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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Monday, January 4, 2016

GS Is Sexism At Its Most Deadly/Asian Perps Once Again Viscious, Sneaky Little.Bastards

I really hate to say this but Asian perps are really pissing me off.

They are viscious and sneaky and will do gang stalking harassment tactics then turn around and act oh so nice and normal to...it seems anyone who doesnt understand whats going on with the NWO.

African peoples who are in on gang stalkig seem always to be still a bit defensive or choosy about who they welcome into their sphere or whom they are comfortable with.

These two little scumbags in Starbucks in a local neighborhood just couldnt resist doing a side tap on their legs wjen i went under the table to plug in my phone.
Note about this Starbucks: theres alot of gay women working here and males that seem like genuine service oriented restaraunt workers so I have a more pleasant experience here than other SBs. I still get an occassional gesturing from one or two employees but thats it. And the African Americans working here arent creepy or evil or nasty.
These people are truly alternative culturals.
One male barista surprised me by having a manner about him with his work that is reminisent of the old Boston-NYC art of service industries which I see very rarely in the past 35 years. It died as the 80s progressed. The craftsmanship of the barkeep or restaurant worker.

Id do an art piece on him if I could. Its interesting to see that with the NWO craftsmanship disappeared as corporations became our keepers and logos our new gods.

I dream about the perfect way he wears his apron and sleeves, how artfully he wipes down a table.)

It sickened me when some white lady shows up and they start talking about tjeir research and getting grants and going to Ontario etc.

Alot of people going to MIT and Tufts or working after graduation come into this coffee shop- which means I get harassed but I have a bit of begrudging respect as well as some quiet support.

...Now they are fucking whining about not getting funded becuz their company was funded too many times and they were cheated and tjey shud have gotten this award becuz they were nimber one.
(GOVT FUNDING)!!

Once again scientists and others seeking govt funding are doing gang stalking.

I have to sleep outside and these spoilt little shits are whining about this crap...and being viscous in doing gs tactics.

Most whites that do this are either nercous, awkward, guilt ridden or weak. These bastards seem to take pleasure in it but also it smacks of sexism.

All of my harassment has alot of sexism involved. My campaign is definitely sexist in nature. Thats the trouble of being in Boston area is bunch of young heartless kids who are ambitious who are smart and want to get funded and are cut throat about it.

And the way they talk about our govt. People are "bureuacrats" becuz they cant get funded when they want it.

Then go the fuck back where you came from and starve to death. And get your organs harvested.

Thats exactly the nasty phrase I use on many Chinese perps.

Letting people into this country who are ethnocentric as well as have horrible human rights policies in their homelands is not a great idea without using caution and being realistic.

The Asians already know how to use masks when dealing with the public but the third world People Of Color from other countries learn very quickly or they dont interact with Americans that deeply to begin with.

To be fair most males who are of their education level and position that partake in gang stalking are little shit bastard sexists who gang up on vulnerable females like these punks.

In a city where women have a standard of equality even overpowering males this cultural fantasy is especially prized. The Masons are a pain in the ass here. The firemen. The cops. The MBTA employees (any woman working for the T looks masculinized anyway).
The mob guys of course but laughibly-to a lesser extent than those in official capacity aforementioned.

The professionals like these guys are the most sneaky and fucking annoying. The acedemics the same but at least theres some understanding of what Im doing. Peiple like these two clowns graduate from the same places anyway.

Grant money has been one of the number one ways to get payoff from partaking in covert warfare. Believe me when I tell you scientists and the like are probably more dangerous than other kinds of people becuz they are smart and often lack connection to human emotions or are in touch with common people the way other varieties of perps are. A scientist can be a dangerously ambitious businessman like anyone else.

They just piss me off more becuz they know better and they think they are smarter than me just becuz they had the benefit of education.

I hate to say this but my grandfather warned me about this from being in the Marines during WWII in Japan and Phillipines (he also did Germany and later Korea).

I didnt want to listen becuz it was racist. It seemed so out of date in the early 90s or late 80s where we were working towards a truly global world-not whatever facsist nightmare of cult mind control that its been turned into now by those that hijacked our lofty ideal of a world that included every kind of person.

(Just found out the little shits are from out of town. Affiliated with Tufts.)

Interestingly when a tall, handsome older white male with a Brit accent sat down with these two Asian kids and a Libtard white female THEY GOT VERY NERVOUS. THEY BECAME WELL BEHAVED. THEY WERE NO LONGER AROGGANT.

This tells me its true: strong white males are our only defense against this break down of society. These are the only people that the NWO POC still respect and fear.

No wonder they've had to destroy all middle and lower class culture and especially males with black ghetto culture.

Its sad to have to accept that other women...and specifically other WHITE women are our enemies. That they are the keys that the destroyers use to gain access.

This older Liberal feminist didnt even see that these two Asian kids dont truly respect her other than the ever present fear in the back of their minds of the white male standing behind her.

Thats the problem with feminists and all the whining cop hating Lib elitists around here and places like this: its white males that protect women-all the time. Every day. Its hidden in the backround and becuz people are safe and comfortable they forget why that is so.)

Sunday, January 3, 2016

Still Contracting Strange Infection From Surfaces In Specific Inner City Area- Wud Like To Notify CDC Any Suggestions?

Ive written before about this thing that seems to be in the main city areas. Specifically Somerville and Boston and parts of Cambridge even Quincy all in metro Boston MA area.

I went to the doctor and after an exam and tests the best she could assess was Pelvic Inflammitory Disease.
I had this once 20 years ago so I knew it might be this. I have a laparotomy scar from when I was 16 and PID was the only thing I ever experienced that sent shooting pain through that scar. (My gyn in RI in 87 didnt have laser priveledges and the genius did a laporotomy on a 16 year old virgin just for endometriosis. Dr Berstien. He was obese with a horrible tupay.
I dont blame my mother becuz obviously this asshole used to find vulnerable women to exploit.
(My mother was raised in that Irish Catholic way of the doctor is like the priest-dont question. Probably this was handed down from the Druidic days and has become perversed like all our ancient European pagan ways. Plus her male authority was oppressive and abusive with severe boundary issues so she couldnt tell the differnce.

When "Dr B" tried to have a conversation with me once about vaguely trying to deter me from beginning sexual acrivity at around 17 or so I knew the guy was a crackpot and totally inappropriate. He was rightly ignored.

The medical trend in the 80s was to market invasive surgery to poor women for recurring conditions.
Later I realized all I needed was progestin pills. One of the reasons I was probably getting recurring endo was becuz this moron had me on a high dose of estrogen-progestin which was supposed to be therapuetic use only.
Not only does hormones like this effect women the way steroids effect men but high levels of estrogen causes endo.

Wonder why I have a beef with the medical mafia? Also being MK Ultra many of these clowns know who we are and believe we are at their disposal to exploit and abuse as they see fit.
Fuck off btw.)

So the older female real doctor who wasnt full of shit like the residents Ive been getting at Beth Israel lately, gave me a shot of antibiotics and a script. That would treat a number of possible things that couldve caused the PID to begin with.
Becuz tests for a few vd's were negative.

Even though when I keep contracting this it either goes away some or isnt as severe as the PID became I AM STILL CATCHING SOMETHING THAT GETS UP INTO THE FEMALE ORGANS, CAUSES PAIN IN MY SCAR (to a lesser extent) and it hurts to flex the abdominal wall muscle. You have the urge to just let your stomach hang out.
It also causes INCONTINENT TYPE URGE TO URINATE ACCOMPANIED WITH PAIN AT URETHRA SITE but very unlike a Urinary Tract Infection.

This is being contracted through coming into contact with surfaces just as before I had posted about AND it is still getting into clothing and doesnt wash out even with detergent and bleach.

I have cold weather gear like boots and a zero bag etc waiting to be picked up but have to live in lowering temps in Boston area IN CLOTHES FROM GOODWILL and two pairs of $5 sweats from cheap store...and cheap sneakers becuz I refuse to have gear I worked hard to pay off get ruined by just ONE contact with whatever this horrible disease or bacteria is.

Ive contacted state health boards but they really want to hear from physicians.

The healthcare from Beth Isreal is faultering badly at Health Care Associates and anyone short of a long term established doc seems compelled to perform gang stalking haraasmwnt tactics..

Its very disheartening to see attending physicians of residents behave this way.

This might have something to do with Obamacare as I posted I sort of got a warning about health care in the US being corrupted by whats hidden in Obamacare.

I very much want to warn the CDC or alert people in RI and MA but everyone is purposely blocking me from even just basic survival needs and one doc I tried to explain this too wasnt listening.

I say its bio or chemical warfare on the homeless, poor, vulnerable. Thats how its effected me and thats my demographic.

To their credit I have a fair and sane specialist who I see AWAY from the Boston main hospital from BIDMC so there are some pros left still adhering to First Do No Harm.

The secretsries and residents and many teachers at BIDMC are out of control.