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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Friday, July 23, 2010

a note on a reader comment about fellow survivors

http://skeptictarget.blogspot.com/2010/07/reader-comment-creating-rivalries-and.html

Whoever is doing this or a major player in this on my campaign to destroy me is extremely money minded. Not of wealth or having plenty but of focusing in messing up my accounts, credit, ability to make money or diversions meant to keep me working for free as unknown doing these blogs opposed to gainful employment. Whoever it is is NOT an artist or imaginative. I sense this presence sometimes, especially when I get deal with collections or ruining my credit especially dealing with banks. The person enjoys, with a negative energy, me having my life 'ruined' in this way. I know its someone with the ability to monitor because these are not my natural feelings or priorities.

I sometimes want to say it is my mother as she always abused her accounting degree for fraud as well as her lawyer, indicating her love of abuse of power, which I already experienced from her and people on her side, back when she was a stupid bartender with no degrees at all. She's one of those people that never changes her ways but gets better at hiding abuse with age. People like this find social acceptability to hide behind.

But I cant imagine who would have handed her that much power. Who would be stupid enough to hand over such power to a woman wasting such resources on a personally motivated campiagn of destruction? It almost feels like someone who is out to show me 'now see, look how much power I have'. It could be anyone finance minded, like my old associate or some obsessed business man from the past who cant leave the past the hell alone. Or just someone unimaginative and focused on what makes people considered 'legit' by the system.
I often wonder but I dont really care. My life is pretty much about a whole other level. And if you are tightly focused on credit scores and the like then I you are NOT on that level.

1 comment:

  1. They are very unimaginative. That's the excuse they use for the data-mining. That's one reason: no imagination, so they have to suck down all our traits and thoughts and use them in our campaigns against us. Face it -- these people are into sand-castle-kicking. Instead of building their own, they mock and deride, and consider that and the other shit they pull a personal achievement. Really, the people being used are human excrement, literally... wastes who will never amount to anything, so they enjoy kicking down the creative independent thinkers' sandcastles.

    Really, that's all it ever appeared to me to be, except I had to make reservation for the possibility that there was some Grand Purpose(tm) for all of this. I know they want to bring us down to their level, but no thanks, there's a huge difference between below average imbeciles and human excrement getting off on just tracking and knocking. I'll bet they get some sort of high or stimulation off of this, and they probably (and I really mean this) go home and masturbate to their misdeeds.

    The hypocrisy and inability to get a grasp on their own flaws and failings is really just ridiculous.

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