the Survivor whom they need to keep focused on public opinion and humiliation so they dont focus on the bigger picture.

My connection to MK Ultra through my mother being a documented radiation experimentee is very damning to this system. MK Ultra was about behavior modification in part. 

They never want the public to know that intelligence services basically function off of agents who are programmed. That programming even exists so its important that they dont reveal whats really going on. The Manchurian Candidate only shows that adults can be 'programmed' to a point. The GS disinfo system focuses on that so no one starts realizing that SRA is connected to the entirw system becuz without Ritual Abuse and the use of ritual in programming children couldn't ve programmed nor could this be done intergenerationally.

 Mk.Ultra focused on things like behavior modification and reformatting of a person's personality it seems so that programmed agents could be retired and reformed. Interrogation of these agents is only part of this process which is why it was included in MK Ultra. 

I now believe that getting to the terrorist populations of thw Middle East were very important to this experimentation due to a suicide bomber's belief in going to Allah after dying being similar to thw suicide programming of mind controlled slaves. 

Many peoples had this sort of belief system which extended life to an afterlife world so death is meaningless including the belief of Vikings in Valhalla.

They may want this information to help further their research into how to create then handle supersoldiers. They may also use this info to control the masses in an NWO to create world peace (by enslavement) by destroying all such ancient belief systems in humans on earth.

 Whatever is going on, such petty bs as naked pics or sex vids pale in comparison to whats really going on in their importance compared to the whats really going on. If anything happened and i dont think it did, it wud b more psychological warfare against me as a Target which takes advantage of the fact I am female is all. 

As a helpful perp once said " Dont fall for the diversions".

Btw this was only able to b written so clearly due to it being 3am. By tomorrow daytime i will b low functioning and forgetful again. Another reason The Homeless are forced to get up early and kept sleep deprived. Homelessness in America will never improve just like the sex industry, both places are areas needed by the parties involved to hide their activities.

Isnt it just a little convenient that i went from trying to leave adult entertainment right into being discredited and forced to live homeless??

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