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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

How a small thing can be devastating to a TI

TI's are victims of long term torture and behavior modification. Most times they have lost everything- thier whole lives. And been betrayed by intimates including lovers, friends, family, associates, co workers. Often they have had to give up most of thier worldly possesions.

I suspect that this makes being terrorized for behavior modification more effective (isolate the victim). Eventually your captors become your reality and thier system validated..if not internalized..etc.

When I had my phone taken by some stupid kid it had an almost devastating effect on me. It made me question my work, my motives, my validity and my mission. It made me entertain giving up and worse.


Becuz TIs cant take any more LOSSES or losing streaks or 'bad luck' or ruination or anyone getting the best of them in any way.

Our whole existence is fear now and we have to tip toe through mine fields even to do the simplest things ever day or so it feels. This is how capable, smart Targeted Individuals stay alive and get anything done at all.

I was once told to my face that this is a system that is 'keeping me down' and its on purpose. If people, especially smart ones, who want to achieve are not allowed to do so daily..if it is made so that no victories are possible then the person becomes docile(they are hoping)..meek and managable.

(Another obvious end to all these activities is something you heard alot about in relation to terrorism years ago--the neutralization of an 'enemy' target..its so similar with the use of psychological warfare,brainwashing and terror.)

TIs have been terrorized and also entered into a form of social control that uses fear and shame.

Phones, computers, internet and other objects and other such things become the TI's new security. Being human TIs naturally recreate thier worlds in adaptation of this new structure that houses them or adapts to limits. Many become transient and tools of communications are invaluable.

However when I dropped in to take a shower at a shelter today I knew that no matter what happened now I was glad to not be in one of those places. The women are so subjegated. Its so..depressing.
Things have got to change in the USA anyway as far as homelessness goes.
Another subject anyway.

Just like the military is projecting on work to develop a self healing soldier, you must become self healing and very quickly..and dont think that TIs dont consider this very suspect on the list of possible human experimentation going on. That would explain why they are targeting healers thats for sure.
Now we need to know why they are actively supressing orgone and well be all set. fuk u.We all know why..


  1. That does seem very plausible. I get varying degrees of "HURT" hurled my way, of varying durations and frequencies... by frequency, I mean they vary how often the acts occur. So I suspect they are trying to "test" for how fast we are able to "heal" or put the hurt behind us. For example, thought monitoring is one big component of this bullshit.

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