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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

the HIT and RUN stalkers and thier tactics

'Hit and Run' stalking is what I call a type of surveillance I have been getting definitely since my harassment turned 24/7.

I was art modeling once in Boston MA I was on a stage posing for a class.  It was a non secure building, as night classes are often in.  I saw very quickly a man in all black dash in through the door and out again.

Just now I was on the computer as I have been on here for a while. Often this happens when a TI is on the computer.  In the glass in front of me I saw someone quickly come up behind me, view what I was working definitely long enough to take in and judge what it was and quickly turn away and walk away.

A TI can often see this no matter how engrossed we are in our work and many TIs being sensitives can feel that someone is behind them without looking. 

The damage in this is that it re enforces the terror and helps actually maintain the  brainwashing process that the TI is going maintains a state of fear and terror. (You are being watched as you are guilty of doing something wrong.) Perhaps it backs up the idea that all TIs seem to be given that they are suspected pedophiles and must be watched for looking at porn or that in general they are loathe and suspect by society so must be watched.
Even if the TI gets a sense of being revolutionary by being an activist this action against the TI will only ISOLATE them further from society, which is really one of the main points of gang stalking. You are definitely someone that is wanted 'out of the way' and you are going to be denied the same access to society and thus opportunity as other people in the USA.

They want you to become the rebel or the permanently reduces your chances of success and happiness in American society. 

I have experienced the 'Hit and Run' stalker in computer labs, on stage art  modeling, supermarkets and stores are really big. I chased one a few weeks ago in Berkeley CA and he looked creeped out by his own actions and guilty of his crime.

The H&R stalker might be most damaging becuz they perpetuate the damage, the psychological prison that a TI is put in without the TI really knowing it.
It is one of the most dangerous parts of gs as far as damage becuz it is so subtle.

For those of you with DID or other due to programming issues, this will disassociate you without you knowing it..but the perps know exactly what they are doing.
Remember for whatever reason you are valuable and it seems especially programmed people are valuable for thier internal knowledge of the programming systems...the point is to keep info on this subject matter quiet thus YOU must be kept quiet.
Keeping you  disassociating is a way of doing just that.

If you  are a woman you will most likely encounter males doing this and for some reason they are younger or not unattractive. Why this kind of stalker I do not know.
\Its never been women or older men or kids.

Males doing this kind of stalking is enough intimidation to bring up violation issues and keep you down mentally without you understanding that is what it is. 
I mean who can take away from an intelligent woman focusing a great amount of mental energy?? Certainly not anyone BUT a young healthy white male your age range..but that is just my theory on the psych warfare front.

Believe it that you will get this nonsense and the men who do it are basically performing what feels like 'mini rapes'..this is also repetition to get you to feel more and more comfortable with being stalked and possessed by the gang stalking system itself.

Chasing that one once was not only very validating, it was great to turn on the predator.
Teach these people that they are indeed hunting something they should be afraid of..turn the game on them.


  1. Real targets 2 at the most can stay here in North Texas.. Perps will be living but u would think city at times...

  2. hey thanks for reading older posts..good to offer shelter. But make sure they are perps before destabilization. Targets can be quite a mess in the beginning when they dont understand fully what is happening or how to deal with it. I am to this day unsure wether certain TIs I met were perps or confused Targets. Its hard to tell especially in the beginning. A bunch of supposed TI's in AZ knew too much of my story to be real TI's and if they were truly Targeted they were the worst jealous b*tches on the face of the planet. I say they were infiltrators and full of sh*t personally. They just knew too much about me already. Being around other TI's can be very depressing as well, as one must then look at one's own situation face to face. Its difficult being around other TI's who are aware of thier situation.