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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Why Its Hard For People To Believe In GS

Many people find it difficult to take claims of TIs seriously. Especially the human experimentees involved or persons who claim to be survivors of mind control project
Even I wish that I could turn around one day and claim to believe that this was all in my own mind. That I suffer from mental illness. That I was born with a genetic defect that makes me predisposed to delusion.

The torture via drugging or tech are easy enough to write off after many years. What I can't ever forget as being a reality is the stalking and harassment by fellow human beings put forth in the unmistakable style of psychological operations as it is defined and also similar to black operations as defined. I can also never forget what my life was once like, how at peace I was with myself as a human being and how that is no longer part of who I am. I also cannot forget the betrayals. If I was indeed mentally ill why did everyone around me abandon me and leave me? Why would they not have sighted the problem and stayed with me on the course towards a solution or cure. And what or the many people I met while traveling who kept stating that I was being chased by federal agents or with some case of mistaken identity connected to Jake and dealing Oxycotin? Yet there was never a subpoena.

All of this makes for a miserable existence that should not be. Much of what is going on is covert. Yet people think its impossible and don't believe.

Much of the problem seems TI be many TIs are uneducated people specifically in the realm of politics.

When reactionaries make claims such as America has become fascist or a military dictatorship they are doing the best they can to make what they feel about what is going on around them known. I looked up many of these terms and the USA cannot be accurately described as 'fascist'a or the a dictatorship. Many people who are educated especially highly educated are going to find it difficult to take that seriously as an accurate description of our current situation.
What many people are trying to describe out of desperation is happening covertly as well as with changes made in key places not the entire system of government.

For instance, having Blackwater provide services as a contractor so that the government can't be held accountable presents an entirely new reality. Also the problem with much of what is going on now is abuses of power that average people cannot easily trace and feel helpless against. The now in place power of corporations is also very threatening to people. And its not being addressed properly.

Its not the overt changes to our system of government its what's being done covertly, sneakily, quietly or under the guise of something else.

Here is the definition of the USA government system.

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States

Yet how is that effected by all the abuses of power that are occurring?

I know that many of my detractors believe I have the mind of a child or the mindset of a ten year old. Yet I was not like the this before I was targeted.

Also for what I had planned for my future it was just fine the way I was. What and who I was made me very ill prepared to handle and understand what I have been victim to.

This is why what we deal with ultimately is a gross abuse of power on the weak, the vulnerable and the powerless as opposed to educated descriptions of government systems.

This is where the problem lies is in the corruption that has taken over our little lives and our big country that seem to not make it into any descriptions or definitions of what the USA is today.

1 comment:

  1. Most people are ignorant to the deeper runnings of everything including g.stlking. They are of a shallow awareness, and live in their own feeble worlds. They know only what is dictated by their influences which is approved information. Sensewise we are on a more elevated level than the average, a more perfected human. Unfortunately, in this society only the approved can make claim to such levels. If not approved we risk to be treated as the nail that sticks up, and hammered to be even with the rest.

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