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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

http://homelessti.blogspot.com/2010/09/berlin-germany-squats.html

4 comments:

  1. Besides 1995 and 2003, there are other years that strike me as having a strange "vibe" to them. The 70's, for example, 1975 to 1980 seem when I was experienced all kinds of weird goings-on, like people pumping me with questions, etc., other harassment. During Nixon's years, the music scene was dominating by all kinds of excessively mellowed "AM Radio" hits, like Rock the Boat. I remember as a little kid, there was something I hated about that song. There were other songs like it, and it was just like non-stop on every station you listened to. Very sickening stuff, IMO. And it was hugely popular. Probably part of the powers that be again, trying to get everybody all mellowed out during the last part of the Nixon years. I'll bet crap like that AM Radio sh*t got promoted by the Powers That Be to get the public lulled into a sleep so they could be open to hypnotic suggestion.. Fucking I really hated Rock the Boat as a kid.

    After Nixon, the freaky years started, and that's when the disco movement was starting to take root. Freaks, drugs, prostitutes, pimps, you name it. All kinds of corruption from 1975 to 1980. The popular look was the high tube socks, afros, models looked like they were dying, they were so damned skinny. The crackhead look was in. There was something weird about 1975-1980, like I could sense a lot of turmoil on the cultural landscape at the time. I was just a kid, but I had seen evidence of me getting targeted during those years.

    Check it out:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dndAXxqJbc0

    LOL, because when I listen to this now, it actually sounds great compared to the sh*t they put on the Musical Market now.

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  2. This is the product of our present society:

    http://www.pittsburghlive.com/x/pittsburghtrib/news/pittsburgh/s_698087.html

    Idiots shining lasers into cockpits for sh*ts and giggles. Not smart enough, apparently, to realize what dangers they cause with their actions. Or their decision centers of their brains have become so numbed, that the need for stimulation by committing the aforementioned dangerous acts, that they simply see nothing wrong by their actions. We must all commit shameless acts of stupidity and injure one person with the rest of the dumbed down society who feels the same way.

    I can't believe the things perps dream up. A witless, uncaring society that thinks they can all gang up on one person with their lack of thinking. Idiots.

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  3. I would just keep going, fuck it. I have seen a lot of these jokes they throw my way. It's most certainly your choice, though. I know their rationale is complete horseshit, though, e.g. we're tougher than most, so we should handle it, etc. One aspect of this deal, I've noticed, is that they throw harassment and psyops my way all the f*cking time. When I examine them, I can't believe my eyes, that those fuckers actually had the audacity to provoke me in their most cowardly fashion (as usual). Each psy-op was an unprovoked attack, as usual. But, when I look again, it looks like it may have not been as bad as it could have been. So I've gotten into this state where I'd be like, "whew, they're taking it easy on me today". I was that way back in '06 when they heightened the harassment. I would hope they would take it easy on me. They had these rollercoaster moments where they would pound hard, then ease up, then take it up and down. I learned to "accept" the prison. That's one of their goals, apparently, is to say we're so tough, so that way we get used to living like this.

    And this prison is a joke too, it's a product of sick, weak, cowardly minds. That's all I see. Products of some sick motherfuckers' warped sadistic minds. That's what my prison consists of. That's what keeps me going. I just tell myself, these are the same losers shining lasers into cockpits of helicopters trying to save someone's life. Pretty obvious they've managed to spawn their little sadistic hate viruses into a weak populace's minds. That right there is proof.

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  4. I've gotten a response from the Powers That Be(tm), the almighty gods themselves. They said they see me as a threat to their little future slave empire. I was told to "Forget it kid. go back to school, get an education." A direct message from the almighty gods that plan and run this thing. I suspect a lot of these fuckers running this thing are older guys, 50-60 years of age and up. Wealthy, sadistic, ruthless; they are determined to get their way. Either that, or it's a serious social disease out of control. And it sure as hell can't be the latter, because a lot of these perps seem like weak-minded controlled numbnuts idiots. So of course, some Big Power is driving their actions and pulling their strings. These perps on the streets are such a joke. This system wants very easy to control FOOLS with NO IMAGINATION, WHO will do whatever they're instructed to do. And that is why they come after us: because we ARE imaginative. We are highly artistic, creative-minded individuals. And what does this mean? We can't be controlled. So this Big Shot system has to get rid of us, which means we are to die outright, or live like zombies.

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