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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Monday, February 6, 2012

Why The Feds Can't Be Trusted As A TI

The only reason I never went to the feds in the first place is becuz I was told by John Panderos (Watertown/Newton area) a private detective in Narcotics Anonymois (who was also involved in the local federal investigation for having an escort service with underage girls) told me I didnt know anything about what they were looking for specifically. Also THE WAY I WAS TREATED BY COPS AND EVERYONE AROUND ME WAS TOTALLY DISRESPECTFUL AND HUMILIATING.

No subpeona, nothing. Just arrogance. I was chased and hounded and framed locally and tormented. All everyone cares about is protecting their precious Julia and my family wants to appear as I am merely mentally ill and my cousin is truly what that family is about. As if ANYONE DOING RESEARCH COULDNT LOOK UP MY UNCLES RECORD OR THEIR TAX RECORDS AND INCOME FILES FOR THE 1970S AND 80S.My uncle got audited, for good reason.
Having Italian mobsters at your wedding can do that for you eventually. (No my maternal side isnt Italian, the are mostly of barbaric ethnic backrounds-and it shows believe me. They arent from the ancient classical world st all. And thank gods for that becuz I would have never aced them if it werent for my father's genes.)

I had people chasing me around the country constantly interrogating me. Doing psy ops stuff along with getting information along with asking manipulative, intimidating questions. I had to live through being harssed in this manner mostly by younger KIDS. My life was controlled by little shits younger than me. I had to stoop to having young men ask me " So what do you think of George Bush?"
Of course who they send IS part of psy ops. After experiencing rich white men and learning that the men we fear who are powerful seemingly are all just human-many of them weak, suffering and miserable. Stressed..I think they were destroying that knowledge by handing me over to disgusting animals like the vicious blacks in on gang stalking and younger white males. Weaker skinny young females or older ugly white women. All these 'types' are meant to break me down and humiliate me.
And due to being under very heavy mind control during the Iraq war/Bush era here in the USA, there was little I could do about it.
So if the feds really wanted that bitch they could have harassed people with alot more access to her and her affairs. Like the guy who set up her bank account or her little long time fat blonde friend whos a minister's daughter. These people know alot more about her affairs than I do. That bitch was in on throwing me to the wolves as much as anyone.

So since the feds during Bush seemed to overtly do to people on paper what Targets like me were getting.covertly (so mucb harassmemt then told the harassment could stop if only you join them-in the case of the feds, be an informant for them.) They would rather play power games with the public while the Milt. Indstrl. Complex makes a mint, I figured they dont deserve consideration. Especially as a serious law enforcement agency.

According to many people supposedly I was being chased around the country by the FBI. If not then wny didnt the FBI stop this torture?

I hate this country and want to leave. I have no respect left for anything in this place. The feds think they are so slick and so smart and someones got some extremely nasty sick n*ggers working for them. These arent black people these are straight up n*ggers. Would that be the FBI as well or some other spoilt rotten over funded greedy corrupt dishonest joke hiding behind being a law enforcement agency?

Youve got kids and backwards ass blacks chasing me and harassing me across the USA for years. Do you honestly THINK these people deserve a statement?

What these little brats need is OVERSIGHT and not to be allowed to destroy innocent people under the guise of a war. They dont even deserve my attention, havent gotten it yet and being mentioned in this post is more than they deserve.

Let PI John Paneros chat with them, with his high priced lawyer his dog faced.millionaress girlfriend probably paid for. Thst Howie set up for him.

Then let the fat bastard choke on a sandwhich down in Florida. And his girlfriend can die on the plastic surgeons table when her rich family lets go her trust fund to her.

Fuck Watertown and Newton. I hope my book blackens those reputations for life. Those cities are so arrogant especially Newton. One day Ill get even.

I called the FBI once in MI just to see what theyd do. Whoever I was directed to played games and tried to entrap me into sounding nuts which I did not fall for and after they realized I had a brain, they respectfully let on a bit to what was going on.

The feds would rather play games with people than really do their job. COINTELPRO came from these losers and its.here to stay.

If the FBI would rather abuse power than defend the innocent then they arent going to be put into the equation. They simply dont exist.

Theres alot of footage on the internet of arrogant little snot nosed young people working for them nowadays-the exact type that kept messing with me all the time. No little BRAINWASHED YUPpie SCUM who cant even wipe their asses properly yet are going to fuck with me and then expect me to behave.

The country is fucked, since Reagan or anything else BUSH has been around its been a living nightmare, and the powers that be protect all these players instead of do right. And if yer pissed off and talk straight about any of this you're a danger, a terrorist or a lone extremist.

These people can all go f*ck themselves. I saw how much America stinks to high heaven during the Bush years. I am not going to spend the remaining ten or less years of my life trying to act normally or be afriad.

I have only a short time and my health is going to catch up to me thanks to their years.of beat down.

Fuck you all and I hope my book destroys lives. Then I can finally die knowing something in this nightmare was made fair.

1 comment:

  1. I was told not to go to the Feds, that it was a very bad idea. Some TI's have worked for the FBI, and wound up being followed, hounded, and harassed for life. It may compound your problems. Who knows what they're up to. It may be a good idea to develop some inside contacts with the FBI, instead of filing a complaint with them. That way, you may get valuable insight without getting the harassment associated with filing a complaint.

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