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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Sunday, July 10, 2011

Pharmacies Giving Bad Drugs To TIs...Psychological Effects Years Later

To this day I have to watch the pharmicist like a hawk when.they are filling something just becuz of those years during Bush when they were screwing with my medicine.

Don't believe me?

I hope I can trust this pharmacy. I watched her fill them but I saw she kept going underneath the counter to fill mine and its not what the next woman did to fill the next ones.

I don't trust anyone anymore. Back during Bush and suing Olnick people were new to the brutality of this system. People gave me information and heads up. People warned me like a pharmacist in the midwest just looked at me like 'dont take these'.

I took one and then didn't and boy...he wasn't saying that for no reason.

But perhaps with the NWO in place so firmly now, people live by deception ad second nature. The younger kids seem like its part of their upbringing. Its totally normal.

So who's to say she didn't switch pills right in front of me becuz I couldn't see her filling them very well. The attitude might be a friendly smile and a 'too bad you stupid bitch what are you going to do about it anyway even if I did?'.

I don't even want to take the stuff now. I think these covert activities are probably totally normalized now.

I will never forget how I discovered that sedative prescribed to me was being tainted and given to me by that Brookline Walgreens. They love Lou Ghepetti there of course and know him by face. I've learned over time anyplace where perps or your enemies get preferential treatment is a place where you as a TI will be gang stalked every single time without fail.

That is a rule of thumb.

The hospital in San Fran CA upon my leaving gave me the same drug after claiming they never carried.such a drug. They highly suggested I.take their new script supply and not those old ones from Brookline.

I finally got it. Whatever they put in the ones from Brookline Walgreens they gave me a weird effect of like....fuzziness. As if some chemical or substance were making me brain fogged and worse. I used to have the bottle but I lost it along the way. I wonder if it would show up in my body somewhere.
Its funny like that movie Love You To Death or Rasputin where they just keep poisoning the person and doing shit trying to kill them and the f*cked just keeps forging onward. I would laugh my ass off if radiation exposure actually does give humans super powers or strengths...hysterical.

No matter what you do society still sees you as the loser in all this. And you never get back what was taken...you only get forgotten about and left alone more as they see you have less and less of a chance at any opportunities.

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