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Besides 1995 and 2003, there are other years that strike me as having a strange "vibe" to them. The 70's, for example, 1975 to 1980 seem when I was experienced all kinds of weird goings-on, like people pumping me with questions, etc., other harassment. During Nixon's years, the music scene was dominating by all kinds of excessively mellowed "AM Radio" hits, like Rock the Boat. I remember as a little kid, there was something I hated about that song. There were other songs like it, and it was just like non-stop on every station you listened to. Very sickening stuff, IMO. And it was hugely popular. Probably part of the powers that be again, trying to get everybody all mellowed out during the last part of the Nixon years. I'll bet crap like that AM Radio sh*t got promoted by the Powers That Be to get the public lulled into a sleep so they could be open to hypnotic suggestion.. Fucking I really hated Rock the Boat as a kid.
After Nixon, the freaky years started, and that's when the disco movement was starting to take root. Freaks, drugs, prostitutes, pimps, you name it. All kinds of corruption from 1975 to 1980. The popular look was the high tube socks, afros, models looked like they were dying, they were so damned skinny. The crackhead look was in. There was something weird about 1975-1980, like I could sense a lot of turmoil on the cultural landscape at the time. I was just a kid, but I had seen evidence of me getting targeted during those years.
Check it out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dndAXxqJbc0
LOL, because when I listen to this now, it actually sounds great compared to the sh*t they put on the Musical Market now.
Idiots shining lasers into cockpits for sh*ts and giggles. Not smart enough, apparently, to realize what dangers they cause with their actions. Or their decision centers of their brains have become so numbed, that the need for stimulation by committing the aforementioned dangerous acts, that they simply see nothing wrong by their actions. We must all commit shameless acts of stupidity and injure one person with the rest of the dumbed down society who feels the same way.
I can't believe the things perps dream up. A witless, uncaring society that thinks they can all gang up on one person with their lack of thinking. Idiots.
I would just keep going, fuck it. I have seen a lot of these jokes they throw my way. It's most certainly your choice, though. I know their rationale is complete horseshit, though, e.g. we're tougher than most, so we should handle it, etc. One aspect of this deal, I've noticed, is that they throw harassment and psyops my way all the f*cking time. When I examine them, I can't believe my eyes, that those fuckers actually had the audacity to provoke me in their most cowardly fashion (as usual). Each psy-op was an unprovoked attack, as usual. But, when I look again, it looks like it may have not been as bad as it could have been. So I've gotten into this state where I'd be like, "whew, they're taking it easy on me today". I was that way back in '06 when they heightened the harassment. I would hope they would take it easy on me. They had these rollercoaster moments where they would pound hard, then ease up, then take it up and down. I learned to "accept" the prison. That's one of their goals, apparently, is to say we're so tough, so that way we get used to living like this.
And this prison is a joke too, it's a product of sick, weak, cowardly minds. That's all I see. Products of some sick motherfuckers' warped sadistic minds. That's what my prison consists of. That's what keeps me going. I just tell myself, these are the same losers shining lasers into cockpits of helicopters trying to save someone's life. Pretty obvious they've managed to spawn their little sadistic hate viruses into a weak populace's minds. That right there is proof.
I've gotten a response from the Powers That Be(tm), the almighty gods themselves. They said they see me as a threat to their little future slave empire. I was told to "Forget it kid. go back to school, get an education." A direct message from the almighty gods that plan and run this thing. I suspect a lot of these fuckers running this thing are older guys, 50-60 years of age and up. Wealthy, sadistic, ruthless; they are determined to get their way. Either that, or it's a serious social disease out of control. And it sure as hell can't be the latter, because a lot of these perps seem like weak-minded controlled numbnuts idiots. So of course, some Big Power is driving their actions and pulling their strings. These perps on the streets are such a joke. This system wants very easy to control FOOLS with NO IMAGINATION, WHO will do whatever they're instructed to do. And that is why they come after us: because we ARE imaginative. We are highly artistic, creative-minded individuals. And what does this mean? We can't be controlled. So this Big Shot system has to get rid of us, which means we are to die outright, or live like zombies.
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Over the years people have given support through financial donations and I've even been blessed with a multi year sponsor through difficult legal issues caused by those that use deceptive means to d y myself and others of our legal right to free speech and the goal of discrediting our community. I've been a Traveler mainly urban camping for the duration of this blog producing work with just a backpack. These days I'm temporarily housed due to the kindness of friends but my future is always uncertain. I currently care for and assist others while struggling with what remians of my life, my health and my mental faculties (im a survivor of toxic mold exposure that did neurological damage in early 2000s and I began traveling as oart of a health regime to save my life and prevent early onset Alzheimer's type effects).
If you are interested in offering support please write as there are a few options for donating. Thanks always! O everyone who's been supportive in any way not just financial over these many years as I've dedicated life to this cause.
I don't put anyone down for asking for donations as this seems to be a trend nowadays amongst bloggers and online activists but it seems to be among younger people who I don't believe go to the extremes that I've gone to like being homeless, traveling on the road, dumpster diving panhandling, going it totally alone sleeping outside leaving hometown and ceasing contact with family for over a decade etc
The Enron whistleblower slept in their cars for a year before anyone believed them as then the case went to vourt-when there's no official recognition or legal action, sleeping in your car etc never ends.
I'm lucky to have the physical constitution and skill and ability to do this but time is something I can't stop. I have already y of wear on my body from my physical activity all these years including damage from carrying a heavy pack for over a decade in middle age.
My plans include settling down due to necessity and finding a location and domicile to accommodate aging and finishing this saga by finally producing two books. Then I would like to produce artwork if physically able as that is wat I should have been doing before I was pulled into this war. I'm essentially a painter who writes and not particularly good at it but I can write freely.
I hope to produce more works to serve our community and continue to fight the forces that seem determined to enslave mankind in the near future.
Besides 1995 and 2003, there are other years that strike me as having a strange "vibe" to them. The 70's, for example, 1975 to 1980 seem when I was experienced all kinds of weird goings-on, like people pumping me with questions, etc., other harassment. During Nixon's years, the music scene was dominating by all kinds of excessively mellowed "AM Radio" hits, like Rock the Boat. I remember as a little kid, there was something I hated about that song. There were other songs like it, and it was just like non-stop on every station you listened to. Very sickening stuff, IMO. And it was hugely popular. Probably part of the powers that be again, trying to get everybody all mellowed out during the last part of the Nixon years. I'll bet crap like that AM Radio sh*t got promoted by the Powers That Be to get the public lulled into a sleep so they could be open to hypnotic suggestion.. Fucking I really hated Rock the Boat as a kid.
ReplyDeleteAfter Nixon, the freaky years started, and that's when the disco movement was starting to take root. Freaks, drugs, prostitutes, pimps, you name it. All kinds of corruption from 1975 to 1980. The popular look was the high tube socks, afros, models looked like they were dying, they were so damned skinny. The crackhead look was in. There was something weird about 1975-1980, like I could sense a lot of turmoil on the cultural landscape at the time. I was just a kid, but I had seen evidence of me getting targeted during those years.
Check it out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dndAXxqJbc0
LOL, because when I listen to this now, it actually sounds great compared to the sh*t they put on the Musical Market now.
This is the product of our present society:
ReplyDeletehttp://www.pittsburghlive.com/x/pittsburghtrib/news/pittsburgh/s_698087.html
Idiots shining lasers into cockpits for sh*ts and giggles. Not smart enough, apparently, to realize what dangers they cause with their actions. Or their decision centers of their brains have become so numbed, that the need for stimulation by committing the aforementioned dangerous acts, that they simply see nothing wrong by their actions. We must all commit shameless acts of stupidity and injure one person with the rest of the dumbed down society who feels the same way.
I can't believe the things perps dream up. A witless, uncaring society that thinks they can all gang up on one person with their lack of thinking. Idiots.
I would just keep going, fuck it. I have seen a lot of these jokes they throw my way. It's most certainly your choice, though. I know their rationale is complete horseshit, though, e.g. we're tougher than most, so we should handle it, etc. One aspect of this deal, I've noticed, is that they throw harassment and psyops my way all the f*cking time. When I examine them, I can't believe my eyes, that those fuckers actually had the audacity to provoke me in their most cowardly fashion (as usual). Each psy-op was an unprovoked attack, as usual. But, when I look again, it looks like it may have not been as bad as it could have been. So I've gotten into this state where I'd be like, "whew, they're taking it easy on me today". I was that way back in '06 when they heightened the harassment. I would hope they would take it easy on me. They had these rollercoaster moments where they would pound hard, then ease up, then take it up and down. I learned to "accept" the prison. That's one of their goals, apparently, is to say we're so tough, so that way we get used to living like this.
ReplyDeleteAnd this prison is a joke too, it's a product of sick, weak, cowardly minds. That's all I see. Products of some sick motherfuckers' warped sadistic minds. That's what my prison consists of. That's what keeps me going. I just tell myself, these are the same losers shining lasers into cockpits of helicopters trying to save someone's life. Pretty obvious they've managed to spawn their little sadistic hate viruses into a weak populace's minds. That right there is proof.
I've gotten a response from the Powers That Be(tm), the almighty gods themselves. They said they see me as a threat to their little future slave empire. I was told to "Forget it kid. go back to school, get an education." A direct message from the almighty gods that plan and run this thing. I suspect a lot of these fuckers running this thing are older guys, 50-60 years of age and up. Wealthy, sadistic, ruthless; they are determined to get their way. Either that, or it's a serious social disease out of control. And it sure as hell can't be the latter, because a lot of these perps seem like weak-minded controlled numbnuts idiots. So of course, some Big Power is driving their actions and pulling their strings. These perps on the streets are such a joke. This system wants very easy to control FOOLS with NO IMAGINATION, WHO will do whatever they're instructed to do. And that is why they come after us: because we ARE imaginative. We are highly artistic, creative-minded individuals. And what does this mean? We can't be controlled. So this Big Shot system has to get rid of us, which means we are to die outright, or live like zombies.
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