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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Wednesday, April 6, 2011

http://targetedsurvivor.blogspot.com/2011/04/woke-up-to-deprogramming-dream-and.html?zx=6e1108a58f0fca55

To the people who were trying to get me to go to UMass: I understand now why. And I am sorry I did no take heed. I understand better now and will see if anything can be salvaged.

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I was a fool. I was arrogant and over confident in my guards and walls, the ability to block such influences.

I thought Oh the crazy Christian factions, I can handle them, they're not strong.'. Perhaps the real 'God' is worth consulting but that is a concept that is relative to what each person percieves as their version of a godhead. The Christain cult is simply more state sponsored brainwashing insanity..and I simply didn't fully realize.that to them any version of.Mayo is a threat. That Rosicrucians are a threat or any branch of.the ancient sun cult. Any belief system that takes away from Jews being percieved as the root of all religion and the world.for.that matter is a threat.
We have seen this overtly.acted on in Israel. That country some years ago targeted and persecuted a.metal band in their country not for Satanic lyrics or content (of course not) but for Zoastrianism http://www.religioustolerance.org/zoroastr.htm.

Another reason to get rid of Persians. I wouldn't be surprised if Islam wasn't purposefully invented to destroy these ancient peoples and their belief systems.

How convenient Egypt is also converted as well.

Yet I have to say that even Jews probably wouldn't be as brain dead as the Christian faction who has been at me all these years. And their goal is to make me equally as brain dead as well.

I will never forget being tortured in St Louis during Bush, really horrible stuff and hearing this loud and clear voice telling me to SERVE HUMANITY. It didn't make sense as that is all I wanted to do to begin with by becoming a councillor. What they want is slaves to serve this collective idea of humanity as cult mind controlled colts with brain damage so select people will be congrollled.

Look at Obama, telling people to serve their communities and become.active after all Americans have been through during Bush and then the economy. Its a mind control or brainwashing tactic. Instead he should be dealing with what happened during Bush but he and others refuse to.

His job is.to continue.the brain washing program on America by taking the people into the next phase, dealing with what was done during Bush would only break the spell if you will.
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